Choose Him Or I'm The Virgin
Episode 99's
Kim hye jin pov
I opened my eyes wide and saw a white light on the ceiling
I looked to the right and to the left but only the curtains were visible to me
I got up from my sleep and took my bag and opened the curtain to see where I was
I realized I was in the hospital
Which hospital is this?
"Miss kim hye jin" said a woman calling my name
"How are you doing? Is it feeling better?" Ask the hospital nurse
When viewed from the nurse uniform that was in front of me at this time, this is the hospital nurse uniform where cha young works
"N-nne*(i-iya)" I said nervously
"Lay down for a while, I'll call the doctor to check on you after awakening" the nurse said
"Have I fainted?" Much
"Nne* (yes) you fainted on the outside due to having a panic attack that makes you have difficulty breathing and lose control in regulating your emotions"
"Doctor, the patient on behalf of kim hye jin is awake" said the nurse when she saw the doctor walking
The doctor came up to me and checked my vital signs
"Do you still have symptoms of shortness of breath?" Ask the doctor
"No" I answered briefly
"Hurt your head?"
"No..."
"But I had pain in my eyes when I blinked and the muscles of both my cheeks felt stiff" said my complaint
"That's natural, you cried for almost an hour and in the end fainted from exhaustion and were taken to this hospital"
"Is that really what I'm going through?" Much
"It's true and a man who found you on the street took you to this hospital out of fear of something happening to you" the doctor said
"Ahh...nona kim hye jin, do you take sedatives regularly?" Ask the doctor
"I-iya" I said doubtfully
"Alright you can take the medicine at the pharmacy according to the prescription given"
"The man who took you said that the medicine was scattered and fell when you tried to stop your anxiety disorder attack"
"In case you have an anxiety attack one day, you can take the medicine"
"But I hope you don't routinely take sedatives because it will affect your brain's nervous system if consumed too long"
"Drink that sedative, if it's needed" the doctor explained to me
"Nne*(yes) thank you doctor for your explanation, but..Where is the man who helped me?" Ask me to wonder
"Emm...It seems like it wasn't long that I saw him being around here, did he already go out again because he still had his own business?" Said the doctor
I think he's gone because that uncle has his personal business
Well...
Even though I didn't have time to thank him, at least the act of him bringing me here was the right thing
But....
How can I make up for and pay for hospital treatment during my fainting? Huhuhoo.....
Does the hospital accept payment in installments?
If so, how long do I have to pay? 6 months? A year?
I went to the administration after taking a sedative prescribed by the IGD doctor
"Excuse me" I said
"I want to pay the hospital bills" I said
"Ahh...well, can you tell the patient's name of this hospital?" Ask the woman in the hospital administration
"Kim hye jin" I said
"Well wait a minute" said the woman who made me even more nervous
"Ahh.this is it" said the woman
"W-is it really expensive?" Much
"No. The patient in the name of kim hye jin has paid for his treatment at this hospital" said the administration woman with a smile
"Mwoo's?*(what?) The keel??!!" Exclamation
"Nne*(yes) you have already paid the payment and are allowed to leave the hospital if there are no complaints whatsoever" she said
"W-Do you know the name of someone who has paid off my hospital care expenses through a payment transaction?" I asked the woman
"Sorry, our system does not use names to make payment transactions" she said
"Is there anything else I can help you with?" Ask the woman
"Nothing, thank you"
"Sama-sama, hope you get well soon" said the woman in the hospital admin section
I was a little disappointed not to know who helped me
I don't know the name or even the real face of a kind person who helped me when I was dying
I couldn't thank him or return the favor to that uncle
I walked towards the hospital exit, but from a distance a man waved his hand at me and made me stop stepping
The man wore brown outer coats with white turtleneck knits while carrying a paper back and a glass of drink in his right hand
He ran towards me and smiled
"You've been sober" said the man whose face always haunts me
"How are you doing? Is your body good?" Ask again
I did not answer the question of the man before me because there was still confusion between my hallucinations or indeed reality
"Here drink, I bought hot chocolate in the brewing machine at the end of the hallway" said the man, pointing to the brewing machine at the end of the aisle
after that, he held both of my hands so I could hold the waterproof cardboard glass that was already filled with hot chocolate
The touch of his hand seemed so real to me, was my hallucination getting worse? Am I experiencing acute schizophrenia??
"Do you feel dizzy?"
"Why are you quiet? Do you still feel complaints about your body?"
"Or is your body fever? Your face flushed?" His question was so hunting and now he touched my forehead with his big, warm palm
I was surprised to drop a waterproof cardboard glass filled with hot chocolate and hit my feet
"Arrgghh...hot-hot!!" I screamed while jumping due to the heat caused by the hot liquid touching my back
"Gwaenchana?!* (are you okay?)" He panicked and immediately took the handkerchief in his pocket and bowed before me to dry the rest of the hot chocolate on my feet
"You have to be careful. Otherwise, your feet will cause burn scars" he said, rubbing my feet gently
"Heah.thank goodness your feet are only flushed and not badly hurt"
"Ahh..wait a minute" he said while looking around.
"Chogiyo!*(excuse me!)" He waved to one of the janitors
The cleaning lady approached us
"Ahh..I'm sorry, can you clean this floor? My hot chocolate spilled, I was afraid someone else would step on it and slip" the man told the hospital cleaning lady
I, confused by not being able to tell the difference between fantasy and reality, now ran back to see the doctor or IGD nurse who had been handling me, intending to tell her that I still had complaints
"Seonsengnim!*(doctor's mother!)"
