Choose Him Or I'm The Virgin

Choose Him Or I'm The Virgin
Episode 105's



"you can wear Hajung clothes, he often stays here" I told seo jin while in the guest room of the apartment where I live


I don't think seo jin was surprised by what I said


It was as if he had known about my daily activities during my return to Chicago the past year


"Sorry to make you bother hye jin" said seo jin who kept saying the same sentence since arriving in the apartment


I ignored his words and continued to continue my intention of telling him the things he needed to stay at my place tonight


"If at night you feel hungry, you can make your own ramyun" I said as I opened the cupboard where food was stored


"And if you want to warm yourself up, emma has a supply of alcoholic beverages in my fridge"


"Oh yes, I think not long ago emma bought a wine that she thought was quite good"


"But I'm not sure it will be as good as the wine you keep in your basement" I said, unknowingly blabbering


"Do you drink here often?" Seo jin asked


"No, of course not.." I said reflex.


"You know, I don't really like alcoholic beverages" I said


"And.I'm sure you know the reason" said I who was not aware just chatting casually with seo jin


"Of course I remember hye jin, when you made a mess at dinner with my parents"


"I was bothered overnight by you" said seo jin


"Ahahaha.please forget it, I hope you don't remember that embarrassing incident again" I said


"But thanks to the mess you made that night, you saved a bad relationship that had been going on in my family for years" said seo jin


"And thanks to you, both my parents eventually found out that my relationship that actually happened to deok mi was not as good as they thought" continued seo jin


I stopped smiling when seo jin brought back my past while helping seo jin in his family matters


"I don't think there's anything else that needs to be explained, if you need something don't hesitate to take it yourself, because you already know where the items I've put" I said cutting seo jin


"Ahh yes.and one more thing" I said while turning the body around.


"Don't forget to pick up your leftover stuff" I said and made seo jin frown


"You can pick it up next to the fridge" I said pointing at the jacket I had hung to remind me that there were still good people helping me not to get cold when I fell asleep at the bus stop due to the influence of the mental medicine I was taking


Seo Jin was a little surprised when I found out that the jacket was his


"Thank you that you've been trying to keep your promise not to show up in front of me and keep helping me secretly like a ghost"


"Squeezed like you did when I was in seoul" I told seo jin


"How do you know hye jin?" Seo jin asked


"Even I've made sure you fall asleep really fast in public places"


"You didn't even hear a loud honking sound passing through the highway" said seo jin


"I knew the owner of the jacket was you from emma" I said honestly


Seo Jin started twisting his eyes and occasionally blinked, a sign that he was still confused about where he knew from


"Emma said the jacket was a limited edition item from a famous designer" said seo jin


"Only his vvip customers can get that special jacket"


"I don't know anything about branded clothes or anything fancy in fashion"


"And there is no doubt that the people who are able to become vvip customers of the famous designer are..."


"Of course you are" I said


Seo Jin simply fell silent as I said a long sentence to her


"Park seo jin" call me


"I don't think right now you need to do such a troublesome thing"


"You..."


"Can do your thing before you meet me"


"Even though you were still bound by a letter of agreement with me a year ago, but I don't think you need to follow me secretly with the intention of protecting me"


"I can take care of myself, especially." I said cut off.


"More hajung are by my side now" I continued


"He can take good care of me, you don't have to worry anymore even though I'm still part of your responsibility"


"I think that in less than a month's time your contract tied to mine will end"


"I'm going to graduate and after that you don't have to pay for my college anymore"


"I'm going to move out of this cozy apartment and I can work part time while applying to several companies while waiting for my diploma to come out"


"Kim hye jin you do not need to move, this apartment building I will give to.." said seo jin.


"No!" Exclamation


"I don't want this apartment building or anything from you that is luxurious" I said


"I've received a lot from you." I said.


"Hye Jin is nothing compared to what happened to you" said seo jin


"Yes I know it" I said cut


"Just..."


"I want to forget something related to you, one of which is not keeping or receiving things from you"


"You've been helping me financially all this time and I think that's more than enough to fill my life to live here"


"After I actually graduate, I'm going to reverse the excess of your money that's in my account"


"If it's calculated, I think I'm a little extravagant spending your money to meet my needs"


"That's because emma used to take me to the shopping mall almost every weekend"


"I don't think there's anything more to talk about" I said


"I'm going to do my college work and I hope you don't bother me even though I've been up all night" I said


"wait!" said seo jin who made me undo the intention to go into the room


"If I'm not mistaken, it looks like you want to tell me something when you wipe the blood on my forehead with your handkerchief" said seo jin which made me remember the silly thoughts that had crossed my mind and almost said something inappropriate to seo jin


"kim hye jin, what do you want to tell me?"


