DESTINY LINE

27.

It does not feel fast at this time, today January 7, 2018 eza has to go back to work. Somehow I suddenly cried and my sadness was unstoppable, it was strange that I was usually fine and used to live LDR but today I became very sad. Eza tried to calm me down, it seemed that even he had to leave us.

Ah my sadness is protracted, until I realized that this month I have not got menstruation during, and after I realized I immediately checked and checked with the doctor. Hhmmm .. answered already why I was so sad when eza returned outside the island yesterday. It turned out that I was pregnant, in the spirit of contacting my destination eza to inform her that I was pregnant with her child.

But not as I imagined.. The answer from Eza's mouth hurt my heart. Whether I'm the sensitive one or he's the outrageous one, he doubts the child I bear. "How can you get pregnant, while I only go home a few days and we do it only once. is that really my son?" said. Devastated, my fear all this time began to appear and the more I feared that there would be unpleasant things happening.

After hearing eza's words I was so sad, disappointed, angry, everything felt spinning in my head. Tired of thinking about all this, I tried to avoid eza after that. Telephone, video call, or even Chatnya I did not respond, not I was selfish just a feeling of disappointment came again and I will not be able to forget the words eza. It's the same that he demeans me, accuses me, and doesn't trust me.

Want to not want me to accept it, I tried to convince my heart.maybe at that time he was just shocked because it was too fast. A few days he took time off he said, only to apologize to me because my silence worried him. Okke I'm sorry for everything she said to me, she drove me to pregnancy control, took me for a walk so I could be happy. But in the heart of this still can not forget all that, very imprint and can not be lost.

Turns out he took a long leave of absence, almost two weeks. Coinciding with the feast day in our religion he was still in our city, we celebrated the feast together. After two days, and the feast passed he said goodbye to return to work. I with my powerful attitude that suddenly appeared while pregnant, had made her worried to go back again to leave me.

He was trying to find work in our city, after the time of giving birth later we could gather. A month later, he was invited to a job interview in our city. Without further ado he returned to our city, and attended the job interview. He said he also said goodbye to resighn from work outside the island. It feels good that we can get together again without having LDR, but eza is still unemployed, because the job interview decision was slow.