I'm You And The Past

Become one

"You're hurting me!" Risa hit Hoon's back many times, her face was already red from having finished a glass of soju. Risa had never drank heavy alcohol before, she could not tolerate alcohol.

"I just want to help you" replied Hoon who was still conscious, he enjoyed the next bottle with a plate of snacks.

"You said I was cheap, why do you want me to be your lover, I'm cheap you know.." Risa pointed at herself in annoyance, Hoon growled himself at Risa's behavior. 

"You've been drunk, you've had a drink, get on the bed!" hoon's orders put away Risa's glass.

"No want! It's for that jerk who took my pride!" risa shouted brandishing her refilled glass, she straightened out the contents of the glass, getting drunk.

"Hurry up and get some sleep!" Hoon tried to lift Risa's body, he carried the girl up to the bed, it seemed like Hoon also started to get drunk.

The studio type only has one room and one bed, inevitably tonight Hoon and Risa will sleep one bed.

"Hoon.. Don't do anything to this cheap lady!" babble Risa with her face that is not clear anymore.

"Stop it, don't talk like that anymore, I was wrong to say that, you're not cheap" Hoon led Risa to lie down, he grabbed the blanket and tidied up Risa's sleeping position, hoon's late days lie down next to Risa.

Although drunk, Risa still realized, she was well aware that if her heart was sick, she did not expect her lover a married man, even though she was really in love before.

"Hoon, am I stupid? why am I stupid?" Risa grumbled to herself.

Hoon did close his eyes but he hadn't fallen asleep.

"Hoon is what love is. Is there nothing sincere in this world?"

"Hoon. was I stupid and cheap, was I that cheap.." Risa's tears melted, she propped her head up with her arm.

"Hoon, what a poor girl like me doesn't deserve to be loved.."

"I'm so stupid, so cheap and so selfless.." Risa kept chattering with my eyes.

"Hoon, isn't anyone sincere with me?" 

Hoon frowned, he was annoyed to hear Risa's grumble that kept blaming herself. Hoon got up and sat down on the bed.

"Stop that shit! you deserve to be happy, you deserve to be loved!" hoon shouted annoyed, Risa got up, she sat down facing Hoon.

"Hoon.. Am I stupid? don't I deserve to be loved?" between the influence of alcohol or because of heartache, the sad look of Risa's face makes Hoon more pity.

Hoon stuck his index finger to Risa's lips, he asked the girl to shut up.

"Don't talk anymore, you're not stupid, you're not a cheap woman and you deserve to be loved!" hoon said with serious eyes. Once again Risa's tears melted. 

"I said stop.." whispered Hoon. Your sadness hurts my feelings, do you love my sister-in-law so much! inner Hoon revolted. She tried her hardest to hold back her feelings, but Risa kept complaining and pitting at him, what could she do.

"Hooonn.." Whisper Risa, the two of them can't help feeling anymore. Pain in the liver, a sense of turbulence due to the influence of alcohol.

Hoon held onto Risa's jaw, grabbed her lip quickly,****** and gave a small bite. Hoon recalled how the sigh in the bathroom yesterday, his chest was burning hot. His finger clutches were getting stronger on Risa's face.

Risa shed tears again. She was still so sick that her relationship would run aground, but the man she was with at the moment was so soothing, Hoon made Risa be able to relax a little.

"I kissed you because I harbored feelings for you" Hoon said, Risa nods.

"But tonight, I want to repay my heartache to you, do you want to?" hoon asked Risa, she was very polite, Hoon asked permission first. Risa did not answer. What does it mean that only Hoon wants to? Hoon sneered at himself, it turned out that he was the only one who was passionate. Of course, even Risa still continued to cry over Glen.it sucks. Hoon was already upset, he could no longer hold back his feelings.

"I don't like you caring about her, I don't like you loving her, I don't like her in your heart!" hoon asked Risa's attention.

"Come" answered Risa ambiguously. Hoon smiled cynically, disappointed, yes! pissed, yes! angry, yes!

