Clandestine

Clandestine
Paris



Since the first


meet, I've been amazed by Marina's beauty. Woman yan is seven


years older than me it looks so graceful and charming even though it's been


have children. Especially about his expertise in processing various foods,


not only is he smart, but more than that. When I only think if


an egg can only be fried, it can even create many creations


from that food.


That woman


so happy to see me and Reinard at the airport. He hugged me


and Reinard took turns then threw many questions at Reinard who


of course related to me ‘is Julia comfortable on the plane?’ or ‘whether


Julia eats well on the plane?’ and many more questions that can not


i recall.


“We are enough


sleep and Julia are quite comfortable on the plane.” Reinard's law took over


Lily— Marina's little daughter who was just three years old from the hands of David, husband


The marina. A second later, I saw Reinard had kissed Lily's smudge cheek


lovingly. It seems that Reinard is indeed a very gentle father


if that's so.


“Thankful...”.


“You know,


that your brother has been so restless ever since waiting for you. Even we've been


been here more than an hour.” Papar David was accompanied by his speech.


Me and Reinard


laughingly. “Quiet, we will not stray.” Reinard throws his glances at


Marina—mockingly.


“Not that


I mean.” Marina's annoyed murmur that immediately got a warm embrace from the


Reinard.“I just don't want you waiting for us. Would pity if


long way to come, tired continue still waiting for the invitation.”


“Kan is still there


taxi.” Cecar Reinard later.


“Yes, you think


what do I have?!”


And debate


it ended when David said“Have it, let's go home soon because of me


hungry.”


 We walked away from the airport.


Because of spring, the city of Paris is so beautiful. Flowers are blooming with


the beauty and warm sunlight spread to all corners of the city.


I will not regret coming to this city and leaving behind a pile


cold work on my desk, because everything paid off with what


which I enjoy now.


Like what


mastered, Marina really entertained us with a super delicious dish.


One of the most famous hotels in the city loves Marina and


the woman was forced to resign when she married and even had children. Consequently


David who works as a police officer also gave up and allowed


Marina works though eventually has to sacrifice a little of her time to


guard Lily.


Reinard said


if Marina is an independent woman. It is not affected at all by


their wealth in Jakarta. Even the woman has absolutely no


one of the assets of the Saputra family is in his name. Because Marina is running,


when he was able to make money from his own sweat, he did not want to


take anything from his parents.


“Kalian


take a leave of absence how many days?” Marina asked me after we had dinner. Our


busy washing the dishes, Reinard and David are seen sitting back in


the front balcony playing with Lily.


“Perhaps around


two to three days.” I answered receiving a clean plate from Marina's hand


dried it.


“Thankful.


you can have your honeymoon here. Paris is the city of Julia, the love of her,


I'm sure your arrival here this time wasn't in vain. Enjoy this spring


with the man you love.” Marina turned towards Reinard.


I smiled


cryptically. To be honest, if I could, I would like to enjoy all of this. Make it


the most special honeymoon, carve out our relationship with something very special


effective in Paris. However, I'm not sure. Wherever we are, I and


Reinard was just a stranger who was only destined to share a blanket


together, not sharing love.


“Are you


happy with this wedding Jul?” marina's voice made me lift my chin.


The woman was looking at me, pausing our dishwashing.


“Ya...” Nug at me.


“I'm happy to have her.” I'm not completely lying. I am indeed happy


could have had that guy.


Marina sighed


breath relief. He washed the glass he was holding.


“Despite


Reinard was so cold and stiff-looking, believe me he was someone who


warm and good Jul. Maybe you are in a stage right now


adjust, but believe me that he is a real person


love you.”


I didn't


disembowel.


“Jaga she is yes.


She's my only sister I care about the most.” Marina chuckles. “I'm still


remember when we were kids, and when our parents were just thinking about work


without thinking about their children, I lived only with Reinard. Our


share stories together, even get lonely together.”


This time I


smilingly. Although I don't know how Reinard lived his childhood


in the past, but I can imagine that he is a handsome man since childhood and


of course smart.


“Jul...” call.


Marina.


“Iya.”


“I can ask for something


same you?” Marina handed me the last plate.


“What?”


“I asked for,


whatever happens in your relationship, never leave Reinard.


He loves you Jul, although he never conveys his feelings, but I can


see it from his eyes.”


