
He had to act like this so I could hate him and get away from him
But I was terrified when he started to unbutton my shirt and now hajung can see my underwear
He started making me very uncomfortable as he started kissing my sensitive areas and now I started shaking
Hajung stopped doing that, I think he realized my body was starting to get scared
Hajung came back******* my lips but this time by gripping my neck so hard that it makes it difficult to breathe
Unknowingly I started to shed tears as Hajung tried hard to make me hate him
Hajung began to look at me as he noticed my lips were trembling in fear and saw my face that had been flushed red from lack of oxygen and shed tears
Hajung stopped********my lips and pulled my hand rough so I could get up from the position of the bed
He tidied the buttons of my shirt that had opened with a hurry and trembling hands
Hajung pushed my back violently to order me away from him after he finished buttoning my shirt
"Get out" said Hajung, throwing his face away and turning to the bottle
I stared at Hajung while trying to hold back my tears from breaking in this room
"Are you deaf? Out says!!" Shouted hajung while slamming the drink glass to the floor to make it break into pieces and broken glass exposed my temple
"Did you really not want to talk to me and choose to treat me like this?" Ask me slowly
"i've decided I want to live beside you to grow old together, but why did you change your mind when I decided?" Much
"You're the stupid girl that makes me sick, kim hye jin" Hajung said
"What's really going on with you?" Tanyaku
Hajung looked frustrated and angry, he pulled my hand violently and dragged me out of his room
"Go!" Hajung shouts
"You're bothering me to have fun"
"Have you forgotten that I am the breng*ek man?" Ask hajung
"You should still be aware of that hye jin, no man breng*ek turned into a faithful man just because of a woman like you"
"I.sung hajung"
"A bastard who was born from an affair, has rumors of lovemaking with many women, do you forget that hye jin?" Ask hajung
"Omong empty" I said
"You used to be a baj*ngan guy but this time no, you've changed" I said
"You didn't even date another woman when I ran away to Korea" I said
"Did you see it with your own eyes or did you just hear it from rumors?" Ask hajung
"I don't believe in bad rumors, but I do believe in good rumors" I said
"Cihh...is it because you like something that is fine and ignore the bad rumors that are circulating?" Ask hajung
"It.*(no) because spreading bad rumors is easier than having to spread good rumors"
"It takes many witnesses to spread good rumors but the opposite of bad rumors..."
"It only takes a few witnesses to spread bad news, because people are more interested in someone's bad news than in the good that others do"
"That's why I believe better rumors than bad rumors from someone" I told Hajung
Hajung was silent for a moment after I finished saying that sentence
Until soon a woman who looks like a comfort woman at the club tonight appeared
He accidentally saw us when he wanted to pass through the hallway of the vip room
As if his instincts to play and being able to feel the surrounding aura when he wanted to pass us were uncomfortable, he turned his body and was about to leave me and hajung
"I'll prove that the rumor that I didn't date another woman when you went to your hometown is wrong" Hajung said suddenly
Hajung ran a little to get to the club lady tonight and pulled the woman's arm so she turned her body towards him
Hajung kissed the comfort woman's lips right in front of me to prove that the good rumors I heard about her were false
Hajung kissed the comfort woman harshly and they even made out in front of me
My body only pecked at the sight of the scene happening before me
Occasionally Hajung's eyes glanced at me to see my response and he stopped kissing the comforting woman only to smile sinisterly at me and kiss her again
My eyes began to glaze over and thought this was just my hallucination
Hajung stopped kissing the comforting woman and pulled her hand and walked over to me
"That's why you're a hye jin bully" Hajung said casually
"You're a bully when I want to have fun" he said
Hajung and the comfort woman were about to enter the vip room that had been ordered by Hajung
Shortly before Hajung entered the vip room, he turned to look at me
"Ahh.do you still want to be here or..."
