I'm You And The Past
Gathering
Risa looked at Eun's face. A very beautiful woman, once seen can make the mind momentarily disappear.
"Do you want to die? you're gonna kill yourself?" Risa knitted her brows at the riled question from Eun's tiny lips, she looked annoyed and could not believe what Risa was doing.
"Ish, are you crazy! you have no mind!" ketus Eun with an annoyed face.
Risa frowned. Her words and dialect reminded Risa of someone. Yes, the one who made her face instantly came back gloomy, Risa folded her forehead.
"What's up! you're so young, you're so beautiful too! why are you doing all this!!" yell Eun
"You're really crazy! oh my God, I can't believe it!!" dumal Eun - dongkol. He lowered the volume of his voice.
"The tv shows say that Indonesians are not prone to depression, but why do I see people wanting to kill themselves here. I've never even seen a single person plunge into the Han River in my entire life!"
Eun looked at Risa sharply, she was really upset.
"What's wrong with you, why are you doing this!" Risa can't answer Eun's curious line.
Risa sat down hugging her knees, this time right Risa was staring at the mountain in the distance there. Eun hesitantly came down, folded her legs, staring far ahead.
"Didn't you hear me, why did you do such a stupid thing!" grunts Eun upset. He was so seriously curious.
Risa turned her head, looking at the pretty face next to her. Where did this woman come from, the same luxurious car as someone's, but Risa could not remember clearly. And feel the fresh aroma of his body, can make calm. Then, a cheerful smile, a warm face, she was the perfect looking woman. Risa did not think there was a woman like Eun in this world.
"Why are you looking at me like that?" Eun noticed Risa's gaze, she smiled loosely. Risa shifted her eyes. She's a little nervous.
"You're wrong to think I'm always happy. Everyone says if I'm so happy, my life is so perfect.." Eun told her own story without being asked. "Harta, position, fame and partner. All that was bad luck in my life" Eun took a breath, pausing her story. He turned to Risa, slightly revealing Risa's hair that was blown by the wind.
"My life isn't as beautiful as this smile" Eun pointed to her lips.
"I missed so many wonderful moments with my parents, I cut off the relationship for no reason to the man who became my first love. I lost my property and my office, and last dab.." Eun breathed again. He seemed to throw away his sentence with the cool mountain breeze.
"I'm divorced from my husband.."
Risa looked down inside. He played his finger. Even a woman who looks perfect also has a burden in her life. Risa smiled cynically.
"I'm pregnant" Risa said quickly.
Eun was flabbergasted, her mouth and eyes like they were rounded, forming a 0.
"You're serious. ahhh. He's definitely going to be an adorable baby!!" eun said excitedly, she gently stroked Risa's flat stomach.
"I didn't want to have children before, wasn't that ridiculous! but now I'm going to make a lot of kids with the guy I love!" eun said excitedly. Risa smiled bitterly.
"I have no husband." murmured Risa softly.
Eun is a little surprised, rather than surprised she doesn't care.
"Then why?" eun's question confused Risa.
"In Korea many young people live freely, they do not plan to have children, even many households do not want to have children, while you, you get one. Isn't that like a gift from God?" exclaim Eun made a happy face. Risa disagreed, her face was still clearly sad and upset. Eun's words even make Risa confused. He also does not want to have children.
"Listen to me, no child can choose his or her parents. But parents can choose what kind of child" Eun paused her sentence, she stared blankly at Risa's eyes.
"You should never be sad or sorry. It makes your son burdened. Make a loose smile and be happy then this child will be the beginning of your happiness!" eun's opinion sounded pushy, but Risa smiled. This beautiful woman is right too.
"You still have parents, you still have a chance to make them happy. Being pregnant and having a baby doesn't mean you won't be happy!" eun continued to motivate.
"A year, let's say you take a break from this world. Enjoy your pregnancy, give birth to a healthy baby. Then come out with your chin straight, show the world that your life is not over. If you're still around, if you're still capable, if you're gonna make that guy regret it!!" now than Eun's spirit looks fatigued. He was anxious to imagine the man who abandoned Risa.
How could a young girl with an innocent face be able to conceive unaccompanied, surely a jerk has ruined her life. Eun is really anxious.
"Tell me what's your baby's father like?" eun asked Risa, the girl shook her head, she herself did not know. Eun perming.
"When did you last menstruate?" ask Eun
"A month ago"
"How old is your pregnancy?"
"Now, how many weeks has it been"
"Who were you in contact with two weeks ago, and before?" Eun asked seriously. Risa was silent, she thought a little.
"Do you remember it. Do you know?" Eun was curious.
"Together with my lover." said Risa slowly.
"Ck, what kind of lover leaves when her boyfriend is pregnant like this. Such a young man should be ground in a washing machine with a kilo of detergent!" as if Eun is upset. Risa chuckles at Eun's funny words.
Is it possible that what Eun said is true? is it true that the child in the womb is his son with Hoon? that right? Risa hesitated. He himself is not sure. When he was with Hoon, he always didn't want to wear safety. But.. Risa does not want to believe, if not the son of Hoon, how Risa can bear the shame.
If Hoon wasn't the father of this child, he would have been very disappointed. He must be twice as angry, the more in disbelief. Risa doesn't dare take the risk.
"We've talked a lot but forgot to mention names.." Risa returns Eun's hand.
"My name is Risa." replied Risa could already put on a smile. Eun is thrilled to see the desperate girl next to her already able to return a smile.
"You need to stay strong and healthy. Give it to me if you find it hard to accept the baby, I'll accept it with great pleasure." Lisa smiled once again. This beautiful woman really made Risa's feelings improve.
"I'll think about it" Risa replied in response to Eun's joke.
"I can't take long, it looks like it's too far. I have to go home soon" Eun leaves a small necklace in Risa's grasp.
"Suppose this is our friendship sign!!" eun yelled back to the car
"Oiyaa. My name is Eun!!" eun shouted waved and prepared to step on the gas.
"MY NAME IS JUUNG EEEUUUNN!!! Bye.. Lisa!!!"
Risa can't return Eun's hand, her legs feel frozen. Eun Jung!
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