DESTINY LINE

25.traveling

After I spoke to Fahri a few days ago, I was relieved. The closer my wedding day is to eza the more I try to strengthen my heart so that later no one will be disappointed between us, both me and eza both hope for a beautiful marriage. Doubt sometimes I feel, because it is still ringing eza's mother when we first met, it seems that I will not be able to forget.

I decided to remove all contact or all things about fahri, so that my feelings could get used to forgetting it.

Another week will come when I get married.I am very trying to remove the shadow of fahri that has entered my heart even for a short time. It feels very sinful if later when I married eza, but in fact in my heart there is still another man...

God, I don't know why my thinking is so messed up. It was like a fast day, the day I had to pick up Eza at the airport, and in less than a few days we were getting married. I still did not expect, the Eza family changed their minds by blessing us. Ah... Maybe this is a soul mate from God. At the airport we missed, my son and I welcomed the arrival of eza. It was warm like a real family.

My hope is that nothing will change in the future after this, and it will remain like this. I'm just afraid that eza will change, change attitude to my son, or his mother again does not accept me. ah I don't know .. until sometimes I dissolve in my fear and make us often disagree.

After some time we did that sacred event, we returned to my residence. Because there I held a small reception by inviting close friends and relatives. The event was so solemn and smooth, quite happy that day. It did not feel like the day had started late in the afternoon, our event went through perfectly in my opinion. It's time for us to rest because tomorrow we will hold a ghost download event at the eza residence.

Eza the first child, and for the first time the parents of eza held a Ghost download event, we simply held the event. But it feels quite lively, many guests who come to our ghost download event. From morning to night, guests are coming. Tired, but I am happy. After the event was over, we planned to stay there for some time so that eza could also let go of longing with her parents.

I think it's a little stiff at the eza house, given her mother's slightly unpleasant treatment when we first met. I was just afraid of the wrong talk and was afraid of having a bad impact, very awkward, so there suddenly I who was usually chatty so turned silent instantly. Hahaha it's strange, but I also have to adjust to the situation there.