I'm speechless.


Down more precisely. Look at the glint of the plate that reflects the shadow


my face from there.


Of love?


Really that guy


******


After the event


dinner, and a long conversation outside with Marina and David,


I was finally able to get into the room to take care of the clothes


suitcase in the closet. Reinard was busy calling in the attic. Not talking


with whom, but I'm sure if he's busy calling the nurse and


talk about his patients.


Finished


putting our clothes in the closet, I changed my nightgown immediately


break down. The Indonesia-Paris trip takes hours


plus all day I haven't rested making my body a little feverish. Good luck


I didn't have jetlag, so my condition wasn't too bad.


“Away with


sleep?” suddenly Reinard was already standing on the side of the mattress. Pulling the blanket away


put his body beside me.


I tilt


my body is facing him.


“Maybe because


tired, so my body is a little bad.” My heart makes a face


Reinard.


“You're sick


Jul?” he hurriedly held my forehead.


“No, Cuma—“


“Akh, this


fever.” I haven't finished my sentence, Reinard is up


he slept and walked open the door. “Wait here, I'll find medicine first.”


He said before his body disappeared behind the door.


I sighed


breath, then rest my body on the body of the mattress. Shortly thereafter, the man


now using pajamas stripes it has come carrying a glass of water


and a medicine. At first I felt bad if Marina or David saw


I'm not feeling well, I just don't want them to worry. But I was breathing


relieved when Reinard came alone without my sister-in-law.


“Quiet, David


and Marina is asleep.” Reinard can read my mind. He surrendered


a medicine and water to me that I can finally drink once


sips. As long as I took the medicine, Reinard sat on the edge of the bed with his eyes fixed


not get away from me.


“Should have been you


this afternoon rest for a while, no need to help Marina cook.” Reinards


put the glass on the nightstand. “Kan so fever like this.”


I smile.


“I'm fine Rei.” My solute.


“I don't want to


you're sick Julia.” The man reached out his hand and slipped my hair


behind my ears and then stroking my cheeks.


I wanted to


assuming that what Reinard did to me was common, however


of course my easily baper female soul came back turbulent. I really


can't be treated this sweetly when I'm not sure about my relationship with her.


“Rei.


if we sleep?” I shifted my body and drowned my head in


cushions. Even so, my eyes still followed Reinard's walking body


around the bed and lay down beside me. The smell of his body is distinctive


it was on my nose when it was next to me. I'm biting my lips.


As great as any man in holding himself back, surely will not be strong if every


the day is treated to this kind of sight.


“She said


sleep?” Reinard tilted towards me.


What else is it


with that guy. It was like he was deliberately teasing me. His sharp eyes


as if she was skinning a inch for a inch of my body that is now sheathed


quilt.


“Emm.


suddenly I'm not sleepy.” My solute.


I heard


Reinard chuckled, but I did not dare to look back at him. Now I'm


just lying stiff like a robot with eyes fixed straight to the


ceiling.


“Oh yes...”


Suddenly I remembered something. I need some pleasantries to blur awward


these.


“What?”


Now I'm


dare to face towards him.


“Some days


then you went to Bandung?” I suddenly remembered Arian's phone at that time. As


pleasantries, though I believe that Reinard did not go to Bandung.


“Bandung?” man


it frowned.


“Iya, two days


then. When you said you wanted an operation at the hospital. Arian call me, please,


keep saying that it seems to see you in the area of Braga.” I paused


my words for laughing. “Any-odd aja yes. But clearly you exist


operation.”


Reinard smiles.


“Yes, I think Arian just misviewed people.” He muttered while tidying up the blanket


in body. “Em..


Jul?”


“What?” me


looking down, staring at my body that already looked like a lemper because the blanket was closing right


get to the neck.


Frowsty


bangeeet. You know, I don't like to wear blankets.


“Engg.


coke. Very comfortable.” My grin. “He’em..banget.”.


“Yakin Jul?”


I'm nodding.


“Yakin!”


“OK. Me too


follow.” Suddenly Reinard pulled the edge of the blanket and then used it too


to cover his body.


“Awable as well


if I hug you.” He immediately hugged me and I could only


screaming in shock when his hands were already coiled around my stomach.


“Sst.


sleep.”whispers right next to my ears.


Be honest. This time


I can't squint.


******