I'm You And The Past

I'm You And The Past
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Risa enjoys the view behind her house, a newly inhabited house with three main bedrooms, on the backyard made an open terrace with a fish pond.


Risa sat down enjoying the gurgling sound of water by playing the phone in her palm. Lisa pulls the chair. He folded his legs in his lap casually, but his heart was not that relaxed, he was still thinking about how his lover was there.


POVS. Risa


At least tell me once. You have given me the seed in my heart and continue to grow well. How I don't worry, how I don't miss, you leave a sweet trace in my life.


I looked around. This house is so quiet and comfortable. You've never even tasted fresh air here. If you leave me, I might not lose, in math. You gave my parents a house, you gave me this phone.


I turned on the phone screen. Ah it feels so anxious. 


"Why don't you call me!!" I kept complaining so many times that I didn't have to think about it anymore, it just kept slipping over and over again on my lips.


You also gave me this sparkling ring. I stared at the little jewel that decorated my ring finger.


You're so handsome and awesome.


"I miss you.."


In the end I can only say that. I miss you so much, boss Glen. I miss making food that invites your smile. You like my simple cooking. You paid for fancy food for me, but you chose my cooking. You're really weird.


The sound of fish swimming made my consumption a little disturbed, I stepped to the edge of the pool, playing a little water. Cool.


Seeing the fish gather with their mouths wide open, made me a little amused. I smiled and splashed water at them.


I hope you'll be back here soon, I hope we can be together again. I want you to meet my parents. Ah, considering your promise I came to a realization. I looked towards the open door, I saw Hoon and Mama laughing.


"Are they that familiar?" I shook my head in disbelief, yes, mama has wanted a boy for a long time, maybe that's why she quickly got along with Hoon.


I let out a lazy breath. If you were here, if you were the one I introduced to my parents. Boss Glen.I'm waiting for you.


But Hoon is great too. I didn't expect him to have the ability to warm the atmosphere. That careless guy can actually chat well with both my parents. Should I join? I'm trying to get up, maybe it'll be more exciting than thinking about a lover who never told me.


"What are you doing?" hoon's voice surprised me. I was just about to wake up but he was already behind me.


"You daydreaming?" I wanted to shake my head to answer Hoon's question, but I was daydreaming. I just smiled bitterly.


"Has he not contacted you yet?" Hoon glanced at the cell phone in my hand. I shrugged my shoulders reluctantly. Hoon knew what the answer to his question was. I put the phone a little away from the edge of the pool, so that Hoon could take a seat next to me. He put his feet in the pool water.


"Are you not cold?" I'm a little worried about Hoon's health, he's not too sensitive about the temperature. Because this house at the foot of the mountain, surely the pool water feels cooler.


"It's cold" Hoon replied with a wide smile.


"Oh yeah?" I lowered my legs slowly. Hoon is right, cool water touching skin feels cool and refreshing.


"You're right!" I said I agree


"Just right!" hoon's smile was proud, we rested on both hands on the sides. Enjoy the rustling of the pond and the view of colorful fish scrambling the air.


"Your house is beautiful" whispered Hoon, I agree.


"You're right, he never got it wrong." replied me in a soft voice. Hoon glanced at me in surprise, surely he had no idea who I meant in my sentence just now.


"My girlfriend bought this house before she left" I tried to explain, Hoon nodded in understanding, he smiled and hid a face.


"He must be a good man" Hoon murmured without raising his head. I agree, boss Glen is not only good, he is the best.


"You must really like it.." Hoon raised his face until our gaze met, I pulled my lips, smiling widely.


"I like it a lot.."


The gurgling sound of the pool water continues to accompany Risa and Hoon together, both of them fell silent as if focusing on the atmosphere of the yard of the house that was so calm. Risa inhaled a breath of fresh air as if filling the void in her heart. Hoon looked at Risa's face fixed, he forced a smile, in his heart there was a sense that could not be painted right, Hoon now understood that love was so difficult, so it was difficult, he must keep the feeling so that Risa can keep smiling even though she cries, love is as complicated and as painful as that, love claps one hand, as if slicing in a sliver on her own pulse, even though it hurts, even though it hurts, it hurts, although devastating, keep smiling still support and pray.


"Hopefully your relationship is smooth." said Hoon at the end of the smile.


Mama and Papa join the snack.


"Of course you like this, try it!" Bambang took a piece of peyek nuts, he fed it to Hoon, crisp and crisp sound made Hoon even more amazed.


