GOODBYE

73. runnyam

The activities in Pakunchen went well. At first, the people around me wondered. However, after getting an explanation, they were in full support. Especially after knowing that what makes because of her is Kyai Sanusi's youngest son-in-law. Get to know them with the late Kiai Ahmad Sanusi, even many who claimed his students in the study of fiqh. One of the residents even willingly stretched the cable from his house to deliver electricity to this palace for lighting. Free said it. Alhamdulillahot.

Then, add the day of the surrounding community more serene with the dhikr that flowed almost every night from there. You see, it was serem if the nights had to cross this area. Understandably, the dark wasteland. Not to mention the news of “ini it” which he said occasionally appeared. Wallahu. It may be true, but the facts are not disturbing. Allah says through the hadith of Qudsi, “I am with those who remember Me.” Well, dare?

What is clear is that some people here join with those who come from other places. There was no announcement nor official notice, but they still came through their respective sababiahs. One of the brothers who entered the Pakuncen army was Agis. Runyam is also the story of this. Ordinary, morphic. Morphinist? Exactly right....

Outwardly, he came from among Magelang celebrities. His father used to be Lurah Magelang. Make no mistake, he is an early legacy of independence that must be the champion. There is no story of people can be cheap here if not a hero. For decades he served, from the time of Bung Karno until the time of Pak Harto. You see, the decline if and only if someone beats his kanuragannya or the lurah died. As long as you are undefeated or have not died, you continue to take office. Regent came and went, Lurah Magelangnya remained. There is no fad tinkering, one of Magelang city could be a sea of fire like Bandung Baheula. It is wiser to wait until death. That may be the policy of whispers. Might as well.

Perhaps because of that factor, then the youngest Agis also grew soaring. Magelanglah. His work was to fight, to fight, to get drunk, and the like. Aman sentosa while the father was still there. Don't say police, the army is reluctant to his father. After the father died, his influence was still felt. Still the youngest Agis this “kebal law”. However, getting bored it seems that he is in Magelang, it is already too small in scale. Jogja, proximity distance. So, go the badung to Bali at the invitation of his friend. Reportedly, that's where the original duplicate heaven. Available goods of various kinds, as long as the money is strong.

So, he fell into the network of drugs circulation. It is definitely not a scale because it involves people between nations. In addition to the dealer, the user also. Not just methamphetamine or ecstasy which at that time had not risen, the presence of morphine or its class. Early on, “cukup” once a day nyepet. Then, climb two, three, four, to many times a day. Dry him, even twice almost bablas because of OD, over dosage.

Once, a moment of consciousness came out when he saw firsthand the tragic death of several of his friends at once as a result of crossing that limit. He also arrived at the level of boredom over the lifestyle that began to wake up to his sleep again just nyepet doang it. With the remaining energy, he went back to Magelang for the intention of repenting. He said, hard to repent if still entrenched in the mabes, must go far. And, the best place is to return to the warmth of the family. Scenario is. However, it was not warm as well as it turned out, even after being embraced by all his family. There is even more crazy kebetot sakaw. Where the stuff isn't here....

All attempts at rehabilitation of him, failed miserably. The scientific ones fail, the alternative ones are the same. Too heavy may be its grip as almost eight years of doused morphine grade “Kolombia”, excellent quality. In the end, the family gave up. Either this youngest should be appreciated.

Until one day, in the middle of a sakaw that can no longer be channeled by simply rampaging for no reason, he came to his friend who inherited the pharmaceutical trade business from his parents. Easy, want to ask for boat drugs, hard drugs list “G" who really have to use the doctor's prescription. From his experience in mabes, Agis memorized the death of the titles of the drug.

However, friends from childhood who are secretly users as well as official traders of these drugs turned out to be many times. A-i-u-e-o-lah. In fact, in the past if he came to fly there, Agis who served wholeheartedly. Turn now, ngajak play tongue. So, Buk! One blow was delivered by the youngest son of the late Mr. Lurah. Not satisfied, continued bik buk until the friend drooped on the floor. Do that, free Agis plucks the “G” list of drugs in this pharmacy warehouse before returning home. Next, drive alone in the room. The door knock pitched concern from his mother and brothers, he did not ignore.

Not all bad in a holding cell, at least for Agis. Because, when there was a determination to “mati with right”. Somehow this “reh”, which is certain that he is now living is not true. It must not be true because it troubles many people and himself. Imagine, sakaw twice daily in a cell without being able to do anything. Ask, ask who? Who's going to go berserk, to whom? It could be even himself who appealed to all residents. He just deserves a big shiver in the corner. Or, if you are very greng, convulsing like ayan on the floor while cleaning his mouth.

Now, at home, he's trying to make up for that determination. But it's really not easy. Really, it is not easy to escape from the clutches of hell due to the eight-year footprint of “burst paradise”. At some point, he was considering a plan to end his life. Simple thinking, he chose to die when not being sakaw. Here's a selection of “match correctly” is most likely among various impossibilities. The problem is, if you wait to die alone, the innate is not dead. Must be turned off, let's hurry. Fortunately, when the knife was ready in hand, his family found out. Thus, can be thwarted an attempt by Satan to obscure the meaning of the struggle to seem futile.

Then, in the midst of the situation, his brother who had mingled brought the younger brother who almost succeeded in terminating his life to Pakunken. Actually, the brother himself was still wondering in his heart, is it right to bring his sister there? In what order? However, that is the case....

“Like that, Sir,” the brother ended his sister's short history. “I brought it here, hopefully can be advised by Father. If we are talking, we are not breaking through. Mental all.”

Akas smiled. If the situation is already “red" this, is no longer part of wise words. He needs action, not advice.

“So, what do you want, Gis?” Akas asked the young man who was originally handsome, but in the meantime took care of the tangles because of the boat.

Quiet, not yet answered. His eyes were staring fiercely but haggard towards his brother's spiritual guide.

“Jawab, Gis..,” timpal the older brother.

Agis was still silent, looking like people were getting ready to get angry.