"You must be able to forget it." whispered Hoon in Risa's ear.

Not waiting for an answer, Hoon grabbed Risa's clothes, opened them one by one, changed to strip her clothes. He was still a little confused but still steadying his heart, Hoon clasped his hand trying to convince himself. He took a deep breath as if preparing to head for the battlefield with zero experience.

Risa's gaze made Hoon nervous. First time, don't look amateur! hoon's inner murmur tried to steady himself once again.

With a heart and soulful heart, Hoon begins small touches, from the skin of the lips to the cheeks. Feel the smooth and soft skin of Risa's face. Enjoying every rhythm of her movements, as well as the girl, she felt warm on her skin, soothing warmth.

"Are you sure?" hoon asked, either to the girl who was resigned in front of him or to himself. Risa closed her eyes, as if enjoying the quiet and dark atmosphere of this room, although being carried drunk she realized who this man before her was, she inhaled the scent of Hoon's body perfume, a different scent.

Hoon tried to find a way down there and it didn't take long,.

"I'm sorry." whispered Risa as if understanding Hoon's disappointment. The young man shook his head. Hoon smiled slightly, Risa looked at Hoon's face. His feelings are swaying. He won't lose Hoon until he follows until they're here, but Glen's still his girlfriend anyway. Isn't she very cheap, able to sleep with anyone? realizing that all made Risa take a deep breath. What exactly is love?

"Have you ever heard, if you're suing your lover, choose the second one, why? because you're not satisfied with the first one until you look for the second one" Risa laughed at Hoon's words. "Where are you quoting from?"

"From my heart" Hoon replied widening his smile, he was already able to master the position.

"That sounds absurd!" ketus Risa and begin to feel the struggle of Hoon.

"What do you think?" ask Hoon ambiguously. Risa doesn't understand Hoon's question, but Risa can't lie if the man she's with is even 10 times more fun, under any circumstances. Realizing it made her chest pound violently, did she fall in love with Hoon? Risa was still worried, too soon after all.

"Are you ready?" Hoon was still looking for answers on Risa's face. The girl widened her smile, nodding confidently.

"You're the best!" said Risa held her voice, the two laughed, until their laughter subsided and changed with moans, they could not continue the conversation because the tension was getting faster and closer. Hoon did not expect to enjoy the bed with women so delicious. Risa did not think if the relationship could while sharing stories and laughter, all felt so loose and without burden.

"Are you ready for next?" hoon asked teasingly, She whispered over Risa's back.

Risa nodded, she gripped the bed sheet firmly, until it was formless. Hoon held firmly onto Risa's shoulder, resting on top of the girl who kept screaming under her body, Hoon clenched both of his hands, struggling towards the peak and moaning together! hoon falls on Risa's body.

"I did it too" said Hoon, laughing to himself. He was so happy and content.

"Yes, we did" Risa said with a smile. Hoon's behavior is still the same, like a boy! it made Risa amused

"I just felt it first" said Hoon quietly with a red face, he turned on his back next to Risa, The girl took a tissue, and wiped Hoon's forehead.

Hoon caught Risa's hand. "Do you like me?" hoon asked with a look of hope. Risa could not answer.

"I know Glen better!" hoon's sentence made Risa's face red. Hoon was the same, he gathered the courage to acknowledge Glen's superiority like that, this is important! his pride is at stake. Hoon awaits Risa's answer. If Risa is wrongfully answered maybe for a lifetime she will disappear from the presence of Risa.

"I haven't felt all this for a long time" Hoon woke up from his position, he was looking annoyed at Risa's laughter. This girl is lying! inner Hoon growled.

"You did it in the bathroom with Glen!" sumpul Hoon threw his face away, aish.he really can't help but hold back, you're so jealous.

"No, it's not.. " Risa paused her sentence "not so.." murmured Risa embarrassed. Hoon turned his head and looked at Risa's face. He felt pleased, quickly Hoon pounced on Risa. Hugged tightly.

"Can I just one more time?" Risa clucked in annoyance.

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