"The Seonsengnim!!!!" I shouted at the IGD doctor
"Kim hye jin-ssi?" greet the doctor with concern because I ran up to him
"What's wrong? Why are you running like this?" Ask the doctor
"Seonsengnim*(doctor's mother) I think, I'm still not well, I still have hallucinations even worse" I explained to the doctor
"Eeh really??!" Exclaim the doctor
"W-what do you mean by a complaint worse than a hallucination? Did you hear voices?" Ask the doctor
"N-nne*(i-iya) I heard a voice, it was very similar to someone whose face always haunted me" I panicked
"Alright kim hye jin take a breath...."
"Then blow.."
"Stay calm, Kim hye jin, you are safe here, there is nothing you need to fear" the doctor said
"Nurse eun suk!" Call igd doctor
"Nne Seonsengnim*(yes to the doctor)" answered the IGD nurse
"Please bring Miss kim hye jin to bed and immediately prepare a sedative injection so that he does not get excessive anxiety attacks again" the doctor told the nurse on guard
The man came to me after I finished talking to the doctor and the nurse
"Seonsengnim*(mother doctor) what happened to her? Did his anxiety disorder attack recur?" Ask the man and make the doctors and nurses stop stepping
"Aahh.nona kim felt a complaint again, but I will act soon, you don't have to worry about master seo jin" said the doctor and suddenly surprised me
"Cha-chakamanyo*(tu-wait first)" I said to hold the doctor and nurse
"Seonsengnim*(doctor's mother), what did you say?" I asked the doctor
"I'll give you a sedative injection, Miss Kim" the doctor said
"Bu-not that, I mean...."
"Who did you call that guy?" Ask me for wonder
The doctor and the nurse looked at me confused and looked at each other
"Master park seo jin"
"He's the man who helped you and the man who took you to this hospital" the doctor said
I was stunned when the doctor explained it to me
Nurse Eun suk asked me to walk towards the bed but I did not step on my legs at all
It was as if the wiring of my brain connection with my response to the current events was a bit too late to connect
"MWOO?!!!"((WHAT?!!") I cried out in a loud voice when I realized that this was not a hallucination, to the surprise of the doctors and IGD nurses to hear my screams
I think not only those who are surprised to hear my screams, but all the patients and health workers who are standing guard at this IGD
"P-park seo jin?!" Exclamation
"So.. I'm not hallucinating?" I asked with my eyes almost out
"Do you mean someone who keeps haunting you is the face of master park seo jin?" Ask the doctor to look after it
"S-seonsengnim*(doctor's mother).." I complained.
"Mianhae*(sorry) kim hye jin, has made you confused and can not distinguish between reality or hallucinations because of me" said seo jin while looking at me
I was only silent for a few minutes, then removed my shoulder from the grasp of the nurse eun suk who was about to take me to bed
I ran out of the hospital leaving those who were still staring at me
"Kim hye jin!"
"Hye jin-aa" called seo jin a few times but I didn't make the call
Until a hand pulls my arm and makes me turn around
"Kim hye jin wait! Haah..haah.." said seo jin who managed to chase after me.
"Wae's?*(why?)" I asked while pulling my hand held by seo jin
"Why did you come here hhuh?!" Shouted
"What are you doing here?" I asked with an annoyed expression at the man before me
"That's...."
"There's something I want to talk to you about kim hye jin" said seo jin seriously after he managed to manage his wheezing breath due to fatigue running after me
"There is nothing to talk about anymore park seo jin" said ketus
"Of course there is, I need to explain a few things to you" said seo jin
"Cihh...What other explanation should I hear from you?? I don't need any more explanation coming out of your mouth" I said cynically
"I still have a promise, I have to keep my promise to you, kim hye jin" said seo jin
"Promise??" Ask me for wonder
"what do you mean by promise?" ask me again
"You don't have any more promises against me, park seo jin" I said
"Have you forgotten our contract?" Seo jin asked
"After you help me, I'll give you my money and property" said seo jin who made me even more angry
I try to regulate my emotions by taking a deep breath and exhaling it
"Huh..."
"Are you stupid??!"
"Are you pretending to be an idiot?" Much
"You don't have any more promises against me after you renege on one of your promises to me" I said
"Hye jin-aa I can denounce...."
"Stop the seo jin park!" Shouted
"I don't want to listen to any more explanations after you dumped me into that horrible place"
"You don't have to fulfill your promise in the contract letter we made in your reading room"
"Our contract is over and you're the one who made a mistake in that contract"
"You can no longer change or continue the deal we made"
"There's no more reason you want to talk to me"
"And I don't want to have a relationship at all or know you again"
"You are a stranger and a person I would never want to meet even if I was dying or even in death or reincarnation" I said to seo jin while shouting like a crazy girl until some pedestrians noticed me and seo jin
"I'm sorry to you after what I did to you, hye jin" said seo jin a few minutes after I yelled at him
"Because of my cowardice and my over-watchful attitude, I can't read the situation of my father-in-law's actions and actually endanger you" said seo jin
"I know an apology alone won't be enough for you because I'm not protecting you, you're so tormented to be in there"
"Looking at you being so mad at me, you must be eager to slap or even hit me"
"Do hye jin, do it..."
"If it can make you relieved and eliminate your irritation to me" said seo jin who seemed to no longer know how to handle my angry attitude
"Even if you kneel down apologizing to me until the end of your life, I will never forgive you" I said to seo jin
"i hate you so much park seo jin"
"Hate it!"
"What did you say? Slap or hit you to get my anger relieved for what you've done that you've broken a promise to me?"
"Of course it won't be enough for me!"
"I'll be satisfied if I make you tormented slowly by skinning yourself..."
"Pulling out your nails one by one and forcibly removing your teeth and pushing you from the top of a skyscraper and seeing your body smashed to pieces"
"If you're willing to do that for me, maybe I'll forgive your mistakes for me" I said with a cynical smile
Seo Jin was silent in a thousand languages and looked at me with a surprised look and a feeling of fear
"Wae's?*(why?)" Much
"Are you surprised to hear what I said?"
