I'm You And The Past

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"You just go, take your future in-laws to lunch. I'll take care of this woman" Hoon nodded in agreement with Kai's sentence

"sorry to trouble you Hyung" Hoon gave a respectful greeting to Kai. 

"Then I, Risa, papa and you nuna. Do you want to come with us for lunch or come with Hyung?" Hoon asked with a flat face. But Eun's look isn't as flat as Hoon's.

"How do you think!" ketus Eun with an annoyed face. 

"Can I just let Kai and that woman alone! you think?" Hoon just shrugged his shoulders. 

"As for nuna, I'm just asking" Hoon grumbled in a stifled voice

Hoon approached Bambang and Risa. 

"We'd better have lunch first pa, Kai hyung and nuna will go to the hospital to take care of the woman." said Hoon, who highlighted the small smile

"Is he your employee?" Bambang asked with a slightly anxious face

"Yes, he's an intern, just the first day of work-"

"did you give him so much work that he passed out?" Bambang cut Hoon's sentence with a question and a cynical face.

"Ti, no ko" Hoon wiggled his palms conditional if the job in his office wasn't that heavy.

"perhaps the woman was experiencing something or had an illness so she could fall unconscious on her first day of work" Hoon tried to answer as he could, Bambang's face was clearly intimidating, Hoon did not like the cynical look. "it hasn't even been a day that he's been working here" Hoon grumbled a little annoyed. Why is he being blamed!

"Why haven't I seen her?" risa asked in a whisper. Hoon glanced for a moment then replied in a whisper as well

"I forgot to introduce him to you"

"You are!" Gertak Risa sulks

"i'm too busy today.he's the son of Miss Susan. today's the first day she interned at this company, I don't know why he could get tired like that hopefully that's okay" Hoon explained trying to explain briefly. Not enough Bambang who is upset do not let Risa also join2an upset because of the young woman.

Risa nodded as if understanding, she opened the door for her papa, they left the company towards a restaurant

In the eastern style restaurant

"Actually papa today instead of asking for lunch by you guys.." Bambang opened the chat at the dining table

"There's something important you want to ask Risa and you.."

Mr. Bambang's serious face makes it difficult for Hoon to swallow his saliva. His throat was bitter and dry.not even the food presented at the opening talk table from Mr. Bambang had made Hoon's stomach more hungry.

Seeing the sharp eyes of Mr. Bambang immediately made Hoon more nervous. Risa glanced at it for a moment, it seemed like it was indeed an important thing to talk about. The eyes of his father were clearly visible within.

"Papa wants to ask about your wedding preparations" Hoon and Risa compactly straightened their backs. Exactly the alleged papa opening did have a serious topic today, he got to the office today

"Why did you decide to postpone the wedding day but not negotiate first to papa?" 

"What are you planning, marriage---"

"Pa.." Bambang glanced at Risa seklias, his gaze as if to tell if the sentence does not want to be cut, let Bambang finish the sentence first.

"Papa doesn't want papa's sentence cut!"

Risa could only fall silent and gulp. 

Hoon patted his lover's thigh slowly, as if to signal If he is okay with the question Mr. Bambang. 

Doesn't as a man have to face his in-laws with a man

"Sir before I apologize. I was very wrong for not talking about this first to papa and Mama. Actually-"

Hoon paused his sentence, he took a deep breath before continuing his sentence

"You mean the man who took your baby in that incident? isn't he already fine, he's even the healthiest when he comes out of that barn!" Bambang doesn't believe it. This is not the reason that was made!

"Bah.." once again Risa interfered.. Risa touched the back of Bambang's hand, asking for a little understanding from the hard face in front of it. Risa seems to want to tell if this is not an easy thing, especially for the Jung family

Mr. Bambang glanced for a moment at his daughter Risa. The condition of the sad eye makes the hard face of Mr. Bambang slightly softened

"His name is Glenn, before he was already better physically.but-" Hoon glanced at Risa for a moment. The woman nodded as if to convince Hoon to finish his sentence. "The doctor warned me before. Doctors said donating one kidney would be dangerous for his life"

"And his own body has not healed completely. Surgery to remove organs makes his body's endurance drop. Glen made a risky decision. He donated his kidney to Kai hyung" Bambang looked at Risa, and the daughter nodded, assuring. Why didn't he tell me what he knew? To this day, he did not have to bother to find out for himself.

"Kai himself doesn't know this. Only we, and Nuna, knew. Glen's set it all up, this whole thing takes time.."

