I'm You And The Past

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Eun and Kai throw awkward glances at each other. This time the nurse came in and noticed their other behavior.

"Are you Miss Yua?" kai asked guessing, the young nurse widened her smile, nodding. Eun frowned.

"You know him?" ask Eun wonder. Wasn't she the careless nurse that spoke earlier! Kai nodded.

"Someone sent him here" Kai said, smiling, Eun was still surprised, Kai spoke to the nurse again "what doctor handled me you know?" the nurse nodded again.

"Just calm down, young master has arranged everything well" replied the nurse lady while injecting liquid in Kai's arm, the man grimaced a little. As Eun stared at her astonished, she put on a calm face, pura cool.

"Miss Jung, you don't have to take your old medicine, I'll take you every time you take the medicine" Eun knitted her eyebrows, she folded her arms around her chest.

"What do you mean?" ask Eun suspiciously. The nurse took the stock of the medicine in Eun's drawer she opened the bottle's steaming sticker.

"Someone deliberately gave a fake drug" he said later. Eun widens her eyes in disbelief. "Are you not wrong!" tuding Eun does not want to believe easily.

"Yes, trust me, sir" the nurse looked at Kai. The man nodded in agreement, Eun squinted at Kai in surprise.

"He's the best nurse, so he's here" Kai said later. Eun slams her butt back to the side of the bed, where Kai still lies leaning against the bedhead.

"What are you talking about?" ask Eun confused. Kai makes a knotty smile, he grabs Eun's palm, the woman refuses, he releases her hand. Kai tried again until Eun resigned and glanced cynically.

"What would you like!" jusar Eun was upset "Do you not know, I am married!" obviously Eun is a little furious. Kai shrugged his shoulders unconcerned. He sneered.

"Your marriage is too much of a secret, you will be stunned when you find out" Kai said. Eun sharpens her eyes, she does not understand why Kai talks like this, and why the situation is also like this, what is it?

"Do you want to hear my story?" asked Kai with a serious face, Eun hesitated, but she eventually nodded as well.

"When you're done, can you give me a present?" hail Kai with a shitty laugh. Eun is getting riled up.

"It's best to get out of here!" Kai chuckles more and more at Eun getting angry.

"All right, I'm just kidding!"

"Then?"

"Then.. Would you like to hear?" haggle Kai once again, this time Eun nodded quickly to many times.

Flashbacks

Less than ten years ago.

That day as usual Kai picked Eun up early in the morning blind, they had a secret obligation.

"Have you brought the puppy?" ask Eun with a hopeful face. He perched on the bike Kai paddled.

"You know my dad doesn't like it, I can't bring him to my house" Kai replies, making Eun pout.

"Are you disappointed?" Eun nods, Kai speeds up his bike, leaving Eun terrified, he tightens a hug on Kai's waist.

"O heart haatiii!!" Kai instead laughs and enjoys a sunny morning with Eun's close embrace. He began to swallow as he approached the park.

"Why don't you take it with you" Eun shook her head

"He's allergic to fur" Kai understood. Eun always runs away when Hoon whines along. She and Eun keep a puppy in the park, hide at home, feed each morning before leaving for school.

"Definitely Hoon is very disappointed in you" Eun nods in agreement with Kai's opinion, "He said evil nuna" hearing Eun's sentence, Kai comforted her. She gently stroked Eun's head, making the teenage girl re-carve a smile, she threw away her pouting face.

"Let's go!" Both continue their journey. Enjoy the colorful High School.

Who does not know a beautiful, rich girl named Jung Eun, she is a sweet and kind girl. While Kai is only from the middle class, his father has a department store, initially all seems fine. Their families and relationships.

The couple's boyfriend is very famous at school. Not only among the students who were envious of their closeness, even Hoon, the younger brother was also jealous. Nunanya does not spend much time with him anymore, nuna more often dates with Kai.

POVS. Kai

I wasn't kidding when I said I wanted Eun to be my wife, nor did I play around when she received our kiss that spooky, the little dog we kept together. I really did it with all my heart, but..

There's another day coming.

"WALKER!!"

I pushed the door of the house slowly, the sound of punches and slaps rang out many times in my ears. Both my parents were involved in a big fight. I saw how my mom was screaming and crying. How punch after punch he received. 

That day, I couldn't say or cry, I could only stare from a distance. The first time in my life I saw such a sadistic quarrel in front of my eyes, I never thought, papa did all that to mama.

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING OUT THERE!!"

"BLACK!!"

Every time you wake up you will be reciprocated by a slap until he falls down again. That day papa's face was very different, I was like seeing another figure in him. I was scared but I wasn't shaking, I wanted to help my mom but my legs couldn't move, I was as if I was fixated on a scene that was forever hard to forget.

Seeing my mother suffering because of my father really made me feel meaningless. Makes me keep thinking, is this what marriage is? is this what you call family?

Time has changed everything so quickly. I don't know what's really going on, which I know I don't like. I don't like mama and papa fighting, I don't like papa hitting, I don't like mama getting hurt, all that is clearly reflected in my head.

When I was scared like that, I just remembered you in my head, I wanted to go out to see you, but I couldn't leave my mom, she suffered so much. I missed you at that time too.

"Eun, I want to tell you a story, I want you to be with me, I want you to hug me and calm me down!" I just wish I could get through that day with you. But I don't dare tell you everything, I don't dare leave home. My situation was very chaotic at the time. My heart and feelings.

"Why are you checking my phone! why are you following me!!"

"You have another woman!!"

"You have another woman behind me!!"

"PLAAAK!! He's not who! He's just entertainment! you fooler! YOU IDIOT!!"

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