"Or. You wouldn't have thought that the kim hye jin you knew would say such a horrible thing to you?" Much
"If you're looking for the kim hye jin you used to know, he's gone"
"Buried in what I call the hell of the world"
"After he gets out of there, are you going to hope that the angel-like soul of kim hye jin will come out with his body?"
"Of course not, only the devil is able to survive in such a hellish place, and continue the life of kim hye jin, filling his already empty shell" I said with a cynical look
Unfortunately after I said such a terrible thing like a psychopath in front of seo jin, my phone rang and made me rush to lift it
I saw the owner's uncle minimarket where I work part time calling me at a time like this
I think he needs employees
"Nne ahjussi*(yes..paman) kim hye jin here, how can I help you?" Sapaku kindly greeted the mini market owner's uncle by phone
"Can you help me work at the minimarket? Again my employees asked permission not to go to work because his son was sick with high fever" said the uncle of the owner of the mini market
"Mullon imnida ahjussi*(of course uncle) I can today work at your place" I said
"Well quickly come here, customers have started a lot" said the uncle of the minimarket owner
"Nne ahjussi*(yes uncle) I'll be there running as fast as lightning" I said excitedly and immediately hung up
Uhh...
I almost forgot seo jin who was silent because of my bar-bar speech
I cleared my throat and tidied up my clothes and planned to leave seo jin who was standing still
Just a few steps I walked, seo jin suddenly appeared in front of me to make me stop stepping
"Tell me how I can summon the soul of kim hye jin I know back to face me" said seo jin suddenly
"Opsoyo*(nothing) even if you call the soul of hye jin that you used to know using a ouija board, he will not appear before you" I said and shifted my body so I could pass through seo jin
"Do I need to expose you to panic attacks again so that your hidden fragile personality can emerge??!" Shouts seo jin
"I want to meet Kim hye jin who talks honestly to me without any lies"
"I wonder how broken your heart is so I can help you to reconstitute and heal the wounds in your heart"
"For that I decided to stay by your side so I could see your side is kim hye jin" said seo jin, shouting like a mad man
I looked back and looked at him cynically and left him
Seo Jin followed me from behind until I arrived in front of the minimarket where I wanted to work
"Until when do you want to follow me?!" I asked seo jin after turning my body to look at him
"Until you want to have four eyes with me somewhere" replied seo jin
"Go! Don't bother me who wants to work" I told seo jin
"You want to work?" Ask seo jin again
"Aren't you going to change your smelly clothes before you go to work?" Seo jin asked
"What did you say?!" Exclamation
"Basic is not polite" I said grumbling while sniffing my clothes which were indeed smelled unpleasant aroma because yesterday I sweat a lot
"Just say? Your clothes give off an unpleasant smell. I can see it from your facial expression" said seo jin
I threw my face away and turned my body around, ignoring seo jin
"Kim hye jin, change your clothes. I've brought your clothes here" said seo jin while shaking the paper bag he carried with him since
"Shireo!*(ogah!)" My words are short
"I don't want to have any more relationship with you and don't want to accept any more gifts from you" I said
"Yes!!*(hey!!) I'm warning you"
"If you follow me again, I will report you to the police as a stalker" I told seo jin warning him
"Take it again the police won't believe you and arrest me as a stalker for following you" said seo jin casually.
"See..how could you possibly have such confidence and be sure that the police would not arrest you as a stalker for following me?" Much
"You've violated someone's right to privacy, I'll make sure you deal with the police"
"Or don't you. You tried to bribe them with your money so they didn't dare to arrest you?"
"Wahh, it really sucks that rich people model like you" I said accusing seo jin.
"Kim hye jin, I didn't bribe a police officer like you said before"
"Not all officers are as bad as you said they were, there are still many police officers who are being honest and kind to help you"
"I don't dare bribe the police either"
"there's a reason why they couldn't possibly arrest me on charges of stalking you" said seo jin
"Reason??" Ask me for wonder
"What is the reason why you won't be able to become a stalker because you've been following me around like this?" Ask me to wonder
"I really don't want to tell you this, but.if I don't tell you, you will misunderstand me and hate me even more" said seo jin.
"They couldn't have caught me, because I was the one who paid your bail so you could get out of jail this morning, in other words I'm your guardian and you're under my watch" seo Jin said and surprised me with what he said
"Mwarago?!*(what did you say?!)" Much
"Do you think you got out of jail this morning with the help of the club's manager that night who handed evidence to the police?" Asked seo jin who was trying to guess my way of thinking
"No kim hye jin!" seo jin said
"The manager club that night did nothing to you, he prefers his job rather than having to hand over evidence to set you free" said seo jin
"You weren't important in the eyes of the club manager that night, he preferred to defend his vip guests even though his guests were being disrespectful and rude to him, compared to having to defend you in front of a police officer"
"Even if you did good to the club manager that night for defending himself from the vip-guest's rude attitude towards him, he wouldn't thank you"
"He no longer has a little heart to defend you in solidarity with a fellow woman who is a victim of sexual abuse, because she is already a slave to money"
"I myself went to the club that night and bribed someone who worked there to give me a cctv recording of the vip living room where you were harassed, where the evidence of the tape is clearly visible he was kissing...." said seo jin disconnected while massaging his forehead using his fingers
"Haaahh....do you not think before making a decision hhuh??!" Shouts seo jin
"How can a nightclub be your part-time workplace?!"
"Is there no other place where your team works??" Said seo jin who was emotional to me
"You can just take a variety of part-time jobs, such as in minimarkets, restaurants, cafes, even to convenience stores to be clowns wearing animal costumes while dancing agilely until you are exhausted"
"you can take all that part-time job hye jin!"
