Clandestine

Secret Again

I waited for Vienna with feeling

anxious. It has been more than ten minutes since I left the Rangga cafe earlier

and drove my car down the highway. But because I can't go around in circles

just to wait for my phone to ring, I finally stopped my car in

roadside.

“Please Win, call me immediately.”

I crumpled my wheel impatiently. I've been getting my phone many times

which I put in the driver's side seat. But the flat object was still silent

thousand languages.

Brrr….

And finally!

I breathed a sigh of relief when the number

Vienna dancing on my phone screen. Not waiting, I took it

and swipe the green screen over there.

“Win, how?!” the tanyaku to the

point.

“Tan, I think really to Bogor

deh.” Vienna Sahut.

I furrowed my eyebrows. My heart

shriveling, even felt in the squeeze.

“Totally?”

“Iya. It's on the road toll

Bogors. Aunt Julia spit. I'll call again.”

“OK Win.” I turned off my phone

then put it back in the passenger seat carelessly. Subsequent to

turning on the car engine, I immediately drove my gas to Bogor.

I hope I get the results of the time

these. Whatever I see later, it can at least treat my curiosity.

****

I saw Honda City's car

black parked in front of the hospital. The hospital is famous because

I came to this hospital a while ago to visit

my client, Miss Santi is in the hospital.

“Kok stops here Win?”

I asked when I got out of the car, the girl was standing next to the door

his car.

“Doctor Reinard goes in there

aunt.” Viennese authorities dedicate to hospital.

I frowned no

get on. What exactly is going on? My husband also works in the hospital

this one? That far? Jakarta-Bogor's?

“Gimana aunt, we go to

in what time wait here until doctor Reinard's car comes out?” Vienna

her hair back. He looked at me seriously. This time I am

not at all see the annoying figure of Vienna.

“Sign in Win. Nanggung right,

I've arrived here too.” Sahutku.

“But how can we know

doctor Reinard next door where the aunt. The hospital is big, if we

losing him is even a danger.” Vienna tried to explain, and I nodded. Agree

with what Vienna says. If we don't find Reinard, we can

we certainly did not get anything, even though we had traveled

by far. But if we just wait here, we won't either

found no evidence other than seeing Reinard out. And I don't have either

a sure reason to ask my husband about his arrival at this hospital

when we meet later.

“How tan?” Viennese Voice

awakened me. Apparently the girl was waiting for my decision.

“Sign in Win.” My breakup on

eventually. “If you don't meet him in dalem, yaudah nodep us again not

lucked. But if we can meet and get evidence, at least we don't

in vain until here.”

Vienna nodded. “Again the same

aunt.”

I smiled bitterly. In concert,

we both went inside the hospital, so many times I took a breath

long, trying to neutralize my mixed feelings. There are a lot of questions

and misgivings in my heart, but I can't explain them to

Viennese. I didn't want to look weak in front of the girl, so I've been

trying to be relaxed, even if not with my feelings.

“Sorry Yes Win, it's been a disruption of time

you.” I reopened the conversation, when I entered the lobby. We both

sweeping the entire corner of the room, looking around for Reinard among the many visitors

and the hospital staff are here.

“Quiet mbak...” Answer Vienna and

i'm turning. Suddenly he called me mbak, and I

astounded.

looking at me with a grimace. It seems like he knows what I'm thinking.

I smiled at the corner

my lips.

The girl in the horse's purse

raising shoulders. “Ya..I think aunt's call is too old.” His later

I responded by laughing. Although my laughter is a little bland because

mind load.

We now get into the elevator

which leads to the second floor.

“You're not anything truant?”

tanyaku later. We stood side by side, and our eyes focused on the elevator doors

which closes slowly.

“Please, everyone can be in

set. Actually I went downstairs today. Just this morning a polyclinic

the patient is quite a lot.”

“Totally?”

Vienna stared. “What I am

look like a lie?” he pointed at his own face. “Partially I should too

find out, Dr. Reinard did. I also care about him, mbak.”

I was breathing out.

He wanted to make me illfeel again. But after I thought, no

the problem is also that Vienna is becoming a bully of my husband. I know Vienna, and I know it too

know Reinard well—ya although not all of his secrets I know. Reinards

I don't like women like Vienna. He's too childish

in my opinion.

The elevator on the second floor is open. I

and Vienna again went hand in hand to sweep the polyclinic building lined up

neatest. But again I did not find Reinard there. Even when

I asked one of the hospital staff if there was a doctor named

Reinard at this hospital, the officer replied that there was nothing. Means can

it was concluded that Reinard came here not to work, but

to do something else.

“Terus we should how now

Win?” I scratched my forehead which was beginning to feel dizzy. Night crawled up,

hospitals are getting crowded due to the hours. Reinard, however, did not appear to be a trunk

his nose.

“Quiet mbak, slow down. Naw

try forced. We can come back tomorrow. I'm sure Dr. Reinard will

here again.” Vienna squeezed my shoulders, trying to raise my starting heart

brittle.

I looked up, looking at Vienna

stand beside me. Now we sit in the hallway.

“I can't go home with

vacuum hand Win.” Press me. My eyes are teary and want to cry.

After all batin as a wife screamed pain when my husband

keeping secrets that he never told me.

“I just didn't think that

getting married is so hard.” Mumamku. It's so slow, I'm sure Vienna too

not hear.

Now we continue to the room

inpatient. My only last hope, because if we don't find

the Reinard figure in these inpatient rooms, we're really going home

with empty hands.

Several times, I saw a figure

similar to Reinard. But when I approached, it was someone else. Again and again

I was disappointed and Vienna tried to calm me down again. Really looking for one person

among the people who pass by this swipe is really tiring.

“Mbak.” Vienna nudged my arm.

I'm turning.

“It looks like Dr. Reinard

right?”

I immediately looked in that direction

vienna designated.

Is correct. I'm sure this time. Him

really husband. For a few seconds I felt relieved to find

my husband, but in the next second back my heart like squeezed with

greatable.

Her.my husband.

Who is the woman sitting

in that wheelchair? which he is pushing slowly.

And that smile….

Why does Reinard look so

familiar with that woman.

Oh God!

What else is this?

*****