DESTINY LINE

35.

It's been more than a month since I left Sarah that day. Since then I have never seen Heaven or tried to contact him. I let him go that day. But today, it began to be thought by me will also say Bagas. This is something that a real man would never do.

As a man I should have said what I thought, met both of them and explained what my decision was. Not suddenly disappearing and just leaving. Bagas said, anyone would understand and not blame me. By doing this, I am confusing them.

" So you mean, I have to meet them? ." I asked Bagas.

" Yes, you have to explain how you feel! ."

" But I was confused about what I was going to say." I said once again.

" Why should you be confused. You just have to say that! You're not confused by how you feel, are you? ." she now turned to look at me who was actually quite surprised by her statement. Yes, Bagas must know what I'm going through, because he's been with me since childhood and we grew up together.

" Yes, I'm confused. Youre right. Who should I choose? ." I said ask for advice. Bagas looked at me in disbelief and made her shake at my question.

" Say. You have to help me ."

" Maybe you should choose the sky. Because you started it in the first place and you have to take responsibility. Or you should choose Sarah, too, because she left you not because of another man ."

" Picking Sarah? ." asked me half to make sure I didn't hear wrong.

" yes. Look Abi, however, everyone makes mistakes. So does Sarah, and she deserves a second chance, too ."

" I think you're wrong here, I've given him a second chance. He who does not use it ."

" Yes, that I already know that. But considering your relationship, also the parents of each. I think it's wrong to be missed! ." Evidently. Bagas also did not hesitate to say if he thought the sky was not a problem with this. Because he was not looking for Abi or just asking him and it was different with Sarah. He always tried to meet Bagas but was unsuccessful, because Bagas followed Abi's request as his best friend.

I pondered for a moment all that Bagas said. Maybe he was right, if I had to choose Sarah and continue our relationship. Considering we have known each other for a long time and know each other's friends. Unlike the Sky, I had only known him for a few months and I thought Rey seemed to like the Sky.

I just can't be selfish, can I? I should have given him the opportunity to start or reveal everything to the heavens. Maybe this is the path of destiny that has been written for us.

I have decided and followed my heart. Yes, I'll choose Sarah. I will always fix a thousand times with him rather than choose a new person. Right, he also did not leave me because of a new person or another man. He was so worried about his friend who was rumored to be on the verge of death.

I immediately drove my car to meet the Sky first. I have to finish everything with her first and then think about the continuation of my relationship. I don't want to be selfish. I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings considering we started everything well.

I was in front of his house, before I met Heaven. I've been confronted with his father who is looking at me full of question marks, it seems he already knows the problem of our rift relationship. But don't worry, whatever the problem is, I'll deal with it because I've been thinking about this before heading here.

" So, you decided to leave my daughter, to go back with Sarah to your ex-wife-to-be who canceled it! ." she said after letting me in with open arms. The thing that I was afraid of didn't happen, he wasn't the kind of Dad that was portrayed in movies that would get upset or angry, or would even threaten to continue our relationship. I just kept quiet because I admitted I was wrong and apologized. Whatever my explanation, I was wrong.

" All right, don't worry. I'm a little disappointed, but I really like your honesty! At least you said this from the beginning ."

" Well, now you can be with the woman you want. You don't need to see the heavens either, let me just say this ." Yes, I understand very well, even if he says he is not angry, it will still hurt him. He asked me not to see the sky again.

The man who was close to me yesterday, asked me to leave here immediately. Because he did not want the heavens to know my coming and see it for themselves. I don't like the sky, I like it a lot. However, not everything we want should we start, right? I'm so.

I'll get up from there soon. Not everything goes well, is it not, as it is today. If Father Sky had not given me a slap, then Rey would have now given me some punches that hit my face.

I didn't give a fight. Because he is entitled and I deserve this. I let him beat me to my satisfaction and he stopped by himself.

" Are you satisfied? ." I asked to gather all my breaths and look at him who now seemed very upset.

After a day of heartbreak. Finally we heard the news that the sky had been betrothed to Rey. I'm pretty happy about it. At least I didn't leave and gave him many wounds that I inflicted. I'm quite happy about this despite not going to attend their engagement.

Yes, we did not become close after yesterday. Although there was no animosity left between yesterday. How was my relationship with Sarah? He's back in Japan. Yeah, he left before I delivered that. He said goodbye to Bagas and asked to tell me.

Then what about me? I'm it's okay. I continued my day and worked as usual. Again, maybe this has been outlined for us. I don't regret it, I'm happier for Sarah. That soul mate would never miss his way to meet his own soul mate, would he?