"But the night club??"
"Waahhh...how could you turn there after dinner with instant noodles at the minimarket?"
"You should head straight to the sauna after the minimarket, but I don't know what demon possessed you that made you turn and work part-time there"
"Are you happy hhuh? Wearing very mini clothes in there while walking to deliver food and drinks with your beautiful legs?"
"Of course the perverted man was tempted by your charm, you teased him first by dressing like that" said seo jin unconsciously
"Let's just be calm, I have avenged you, Kim hye jin, after I found out the information about the curse man"
"It turns out he is just a son of the chairman of real estate sales marketing in the gangnam district"
"I thought he was the son of a minister or the president's family, it turned out that he was just a child of a fowl that I could eat whenever I wanted"
"After I found out he was just the son of an unsettling moth, I immediately called my acquaintance who works in gangnam real estate to fire his father and send his son to prison to account for his depraved deeds to you"
"I even dared to threaten the cancellation of my company's cooperation with the gangnam district real estate company to reconstruct the superior apartment of gangnam area if I did not comply with my request" said seo jin who did not realize the story at length proud of his actions
"That's the consequence if I touch someone precious to me, I will destroy it with my own two hands" said seo jin as he clenched his hands
"Wait a minute." I said suddenly after hearing the speech of seo jin at length which was like a confession to me
"How long have you been following me until you know all my activities while I'm in Seoul?"
"Is it possible.all the good things I've experienced during my stay here are your deeds?" Much
"-you mean? I don't understand" said seo jin grogi
"The minimarket waiter who suddenly became friendly then gave me a sausage, an abandoned koyo that was accidentally left behind by a middle-aged woman..."
"Sikye and boiled eggs are free from the sauna, even the buyers who appeared suddenly and then bought all the oranges while I was working part time wearing animal costumes?"
"Is that what you did?!" Exclamation
"K-kim hye jin, I... don't understand what you mean?" Seo jin said
"Aahh one more, so... What the customer uncle meant by that pervert guy at the club was you?" I added
"Mwo?*(what?)" Seo jin asked
"I also had a chance to think who was my uncle's sex customer who was talked about by a perverted man named ji hoon while he was in prison?"
"I thought about making my head almost explode out of curiosity"
"I should be able to guess the only person who's ever spent a night together is you" I said
"Yes ahjussi*(hey uncle) did you say a no-no to the pervert I met at the club that night?" I asked seo jin while shaking his waist
"me? N-no..."
"I didn't say anything to him" said seo jin, not wanting to confess
"Yes!!*(hey!!) Stop calling me ahjussi*(uncle)" protested seo jin
"If you don't say anything to him, why can he say and ask me to speak to my uncle's customer**** to release him from prison?" Much
"Mwo?*(what?) He spoke insolent things like that to you?!" Seo jin's voice
"Kim hye jin.I never told her that you were such a lowly woman"
"I just told him not to touch you and threatened to break his hand if he didn't confess to you" said seo jin
"Yes ahjussi*(hei.paman)" I said to seo jin
"I thank you for letting me out of there even by bribing some people" I said
"But I no longer work as a PSK woman and serve you again even though you are my first customer" I said frontal.
"Kim hye jin why do you talk like that?" The seo jin protest
"Wae's?*(why?) Didn't you ever have the intention to make me your comfort woman?"
"it was just a misunderstanding at the beginning of our meeting, hye jin." said seo jin.
"I don't think we need to discuss the past like that" said seo jin
"If you don't want to talk about the past, what is your goal all the way from Chicago to here to follow me along with having your own intentions?" Much
"There are things I want to say to you and I hope you listen to them" said seo jin asking me
"I followed you not from Chicago, but from the island of hangan.we set off together even one ship on the ferry" said seo jin
"I know my actions are wrong and have been quietly following you for the past month to see how life is going..."
"Mwoo??!*(what?!)" I cut off seo jin's words
"A-one month?!" I screamed and opened my eyes
"Wahh...ahjussi*(uncle) You are a good stalker"
"I thought it was only a few days but it turned out to be a month?!"
"I think I'm a fool for not realizing I was a stalker victim for a month"
"Kim hye jin." call seo jin.
"And my foolishness is getting worse for believing that good destiny is on my side because they come continuously"
"It turns out that behind all this is you?" I said while breathing out loud
"Kim hye jin.
"Gass!!*(young lady!)" Shouted a man suddenly cutting off seo jin's speech
I looked up and saw the owner's uncle waving to me
I immediately ran to him
"Why don't you go in right away after arriving and instead chat with your girlfriend? I guess I saw it wrong, but after taking a closer look, it turns out that it was you" said the owner of the minimarket grumbling
"A-ahjussi*(p-uncle) You're wrong! He's not my girlfriend but an *ahjussi (uncle) stalker!" I shouted at the owner's uncle minimarket
"Stalker??" Ask the uncle again
"Are you imagining young lady?"
"That handsome man can't be your stalker, it's you who will be accused of being a stalker by the police" said the owner of the convenience store uncle and actually made seo jin hold back laughter
'Heah..shit!' My heart in my heart
"Come in and help me count the items that come in" the minimarket owner's uncle ordered
I immediately followed the uncle and went inside the minimarket
"Eitss..wait a minute!" Said the uncle snapping his footsteps
"It seems I smell an unpleasant smell on the nose" said the owner's uncle minimarket while sniffing
Then his eyes fell on me
"Ahh.I just realized it.."
