DESTINY LINE

24.

I'm quite relieved by the decision that eza took to take a few days off and help me here. At the very least, I no longer need to bother thinking about all the details of marriage alone. That day I picked her up at the airport with my son, Eza put in a week off, we took care of all the wedding preparations together. I am so relieved that this moment, the one that I hope for in my marriage, is to make this marriage my last. Because I don't want to fail God again...

The three of us came home from Babdara to the house, not forgetting we stopped by M*D for dinner I noticed eza looked more and more familiar with my son. In the next few days we will pass together, exactly a week ahead. I want in this short time we can finish all the wedding business and then occasionally sightseeing. In my deepest heart I only hope, sincerely and sincerely, that I will accept my son, because honestly I am still very doubtful. I was afraid that one day Eza would change and leave us.

And again my mind is still filled with fahri, I feel guilty. Because of my father he quit his job and went home. Until now I can not forget because of the guilt that is very deep.But this same heart problem may later by itself I can forget the fahri gradually, I don't know how long it will take, which is clearly not as good as turning the palm of the hand. Now my wedding day and eza are getting closer, and it doesn't feel like I've been with eza for a week, the impromptu leave proposed is over.

It's time he came back to finish his business at the office. Then after that we will go back to my town on our wedding day, which will be held in two weeks. That night I drove Eza back to the airport, to get back off the island. But the plane will be on eza delay, so we spent time to eat dinner there. It didn't feel like an hour and the plane information was coming.

There we had a short chat, and I did not forget to apologize for representing my father. I also told her about my marriage and eza, at least so that there is talk material to eliminate awkwardness. I told him all my wedding plans, wedding times and stuff. "May he be more able to make you happy than I am" said Fahri to stop my babble that began to digress, because it ran out of material. My tears just dripped, I knew she felt so disappointed and even angry.

Fahri ituuu simple person, high white and contains. hhhmmm.. type girl really deh pokonya, even she is very fragrantiiiii. We are childhood friends.he came from central Java, dropped out of school and then migrated here to work as a laborer in a factory/individual company, he said, maybe that's why my parents never gave me my blessing.