"God!!" puji Hoon raised both his thumbs, the compliment made Emi laugh with pleasure.


"Try also this son, this is there a sweet there is a salty, ayoo eat" pinta Emi opens the next jar, flowers shake, rengginang, all the typical food of the region here. Hoon was amazed, of course he tasted everything, his face was so cheerful.


"This omma is so delicious!" praise Hoon many times, making Bambang and Emi above the clouds.


"Currently, he's exaggerating" Risa grumbled with a smile, she could see how her parents liked Hoon so much, and the man, she could usually be a good boy here, she was so annoying before.


"Maa, I want to!" the spoiled Risa whine, she sneered at Hoon. It's good that they forgot about the princess herself, Risa's inner grunt was a little upset.


"Should I pay for all this?" asked Hoon hugging the two jars, he reluctantly shared with Risa. Emi patted Hoon's back slowly.


"Omma's done a lot, you can take it all you want" Hoon laughed excitedly, Risa also laughed at Hoon's exaggerated response.


"You guys are so kind, I'm so grateful" Hoon said, standing up and bowing, saluting his country.


Mama papa and Risa were astonished.


"Why are you standing like that!" ketus Risa is confused.


"This is a way of showing the highest respect and gratitude in my country" Hoon explained. Hearing Hoon's explanation, Bambang and Emi compact to wake up together, he invited Risa also stood up.


"Ngapain anyway!" risa denied but she also stood up.


Mama and papa gave aba aba to bow, Risa glared not understanding but she came too. The three bowed as Hoon did.


"We are also very grateful." said Bambang and Emi compact. Hoon immediately asked Risa's parents not to do what she did.


"We're also very grateful that you're here, you want to be with our usual daughter!" said Mr. Bambang while pointing at Risa who frowned. Hoon held a funny smile. Risa sneered noticing the face mocking Hoon.


"We can't repay your kindness" Bambang continued, thinking Hoon bought the house. After Bambang and Emi, Hoon is Risa's lover who was told the other day. Handsome man with a good position, who gives luxury gifts and a house. Emi and Bambang were greatly amazed at Hoon's kindness.


"Me and Emi are also very grateful. We can not reply and give anything to you son" continued Bambang seriously. Risa and Hoon exchanged glances, both of them holding bitter smiles, they were already lying. Bambang's sincere words make both of them wrong.


"Ah there may be!" exclaim Emi surprise. Bambang and Emi looked at each other, they smiled compactly


"We gave Risa to you!!" said Emi and Bambang while pushing their daughter docked next to Hoon.


"You can get him! we gave our daughter to you!" Risa widened her eyes in disbelief. What did his parents do? Risa is upset.


"What the hell are you!" grouse Risa. Emi and Bambang laughed.


"Haha..let's be inaugurated soon!" bambang and Emi said expectantly. Hoon smiled seeing Risa so close to him, even their shoulders had no distance at all.


"Please don't be ashamed, you are a couple" urged Emi who is anxious to see Hoon and Risa misbehaving each other. Both look clumsy.


"Why are you ashamed, don't be ashamed. Better what is in front of the parents, than the kind behind the parents" said Emi while giving a ignorant smile. Hoon glanced at Risa, he tried to raise his hand, although hesitating to finally awkwardly land a hand on Risa's shoulder, he embraced Risa nervously.


"Te, thank you for giving" said Hoon nervously, he forced a smile with a blushed face. Had he won get Risa, Inner Hoon hoped.


Risa glanced at Hoon's hand on her shoulder, she could clearly see Hoon's blushing face. Her parents are so embarrassed! batin Risa mengumel's.


Once again Risa glanced at Hoon's pink face, she smiled. Slowly Risa raised her hand, awkwardly she wrapped her arms around Hoon's waist.


The deg! hoon's heart seemed to stop for a moment when he realized that Risa's palm had landed on his shirt. His merooning face instantly became even more red. Hoon tried to hold himself back as Risa subdued her waist. It feels like it wants to explode. Hoon tried to stay cool and calm.


"Thank you mom and dad received Hoon well." said Risa with a shy face. What I said anyway! inner Risa protested, she could see Hoon's cheated face, It turns out Hoon was not as bad as her opinion all this time.


She is sweet and pleasant, Risa's inner self while bowing down in shame. Emi and Bambang join together to embrace each other.


"Should we take a picture?" moil Hoon's. All nod compact