"Why are your clothes the same as the first time you worked here, miss?!" Excite uncle pemilk mini market
"You know, in my store cleanliness is number one here" said the owner's uncle minimarket
"Aishh..agassi*(young lady) I'm disappointed in you"
"Although your face looks pretty and your work is very nimble and meticulous, but it turns out your life is dirty"
"You are very lazy to shower and wear the same clothes for days without washing" said ketus uncle owner minimarket
"Didn't you have any more clothes?" Ask the owner of the minimarket
"I-it.." said I who was confused to answer.
"I know I'm in need of a part-time worker, but I can't accept a slob like you, miss"
"Go" said the owner's uncle minimarket while covering his nose with his thumb and index finger
"Ahjussi*(uncle) wait a minute" said seo jin suddenly approached me and the owner's uncle minimarket
"I'm here to bring my girlfriend's clothes" said seo jin smiling
"But he was angry with me, and then refused to accept the clothes I delivered to him" said seo jin concocted
"Have been a few days since he ran away from the house where we both lived and slept in the sauna"
"After I found him and intended to apologize, he scolded me and told me to leave before him"
"Yeah ahjussi!!*(hey uncle)!!" I screamed at seo jin
"Ckckck...aigoo agassi*(uh....young lady) why is your attitude so childish?" Said the owner of minimarket
"Look at your boyfriend, he must be very worried about you who's been gone for a few days"
"And you call him ahjussi*(uncle)"
"Do you have no conscience?"
"I know young souls are hard to control, but if you're fighting, it's best to make up and get back together"
"Fastly accept and change your clothes young lady if you want to work here" the uncle ordered and went into work again
I glanced my eyes cynically at seo jin
"Are you content to play with my life ahjussi?*(uncle?)" I'm cynical
"I'm not playing you, hye jin. I'm helping you and stop calling me ahjussi!*(uncle)?!" Sewot seo jin's
"Uncle is right, your clothes stink so much, I just keep holding my breath while carrying you to the hospital." said seo jin who began to insinuate me.
I immediately snatched the paper bag from the hands of seo jin which contained new clothes, however...
He actually held the paper bag to make me turn my head and I looked at him with a confused expression
"Why don't you want to let go of ahjussi?*(uncle?)" Much
"There is a price to pay agassi*(young lady)" said seo jin with a flat face
"If I help you lend me this outfit for you, after work you should be willing to follow me and talk calmly with me" said seo jin who tried to transact with me
"Are you crazy?! I don't want to hear any explanation from you" I exclaimed
"Kim hye jin please give me one more chance to clear up all these misunderstandings" seo jin told me
"Yes agassi!*(hey young lady!) Go then! Why are you still here?" Shouted the uncle
"You made my entire minimarket smell" he said again
I exhale, right now I need money for the cost of returning to Hangan Island
I was supposed to be back on the island this morning on a ferry, but due to a traffic accident and I had to be taken to the hospital for a while because my anxiety disorder relapsed, I got late on the ferry and had to wait for the next morning again
Access to the island is only available every morning and evening before the sun sets
After that, no more ships will go to Hangan island as public transportation
Unless I have enough money, I can rent a ferry and take me to the island personally
I could go back to Hangan Island in the afternoon before the sun sets, but sometimes people who ride a ferry to the island of Hangan is very full because it is in conjunction with people who want a vacation to the island of hangan plus fitting once today is Friday
Where tomorrow many offices and schools are not active on Saturday, people will book ferry tickets in the afternoon on Friday, then back again to seoul in the afternoon on Sunday from the island of hangan
If not far away to book a ferry ticket, I may not get the ticket for the afternoon cruise
Haaah...
Therefore I plan to spend another night for one day in Seoul and have to find money to continue my life here
But...
The person I didn't want to see again for the rest of my life suddenly came and saw my lame condition
I foolishly did not realize that I was being followed by him for a month
And while I was having an attack of excessive anxiety disorder, he saw my weakest side and let my subconscious mess around in front of him telling me the truth that I was hiding from anyone
It is with a heavy heart that I must say this, if not for seo jin, perhaps I would no longer exist in this world due to lack of oxygen and could not breathe anymore due to my excessive anxiety disorder.
The terrible thing about the attack of excessive anxiety disorder is that immediately the respiratory valve will close and block the patient's airway due to the stiffness of the muscles in the body
Therefore, it is very necessary sedatives for people with excessive anxiety disorder to relax the muscles in the organs of the body
Seo Jin has helped me to this day even though I spoke rudely to her, but it cannot be denied, the cause of me having a mental disorder is none other than that of her
I was forced to obey his will to talk to me and finish work later
"All right..."
"We talk after I'm done" I said slowly
"REally?!" Exclaim seo jin with face sumringah
"You must promise me first" said seo jin as he held up his little finger.
