I'm You And The Past

Come and go

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Never with the term parent love all the way

POV Risa's

I don't understand if time can do all this, you just sent it in front of me, saw it angry, upset and hateful. Then you showed me how she was smiling, happy and happy. And he hugged me and then he touched my skin, and then he made me feel relieved. Time, you've always thought it was smart to play with the feelings of a human child.

Then you decide everything

"Risa's got a call from the hospital!" Assistant Mong says surprisingly. I'll get a phone call immediately. I just got to the office with Hoon. We haven't even enjoyed the soft seat.

Can't say a word anymore, can't tread perfectly

"What's up!" Hoon was clearly confused by my pale face, I instantly stared at the joint that was squeezing without any energy.

"Drink!" Hoon thrust a glass of mineral water onto my lips. Make this dry throat as if splashed, but not the slightest feeling cool.

Hoon grabbed the phone handle quickly.

"Hallo, Jung corporation digital here!" It's fast, it's like me. Hoon immediately stared and dropped the phone.

This fast!

"Assistant Mong take the car!" Hoon throws a key and Mong's assistant catches up immediately. Hoon pulled my hand, he helped me to stand up, rubbed my body. Every now and then his grip felt on my skin, he clasped tightly to the base of the arm as if strengthening myself. Yeah, I don't know myself, whether you realize it or not. I just can't accept everything that people say. I wish it was just a dream and nonsense.

I beg. Don't scratch the wound too deep in my heart, because I haven't been able to hold the pain. How could you take my papa, then on whom I'd lean.

The hospital parking lot made me wake up. The sound of mom crying, and the baby in her cradle. Awake Risa! You're no longer a little princess, you already have a baby that you put in your stomach. RI stared with his crystal eyeballs, his hand out as if he wanted to immediately hold you. RI, all this is just a joke right! Mama is unable to stand up straight, mama's energy seems lost to hold you.

I sat next to my mom. Taking RI into my deck. Crying out? No, I'm not crying. It just feels empty. My heart and mind are empty. Nothing's going through there.

Mama grabbed my palm, clasping tightly while Hoon clenched the base of my arm with her cold palm. What is this taste? So tight and painful. So dark and dark.

"Risa, Lisa!" Hoon's voice shocked my ear, it turned out that I almost closed my eyes and lost consciousness. Baby RI in my lap was almost clean. Good thing Hoon spruced up to him. Hoon was holding our baby, he moved from my side towards my mother's side, the man whispered something, making her nod as if understanding. Hoon wiped my mom's tears. Yes, my mother cried, even without a sound.

I could see clearly, I realized all that. I'm so aware. This all-white atmosphere. Typical medical odor. Silent and quiet hospital. It's all real, it's all convincing. All of this is reality.

"HUUUAAAAAAAAAHUUHUHU!!" I screamed, no longer understanding. It felt like all the feelings in the chest were exploding. I cried as I did, screaming with all my might. I can't believe any of this. I can't believe any of this! I can't believe it!

"Risa, Lisa!" Mama called and shook my body. He forced me to stay conscious and accept the truth.

"Risa, awake! Don't scream like this. Papa must be sad." whispered mama lirih. I keep sobbing. Mama too. How can I calm down ma, is not mama also difficult to calm down. My mom hugged me again. Warm drops wet my back. 

"Maa. maaa.." Hoarse, the sound that came out so hurt my throat. 

Mama tightened her hug. Slipping back.

"Mama's here, mama's here." Mama's whisper obviously wants to calm me down, but can't ma, I can't calm down.

"Papa. paa.." mama just kept nodding, mama couldn't answer my call.

Look what's going on here. Mom kept crying even without a sound. I kept sobbing until my eyes were red and painful. My baby could only stare in confusion and wonder, his innocent face could not yet understand what was about to happen. Hoon occasionally took turns hugging me and my mom, he tried to make us a little calmer, but couldn't.

