I'm You And The Past

Bereft

"Hey what are you guys doing inside!" Eun moves the door, making Risa change clothes immediately and Hoon holds the baby Ri and opens the door. Eun Nuna's face appeared with an exasperated look.

"You didn't mess up that new bed!" Eun chirps make Risa cough. Aish, it's true Eun's guess.

"You can't wait a little bit!" Eun elbows her sister's waist. Hoon sneered.

"We didn't do anything! My baby's dirtying your bed, she's spilling milk!" Hoon is trying to ngeles.

"Mana nuna believes in that red face of yours!" Reply Eun sewot. He immediately went in and looked for something under the bed. What's down there? A large box was pulled out, it turned out that he stored a lot of items down there, such as the storage of treasure only.

"You can go on again!" Seloroh Eun passes while leaving the messy box after she finds the item she was looking for. He can't clean it up on his own!

Triirie!!

Incoming phone calls. Eun immediately picks up a call from director Mei.

"Hallo.." at first Eun looks still used to hear the two-way conversation, but..

Eun opened her eyes and mouth, gawking heavily.

"What a.." I can't believe it. Almost the phone fell, out of Eun's lucky hands, Hoon quickly caught it.

"Hallo, this is Hoon, what's up!" Director Mei repeated her sentence. This time Hoon was shocked. She looks at Eun and Risa alternately.

"What's up!" Said Risa in surprise, she immediately approached the two, who were still making a look of disbelief. What the hell is it?

"Risa, I'll drop you and baby RI soon!" Hoon then called his assistant.

"Assistant, you have to take Eun Nuna to the hospital!" Hoon said quickly. She grabs Eun's shoulder and pats her softly. "Nuna you have to go to the hospital, I'll catch up" Eun didn't answer I, she said

"Ayoo Risa's.." Risa still doesn't understand. But he complies too.

"We have to take our baby home, before we go to the hospital."

"Why!" Sambar Risa was curious as well as scared. It doesn't seem like a good thing happened. From the look in Eun's eyes and Hoon's all compact anxious.

"Glen, died.." said Hoon. Risa can't say a word. He can only hide. Whaaat! The man died, should he be happy? But why does it still feel different? Risa, Hoon or Eun none of them feel happy or just calm. Everything seems to run out of words.

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POVS. Eun's.

The sound of a car speeding fast as if it did not disturb me. Just a loud buzz that makes excessive pain. I really hate Glen so much, I can't even see that guy anymore. But if he were to die like this. Of course I don't know what to do, I'm not happy. Honestly, I feel sad.

Not a moment we spent together. Not a few moments we spent together. Can I forget? If only I could forget it that easily. I won't need much medicine and therapy.I can't forget it that easily! I went through a lot for the first time with him. Glen told me a lot of experiences and lessons in my life. Yes, I still feel like I'm losing her!

For the first time Kai got off the bed, he sat in a wheelchair. I immediately scatter and hug him.

"Are you sure you'll see?" Kai asked as if he didn't believe me. Hey, I've been trying my hardest. But I don't know.

"I heard you drink at night!" Whisper Kai with a nagging tone.

"Who told you!" That boy must have leaked it to Kai! He even worried about me with his condition that was still not fully recovered. Hoon was supposed to keep a secret.

"You don't have to see it, you can wait for me here!" Said Kai once more. I'm shaking. I turned to director Mei, this tired face. I gave him a little tranquilizing hug.

"Thank you for coming" he said softly. I can only nod. This isn't all your fault, director! Why are you so burdened with this kid's problem! They never even called you mom. Including Kai, he even had a chance to antagonize you.

"I'll take care of all the paperwork. You can go first" said director Mei, leaving me in control of Kai's wheelchair.

Risa and Hoon appeared with anxious faces.

"You're already here." I said. Both of them nodded slowly.

"How are you?" Risa greets Kai, they throw each other a smile

"The better, Eun is taking good care of me, unlike you.." Kai joked. It's not time to let go of a lot of jokes. I can't even put a smile on. We need to get to the morgue. How's this. I'm getting nervous.

Hoon stood beside me, he tried to calm you down apparently. This shoulder pat is so meaningful for my heartbeats. Look at those around me, they are all the reason why I need to be stronger. They are the reason why I should be better.

"Nuna, do you want a drink?" Risa is offering a bottle of mineral water. Yeah, my throat hurts so much. Because there was a lot of screaming in the studio. I snatched the mineral bottle from Risa's hand, soaking my throat, hoping to cool off a little at this self-absorbing heat. Our slow steps are still clearly in doubt. Should we come like this? Crowded too? I don't know, I feel so guilty if I don't come this last time.

"Oooomm!! Oooom!! Huhuhuhoo..." The sound of screams from the morgue shocked all of us. Make compact steps stop. Someone came out wiping away tears. A middle-aged woman, who? I've never seen him before, what's Glen got to do with him?

"Mrs Susan?" Hoon approached the woman. We can only listen.

"CEO Jung, thank you for being here." she said softly. Hoon forced the pull of his lips, he was looking at a sad face.

"We're so sorry for the passing of your future husband.." What's!! Did I not hear wrong? What husband candidate! I can't believe Hoon's not even being honest. He knows it all, even to the future wife of his ex-in-law. This brat! Allowing me every night to freak out while that son of a bitch is planning a wedding. Goddamnit!!

"Oooomm!!! Ooommm.." The soft voice inside there along with the heart-slicing cry. It was the voice of a woman, and the call instantly made my hair stand up.

"I'm sorry, my daughter is so close to my future husband, she's devastated.." the madam said as she pointed with her head inward, she was clearly at a loss. His daughter was even a hundred times more lost. I shouldn't be here today! Eun you're crazy! I only smiled cynically after peeking at who the woman who was lamenting Glen's corpse was. The teenage girl. I smiled cynically.

"What does that smile mean?" Kai grabbed my palm, he stroked gently and whispered a curious sentence. Maybe this time it's my turn to know enough, I'll also lie a little this time.

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