But his actions, it makes me want to insinuate him
"Just calm down, I am not your hobby of breaking promises to make others suffer" I said ketus and went to leave seo jin while taking the paper bag from his hand
This time, seo jin did not hold it back, but rather let me pull the paper bag that was pulled by me
He was stunned when I told him that and went out of nowhere
The owner's uncle allowed me to work in his shop while looking at me in amazement
"Aigoo.agassi*(jeez young lady) you look very different after wearing the clothes given by your lover" said the minimarket owner's uncle
I think seo jin bought me excessive clothing, he gave me a gray jumpsuit with a belt of round shape in the middle of the stomach to make it elegant
"My Minimarket became crowded because of your glittering appearance on my cashier table" said the owner's uncle who praised the clothes given by seo jin
After almost 6 hours I worked at uncle's minimarket, I finally finished my part-time job
After that uncle paid me for my efforts today, I came out of the minimarket and saw seo jin alone standing leaning his right foot against the wall with a sad facial expression and several sighs
But when he turned his head to the right, he saw me who had come out of the minimarket and smiled at me and then his sad facial expression disappeared instantly
"Have you finished working here?" Seo Jin asked but I didn't care and just walked
"Do you have any more business, hye jin?" Seo Jin asked again after a moment of silence and realized that I was reluctant to talk to her
Seo Jin kept walking beside me but a cyclist was speeding at high speed, I who realized it immediately dodged towards the right but actually accidentally stepped on the foot of seo jin
"Aarrgghhh!!" Exclaimed seo jin as I stepped on his left foot using my heels
"W-what did you do to me, kim hye jin?" Seo Jin asked me who had not realized that I was avoiding the crazy cyclist who was speeding on the sidewalk
"Didn't you see that crazy cyclist ahjussi?*(uncle)" I said ketus
I think seo jin is daydreaming and does not realize that there are cyclists who are speeding so that his evasive reflexes are not in on mode
After stomping her foot, I just glared while walking and did not apologize to her
Seo Jin ran with his legs limped and cursed the cyclist when he caught up with me
"Ahh shit! I hope he gets karma by falling in the gutter" he said as he walked along
"You okay kim hye jin? I think you avoid the cyclist quickly.it requires a strong effort because your heels look uncomfortable" said seo jin
"I hope you carefully wear the heels so as not to sprain and cause your joints to shift" continued seo jin
I was silent not responding to her words at all
Until I get to the cafe where my second team part works
One of the employees is still on marriage leave to this day, until this cafe needs an employee to help the cafe
Seo Jin sat in the cafe and I think he waited for me until I finished work
A few minutes later, seo jin was in front of me to order food or drinks at this cafe
I took a breath and smiled
On seo jin as a professional servant
"Good afternoon sir, how can I help you? Please do you want to order what?" I am friendly while smiling
Seo Jin looked at me with sparkling eyes and returned my smile with a knot
He pensively looked at me for a while while the queue behind him was still long
"Are you still confused to order, sir?"
"We have a special menu today. Or do you want to order a coffee recommendation for our cafe choice?" My words are friendly
"Hye jin-aa..."
"Can you forgive my mistakes and smile at me beautifully like this?" Said seo jin bouncing until my coworkers looked at me with a strange look
Instantly my smiling face disappeared and stared sinisterly at seo jin
But I smiled back and brought my face closer to seo jin instead of choosing a menu of options
"Ahh..we have coffee recommendations in this cafe, you can try coffee such as americano or mongoose imported from other countries..."
'Go away..if you intend to mess up my part-time job, brengs*k' whispered to seo jin's ear after I managed to bring my face closer to seo jin instead of choosing the recommendation menu while pointing at the menu book
Seo Jin immediately realized it and chose her order and paid the bill using her black magic card
"Well sir, we'll drop off your food, where will you sit?" I asked to be friendly again
"There" said seo jin
"Alright, please bring this order number board and place it in a visible place so that our staff can see your table number" I said smiling kindly again
My co-worker whispered to me in amazement at seo jin's black magic card
I saw seo jin walking still a little limping. I think because of an accident I stepped on his foot to cause his way like that
I delivered coffee and food that he ordered in the form of americano coffee and chocolate-flavored croissants
At first my coworkers eager to deliver the food to seo jin, but the manager called my coworkers to clean the table after making a coffee order so as not to stick
I delivered the order to the seo jin desk, he was surprised to see me and just looked at me as I put food and drinks on his desk
"Thank you, hye jin, sorry to bother you" said seo jin but as usual I did not press him
Seo Jin looked gloomy when she found out she was ignored by me, but I came back again and gave the koyo pack to her chest as quickly as possible so that no one else noticed it and looked at us
I went back to work and made another coffee order without looking at seo jin, until my part-time work hours were up
The cafe manager paid me for my hard work today
"Thank you hye jin, you work really well"
"You are so charming today thanks to your elegant clothes" said the cafe manager, smiling beautifully.
"Well, ladies, I wish I could work part-time here again"
"I'll call you if I'm in Seoul but I need a part-time job" I said
"Well, I'll let you know if I need employees in my cafe" said the cafe manager.
"Alright lady, I retreat first if there is nothing else to do" I said
"Hem.actually I want to close this cafe faster but it turns out there are still customers who are enjoying coffee in this cafe" said the cafe manager and looked at seo jin who was sitting on the sofa of this cafe
"Because he is handsome, then I let himself sit there longer and reluctant to throw him to wash my eyes see the beautiful scenery on his face" said the cafe manager to make me sigh
I quietly left the cafe manager talking to himself and was reluctant to hear it
When I came out of the cafe, it seemed like seo jin saw me passing through him from the translucent glass
He immediately ran and got out of the cafe and approached me
"Can you come with me now?" Seo jin asked
"Say ahjussi*(uncle) where do you want to go?" I asked seo jin
"I've told you repeatedly to stop calling me ahjussi*(uncle)" pinta seo jin
"Wae's?*(why?)" Ask me back
"My life and yours are almost 10 years different" I said
"You're not my friend either and I don't want to get along with you"
"As a stranger, I should have called you ahjussi*(uncle)" I said ketus and seo jin only sighed when I heard my statement
"So you just want to spend time with me here and debate how I call you?" I asked while shaking my waist
"Well get in my car that is across the road and you will know where we are, once we get there" said seo jin and headed for the car he parked on the shoulder of the road
During the trip, I was just silent and did not reply to a single word of babble seo jin
Even so, he remained persistent and continued to talk until it made me sick
"....the sea on the island of Hangan is very beautiful and the sea water is very clear. I haven't seen him in a long time." - Oceh seo jin.
