I'm You And The Past

Minds

Povs. Risa

I whispered to myself many times. Why are you pounding, stop that! Why am I worried about my own heart beating. Hoon changed my view of him. At first I thought he was a lazy and failed young man. Just look at her super cute appearance. She even wears jeans to the office, and to her surprise director Mei instead likes her. Oh it turns out that Hoon and director Mei's son know each other, it's worth it! ah, but that's not what I want to argue about.

Why this late Hoon looks different in my eyes. Why is he so sincere and pleasant. I sometimes want to smile and even laugh at her behavior. He picked me up, helped with homework, and he stole my parents' hearts. That's paramount! Hoon made papa and mom fall in love. I glanced at him and stole his serious face driving the car. Papa and mama were right, she had a cheerful and pleasant face. He even told me about his family, were we that close? I've read, if a man has told a lot of things, let alone personal things that means he is comfortable. It feels so proud that it makes others comfortable. I seem to know Hoon better. In my heart I wish that boss Glen stole my parents' hearts, but Hoon isn't bad either. 

"Aish, what am I thinking!" I patted my forehead, pissed myself off. How could I compare Glen's boss to Hoon's, both handsome, both great. But.. Ah, boss Glen why the hell never called me! at least tell me we broke up, so I can fall in love again without guilt. You know, there's another guy who makes me feel comfortable here, don't leave me without a message for too long. Don't women deserve to be happy too, even if you promise me a lot, the truth is I only need people who make that promise! If you're not by my side, how do I trust you?

I breathe heavily. It seems easy to say all that, in fact? I find it hard to forget you. I find it hard to forget boss Glen, I gave myself to him. I'm not a virgin anymore. Realizing that, made me realize.

I glanced at Hoon, and smiled bitterly. There can't be another man who accepts me, I have to be with boss Glen, my whole life.

"Hoon.." called me slowly, he turned his head and smiled

"What do you whisper when you kiss me?" asked with a flat face, Hoon raised his eyebrows. He's like a bitch.

"Secret!" with a cheerful face. I smiled, pretending I didn't hear it at the time.

***

Glen got off the car entering the airport gate, the driver could only drive to the entrance, there was a staff who helped carry goods to the trunk, Glen ordered drinks before taking the elevator. He deliberately chose a morning flight, a two-j time difference between Korea and Indonesia, estimated at around three or four in the afternoon he had arrived in Indonesia and surprised Risa. Just imagining it makes Glen smile.

"What kind of surprise will he make?" Glen imagined how Risa would welcome him. She missed her boyfriend so much there. Glen smelled a perfume on his tube, what the fragrance of his wife's flowers was still attached. It seemed like she had to change clothes and wear her perfume, she did not want Risa to realize the woman's fragrance on her body.

Glen could not remove the smile considering that his lips had just let go of the kiss of the wife, how passionate Eun who likes to play hard in bed. For Glen having Eun is luck while Risa, she's an ordinary girl. Risa reminds Glen of her past, the girl made Glen return to his difficult life. That was why he loved Risa so much. Glen seemed to reflect when he looked at Risa.

"Excuse me.." Someone said hello to Glen.

"I'm sorry for trouble you. Mmm.. "this young lady thought a little, Glen squinted, what made her have to serve this woman before him?. Glen stared at the look from the tip of the hair to the end of the shoes that this young girl was wearing.

"my English is not good, Mm. and how!" he looks confused himself. Does he speak Indonesian? Glen seemed to understand the confusion this girl was in.

"Are you Indonesian?" glen asked, the girl nodded quickly.

"yes, yes, yes!" he said many times. "Geez, you speak Indonesian. Thank goodness!!" he sighed in relief.

"Let me walk you to the information" Glen took the young girl to the information section, not long after a middle-aged woman ran to hug the young girl.

Glen put his finger on his lips. He thought as he looked at the appearance of the woman called mama.

A mother who has an amazing look. Despite using a black blouse and pantalon, Glen knew very well how much the limited edition outfits were worth 

"They're not from an ordinary family" inner Glen surmised.

"Thank you for finding my son" she said, smiling at Glen. Glen.

"It doesn't matter, it's good to see your son again. She was so sweet" Glen pointed to the young girl, they hugged her again, making Glen widen his smile.

"Maybe one day we can meet again, this is my business card" said Glen held out a business card, CEO jung's corp, of course Glen was proud.

"Well, you're a great man, sorry to interrupt your busy life" the woman once again said very politely. Glen was feeling uneasy.

"It's my business card" the woman replied holding out her card.

"Thank you, please enjoy your trip while here" Glen waved to end their conversation.

Glen read the woman's business card.

"Susan Handoko.." murmured Glen. He turned his head once again, looking at the woman's back that had passed, glaring Glen's eyes moved on the butt full of the middle-aged woman but still looking good.

"Maybe I need some new entertainment" he said later, smiling cynically. Glen keeps contacts on business cards, he also turns to social media, looking for profiles written on the card.

"A businessman.." Glen laughed, his eyes were never wrong.

"True Kim said, in Indonesia many rich people" Glen could not even calculate how fast the total outfit worn by the woman earlier, Eun would sneer if she saw it.

"Even the Indonesian chaebol are above the Hyundai Group" Glen murmured in disbelief. The Hyundai group is the richest conglomerate in South Korea, while the Hartono brothers are the richest Indonesians who are on top of the world conglomerate.

Glen is very happy to read Susan handoko's profile, social media created as a showpiece lifestyle ala socialita, plus the status of a single parent, she is divorced. Either Glen thought about what, he clearly set a path in his mind.