Don't Go
episode 57's
ALVIRO POV;
I entered the house in shaky steps, I really felt that fate was playing tricks on me. She, the woman I've wasted all this time is the woman of my childhood I've been desperately looking for.
How foolish I had not recognized him all this time.
If only I had not told my man to stop my investigation just because he was going to have his marriage with another man.
If only I hadn't refused my man to send me a picture of Alea as an adult just because I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to let her go back then.
If only my mother had told me everything before we got married.
If time can be repeated. .
Akkkhhhhhh. . .
I shouted representing my feelings that were now completely destroyed and even very destroyed. I rubbed my face in frustration.
Why did I not know all this from the beginning??
Is this a punishment from God for me??
I lay down my body in Alea's room only to treat my longing and regret that was more concerned with my ego.
I imagined that he was lying next to me.
Tess. .
I shed tears with disrespect. Really I want to embrace him if he is in front of me, I swear I will not hurt him again if he is with me.
But now it is his shadow that lives with me because he has chosen his way to get away from me.
Author Pov ;
Roland could only shake his head.
Today his boss was again put on a face that was not friendly even other employees were affected including Roland.
Roland's gaze turned to Clara who was stepping her feet towards Alviro's room.
Roland would guess, a minute or two later the clash of Alviro would be heard from Roland's desk.
"Please don't bother me right at work!!"
And sure enough, the blaring scream of an Alviro Airgantara who can break the eardrum even his thunderous voice was heard all the way to the neighboring country making Clara out of the room with tears.
Clara dragged her feet towards the roof of the building, Roland who saw Clara crying felt sorry as if her pregnant wife had just been kicked out by her husband.
Roland took the initiative to follow Clara up.
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" nih. ." said Roland thrust a bottle of mineral water to Clara.
Clara only glanced at Roland at a glance and wiped away the trace of her tears.
"take this I did not spit or I poisonin, I bought this bag earlier" said Roland who put the bottle of mineral water into the hands of Clara.
"why did you come here? want to fuck me?" clara Ketus.
"it was so"
Clara immediately nodded at what Roland had just said.
"but for now I don't want to ridicule you, you're just a negative-minded basis continues the same me. I'm not that bad" Roland said.
Clara opened the bottle given by Roland earlier and gulped down the water because suddenly her throat felt dry.
"you really don't love cyanide in my drink?" ask Clara.
"lo kebangetan very well so people, see that the packaging is still sealed how I want to love cyanide to drink lo. call kayak so 3 times the actual seizures lo" said Roland nyerocos.
Clara smiled at Roland.
"lo bener all this time I've just been a burden on him, he doesn't love me he's good to me just for a responsibility that replaces Alan so he stays with me" said Clara smiled wryly, she exhaled violently.
"gue here just wanted to apologize to him but the time is not right" continued Clara.
"if I think, you should talk about it do not fit Alviro's working hours anymore, because I know he is often irritated if disturbed during working hours" Roland said trying to advise.
"ok I'll try to find the right one to talk to him. Yes I've returned first, thanks cyanidanya water" cried Clara as she waved her hand stepping away.
"i've told you it's not still saying that. watch out you once again talk real convulsions" grumbled Roland.
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Clara heads to her parents' house, she decides to stay with her parents and apologizes for all her deeds.
Clara got out of her car and entered the house.
Seen in the guest room there is no one, he was looking for the whereabouts of his mother and father.
Clara caught the voice of her angry father in her parents room.
Clara who was curious about the anger of the papa tried to steal a hear from behind the door.
"Papa was disappointed with the boy" said the papa.
only a cry could be heard from my mother.
"papa never even thought he said that we're divorced ma, he has no right to say that! if we have a child not necessarily papa would adopt him from the orphanage ma even he just does not know how to thank us" said the papa lirih.
Clara was shocked to hear what her father had just said. He never thought that all this time he was not a biological child.His feelings were destroyed, tears immediately flooded his cheeks.
Clara stepped out quietly and re-entered her car.
He is devastated to learn that he is just an adopted child.
Clara immediately grabbed her phone and immediately apologized to her parents via phone because if she had to face directly she already felt unable.
"hello ma. ." said Clara who tried to neutralize her voice.
"what's up, son? when are you coming home?" ask the mother in a soft tone.
Clara immediately shed her tears when she received gentle treatment from her mother.
he felt he did not deserve such treatment from his mother moreover he was just a foster child.
"sorry Clara ma. ." said Clara with trembling lips.
"sorry all the mistakes Clara ma, also apologize Clara to papa" said Clara crying.
"we forgive you son, you go home baby" said the mother persuaded.
"yes, Clara will go home" said Clara, turning off her phone.
He immediately cried, everything felt heavy for him.
Clara fiddles with her phone to send a message to someone who has saved her life all along.
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Elsewhere, Alviro's phone reads a notification message from Clara.
He also tried to ignore it and still focused on checking the documents of the sale of his company.
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Clara who was driving her car still with tears. One problem has not been resolved and now he has been faced with a reality that is even more painful.
"forgive me, son, you have to take you with you" said Clara talking to the fetus in her stomach.
He also drove his car at high speed.
then remove the handrails from the steering wheel and close his eyes while smiling.
"Alan. . I'm sorry to have kept you waiting so long"
TIIINNNNN. . .
The sound of car horns in front of him and
BRAKKKKKKKK. . .
Accidents are inevitable.
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Alviro's curiosity that ignored the fig became more and more, he grabbed his phone and tried to read the message sent to him.
*Te*thank you Vi you've been trying to replace Alan in my life.
I'm sorry I made your life fall apart.
If something happens to me later, you don't blame yourself because it's my will not keep Alan waiting for me any longer.
Give my apology to Alea as well.
After reading a series of messages sent by Clara, Alviro immediately left her desk and ran to her car to find Clara.
He repeatedly contacted Clara but there was no answer. Alviro also tried to focus on driving.
The ringing of his phone distracts Alviro.
The reason for the caller id is none other than Clara, Alviro immediately raised the call.
"Ara. . you. ." said Alviro disconnected when she found out the caller was not Clara.
He turned his car to the hospital.
Alviro runs towards the room where Clara is.
He also sees Clara's parents who are already there.
Clara's mother cried hysterically to find her daughter who had been stiffened.
Alviro tries to get close to Clara. He also immediately decays when making sure that the stiff body really belongs to Clara.
Alviro shed her tears. Alviro never expected Clara to repeat doing stupid things.
Alviro feels guilty for not being able to prevent Clara from doing unwanted things.
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The funeral procession ended, everyone left.
Alviro who was still faithful stared at Clara's tombstone.
Roland and Abizar try to appease Alviro to let Clara go with her baby.
Even Roland did not think that his meeting with Clara yesterday was his last meeting.
"Clara smiles near Alan's brother, may you be happy" said Alviro.
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