"Can you stop talking? I'm sick of hearing your voice" I sniffled and closed my eyes
Seo Jin fell silent and obeyed my words, after which seo jin drove without a word coming out of his mouth
The atmosphere in the car was so quiet, that I fell asleep in the seo jin car that made me comfortable
I don't know how many hours I've been asleep, once I open my eyes, I wake up surprised and see seo jin is looking at the phone screen
"You awake?" Seo Jin asked gently after realizing I was asleep in the car
"How long have I been asleep?" Much
"I think about 2 hours ago" said seo jin casually
"Why didn't you build me, ahjussi*(uncle)?" I wonder at seo jin
"You look exhausted after a long day of work, so I let you fall asleep for a while" said seo jin
2 Hours I was asleep and you said it was just for a minute?
Park seo jin you have indeed gone crazy, what does it mean to come here actually hhuh?
"Are you feeling hungry?" Seo jin asked
"No" I answered briefly and lied to her
I'm hungry, but I don't want to be next to him for long
"But I'm hungry, we can talk over dinner" said seo jin
"Ahjussi*(uncle) talk now, I'll give you time to talk" I said lazily
"Have you forgotten your promise? You're the one who agreed to follow me anywhere to talk after you're done working"
"And I want dinner first after that I just talk to you" said seo jin who began discussing about my promise this morning
Seo Jin got out of the car and helped me open the car door so I could get out
When seo jin opened the car door for me, he reached out his hand to help me stand out from the inside
I didn't respond to his hand and stood up by myself and got out of his car
Seo Jin was still peeking at the bent position near the car door and reached out his hand even though I was out of the car
"Hurry up ahjussi*(uncle), where do you want to go? The air here is cold" I said
"Alright" said seo jin slowly and closed the car door and locked it
Seo Jin goes first and I get behind him, and vice versa, if seo jin goes slower, then I will go ahead of him and will nag him if the path is too slow.
I intentionally did not want to walk with him
When seo jin was behind me, I was about to look back wanting to say that the path was so slow but suddenly he put on his thick coats and put them on my shoulder
I stopped walking, so did seo jin. Seo Jin and I stared at each other for a while. But I soon realized it and removed the coats belonging to seo jin from my shoulder
"Ahjussi*(uncle) I don't need this. Quick walk" I said ketus while walking quickly
Seo Jin immediately picked up her fallen coats and ran after my fast path
Seo Jin took me to a 5-star hotel sky restaurant
I looked around me, but there was no other visitor besides myself and seo jin
It was as if this place had been specially rented by seo jin
Seo Jin called the waiter and told the waiter to serve the menu
"What do you want to eat, kim hye jin?" Seo jin asked
"You want to eat, and I don't" I said briefly
"Didn't you feel hungry after a long day at work?"
"No" I said, but there was a rumbling sound of alaska worms moving from my stomach until the waiter of this fancy restaurant could hear it
The embarrassed me immediately turned my face away from seo jin and covered it with my right hand
Aisshs...
Fucking stomach!
"All right I'll order this" seo jin told the waiter
"Okay sir, please wait a minute" said the waiter
After waiting for some time, the food ordered in the form of meat steak that lures my tongue has arrived and seo jin told me to eat
"Eat kim hye jin" seo jin told me
"I said I didn't want to" I said stubbornly
"Stop being stubborn, eat it! I can hear the roar of your starving belly" seo jin ordered
"I'll eat later" I said briefly
"When?" Seo jin asked
"After hearing you speak. I'll eat but not at this restaurant"
"Your statement is strange, hye jin" said seo jin
"i followed you here because I wanted to keep my promise to you. You said you wanted to talk to me, listen to you talk, but I didn't come here to eat with you and you said my statement was weird?" My words nagged at seo jin
"Sadly..What do you want to eat tonight, kim hye jin?" Park seo jin
"Instant noodles again? Or onigiri?"
"Or... sandwich bread that has been expired for one day?" Seo jin
"Yes ahjussi!*(hey uncle) I want to eat anything that has nothing to do with you. Stop mentioning my food menu" I warned him not to insinuate me
"Kim hye - jin..."
"Are you not tired of living like this?" Seo jin asked
"If I were to become your body, I would definitely feel tired because you took care of her badly"
"You think I haven't noticed you in all this time since you got to Seoul?"
"You lived a very tragic life even worse than a homeless beggar" said seo jin seriously
"You're treating your body with care"
"Efforting to save money by buying a little food is possible, but you work part-time at 2-3 places a day"
"In the morning you only eat rice or an expired sandwich, in the afternoon you only eat rice again, while at night you only eat instant noodles"
"Do you think your body's nutritional needs are met just by eating that food?" Said seo jin who kept babbling
"If you want to kill yourself, do it now, jump off a building or hang yourself"
"But don't torture your body slowly with this way of life"
"If you are afraid to die because you are afraid of being punished by a god, live normally like a person in general. don't be like a zombie or a mummy that comes back to life" said seo jin with emotion
"Ahjussi.*(uncle)." My speech
"Do you like me?" I asked suddenly after hearing seo jin babble
"N-ne?? B-busussuriya*(i-yeah? Wh-what do you mean?" Seo jin was surprised
"My body is only mine, I can freely treat my body or freely choose the life I live"
"If you're sick of the life I'm living, just close your eyes, pretend not to see and ignore me" I told seo jin
"Unless you like me, it may be very difficult to close your eyes and ignore me" I told seo jin
"W-what if I say that I like you? Are you gonna change your way of life?" Seo jin asked
"No!" My words are short
"I won't change my life like this" said I who made seo jin confused
"If you like me, I'll slap you and beat you to death and tell you to go back to Chicago to make you aware" I said
"I will never like you again ahjussi*(uncle)" I said
"Never, if you remember that I once said I liked you, forget it"
"Because my heart has changed and is not interested in you anymore" I told seo jin
"Hye jin-aa your words were like someone who had been thrown out" said seo jin
"What did you say?!" Exclamation
"You keep saying that you don't like me anymore. You're trying to emphasize that line" said seo jin
"I tell you one thing, if you feel like you've been dumped by someone, live well"
"Show that you are in good shape, not in this sad state" said seo jin
"Although you repeatedly said that you hate me, but the fact that we once lived under one roof and had a husband-and-wife relationship in a parkhyatt hotel is undeniable..."