Bambang gawking in disbelief. Surely not sure, but the middle-aged man finally understood, the look of his daughter's eyes turned so sad and asked for understanding from him. Yes, Bambang understands all that.

"it's hard for Nuna to accept the bad guy in her life. And now it's joined to the man who has to accompany her for life. That's what makes Eun Nuna often shaken" She couldn't tell Kai, but she was afraid Kai would feel guilty. We kept it a secret.

"why don't you talk to me about it? I wouldn't understand something like this! of course papa wants the best for you"

"I apologise to my mom and dad for being disappointing and very disappointing.I also have to apologize to my baby for not being a better father even me and dad are so far away" hoon said to hold the heat in the eyelids.

Risa looked at Hoon's sorry face. In addition to regret, disappointment, fear, everything was clearly painted on his man's face. Risa knows that if her man really wants a marriage, they. He and Hoon, they want marriage and family.

Hoon and Risa dream of becoming one unlike today but she also can't ignore Eun Nuna because it's the only family Jung has left. Hoon has only one brother.

"alright then papa understands but at least give us an explanation and certainty. Because-" Bambang paused his sentence

"Appa really likes you!"

the sentence just made Hoon's lips smile, his tears fell, the man rose from his chair hugging Mr. Bambang

"thank you very much sir, thank you, thank you for everything, thank you for your affection for Risa, thank you for your affection for my baby, thank you for all your disappointment, thank you for all your disappointment, thank you for all your anger, thank you everyone. I can't name one by one. I'm so lucky to be among your family.." Mr. Bambang patted slowly on Hoon's back, he nodded his head nosily as he continued to smile

"..So supplicants don't waste it" Hoon nodded, of course he won't waste any of this. This is like a gift to Hoon. Risa joined in, the woman wiped the tears of Mr. Bambang, her lips spoke without a sound

'Thank you'

Mr. Bambang nodded once more while wiping Risa's face. Look at this little girl, she's already grown well, she'll keep growing better Bambang believes it

After lunch Hoon intended to drive Bambang home, but the middle-aged man did not want to be escorted by Hoon and Risa

"Go back to the office and work well, papa can go home alone" he said, waving his hand

mr. Bambang smiled, feeling very excited, seeing his daughter was already together with Hoon, not only a handsome successful man but he was also a soulful man. it made Bambang feel very happy somehow today he felt very happy his heart immediately felt warm, his feeling was immediately calm, so comfortable unlike when he left earlier, he said, this time it was just the opposite

imagining the grandson and his son would have a better life would have a more persistent father figure Bambang threw a smile

this is the journey of life up and down, happy and disappointed, joys and sorrows, news of grief, stories and love.all of that he has felt, loved a woman, fought for everyday life, and, loving a daughter and doing everything wholeheartedly.forgive every mistake, live life simply and as well as possible. maybe he's not the most perfect father in the world maybe he's just a mediocre father with no advantages

the presence of RI baby among his family makes Bambang so happy. He was once very angry and disappointed. He never accepted. She once hated so much, who was the man who dared to impregnate her child? But in the end, ego-hate and disappointment just melt away with time, together with happiness, together with love, along with compassion, because problems will never be solved with other problems. Bambang does not want everything to be a difficult problem to decompose because he knows his abilities. He was just a mediocre man, he had no advantages whatsoever, he was just an ordinary middle-aged man even around the house he was known as the friendly sutting rice-seller brother, that was all

This life is too short if it has to be messed around. This life is too long if it has to be corrected every detail then just live as you can. Just do as well as possible and just ease what should be easy. even if every difficulty can be faced easily. don't hate too much and don't expect so that later when you are happy you will be at the stage of true happiness, because when your hope is not achieved you will not be too disappointed because your disappointment is not as high as your expectations.Do not reach something too high, just live it if it is your destiny then you will meet. well Bambang and his family are just an ordinary family, who would have thought if his daughter-in-law was an extraordinary person, even they had never thought about it before. 

Risa is just an ordinary girl from an ordinary old man's life, if all this gets better it's all because of destiny. Just like today

like the kiss that was left on the forehead of the baby RI. like a small debate at home that left a story together in the family, Emi and Bambang always so past the days in their family

Like a warm embrace crying on her shoulder, like a warm touch of Risa's palm when holding her hand. Like all the good food that had gone through his throat, like the sun shining brightly this afternoon. Like this was the closing of the day, Bambang smiled at the end of the road, he waved his hand without turning his head.

Bru!!!

A truck hit his body on the side of the road.