"just express how you feel right now to me"


"i'll listen to it well"


I fell silent as seo jin was rekindling it


"i know it's inappropriate for me to ask you" said seo jin


"but..."


"i'm still curious about this"


"weirdly I still feel my intuition constantly pointing at you"


"can I hope that you still have the rest of my loving feelings as you told me when I applied the wound ointment on your lips?" asked seo jin who made me realize that this is not to be conveyed honestly 


"Anio*(no)" I said firmly


"you can't expect such a thing from me" I said again


"my answer to your question about this is still the same"


"i don't have any feelings for you anymore"


"even if you're trying to catch up with me, don't ever expect me to love you like two years ago before that bad thing happened to me" 


"if you have feelings of love towards me, throw away those feelings park seo jin"


" i'm not going to choose someone like you again for me to love"


"because you are someone who is very talented to give a deep wound to my heart and takes a long time to recover it" 


"that's what I was going to tell you in the car" I told seo jin that I deliberately didn't say about my true feelings


"do you really love sung hajung?"ask seo jin to me


I was silent for a while and how I realized this, it turned out that many people around me had asked me this question, even my people hate it like sung deok mi just ask me the same thing like this


"cheek..."


"did you conspire with sung deok mi to ask me this?" much


"i need to know the truth" said seo jin


"for what? that question has nothing to do with you." I reply


"of course it's related to me, kim hye jin" said seo jin quickly


I was surprised to hear seo jin say


"park seo jin are you crazy?" ask me for wonder


"only me and Hajung know how our relationship is" I said


"this has nothing to do with you or with deok mi" I said again


"i'm not interested in a man who already has a wife" I said


"what if I say this directly to you, that I and deok mi are divorced and have no relationship with him anymore" said seo jin quickly


"have you changed your mind and would be honest with me that you still have the feeling of loving me that you still keep in the recesses of your heart ?" ask seo jin


"yeah!!(Hey!!) park seo jin!" yell at


"you must know to what extent your limits are on me!" my words warned


" i don't think there's anything to discuss with you anymore"


"you know, every time I try to have a casual conversation with you, in the end there's only hatred coming to my mind"


"like this" I said to seo jin


"can you just shut up and not have to ask me something unimportant like this?"


"your purpose here is only to stay overnight and avoid distress due to extreme weather not to introgate my heart towards you"


"i don't care at all about your love affair seo jin"


"you're divorced or not with sung deok mi, I don't care at all"


"your dealings with me are none other than just to keep each other's covenant letter we made one year ago"


"as far as this goes normally, can I ask you not to spoil the content of the agreement we have agreed to?"


"in a moment, the covenant will end and we will be strangers who do not need to know each other" 


"and I want to tell you this truthfully...."


"i'm really uncomfortable being next to you like this park seo jin" 


"now you know what my true heart is" 


"now stop this nonsense and have a good rest" I said sniffly and walked into my room while closing the door by slamming it


I breathed in the room and covered my face with both hands


kim hye jin, the only skill that remains from inside me is, I can still pretend very well


I am trying to bury this feeling deeply and there should not be a single person in this world knowing my cursed feelings


I try to divert all my restless thoughts by doing group tasks that need to be revised until unconsciously the day has changed


Time shows at 6 am


It was time for me to clean the apartment and go to college


Just now I was about to sip my coffee in the cup however, the black coffee I made to keep me awake was gone


I immediately stood up from a sitting position and intended to go to the kitchen to make another coffee sati cup so that I could get back to relieve the drowsiness


I quietly came out of the room with messy hair and opened my mouth wide due to drowsiness


"Ohhhhmmmm..."


I walked by dragging my feet and my eyes were not fully opened


I stretched my body by raising my hands to the highest height


And at that moment I just realized there was a fragrant aroma coming from the kitchen


The smell of the egg that had just been lifted from the frying pan was so tempting that it made my stomach rumble


"Morning hye - jin"


"Have you finished your work?" A man who made me open my eyes wide


"Sit down, I've prepared breakfast for you" he said again


A man in his tight shirt greeted me in the morning


"Park seo jin?" My speech


"Mworago*(what)" he said


"What do you do at dawn like this?" I asked seo jin


"Body?" He said while frowning


"I think you are wrong, it is morning and soon the sun will be high" said seo jin


"But it's still 6 in the morning, it takes another 2 hours for the sun to be high, as high as your temple" I said


Seo Jin was silent looking at me with a confused face


"Ammm.kim hye jin you're like a ghost who doesn't accept the fact that it's morning"


"Until you continue to quibble and forget that 6 am is the usual hour I wake up before doing my activities" said seo jin explained and managed to confuse me


"Are you used to wake up at 6 in the morning?" I muttered while trying to remember the habits of seo jin


