DESTINY LINE

16.

Hmmmm.. As I explained in the previous episode, Risa is like what. The woman claimed to be acquainted with vawan via BC, not yet clear I scavenged information about risa but because of her confession to know vawan dr BC'an BB* it feels .. hahhaa wants me to laugh out loud in front of her. Then risa said, that the beginning of wawan confesses to her that she has been a widower since last year, from her recognition in my religion it is one of the talaq although unspoken.

Wawan admitted widower to risa, but did not have children he said his son had died of illness. How hurt my heart is to hear all this, he may treat me unfairly but I don't think I would be willing if my son felt it. Those words kept ringing in my head "his son died" hhhm so all this time he never considered his son alive, oh god wants me to do something so he's aware but what?? I also don't know what to do. Later if my son grows up and I tell him all about his father if it's good, ah. I will never find him with my son, never will.

My mind floated, shattered, disillusioned, but I tried to control myself. So that not one bit I hurt his physical or inner anxiety, yes. I'm sure risa must have a good side, maybe. I was busy with my own thoughts until I didn't realize that I was silent before me, his face looking seriously at me. I smiled and encouraged him to continue his story.

"It is impossible for me to go on" he replied briefly, I keep the words in my memory. The clock shows at 06:00 am, Rika said goodbye. While I packed all my clothes and wawan's belongings, I asked him to leave us after that I prepared to work as usual. While in my phone office it rang, it turned out that my in-laws. He asked why his favorite son was expelled, hhhh explained it was also useless in my opinion, because he always defended his son no matter what. Without me answering, I turned off the phone.

Still can't believe the taste, my house as long as this corn is on the edge.But I'm relieved, I get more than enough evidence to sue for divorce. This is what I want, free from a man who is really irresponsible. Somehow explaining to everyone is not important to me, shame for sure but I'm happier living like this. Married even I live my life as if alone, financing my hudup is also alone. There is really nothing different at all, but only the relief that I feel and I am happy about all this. Thank you for all your guidance, Lord, so that I do not linger with the traitor.