"You want to come inside to prove that the good rumors about me are wrong?" Ask hajung
"Maybe you can judge the rumor to be false or true if you see me making out with this woman and doing it all night" Hajung continued
"If you don't mind, you can go inside the hye jin to see how I'm doing a hot scene with this sexy woman" Hajung said, winking one eye at the woman
"N-neo*(you)..What hajung do I know?" I asked quietly for reflexes when I couldn't believe what I was seeing
"Of course, there is no other way in the world, I do it consciously and not influenced by alcohol"
"You know my tolerance for alcohol is very strong even though I drink as much as I can" Hajung said
I don't know when I realized that I started to shed tears in front of Hajung
When I realized that I was beginning to shed tears, I lowered my head while tightly holding my shoulder strap
"Go if you don't want to go inside to see me making out with this woman or you're just going to block this hallway for someone else to pass by" Hajung said
"Oh yes one more thing, I no longer care about you hye jin"
"whatever you'll do, I'm no longer interested..."
"So, good-bye" said Hajung and closed the door of the vip room with the woman.
I took a breath and let it out again trying not to cry out loud in front of this room
I turned around and intended to leave the hajung room while wiping away my fallen tears
Sometimes I sob when my nose fluid starts flowing out
And I rubbed my tears that had not stopped flowing with my hands
As I walked, I accidentally bumped into the shoulder of someone I didn't know
I just bowed my head a sign I was apologizing to her
"Hey lady, why are you alone?"
"Do you need company?" The words of a man in black with his pinched hair greeted me
I shook my head while bowing my head, not looking into the eyes of the man who was talking to me, after which I immediately rushed my feet to stay away from the man
"Eitts..wait a minute, miss, why are you so unfriendly to the man who greeted you?" Ask the man again while holding my shoulder with his hand
"Why do you keep your head down?"
"Are you shy or..."
"Oh my god! Are you crying? What was? Did you just break up with your boyfriend?"
"I can keep you company all night, miss"
"Can we have a drink together or want to spend a passionate night with me?"
"You can choose one or both"
"You don't have to cry anymore, do you?" Said the man who kept showering me with many questions
"N-no, please let me go" I said slowly
"What's? I didn't hear you"
"Can you speak louder?" Said the man with his big chain necklace who had touched my temple
I felt the grip of the black man in front of me getting harder and harder to hold my shoulder
"No! I said no" I tried to scream in the middle of the loud thump of music
"What do you say honey? I can't hear you"
"Should I bring my face closer to you." said the man who was getting closer to mine.
The sound of someone hitting a black stranger trying to get close to me until he fell on the floor
Some nightclub visitors who were busy dancing were surprised and shouted because they saw a small fight
"Keep your filthy hand that bren**" said a man who sounded familiar to me
"If you dare touch her even if it's just the tip of her hair, I'll break your hand!" Shouted hajung and hugged me while leading me to get out of the night club
I walked quickly and brushed off Hajung's hand as he touched my shoulder or hand
Hajung grabbed my wrist and dragged me out of the club
I tried to let go of Hajung's hand and refused to be touched by him
"Depart" I said several times to hajung but he did not push me until arriving at the edge of the lake around the night club hajung subscription
Hajung began to obey my will to release his hand
He looked at me while shaking his waist
I just lowered my head and reluctantly looked at Hajung's face
Somehow I felt disgusted by him when I recalled that he kissed just about any woman in front of me
"I'll call you a cab" said Hajung, trying to grab my hand
I realized it reflexively brushed off Hajung's hand
"Don't touch me!" I said while holding back my tears
Hajung looked at me while exhaling his breath
"Whatever you want, hye jin" said Hajung, turning his body and intending to leave me alone
I sucked back the liquid of my nose that was about to come out and turned my body, avoiding the back of the hajung
The cold wind coming from the lake blew past me making my hair fall back and making me no longer able to hold back my tears
"Hikss.hiks" several times I scrunched my chin trying to cry noiselessly.
