I'm You And The Past

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Don't ask me again, why do you say I forgot you, don't say it again if I avoid you. I didn't dare go out of the room, my parents kept bickering and banging them, what should I do other than close my eyes and ears. Why continue like this every day? now they're bringing my name to the debate, carrying me little possessions, they're compounding the problem. I don't understand why our house turned to hell.

I want to go, jump out of the window. Are you waiting for me? has spooky eaten? is Hoon gonna nag again this morning? I don't know. There was only a scream in my ear. I really hate today. I hate this weird life.

Why did my parents' beautiful wedding just disappear.

When the noise downstairs was no longer heard, I slowly went down to steal bread or just a withered fruit. How long has my mom been shopping? he ordered bread from his computer. I occasionally sneak like I stole downstairs, bringing provisions into my room.

That day, mom kept crying and fell silent in our home kitchen mini bar. He continued to sob until his shoulders shook. I stepped closer, with the rest of my courage.

"Maa.." I said in a very difficult voice. Mama wiped her tears quickly, she stretched out bread to me. It's been almost a month that you kept giving me bread without looking me in the face. When is it like this?

I'm a teenager, but you're not talking to me, but maybe I can help you a little. I see your skin is blue, I see your eyes are swollen, you're really bad! what papa did!

"Maaa.." I repeated my call. Mama couldn't hold back her feelings, she was crying, she was crying again.

"Kai.. are mom and dad separated?" I ran to my mom, looking at her face. 

"Yes.." I tried to wipe my mother's tears, she was so sorry. Mom is really not herself. He's already very sorry. I'm nodding.

"Yes." said I agree, mama is sobbing, she continues to cry until she can no longer support her head, mamat bowed resignedly in the ceramic bar kitchen, I can only join in crying. Is this the end of our family? just this? good and loving father, hardworking and loving mother, great me with complete love. Just this? get here? just this one?

"Split up ma, if you want to part" Mama nodded, her cries breaking, she was like roaring, as if throwing away all the burdens that stifled her chest. Do ma, do it, cry until all the pain is gone. I could no longer hold back, I was carried away by emotions, it was so painful to see my mother cry like this.

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Eun holds out a tissue, Kai cries again, this time in front of Eun. Not really cool.

"You never told me that." Eun said with a flat face. He felt sorry to see Kai so sad to remember his past, but not all families like that, there is always a changing time. The Jung family did too.

"so the aunt had domestic violence?" asked Eun, said aunt made Kai a little dislike, the aunt was her mother. Eun doesn't feel sorry for one bit.

"Do you still want to listen to the rest?" asked Kai again, he was getting better, Kai took off the blanket and sat on the edge of the bed, he was next to Eun.

Kai POV

Back to the past..

After that, papa did not come home. He was like dust flying in the wind, mixed in the air. 

According to the story of the mother, she did not see papa in the office or at the home of relatives. But there was one that my mother had not come to, and her face remembered something. Mama ran into the kitchen with a strange face, I was afraid to see the face of my mother at that time, she grabbed a knife daj store in her pants pocket. Mama immediately started the car, I accompanied mama, ran after mama, whether consciously or not I entered the car, saw the highway that was like spinning around, mama driving drunk.

The slums are densely populated, the streets are narrow and can't get in a car. The path with the left right full of house buildings with broken walls, wooden doors, rusty iron fences, mama walking the streets. Find out which door he'll open. I followed mama, she was obviously a little confused and hesitant. Until a house board convinces him.

I saw how my mother's hands were shaking, she pushed the wooden door, opening slowly.

I followed my mother, with a heavy heart.

A pair of papa shoes, a papa shirt, a papa suit, all on the floor. A blouse, lingerie. All scattered on the floor.

Mama stepped slowly into the house that had no meaningful items, just a few piles of books on the reot table. I looked around as my mom pushed the door.

SLAAMS!! 

the door slammed shut, I couldn't even see what was in the room.

Mama covered her mouth with both palms, she trembled and looked in shock. I stepped forward, trying to push the door, seeing what made my mother so shocked.

I can only widen my eyes!

Papa and a woman, she's not even prettier than mama. They were trying to find something to cover her innocent body.

I couldn't see anymore, I ran out of the house, I couldn't see anymore.

"YAAAAKKKKHHHHH!!!!!"

I did not dare to enter as screams after shouts continued to echo, some residents and police officers began to arrive. Mama came out with a frightened face, she trembled, in her hand holding a knife she had just picked up.

I was surprised to see my mother's scared face, what happened!

The ambulance arrives. A body bag was transported to the car. Papa with handcuffed hands. What is this! what up! I kept asking what was up.

A fancy car came in, he was Mr. Jung, he asked my mom to come with him, while I was still pecking around in the crowd. Mama went with Mr. Jung.

The ambulance continued to buzz, damaging my eardrum. Papa looked up and looked at me. I don't cry, let alone smile. Why is it like this?

"Pa, Papaaaa.." I muttered many times, I called papa many times, but the police forbade me, not realizing I kept screaming and crying. Why did I scream and call you back then! I'm just disappointed, I'm disappointed in him.

A man my age, staring deep, he dropped the bag in his hand, the worn-out bag. He looked at me, I don't care.

"OOOOOO, PAAAAPAAAA!!!"

I never thought it was my first meeting with him. With brother!

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