Clandestine

Enter the Hospital

I ran down the corridor of the house

it hurts without caring about the many pairs of eyes that look at me in wonder.

My mind was in chaos, and I could think of nothing but being able to immediately

go see Reinard and find out how he is.

Half an hour ago, I

jump right out of my study, and leave Rosa alone when

a phone from an unknown number that turned out to be from Vienna—sang koas in

the hospital where Reinard worked reported Reinard's condition

so badly.

I'm not sure what I mean

Vienna ‘which is so bad’, essentially my husband is now being treated at home

pain with a battered face. It's because of what it is and how it is

now, I'm on my way to make sure.

“Mbak, doctor's room Reinard number

how many yes?” ask me when I stop in front of the nurse's counter. My breath goes up

down, like running a marathon. Even the nurse in front of me looked at me with

it's weird to see me messy like this.

“Most end mbak. Number

eight.”

“Thanks.” I said and

just go away. This time I didn't run like that, only

it was my steps that I accelerated. I breathed a sigh of relief and stopped my steps for a moment

when it was right in front of the door of room number eight. Door

the brown slide seemed silent, as if it would not allow me to

come in and see my husband.

After taking a few times

breath, I shook the door slowly.

I thought, Reinard was

alone, but there was Vienna. Seeing my arrival, the girl

directly looking at me cynically. As if I were his eternal rival all the way through

time, as if I were the woman who snatched Reinard from him.

“Why you?” ask me while

stepping slowly closer to Reinard, without caring about the gaze of Vienna. My eyes are focused

on Reinard who was rolled weakly on the bed with some parts

her face is swollen. My hyperbole mind had even imagined that

Reinard rolled with his feet or hands in a cast and he was unconscious. But

in reality, I was convinced that Reinard could still run around the field

seven times now.

“Mean it if you have a husband in

watch!” it was not Reinard who answered, but Vienna. What the fuck is this kid?

His attitude was already similar to that of Reinard's parents compared to his seniors in the

medical.

I glanced at him in annoyance,

preparing to reply to his sentence but suddenly Reinard's hand held

my arm.

“Win, can stay with us

alone ?” Reinard stared weakly at Vienna.

“But doc...”.

“This is a husband-wife problem Win.” Assertively

Reinards. “You're back at work again yes...and...thank you already took care of me.” It

faintly smile.

Vienna snorted in annoyance. I could

he was so disappointed with Reinard's words. But what can

he does it other than according. I am entitled to Reinard, not

this little girl.

“Good doc. I excuse.” Vienna

finally left us both in the room.

For a few moments we were with each other

silence in the same position. I stood on the side of the bed with

one of his hands still held my wrist tightly, while the eyes

we locked each other up. I wanted to turn, but I was glued. Unable to avoid

iota.

I admit, I miss

my husband's.

“Why you?” my much on

eventually.

“Awaym.”

“Attem?” I knit my eyebrows.

“Whose name? Daniel again?’

Reinard.

“Same pack Anton.”

“Ha?!” mouth agape. What

I didn't hear wrong?

“You fought with stepfather

you?”

Reinard clucked and looked nothing

I like my words.

“Who said he was my stepfather.”

His eagle. “My stepfather is Saputra. Not Anton.”

I snorted no matter.

I combed his body from head to toe. Everything looks fine

only, besides.yes.his face looks bruised. So why must it be

hospitalized?

“So you're okay?”

my number is flat while folding both my hands in front of my chest.

Reinard did not answer. It

just grinned and then pointed at his face.

“This...” said. “What is this

look all right?”

I rolled a lazy eyeball.

It was free for me to run up the ridge until I left all my work

even my sister, if it turns out that someone I'm worried about isn't experiencing anything

the bad.—Ya...I don't expect him to experience anything more than this—but.

I was upset by the Viennese phone overreaching. Reinard just bruised. That

just. I think with the ointment, and the antibiotics his face will shine again

tomorrow.

“Ya already I'm going.” I turned.

“Many jobs are waiting for me.”

“Wait Jul!” Reinard

my hand. “Do not go.”

I'm not flinching. I needed

more words than that to keep me here.

“I need you...” Yep! Sentences

that's enough to warm my heart now.

I looked up, looking at him with

annoyed.

“You're nothing, right? Ye

can walk, run, even operate on your patients. So what do I need me for?!”

My voice's up. “There's Vienna, too, right? He must be good at your job because

he's a doctor!”

“You're jealous of Vienna?”

“Lha according to you?”

“But I want the same you Jul.”

Reinard started whining. “Meet me. Yes...yes...don't go!”

