Clandestine

What's Going On

I stared at Reinard who seemed to be thinking of something before

finally the man shook his head at me.

“I also don't know Rena.” Said later. He then

tell me to go to the minimarket.

“Mbak really did not watch the concert?” Rosa approached me

and take a seat in front of me. The chair Reinard was sitting in.

I'm shaking. “Ya is not it..” I took a cup

my coffee then sipped it wholeheartedly. “Mbak already has his own plans.”

“Nyesel you know, can't see the handsome oppa-oppa later.”

I laughed full of ridicule.

“You think you're interested?” I raised one of my eyebrows

and looked at Rosa firmly. “Less handsome what the hell is Reinard mas?!”

Rosa chipped but didn't reply to my sentence, maybe deep

his heart also knows what I am saying. Reinard is a man

it's good looking that will make a lot of people crazy. The proof since I

can see if Rosa's friends often steal glances at my husband.

After breakfast, I went back to my room. Today is the plan

I'm going to visit some places with my husband.

I shower and put on my clothes.  Just hotpants jeans and a T-shirt

white Mickey mouse and it makes me comfortable.

“Udah shower?” ask Reinard when he just got back from

minimarkets. He carries a shopping bag containing HVS paper.

“Iya.” I turned off the television I had been watching.

“Jul....” call Reinard later.

I'm turning.

“We're back now?”

“Ha?” I still don't understand what's being said

my husband's.

“Back? Jakarta you mean?” I stood up and sat down and

get ready for a lengthy explanation from my husband.

Reinard nodded, then sat down beside me.

“There are problems in the hospital.” He said squeezing my hand.

“Sorry yes, we are not going for a walk.”

I swallowed disappointed. I have been expecting anyway

high about our fun trip today. But no idea, it

he even invited me to return to Jakarta.

“No can be delayed huh?” ask slowly. “Allowed people

another is that, or what...” I'm still trying to hold him back so we don't

go home.

Reinard. “You know for yourself right, the position I'm in

hospital?”

I looked down, played my finger. Anyway I

still feeling disappointed.

“Sorry I yes Jul. I promise you sometime we return to

here again huh?” although I don't fully believe in what

it says.

“Yaudah, I'm ready now.” I'm moving from my place

then take the suitcase.

“Sorry to me yes dear...” Reinard hugged me from behind,

while smelling my hair.

I didn't answer, and just nodded slowly. And with

upset of course.

******

The plane landed at Soekarno-Hatta Airport at three in the afternoon.

Reinard did not stop by the house first, but he went straight to the hospital. It

I didn't even get to drive me home.

 I went home

taxi, while he drove his own car which was left in

airport since yesterday.

I actually felt sorry to see his tears so tired had to go straight

go to the hospital without a rest. But this is the risk of his work, and

I can't do much more than give him encouragement.

I waited for a taxi in front of the airport, while occasionally opening

my cellphone. This afternoon, I met Daniel. I don't know what

he did it at the airport this afternoon.

“Lo what is here Jul?” he held a suitcase.

He looks relaxed, maybe he also wants to travel.

“Which obviously I don't sleep anymore.” My leg is ketus

invite to grieve the man.

“Please, we have not met Jul. friendly little

dong same me.”

I rolled a lazy eyeball. I wish the taxi I ordered

coming soon, but it looks like the vehicle is also playing tricks on me.

“Gue saw your husband like that. Really rushed.”

Instead of leaving, Daniel instead stood beside me leisurely as he folded

“Kok not together?”

“He's busy.” I looked at Daniel. “And it wasn't either

lo.” affairs

That shitty guy laughed. “Gue also does not want to

meddle in your affairs Jul.”

“Good....” lyricsku judes.

Daniel cleared his throat. “Suami lo very busy Jul?”

“Iya dong's. He's a doctor.”

“Akh, you are sure that his profession as a doctor

is the only reason he keeps dying?”

I'm not saying. Daniel's words are not important. At all.

I want to get out of this place immediately. Even if my feet feel this sore

I can make a compromise by walking to the side of a big road to find a taxi

there, maybe I can avoid this jerk. However, I'm too

tired of walking again. The effect yesterday afternoon was too much sightseeing and

last night was too extreme to do a new style with Reinard in bed

makes me stay in this place a little longer, despite the consequences

we have to be with Daniel.

“Dan, you're so far the same as me. I eneg see the face of lo.”

I said in the end. I can't cover my feelings for her.

It's good that he was offended by my words, at least he could soon

go awayl.

“Jul….Jul..lo is convinced that your husband's life is straight

aja?”

“Remain....!”.

“Lo sure she does not love each other other women besides lo?”

I raised my eyebrows, and prepared to invite him to a fight

mouthparts. But baby, the taxi I had been waiting for suddenly came. At one

I was grateful to avoid Daniel, but on the other hand I was upset

because I haven't done the calculations with him.

*****

The next morning, I did not find my husband at home

morning wake. I sighed softly, even though he often did this

but I'm always not used to it. It felt so empty when morning came, and

there is no figure in every corner of the house. Especially when facing the table

we often told him a few things while enjoying breakfast, however

every time he doesn't exist like this my heart feels lonely.

My umpteenth phone has not been answered by

Reinards. Maybe he was too busy to pick up the phone.

Maybe he had no breakfast yet. Then came my intention to make it

breakfast and drive him to the hospital.

Although my food is not really good, I

sure if everything is made with love, the result will also surely be

good. I laughed to myself while making fried chicken rice and fried shrimp

flour. Imagine my husband enjoying his breakfast voraciously while continuing

continuously praising me.

Tires that rub against the floor make a noise

squeaked as I turned my car towards the parking lot in the basement. Subsequent to

tidying up my makeup and picking up my lunchbox in the back seat, I immediately

get out of the car and walk to the elevator.

Normally, if morning Reinard would be on duty at the polyclinic.

So, instead of going to his room, I rushed straight into the polyclinic

heart on the third floor. A couple of nurses who ran into me, and

knowing that I was the wife of Reinard smiled and greeted me with

well-mannered. Even if they're behind me, they'll talk about me. Ordinary thing

for me, let alone my status as the wife of one of the doctors I loved

almost all hospital staff.

There is one thing I hate most when I visit

to this hospital is to meet someone.

 Vienna!

I wonder why this early he was in front

cardiac polyclinic. Maybe he was assisting my husband. To my knowledge, he can

doing anything other than following where my husband went, being an assistant

other doctors may.

“Win...!” Call me. This morning I did not want to start

a truce with him.

“Reinard where?” ask when we're dealing.

Vienna looked at me with a crinkled glabella.

“Kok ask me anyway ibuuuk?” the sentence is already

sounds annoying in my ears. I'm not as old as he thinks.

“Well isn't doctor Reinard on leave from yesterday?” it still is

looking at me not blinking.

“Cuti?!”

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