I'm You And The Past

I'm You And The Past
Damaging and destructive



Risa sat down in the back yard. The cold water in the pool is unsettling. Risa's leg skin is numb. His face was pale as well as sad, he still continued to shed tears with a blank look.


Pregnant, pregnant, pregnant..


The word kept ringing in his head, making his tears unravel nonstop. Pregnancy without marriage, pregnancy without a husband. A baby born without a father. It difficult? yeah, just imagining it feels hard. Risa kept sobbing as if throwing a burden on her chest. It ends, it's like it's all over. Risa is hard to accept her new destiny. She was twenty-four years old and had a baby. Risa is not unwilling to be a mother, but an unaccompanied mother! the girl kept crying.


Mr. Bambang and Ms. Emi don't talk much. He was also speechless as the neighbors shuddered brightly. They argue at will because that is the reality. Hot? sure, but what to say. Like rice has become porridge, everything has happened, so enjoy it.


"Risa, eat a little boy." pinta Emi said. He offered a plate of rice and a warm drink. Risa nodded slowly. He tried not to let his parents down any deeper.


Without appetite Risa chews bribes for the sake of a mouthful of rice. Feels bitter and dry. Until it was hard to swallow, as bitter and as dry as his heart. The difficult beginning of pregnancy, the feeling of nausea and headache, Risa tried not to complain, she would bear all those feelings herself, Risa had done everything without thinking long, so this is the punishment.


"MOM EEMIIII!!"


"PAAK BAAMBAAANG!!"


The sound of boisterous shouting outside the house, making Emi immediately move with her husband, both of them look behind the window curtain, some residents came to her house with rt sir. Despite fear and doubt, Mr. Bambang opened the door and allowed some of his neighbors to sit down.


"Sir, we just go straight without a stale ado!" mr. Bambang nodded, as if he understood the unrest of his neighbor.


"We know your son is pregnant out of wedlock!" Risa could hear a faint sound from her neighbor back there, making her feelings even more anxious, she wiped her tears as she continued to chew her spoon feed.


"Sir, it's his punishment can be up to 40 houses sir, he must wash the village! must be exiled sir!" Mr. Bambang sighed heavily. "As citizens we object!!" Yeah, of course you are. Social law. All because of parents' mistakes, who else will be blamed other than the child. Old man!


"Sorry sir, I will think about your advice" replied Mr. Bambang with a trembling voice.


"Ga sir! how to think again. Must sir! or we can't take your family here!" grit the other citizens again. The burden on Bambang's shoulders seemed to be getting heavier, he nodded in understanding.


"Okay sir, please give us some time" said Mr. Bambang humbly, he clearly begged from the glazed look of his eyes.


"Sunday!" others shouted in agreement compactly. "We give you a week, or your family has to drive us out!" Mr. Bambang tried to attract a smile, but could not. He could only frown and nod his head in resignation, until the citizens left his residence.


"How sir?" asked Emi confused mixed in worry. Bambang breathed a heavy sigh.


"We have to move ma'am.."


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Glen picked up a phone call from Kim, he was already waiting for him. This man could have ignored the call from her since last night.


"Hallo! Kim, why don't you answer my call?" asked Glen with a kettle. Kim did not immediately reply, as if giving Glen time to talk more.


"Why did you make a power of attorney over your person? what are you planning!" point at Glen without aling aling.


'Glen.my play time is up, let me tell you first. You hate Kai so much? you think he's ruining your family and your life?" asked Kin in a mocking tone. "Yes! I'm the same, I hate Kai and you too! you two snatched my happiness, you two children born from my father's mistress! you two are as clean and trashy as the woman he slept with!" kim groaned furiously.


"What do you mean!" Glen doesn't understand.


"You think you're the only one disappointed. Me too! I'm the real Kim, Kim boo Jul's official son!" kim's shout evaporated emotions, Glen's in shock! he can't believe it. Besides Kai and himself there are still other children? how many seeds did that bastard sow when he was still jaya?


"Kim. listen to me.." Pinta Glen tried to calm down. "You have nothing to do with Jung, we solve our problems." Pinta Glen tried to calm the sound of shaking across the street.


"Hahaha, you know, that guy ruined the real meaning of marriage. From the destruction of her marriage she repeats the story. Like your marriage, it's karma!" cynical Kim pleased. Kim stood up with a snob. He stared straight at Jung's already empty, uninhabited residence.


"The man you said was my father, was a good man before. He's never been mean to me, he's just lost his beloved wife until you're in his life.." Kim's sentence may have been flat, but the look on her face was clearly loud, she pecked at the fire.


"Glen, I'm still kind to you. You can work for me, be my budaj!" cynical Kim "Like Kai, you guys are just lowly humans born under my feet!" 


BLAARR..


From the match that slipped off Kim's palm, snatched quickly, until it slowly continued to grow, devouring the great palace of the Jung family. He smiled cynically.


Good relationship established since college with Glen finally can now be honest, Kim never considered Glen a good friend. He just wanted everything to be clear, obviously if he was going to slowly destroy Glen's life. 


The meeting with Glen worships the topic of conversation about Kai, it turns out there is still one more person.


"Kim boo jul is indeed amazing, after losing his wife he became so free!" Kim laughed bitterly and bitterly. Yes, he loved his father. Since childhood Kim was cared for by grandparents, seeing his father who rarely came home. He always held both hands tightly to his father. A good and loving father. Who would have thought there were two more little Kims out there.


Like the woman who destroyed Kim boo jul. A depressed May and Glen's mother who ended up in frustration, the woman ruined Kim's career and life, she must be imprisoned even today.


"Women will also destroy your lives, Glen and Kai!" kim muttered in disbelief. He had just cleaned himself up, and joined in on the bed, hugging his wife.


"You're home, baby?"


"Of course.." Kim wrapped his hands around his wife's waist, enjoying the night of his victory.


Kim took lessons from his father's story, but not entirely. Jung is not involved in his family affairs, but their property makes Kim have to involve Jung. A broken family should not make a bad generation, but why only a handful can take good lessons, even worse, it also undermines the order of other happy families. Yes, especially for gene heir Kim boo jul!


The warmth of Jung's family, or Bambang, as if to sway and extinguish, the candle flame seemed not enough to illuminate the happiness of the two families as before.


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