Unexpectedly, hajung returned again and pulled my hand from behind intending to drive me to the stop where the public transportation was stopping
"GET RID OF ME!!" I shouted at Hajung while pulling my hand
"What do you really want, hye jin?!" Hajung shouted back
"Do you want to stay here all night and expect men to come and tease you again like this?" Ask hajung
"Do you care?" Much
"Just make out there with the comfort lady earlier"
"Why are you thinking about me again? It's none of your business" I said as I cried loudly and trembled
either because it was holding back the cold wind or because it was crying upset
I think hajung realized my body was shivering
"Kim hye jin neoo*.(you.)" said Hajung as he approached me and intended to wear his blazer to warm me up.
I reflexively retreated backwards as hajung almost approached me
"Stop to approach me sung hajung" I said commandingly
"I don't want to be touched by you at all" I said trembling
"Well, now you wear this blazer first" Hajung said as he thrust his chocolate blazer at me.
I threw Hajung's blazer down on the ground and refused to wear his belongings
"Kim hye jin, are you testing my patience?" Ask hajung
"What exactly do you want?" Ask hajung
"I'm the one who should ask you that!" Shouted
"Why did you do such a disgusting thing in front of me?" Much
"Have you forgotten your promise that you would be by my side?" Ask me like a kid
"Promise??" Ask hajung back
"Did you really believe what I said at the time?" Ask again
"Kim hye jin did you forget that I am a man who likes to have fun with many women?"
"Do you think I really changed because of you? Haha..."
"you are the most naive woman I have ever known" said Hajung cengengsan, reluctant to look me in the eyes
"I've always been happy to be around you because you're funny like an anj*ng"
"But I wouldn't have expected you to be able to get rid of all the things that stand in my way to success"
"You're willing to hurt yourself just for a bren**ek guy like me"
"I don't know how to thank you, so I pretended to be a man who was only loyal to you"
"I'm just using you and helping me send my uncle into prison"
"All thanks to you, but since I'm getting tired of you and sick of pretending to be a loyal good man, I'm looking for you in a way that makes it easier to meet you" hajung said with heart as if he had made the scenario
I know he didn't say that sentence in earnest but...
Seeing all the crazy things that were going on in front of my eyes, made my heart ache and believe as if they were honest words
"You should have realized hye jin when I kept arguing that I couldn't see you"
"And you should have been looking for someone better than me, instead of you coming after me and looking for me here"
"What do you expect from me?"
"Are you hoping I'll get back to your side if you catch up with me here? Haha...."
"Aigoo.aigoo you're the dumbest girl I've ever known Kim hye jin"
"Do I need to give you advice?"
"The man who fits your stubborn and pretentious nature becomes the hero of misfortune?" Ask hajung
"I think you should go to the side of seo jin, the ex-husband of my cousin, sung deok mi"
"You slept with her, didn't you?"
"Of course you already know how great the game is in bed"
"I guess if you're with park seo jin, you won't feel awkward with him when you have this relationship...."
"PLAQUE!!"
I slapped Hajung so hard that he would stop talking like that
Hajung stopped talking and looked at me who was already teary-eyed
"Can you stop talking like that?" Much
"Even though you deliberately said that so that I could hate you, you were wrong sung hajung"
"I'll never hate you but..."
"That speech really made my heart feel torn apart by you even though I knew you were just pretending" I said
"If you don't want to talk about your reasons why you stayed away from me, you don't have to go so far" I said, almost out of breath
"If your wish is far from me, I will obey your will, I will respect your decision"
"Only one thing I ask for, stop pretending to be someone else and just be yourself"
"A warm-hearted person who cares about his surroundings even though the world is cold towards you"
"If one day you miss me, then come visit me once in a while"
"I'm not going to kick you out and hate you the way you want"
"Because I know you..."
"Sung Hajung still loves me sincerely to this day"
"Although you tried to lie, but I can still tell from your reluctant eyes looking at me from earlier when talking painfully like that" I said at length
"I'll stop learning to love you when my heart starts opening for you if you ask me to be like this"
"I'm sorry for saying you're such a disgusting man"
"I said it because I still remember how you touched the comfort woman and kissed her that way" I said honestly
"Goodbye sung hajung" I said, trying to smile in front of him even though I was crying
I left Hajung alone on the edge of the lake right in front of the night club he frequented
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