"Yes?!*(hey?!)! Why are you talking about it again?!" I said I was upset with seo jin
"Wae's?*(why?) Are you upset if I talk about the past?"
"Didn't you first talk about our past when you first met and refuse to call my name so you decided to call me ahjussi?*(uncle)" said seo jin
"Are you taking revenge on me?" I asked seo jin
"Ani*(no)" said seo jin
"I want to talk to you about my feelings"
"I know it's just an unwanted incident, but I can't lie to you, that I can't forget the night it happened, kim hye jin" said seo jin casually
"Park seo jin!!" I cried out to him who did not heed my words so as not to discuss the past
"Wae's?*(why?) You look angry" said seo jin without guilt
"If you don't like me anymore, we should be able to talk about what happened that night casually without having to have any emotional influence on you" said seo jin who increasingly can not understand what seo jin wants to tell me
All I know is, if I get it wrong, I'll suffer the consequences myself
Seo Jin tried to dig further about my feelings towards her
"Except..."
"If you still have feelings for me even if it's just a little, I won't discuss the events of that night anymore, hye jin"
"I'd appreciate your feeling that you were too embarrassed to discuss the night of the accident we slept together at the parkhyatt hotel" said seo jin
"If you accuse me once again that I still like you, I will tear your mouth apart" I said as I stared snidely at seo jin
"Good..."
"Then I can discuss the first night of the kit..."
"I mean the incident where we spent the night together at the parkhyatt hotel" said seo jin while drinking a glass of wine.
I try to keep listening to seo jin park chatter
"You know, after we had sex like a husband and wife that night, I felt like you and I were one..."
"Not only our bodies are fused but your feelings for me"
"I became more aware of what you were feeling in the morning after we spent that exciting night" said seo jin speaking without any awkwardness at all to me
While I who heard it felt awkward and more often lowered my head and squealed slowly my head.
I wanted to stuff his mouth with a cloth so he would stop talking
"Mmm.maybe I was too rude to you that night who had never had intercourse at all with anyone else, but know it..."
"I didn't realize at first that you and my wife were two different people"
"When I tried to get inside you, it was the hardest thing I've ever done as long as I played with a lot of women in bed, but because I was too emotional that night, she said, I kept forcing her inside until it left you in shock and silent in the morning"
"after that incident, I felt like there was a magnetic hormone that kept me looking for you"
"The longing is to do the same as the night of the incident, but I want you to enjoy it too without any discomfort"
"Park seo jin.the way you talk is not much different from the perverted man out there" said I warned seo jin.
"I know this sounds perverted to you, but I just want to reveal everything I've felt all along to you when I'm talking all about you"
"I know it's not possible for that night to happen again between the two of us"
"But even though we never had intercourse again, I feel like your feelings stick with me"
"And that feeling gets stronger as we stay one roof"
"But when you left my life suddenly, I felt like there was an empty space that disappeared from my heart"
"And my instinct is to try to find something that makes my heart feel empty"
"After I realized it, what I was looking for was you, hye jin" said seo jin
"Cih..you deserve to be called ahjussi*(uncle) because of your speaking style" I said
"Alright hye jin..you are free to call me by any name.." said seo jin who had resigned.
"Has Hajung or emma told you about my whereabouts?" I suddenly wondered
"Hajung??!" Seo jin's voice
"If it was so easy to tell me where you are, I wouldn't have taken this long to find you" said seo jin
"While emma..."
"Hemm..yah, he only gave me a little clue when he started working at my company, but he didn't tell me where you were exactly, so I had to keep looking for you on my own" said seo jin while chopping up the steak in front of him
"Obviously, our problems haven't been solved yet hye jin, but you've tried to wipe myself out of your life"
"Therefore, I came here because I wanted to fill the emptiness of my heart, hye jin" seo jin told me
"So... What do you want from me park seo jin, so that your heart can be filled again and then you can remove all about me from your life?" I said straight to the core of the conversation
"Go back to Chicago, finish your studies" said seo jin seriously
"After that you can freely make your life choices, whether you want to live in Chicago or stay here"
"After you finish your studies, I promise I will never reappear before you" said seo jin
"If you go back to Chicago and finish your studies, I'll make sure your good name is clear of the slightest criminal record, so you can fix your CV when applying for a job"
"Nobody looks at you one eye when someone types in your identity number and knows your background"
"And one more thing." said seo jin while swapping my plate with a plate that looks cut into pieces steak meat.
"Run therapy treatments to treat excessive anxiety disorders that afflict you"
"I will finance him and make sure you recover from that mental illness so that you can live freely without any more tranquilizers, kim hye jin" said seo jin with a gentle gaze
'Deg!'
Instantly my chest pounded when I saw the look of seo jin eyes that I had never seen again for a long time
How'this?
I should be able to arrange it
He is someone else's husband at the moment, you can't like him kim hye jin even though you and him have a hard past to explain
Should I reject it or accept the offer?
I kept thinking about determining my answer
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hello guys
meet again with hyung
happy new year 2022 🥳🥳
may in this year you always be given health, and success and desire are expected to be realized this year, AMIN!!
how are these 2 episodes?
does the arrival of seo jin bring pleasure or even doom to hye jin?
about hye jin will accept no offer from uncle seo jin this??
curious right??
stay tuned and wait for the next episode bye!!