I believe that, if indeed he were outlined for me, we would definitely find our own path. Without having to do anything, without anything being missed.

\*\*\*

When I finished with Abi. You asked me to be ready if betrothed to Rey. I don't refuse, I have no reason for that as long as Rey herself doesn't refuse to be juxtaposed with me.

As long as I knew Rey he was a good man, and he was sincere in every relationship he had. He was sincere with me and my father, although at first he himself did not agree to the relationship.

Maybe after I didn't become with Abimana, you started to consider it. Where else would it be to get someone as sincere as Rey? There aren't. Especially at the moment, the unrighteous man is rife.

I don't love or want Rey. But good man, why not! When I finished with Abi. I try to accept everything I don't want to constantly grieve and start new things immediately.

Besides being nice, everyone who knew Rey was very supportive of our relationship. I didn't invite Abi, even though Rey said it. Its alright. Only, I'm afraid to change my mind if I ever see him again. I know Sarah's been to Japan, Bagas told her.

Even though there was a smile upon hearing that. Trust me, I want the best for them. They are a suitable and compatible couple. Our meeting? I'm starting to realize it was a mistake.

Abhimana who was upset, because the bride fled in the middle of the event that was taking place. It was not his fault that he did need a place to shift his mind because of the matter. It was Sarah's fault, too, not Abi's. I understand that. Although it does not make the reality change that they hurt the hearts of many people.

" So we're right not to invite Abi and Sarah? ? ." asked Rey.

" No, I don't think they can attend this event, because they're pretty busy ."

" Alright, if you've decided I can't resist ." I smiled at Rey's words, yes, since long ago she never refused my words. Nothing has changed from our relationship, in fact, we don't have a special vocation like the other couples out there.

Rey didn't force me to rush. And be willing to wait for me even if I don't say anything. I know, maybe he's disappointed. But Rey always assured me that she was happy enough because I was willing to accept this relationship even though I never promised her anything.

" Rey, "call me.

" Yes" he turned to look at me.

" Thank you! ." I said softly but could still be heard. He smiled and then rubbed my head gently. He then moved up close to me and was busy checking out the invitation we had booked a few days ago. I'm glad if that person is you, I don't have to worry about what kind of friend would accompany me to wade through my long life.

" Heaven, why smile for yourself?" asked the Father. While I did not answer and even more developed my smile.

" Thank you, son. Smiling like this! ." added the father. For he is the one who knows best how broken my heart is and how I went through it. I smiled looking at the man.

" You promised you'd love her, son?" she asked again.

" Yes, Sir. The sky promises to love him wholeheartedly ." He hugged me right after I said that. He hit me with a kiss on my head. The plan after getting married later, Rey still wants to stay here, with me and Dad. He said, if he could not keep me away from you. If there is anything I should be grateful for, then his presence is the one I am most grateful for.

Just imagine, there are no barriers to our relationship. We enjoyed it very much. I have been busy thinking about my partner, it turns out that the one chosen is the one who is always with me every day. God's plan is beautiful, isn't it?

\*\*\*

" Sarah, you don't want to meet and talk good with Abi first?" asked Akari. Yes, he can speak Indonesian fluently now after a year he is busy learning it.

" There's nothing we need to talk about! ."

" What do you mean? You haven't even met her? It's only one year Sarah! ."

" Yes, it was only one year, but that one year he avoided me! Maybe yesterday I made a mistake, but now, I will learn to forget it here! ." I said firmly staring at Akari. It may be true, I should have waited a little longer, but waiting and being silenced by someone was no better with someone who would abuse you continuously.

I don't like waiting, and I hate that job. That's why I decided to leave. Maybe here I can start it all over again.

My phone rang marked by Mama calling me. I immediately grabbed the thing and shifted the little green mark.

" Yes, Ma. Sarah's up to ." After that there's no more talk and we disconnect her. A lot happened after this one year, my relationship and Mama and Papa are getting away, they are not as close as they used to be. After I heard Papa had another woman from Mama and she found out.

Maybe that's what makes me not want to continue waiting for Abi. Yes, Papa. I feel like everything is going to be in vain. The man who has a wife how can he seek happiness from another woman. Without a tear, the falling tear soaked my cheek by itself. I can't imagine how Mama would feel, I should be with her right now and ask her why Papa did it.

Who is the woman he kept. Did your mom know that long ago? Does Papa intend to end it or not? Why did Papa do it? The questions seemed to run in my head. I hate Papa if he continues like that. Akari asked me to go back to Indonesia.

He asked me to come home soon. He said that all I have to do now is accompany my mother. Because what I'm doing now, is just avoiding. Either I admit it or I don't.

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