“But I want to go home. I'm not

Reinard straightened his body and sat on the edge of the bed with

feet dangling to the floor.

“I didn't lie.”

I laughed cynically “Not a lie?

What have you been doing with me all this time?!” my hardik. “I'm your wife

Rei...or...don't you ever take me as your wife?”

“Jul!” Reinard.

her voice. “Do not say so.”

“But where is the evidence? You nod

I'm what the hell is Rei? Just a bedmate? Yes?”

Reinard did not immediately answer.

“I love you Jul.”

I'm screching. For now, I

absolutely do not believe in the kalimta of love, regardless of the form.

How to convey it.

“Everyone can talk love

Rei.” I breathe out slowly. “But the most important thing is not his speech, he said,

but the proof of loving it is like what.”

Reinard. Nothm

releasing my hand, it's getting tighter.

“I never meant to

lie to you Jul. I love you, I really fell in love with you.

Since we first met at the cafe that time.”

I don't move, but the tail

my eyes turned to Reinard. Looking at his face that now looks sad and full

the guilt.

“Allow me to explain

everything is the same Jul.” he looked up at me, and as a result our eyes met

now it's. I could no longer throw my face away because her gaze seemed to lock

myself.

“Explain what? Not already

clear?” my tone is tight, but my intonation is down.

“Sit first...” It's interesting

my hand. At first I refused, but because he kept tugging at my arm,

finally I complied and sat down beside him—on the edge of the bed.

“I did have that time

desire to say to you Jul, but I'm afraid.”

“Fear why?” toleku. “I will

don't bite you.”

“Fear if you don't accept

me, with my condition and with all my flaws.”

“Rei..” protest me annoyed. “I'm not

crazy woman of treasure. I am not a woman who demands perfection from her

my partner.”

“But why do you always refuse

every papa's been setting you up?”

“It wasn't because I was

perfection Rei. It's just that I didn't find.or.

someone like you.” I answered a little doubt.

“Jul, you know that since

our first meeting, you are my world. You became the center of my life. Ye

changing my heart even the way I look with life.”

I don't know why Reinard said that

makes my heart warm.

The man sighed softly,

his eyes straight ahead. “Pak Anton has indeed adopted me. When I

a small. He has a wife named Mama Sarah, who is instantly in love

when we first met. I know, that woman is

love me.” Reinard stopped the story for a moment. The look on his face is so

turbid.

“That time there was an event in

parlours. Sarah's mother took part in the show. Seeing me, he was immediately interested

and intend to adopt me. At first I thought, that everyone was adopted

it would be happy to get a new family. Turns out, I was wrong. Without

to my mother's knowledge, because mama often works out of town, Mr. Anton often

tortured me all out. I got hit, kicked and even locked up

days if naughty. I couldn't stand it, and ended up running away from home.

Stumbling down the street, I finally met Marina. He's like an angel

for me, taking me home, hearing all my stories even mom and dad would

help me and make me their adopted son.”

“Papa Saputra successfully insert

mr. Anton is in jail. But after Mr. Anton was imprisoned, Sarah's mother was too

disappear. Years without seeing Anton, he suddenly shows up

in front of me and often asking for money. Threatening to expose all

my past is with you Jul.”

I looked down, a tear

fell on my cheek. I thought the story of Reinard wasn't this sad, but it turned out to be me

wrongful. When the baby was just left at the door of the orphanage, and

when someone adopts him, he gets rough treatment.

“Then how about the news mama

Sarah?” ask me later while wiping my tears.

Reinard nodded slowly. “I

found him working in a conveki factory. I met with several times

mama, and she cries every time she sees me.”

I got up from my seat.

“This time I will forgive you,

but if you lie to me again, I won't talk to you Reinard!”

grunting.

Reinard laughed, then grabbed

my body and hugged me tightly.

“Jul, maybe you will find

many surprises when living with me, are you willing to accept all things

the one on me?” he stroked my hair.

I smiled. “of course, I

will accept its connection. Because I love you.”

“Are you not angry?”

I'm shaking. “No.” My solute.

“So what do you want to go home to

home again?”

I'm nodding. Now?”

my many.

Reinard.

“No. Because I paid

this room, and it's a pity if only used for a while.” It

pulled me, and our bodies are now bouncing on the bed.

“Reii.this is a hospital room.

Not a hotel room!” I screamed as he hugged me in bed.

“Bodo. I was just anyway

theatrical let you come kok.”

“Reei!!” I frowned.

“I love you Julia.” It

and so lifted her kisses to me.

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