Clandestine

Clandestine
Me and my best friend



“So, lo


ngundang both of us here just want to tell you that you're the same husband


spend the first night in Paris so dramatically?” Reza stared at the nanar


to me, beside him Eli also looked at me with his hands folded in


chests.


I'm not lifting


my face from the document in front of me, but I succeeded


raising my shoulders.


“Yep!”


“Damn lo Jul!”


Reza stomped his feet annoyed. “lo know not what I did earlier?”


“Nggak.”


Answer me and Eli simultaneously.


“Gue is busy


show for that party. Just call and tell me to your office because there is


very important thing, I


stay with all that. I think my best friend has a problem, KDRT or


sort of. Don't know...”.Reza grunting. “Fuck you anyway.”


I chuckled


while closing my stopmap.


“Makanya lo tanya


dong used to be supposed, I had an important problem what.” I remember how half


last hour I called Reza telling her to come fast because there was something


urgent.


“Rez, already


how long do you stay with Julia?” Eli faced the man in the shirt


the blue polo.


“Yes lamalah!” sah


Reza sewot, it seems like she is really upset with me.


“If you have


long time ago, you should have known that Julia was the most excessive human being


world?”


Reza is not


he replied, he was just looking at her with wood.


“But, by the


way..gue says congratulations Jul. Finally you don't worry anymore, right


not touched by your husband?”


I chuckled


with Reza language that seems to exaggerate. I'm not that woman


really never touched a man, only for virginity issues


I can keep her until now, errat! Until Reinard asked for it


to me that night it was Paris.


“So, what


your plan is now Jul? Have kids?” Eli asked then as my laughter subsided.


“Child?” me


frowning. It's been all this time papa kept asking me to give him a grandchild.


But that's not my main wish. Instead of having children, I want to keep going


being with my husband like this. It's like dating, but with status


husband wife. Relationships like this are so much fun for me. Every morning I


will see my husband's face sleeping beside me, we say goodbye when


leave for work, send each other longing messages and meet again with debaran


the uncontrollable heart. And I think all this is more than enough.


“Don't say


you don't want to have children!” reza. “Yes july Jul.Every married person huh


want to have children loh.” The wretched man took a biscuit from


the front jar then put it in the mouth.


“Ih...” cengirku.


“Who said he didn't want to have children. I want to dong, but later. Don't


now.”


“Why not


want now?”


“Yes I haven't


ready lah.”


“Idih...lo tuh.


was old. Soon also menopause, know the taste of lo!” reza Cecar.


“Enak. Age


I'm still head three. You think I'm an eighty-year-old granny?”


Sahutku upset. “From nguber-uber I immediately have a child. Mending lo


reality show so you can be a real guy can continue to impregnate children


people!”


“Not so


a real guy, I can also make pregnant people!”


“Hah, where


proof?”


“Proof driver?”


Reza raised an eyebrow. “Ayok El!” he took Eli's hand.


“Who am I?” Eli


looking at Reza confused.


“Ya is here


the single is just lo.”


“Traditional.


I'm mending back to my ex-husband rather than having to sleep together lo.” Eli


bearded.


Me and Reza laughed


hearing Eli's words.


“So..


your life has been resolved, right Jul?” Reza asked after me and Eli


speechless.


“Already dong.”


“Then I


Me and Eli


he looked at the man without blinking.


“Where?” Ask Eli.


Reza twisting


lazy eyeball. “Yes laaah work..lo think I want to relax here continue.


this is while you're telling Julia a story? Heye.


have an apartment that I must install every month!” He folded his hands on


front chest. “Come, you're coming home from El?”


Eli shook his head.


“No ah, today I am free. Lo jalana first. I still want Julia.”


Reject Eli.


Reza lift


shoulders. “Yaudah, I go first ya mboook?” he took the key and sauntered


leave my room.


Now only


just leave me and Eli alone. I know, and I'd pretty much memorize Eli's attitude if he still was


urung left me even though Reza was leaving, it indicates if he


want to tell me something. It's just the two of us, even Reza doesn't need to


know about this.


“So, you want


what story?” I put down the pen I was holding, then looked at Eli with


intensely. Get ready with the shocking sentence that the woman will say.


Eli laughed


tasteless. “apa’an anyway lo?” he is still trying to evade.


“About Doni,


or another man?”


Eli snorted


slow down. He tidied up his seat and bit his lower lip before starting


sentences.


“Gue most


can't deny anything from lo.” Said later.


“So this


about Doni?”


Eli nodded.


I


mangosteen. As usual, Eli rarely talks about Doni


when there was Reza. Because our best friend that one hates Doni so much


eternal enemies. Erratum! Not hate, rather, he felt he did not accept it


because Doni hurt women as well as Eli. So, whenever there's a name for Doni


mentioned in our chatter, the gleaming man would definitely mock Eli habi-tall.


“So what's up


with him El?”


Eli was silent


momentary.


“We


kissing.” Mumbled slowly.


I was quite surprised, though,


but it can change the look on my face to normal. I'm not surprised if they


doing so was because their eye rays were still strongly hinting at feelings


same with each other.


“Certain what


wrong with that kiss El? Isn't it natural between men and women?”


“Ya.” Eli Sahut


fast.”But it becomes unnatural when we do it. Couple of ex


husband-wife.” Disappointed. I was not disappointed because of what.


“Because of the kiss


that's me can't sleep all night Jul.” Eli looked at. “Gue back


feel.....akh...gue hates to explain it as lo Jul.”.


“Feelings that lo


buried all this time back?”


Eli nodded


teeter.


“So what is


wrong El? Doesn't that mean it's good? You don't have to talk to people


others, and of course already know Doni better than anyone.”


“Iya I know.


But not all that simple Jul.”


I'm confused, I'm confused,


waiting for Eli to continue his sentence.


“Our family


hate each other. Do you forget if your mother Doni is like looking at *******


when I see Jul? So is my parent?” Eli scowl


his forehead. “After all, I can't go back with Doni. Whatever


that happened.”


“Then what will


lo do?” tanyaku carefully. I admit that love is not enough


when there is a past that has involved the family as it is being experienced


Eli. Although love can beat everything, I think logic


it also has to go on.


“Gue wants to escape


from here to ementara time Jul.”


“Kabur?” me


opened my eyes wide.


“Lusa may be me


departing to England.”


And my tongue is cuddled


instantaneous.


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