Clandestine

Akh, I'm Bored!

“Mbak, don't go on the road?”

asked Rosa when she saw that I was just rolling around in bed ever since

until recently. I'm so tired of my life today, which Reinard hasn't been able to contact

again since I landed. Makes my already bad mood even more

ill-favoured.

I closed the fashion magazine

I read and looked up, looking at Rosa who had changed clothes and smelled fragrant.

“Well, are you going out yet? Grub

not tired?”

“Not. It's called vacation

there can't be a chance to fall asleep like a mop don't use it.” Moments

calling ‘pel fabric enggakus’ somehow Rosa looked at me fully

jeers.

I'm clucking bitterly.

“dozen deh ngeledekin mbak!” I got up from my position then

take water over the nightstand. While drinking I stared out the window

the hotel. The weather was so sunny this afternoon, the atmosphere was so good if you could

go out and enjoy the atmosphere. But unfortunately there was no Reinard and

I'm sure things won't be interesting. If you go with Rosa and

friends especially. I must have been similar to the accompanying mothers

children walk.

“Besok ajalah Ros the same way

your temen. Today it was just me?” I put the water bottle

my minerals are on the table.

“Yaaaah can't dong mbak.

Tomorrow is busy all day. Early in the morning I had to come

EXO fan meeting event. Can't ah! I don't want to, my schedule is a mess

because of Nurutin by Julia!” Rosa grabbed her sling bag.

I'm thieving. “Ya is

it's up to you!” I said in the end. You know, I never used to

I volunteered to accompany him. People say, never make

decisions when your heart is disappointed.

“Not really coming? Wanted

shopping nih.”

“Now!” I gave you the code

with my hand to get Rosa to leave immediately.

“Judah. See you mbak Julia's

super not fun!” rosa said as she walked away. Not long ago

then, I heard him close the door.

After Rosa left, the atmosphere

back to being quiet. I lay on my stomach in bed with a sigh

bored. Many times I took my phone, to check the notification of messages from

Reinard who entered—perhaps—but nil. My husband must have been too busy

until he forgot his wife who is now in a join mode in the country

people.

“Akh..

look!” I nodded and then got out of bed. I've been pulling my suitcase since

he had not moved from his place. I haven't tidied up at all

my suitcase. I haven't even opened it at all. Finally, after almost two

jam, then I have the intention to execute the contents.

The first thing I did was

take my toiletries and get into the bathroom. Inside

jazucci I tried to get myself into a bath while twisting some

a classic song that might change my mood. After a long soak, I finally

give up and get out. Change clothes, and I continue to dress as beautiful as possible

in all probability. Wh why? I don't know, I suddenly had a desire to get out of

chamber. The hunger was beating my stomach, and I thought I needed to wash my eyes, too.

Who knows if I'll find something to buy and I'll let my husband

beloved later.

I left the hotel room

when the evening begins to rise on the horizon. The first place I went was

restaurant not far from the hotel. I enjoyed my dinner there with

enjoy while opening the job.

After eating, I

proceed to one of the malls located not far from the hotel. No

I want to take public transportation, I prefer to walk. Well-deserved, let

healthful. Besides, I don't feel awkward here moving from one place

to other places is just a walk, because many people are also

like me. Spend time with a walk.

Shopping is a thing

the most effective way to get rid of badmood. The proof, just got in one

boutique, I've laper eyes. Not waiting long, I immediately entered

a lot of clothes in my basket. Buy this it's, even I found

some funny lingerie that I will definitely wear in front of my husband later.

When I am busy choosing

some shoes, my phone suddenly screamed loudly. A call from Rosa.

“Mbak where?” ask Rosa when

I just put my phone on my earlobe.

“Mall.” My sahut. “Indeed

why?”

“Pantes no searchin.”

“You've come home?”

“Udah hell...”

“Yaudah, sleep immediately.”

“Males ah's. Kayak chicks clock

segini sleep.”

“Mbak buy what the hell?!”

“lagi Shopping's. What the hell?”

“I went there?”

“Now?”

“No, next year!”

I'm clucking bitterly.

“Yaudah hunt here. Julia Maiden

wait.”

“OK!”

I'll put it back in immediately

my phone went into the bag, before it finally went to the cashier. To pay

my stuff's this mess.

*****

I folded both my hands on

in front of my chest, I looked at the two people who were sitting in front of me eating a burger. In spite of

I've put on the most jutek face, they don't seem to care.

It may be true if for people who are mutually kasmaran, the world indeed.

it belongs to both of them. Others numpang—like me.

Rosa finally caught up with me.

But I thought he was alone, but he was with his guy

all I know is named Arya. He introduced himself to me. Now, I

even stuck like a piggy goat in a fast food restaurant, looking

how friendly they both feed each other and wipe the remaining food crumbs

to each other.

“Mbak Julia don't eat?” Aryans

looking towards me. His gaze stopped on my burger which was still not

untouchable.

“Mbak was full, it was already

say just ate.” sahutku. Instead of taking a burger, I did

take my cola glass and sip it.

“Ooh...” That's all it says

Arya before finally returning to a casual conversation with Rosa.

“You've dated how many

long?” tanyaku later.

Arya and Rosa looked over.

“Six months.” Theirs

unison. So compact.

I was breathing out.

“Why did you choose Rosa? She's not pretty, her voice is flat, spoiled, kayaking

small children, and—“

“Mbaaaak!” rosa protest fast. It weaves

his lips to me with annoyance. Obviously upset, he would want to look like

the perfect woman in front of her boyfriend.

I grin. “Yes is his name

love must accept what it is. Yes Ar?” I'm poking around with Arya

only the boy answered with a grin.

“If you think yes too.

Why would Reinard want to be Julia. I'm older, fierce, no dear

sister, serendipitously own—“

“Eh!” gentian I protested.

“But I love him wholeheartedly.” My firmness. “And she love died with me

kok.” I feel proud of myself.

Rosa throbbing. He sipped

his drink before finally pulling Arya's hand to stand up.

“Journey again yuk yank..”

“Lho, where are you going?” I raise

the eyebrows disagree.

“Go's streets. Males same as mbak

Julia.” Cibir Rosa then pulled her boyfriend away.

“Mbaaak first yes!” Arya's coming

limbo. He seems bad to me, but Rosa has dominated him

and take her away.

There's nothing I can do

back to the hotel at the end. Lazily I put it

my groceries carelessly then threw my body on the bed. My view

out the window, at the twinkling lights of the city. My mind floated

to Jakarta. What is my husband doing there?

He was thinking of me, like

I'm thinking about it now?

Tok.dok…

The sound of the door being knocked away

my daydream.

Tumben Rosa's back this fast.

Tok.tok…

I got out of bed with

slothful.

Tok.dok…

“ya..iya sa—“

I pulled the door, and for a second

then my eyes widened perfectly.

Oh my God, am I not wrong

see it?!

“Reinard?!”

******