Clandestine

Clandestine
Tanpamu Day



“Gimana


Rin, my husband has gone ‘right?” I asked behind the phone that afternoon. Already


a few hours I waited for news from Rini whether Reinard was still waiting for me at


office or not.


I


hearing Rini sigh.


“Udah


mba. There is an operation he said.” Sahut later.


I


let out a sigh of relief.


“Mbak!


What's the problem anyway?” ask Rini later. “Mas Reinard who is usually on and


no blame, it was a mess.”


I


not answering immediately. I put my step to the window. My eyes glare


far away, on the expanse of Jakarta that still looks so busy


even though I saw it from a height. Down there are a few streets


looks stuck. I can imagine how stuck in traffic in the middle of the day


like this in the condition of being chased by work deadlines.


“Custom


lah Rin's. Husband wife.” Sahutku.


“Iyadeeeh


mbak, but pity your real husband mbak Julia earlier.”


I


just a smile that Rini couldn't read.


“Mbak


Julia really doesn't work today?”


“Why


indeed?”


“Craftsmanship


many mbak.”


I


rubbing face. Realize if household problems do not need to be made


work time went awry, and I wasn't supposed to bring my problems either


it's on the job. I have clients, they trust me and of course not


care about my life. So why am I still here now?


“Jude


Rin, I'm leaving in half an hour.” I said. “Oh yes, please buy’in


I blanket the same pillow yes.” An idea suddenly came to my mind.


“Create


what's mbak?”


“Maybe


for the next few days I'm going to sleep in Rin's office. Overtime.” My pretext


before hanging up.


*****


Good luck


I always put a change of clothes in my car, so I don't have to


hard work just to buy clothes to the office. I am indeed


deliberately put some sheets of clothes and shoes in the car because often overtime


and suddenly out of town. So instead of going home, I'd rather keep


some of my daily needs are there. I can't believe that all of that is useful, too


when I have a problem with my husband like this.


Before


at the office, I stopped by a cafe to buy coffee. My concentration in


it takes today, considering last night I couldn't sleep well either.


It turned out that sleeping without Reinard beside me was really not exciting.


My heart aches every time I see the pillow next to me empty. Thinking what


he did without me.


“Thanks


mbak..” I received my coffee cups at the waiters. Then walk towards


automaker.


Weathers


this afternoon was so hot, I walked in a hurry to get to the car.


but when I had just opened my white civic door, the sound of someone holding me back.


“Excuse me..”.


I


look over. I found a man walking towards me. The man's face


stranger, and I think it's the first time I've met him. It's high, though,


in the style of casual clothing. Just wearing an ash t-shirt with blue jeans


belel.


“Iya.”


I stopped the intention of getting into the car.


“Sorry,


does this stuff have you?” he showed me a brown leather wallet


and it's mine.


“Sebentar.”


I opened my totebag. Although I'm sure it's mine, I need to


take it out again if it's not in my bag.


“Iya.


It's got me.” My heart later when my wallet was completely absent


in bag.


Men


it smiled, pasting his dimples.


“Tadi


I found it near the cashier table.” Said. “And sorry, I'm presumptuous to open it.


Because want to make sure that you really are the owner.”


I


smile, then accept the wallet.


“Thanks


yes mas.” I said.


“Sama-sama...”


I


then excuse me to continue the journey, while the mas-mas dimpled


it went back into the cafe. I don't know what he's doing.


****


I


intending to finish my work on time when suddenly


Rosa, who doesn't usually come to my office, appears with her beautiful face


kinked.


“You


why here?” I got up from the chair, looking at my sister who was still standing in the


front door. “Tumben really..”.


Girl


“Why?”


manya curious.


Nothm


answering my question, she cried even louder. Come on, what else


this one? Whether my household problems were not enough until the presence of Rosa also


crying hugged me like this.


“Then


you don't answer, you don't consider yourself possessed anymore. Hurti!” my hardik.


Rosa


raised face. Slowly the pressure began to decrease.


“Papas


nasty to know enggak.” He started telling stories. Stomping his feet with


annoyed when calling the word ‘pap’.


“Sit.”


I pulled his wrist to follow me. We sat down side by side, and Rosa


still sobbing small.


Before


I started a confiding session between the sisters this afternoon, I called Rini first


I used to bring two cans of soda and snacks to my desk. Tak


a long time ago, the woman with heel’s ten centimeters came carrying the tray


it contains food and drink I ordered.


“News


now Ros.” My love when Rini left the room. “There's anything between


you're the same papa.”


Rosa


wiping the tears on her cheeks with the back of her hand. I held back amusedly looking


my sister's behavior is similar to a child like this.


“Sunday


in front of my friends want to go to Singapore mbak.” He started his story. “See concerts


Exo.”


“Terus?”


I frowned.


“Same


papa can't.” Rosa looked upset again. “Which are all my friends


again.”


I


biting lips restrains laughter. So just because of a concert to make


Rosa was so upset with papa and came to my office, even though the distance was home


the office is far away.


“Emang


who's going to go? Any friends?” my many.


Rosa


nodding slowly. “We are making a girlfriend.”


I


I threw my body on the couch.


“Yes


it is clear that Ros cannot. You know papa, right? Yes, until your monkey


can go. Papa would prefer you angratin than ngijinin you go.”


“Lha


how do dong mbak.” Rosa shook my hand. “I want to go.


Want, want, really want.”


“See


on youtube, what is the difference?” godaku's.


Girl


it's rolling a lazy eyeball. “Please on mbaaaaak!” upset mouth.


I


laughingly.


“Stays


the hell leaving?”


“Sunday


front.”


“Judah, ,


sister temenin.” I don't think taking Rosa to Singapore is a bad idea. I could


shopping around there. Let's not strap.


“Totally?”


Rosa jumped. His originally pitch-black face turned sparkling.


“Yes


the time of lying. Also download, want main.”


“Makasiihi


mbak!” Rosa exited until she hugged me tightly.


“Eh.


tau pengaaap!” seruku while menocba released a hug Rosa so tightly.


Girl


it let go of her embrace and kissed me many times.


“Jijut


you're Ros!” my peek.


“Oh


yes, ajakin mas Reinard also yes don't forget!” rosa said later.


“Why


take her?” sahutku upset. “Negak akh.”


“Lah!”


Rosa gawking. “Tumben ngajakin mas Reinard, “


“Dia


busy.” I said looking for an excuse, but basically being lazy because I was


marahan.


Rosa


clucked. “Yakin nih mbak, I'm the same Verrel you know. Want to be a mosquito repellent?’


I


I shook my hand the sign didn't care.


“Neither..


aja. I have my own schedule!” my sahut sure goes hand in hand with


my phone's embroidered.


Ak


get up to my desk, and pick up the phone that had been quiet on the table since.


A foreign number was dancing on the screen.


“Halo...”.


gently sweep.


“………”


“What?!!”


I


jumped out of my place.