Papa's bed was pushed out of the examination action room. His body was covered in white cloth. Shakingly I opened the cloth. And that pale face. That is papa! I hugged and tried to hold back tears, but I couldn't. I kept crying over Papa's body. Cold, the touch of warm papa's skin was already so cold. I can't lose the warmth in my life.

"Papa.. Paaa.." the nurse pushed the bed closer to the mother who covered her mouth with both hands. Mama cried and gave a last kiss on papa's forehead. I can no longer see, I don't know what Hoon told papa, I can't see how the innocent gaze of the RI baby who asked to be carried when opening papa's face. I can't take it anymore. So sick and empty. That pain is so different. Pain that can't have a cure. It felt like something was hollow in my heart.

Hoon embraced and kissed my forehead. I can't stop crying. How many times have you wiped my cheek. I can't help but shed tears.

"Hoon, papa.." I looked in Hoon's arms. The man tried to toughen up, his face red, the muscle strokes on his arms clear. He tried to stay calm and firm. But she was crying too. Only my baby who looks at our faces, baby RI can still outline a smile, as if strengthening us all.

RI's tiny hands touch my cheeks, I kiss those tiny hands. 

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THE PLAAKK!!

Susan slapped Bianca in front of everyone. Eun and Kai can only be shocked and gawked, as well as the doctor before them.

"Madam." interrupted the doctor asking Susan to stop pointing a finger in front of Bianca's face. The young girl continued to be scared.

"Tell me who's got you!!" Pat Susan on the lab paper she just opened. The angry face of the mother was clearly burning her soul. Susan's face was so red.

"SAY!!" Once again Susan stomped on the doctor's desk.

"Madam, hold your anger.." asked the doctor once more, his calm voice could not calm susan's feelings.

Kai embraces Eun's shoulders, it doesn't seem to be any of their business anymore. Kai gave the code to get out of this room immediately. Eun said, they got out of the chair.

Susan grew angry with Bianca. His emotions are burning. Susan again raised her hand.

Hap!

Eun catches Susan's wrist. Bianca was scared.

"What are you doing!" Hardik Susan doesn't like Eun's interference. Kai looked polite. She pulls Eun away from susan, but the girl stomps her shoulders, dropping Kai's hand.

"Madam, you must judge before you judge your daughter!" Ketus Eun takes a position between Bianca and Susan.

Susan felt challenged by Eun's sharp gaze on her. How brave this beautiful woman is. Susan folded her hands on her chest, her face smirking with a cynical smile.

"Okey, I have to say thank you for the good of you both." Susan turned to Kai as well. "But please, can you get off your butt from our business!" Hardik Susan is getting rough. He pushes Eun's shoulders rough.

"Mom.." said Bianca in a trembling voice. She prevents Susan from acting rudely towards Eun.

"You're defending this woman! Aish! You guys look good!" Susan's murmuring emotions.

"Are you the same ******!" The doctor got up from the chair, he tried to mediate.

"Madam, don't make a fuss here." asked the doctor in a calm voice. Kai pulls Eun, a little pushy. 

"Let's go" Kai whispered, but Eun remained reluctant. The girl went back to Susan.

He held up the phone in front of Susan. Eun plays the video she once shot in silence.

Susan looked at Eun upset, but her eyes glanced at the short video before her eyes. It was a video of Glen and Bianca almost making out in the hallway of the cafe toilet. Susan shut her mouth in disbelief.

"Bianca.." murmured Susan in disbelief

Replace Eun who folded her hands on her chest

"Don't like to keep a lion, if you're just a chicken." whispered Eun in Susan's ear before it passed. Susan turned towards Eun, the sentence just now.

"Ah, one more. Make sure you only have one chick, if not-" Eun turns her head, she returns Susan's bewildered gaze.

"Because if not, there might be some more eggs hidden.." Eun continued stepping while showing off her phone towards Susan.

Bianca silent a thousand languages. Susan clucked in annoyance and was unable to say a word. The middle-aged woman pulls Bianca's arm, soon catching up with Kai and Eun, leaving the doctor who can only be dumbfounded.

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