DESTINY LINE

38.

The breeze of the night added to the cold impression tonight, even though we were late with each other's thoughts, I knew maybe Abi was busy thinking about something that happened in her past. How little Abi got through it all by himself.

" Now do I know how my father feels?. It's painful, isn't it? Do you keep thinking about why he did it? With who? Is that guy better than Dad and better? Or even if he's great, you can't do it, even if someone else wants it. I wanted to be selfish for a while, but once I knew the truth, I understood it now ."

" It's my fault, Abi, I'm too busy with my business and my problems, I let them feel my downturn, so there's no way for them and they're moving away. I'm so mean, ain't I, I'm so mean Abi ." Without feeling the clear circle fell on my cheek, I cried so badly. I let go of all my feelings, I had to let go of all my burdens until I could think clearly.

" I'm sorry Abi, I also made you far away with the Sky. I threatened you with something crazy. Then when I heard Sky was engaged, I decided to go to Japan, but I came back again, because I thought I was just running away. I'm sorry! ."

" No, Sarah, you've decided exactly. You're right, you may have made me part with Sky, and she's engaged now, but all in all, Heaven meets someone better for her and just right. I'm glad to know that ." Abi was staring at me.

Yes, Abi said, God did not manage everything in vain. There are always portions of each. Good bad will meet each other's path. Even when we make mistakes, God is still willing to direct us to return to a clean heart, forgive and teach lessons from all wisdom that has happened.

I was one of the many lucky people to have met Abi. Once again he was right, I made a mistake and God still wanted to direct me. Abi smiled sincerely looking at me. I don't know, if I hadn't met that woman named Maya, or if Abi hadn't seen me tonight, maybe I'd still have a dark mind.

" Thank you Abi ."

" For what? ." she asked by the eyebrows.

" To meet me and also to apologize ." Terangku and Abi replied to her with a smile that was so soothing.

After meeting Abi, maybe I should see Mama again. I need to know why Mama did it. I returned home alone after rejecting Abi's offer to take me. Resolving misunderstandings and returning to be friends is more than enough.

It looks like Mama who is sitting in the living room in a dark state because Mama does not turn on the lights. I grabbed him and immediately pressed the living room light. My mother looked surprised to see my presence. I know, Mama seemed to have cried out from her careless eyes.

" Ma, now please explain to Sarah, why is Mama doing all this? Does this have anything to do with Sarah? ."

" No, Sar. It has nothing to do with you. It's all pure Mama's fault ."

" But why, Ma? ." I ask once again.

" Well, maybe you shouldn't have hidden everything from you. Mama feels it's ridiculous if Mama says Mama loves that man ."

" And Bay* it ? ." I asked this time. Mama explained that the baby was no longer there because of an accident and Mama accidentally got rid of it.

" Mama's sorry Sarah, but I realize my mom made a fatal mistake, and Papa, she doesn't have the right to forgive me. Mama and mama don't deserve it ."

Abi told me a lot of things. To always have an airy and accepting heart. Because everyone can make mistakes.

" Sarah's sorry too, Mom, I never asked Mama's feelings, but Mama had to stop all this, Ma. We have to start a new beginning for everything, yeah! ."

" Yes, Mama promised, Darling ." Mama's words tightened her embrace. There is a feeling of relief after we forgive someone, there is always an empty space in our hearts to receive that person again ."

I promise after this, there will be more time for Mama.

I will always put an empty schedule to accompany her so that Mama is not lonely. Whether he or not, I am responsible for all of this.

I don't mind if we have to leave the house, we just have to live our lives well, and Papa, I still support whatever Papa wants to do. Even if Papa wants to marry Aunt Maya, I don't have a problem right now. Because I know that Papa deserves to be happy and should be.

I decided to quit my job as a designer because I asked Mama to leave. My mom also quit her job. We're about to start an ordinary new life in a new place.

I am happy when I know everyone is happy. Sky with Rey, even Abi told me if Jackson had now started dating Kamila. Also me and Abi, we're back together now and we're fine. Our cabs don't repeat everything we've done in the past.

I'm happy enough with this. Before leaving I decided to visit Abi at his house. No, I was just visiting Abi's house. I didn't tell him about my departure. Even though we have been friends, but it would be better if we live everything ourselves and forget each other.

***

Mama and I put everything we could get in the car. Since all of Art Mama has gone out of her job then now we have to do everything ourselves. Mama and I decided to move to a small town away from the crowds. We reviewed the place and bought a small house there.

A house that is not too large and filled with trees around it. Maybe you need a house like that, so you can start everything from scratch and forget everything.

Papa's getting married to Aunt Maya. Mama knew that and said nothing. Along the way Mama kept holding my hand and did not stop saying thank you because I was willing to accompany her and leave everything.

" I'm sorry Honey, this time mama's troubling you once again ." Mama said with a sincere look. I only replied by giving Mama a smile that was no less genuine.

We arrived at the place we headed safely, the house that is not too broad but has a calming spot, is the most soothing Home as a place to go home.

Finishes.

Thank you to everyone who has time to read! 🥰 Your darling, muach😅🥰