"What if you join me for breakfast?" Seo jin asked


"But before that, I think you should wash your face that looks like a deadline ghost" said seo jin as he pointed at the area under his eyes to tell me that I have a creepy eye circle due to staying up late


I immediately obeyed seo jin's orders and joined him for breakfast at the dinner table and prepared to eat the dishes he had cooked


Because I was hungry too and the food she cooked was mine, so I thought there was no problem if I ate with her


During the middle of eating, accidentally both our eyes met


Seo Jin looked surprised as she was caught staring at me earlier


"Wae's?*(why?)" Much


I saw seo jin scratching his head using his left hand a sign that he was wrong


"Stop looking at me and eat the food you cook" I told seo jin


"Sorry hye jin I looked at you because there are things I want to say" said seo jin


"What do you want to say haah?" Much


"I don't want to discuss the topic we talked about last night"


"I hope you understand and are clear with your limits"


"I originally wanted to be normal when I was next to you"


"Because of the covenant letter we made one year ago, it makes me feel awkward and I always hear your words saying 'sorry' for showing your face in front of me"


"But..."


"After hearing your increasingly absurd words"


"I realize that you and I should both behave in accordance with the limits of the agreement"


"I think it's better for us not to meet each other and you're helping me like a ghost like this"


"Until the deadline has been set according to our agreement" I said at length


"I'm sorry for passing my boundaries" said seo jin


"I shouldn't be affected by my feelings all this time that I keep quiet, I should..."


"Ahh.one more thing" I said cutting seo jin


"I'm..."


"I don't care about your feelings at all"


"I don't care about your insignificant personal life in my opinion"


"So, if you harbor the feelings you've had all this time toward me, whatever it is.."


" don't tell me, just bury whatever feelings you're feeling right now deep inside your heart about me" I said


Seo Jin stared at me and I chose to ignore him and went back to eating my food


There was no more talk between us other than the sound of cutlery alone


"I'm done eating" I said, starting the conversation again


"If you want to go to the office there's no need to wake me up"


"I'll take a nap before I go to college"


"Dirty dishes please just put it there" said I who continued to babble without giving seo jin a chance to talk


I immediately rushed into the room and locked the door and laid my body on the bed


Ahhe...


It feels very comfortable to fall on this bed after a night of staying up


I don't know how many minutes passed and in the end I fell asleep before getting out of bed by jumping up in shock at the sound of someone hitting my apartment bell brutally


"Miss kim!"


"Miss kimm!!!" Shouted a man from outside trying to call me


I panicked and saw who made me wake up and jump


"Miss..."


'Czechk'


"Yes? Can I help you?" I said to a middle-aged man who was seen wearing this apartment security uniform while rubbing my left eye 


"Sorry miss kim, I made a fuss and disturbed your deep sleep" said the man in front of me


"I was just doing my job to wake you up so you wouldn't be late for college" he said, making me frown


"Oh yeah?"


"What time is this?" Much


"At 10 am, miss" replied boby miller of his identifying nameplate clinging to his right pocket


"How do you know if I have to go to college this morning?" Ask me to wonder


"If it is, this morning I met the owner of the apartment building that I respect is the master of park seo jin"


"He ordered me to wake up the apartment dwellers in the unit you're occupying Miss Kim"


"Master park seo jin says I have to wake you up no matter what happens despite having to make a noise"


"Thank God I don't have to carry a pot or a bucket and make noise for you to wake up, miss" she said with a smile


"God..."


"Hahaha.you don't have to go that far"


"You just push the doorbell and push the door of my apartment has made me wake up with how to jump out of bed" said plain


Haaah...


Park seo jin, does he have to do a little thing like this just for me?


Really troublesome


I'm late or not to go to college, it's none of his business


"Alright mr. Miller, thank you so much for your concern to me and.."


"I think I'll thank Mr. Park for giving you the message to wake me up" I said with a smile.


"No problem miss kim, have a nice day" said the man and left my apartment unit


*******


Before I went to college, I decided to go to the mobile phone service store to fix my phone that did not want to light up since yesterday, where seo jin surprised me while I was trying to find the online transportation I was trying to order through my phone right in his yard


Because of my excessive response, my phone slipped out of my hand and made the phone give seo jin lying outside the gazebo and then exposed to rain water


In the afternoon after finishing the group task percentage, I immediately went to the mobile phone service store and turned on my phone which left only a little battery bar


Lots of message notifications that go into my phone during my phone die


One of them is incoming messages from hajung that continuously enter until it reaches 99+ notif


Haaah...


Hajung has a good terror, he can even make me sore eyes because he keeps sending me the same message


"Hye jin"


"Where are you?"


"What's going on?"


"Why can't you be contacted?"


"Yyaa*(hey) is everything okay?"


"Please tell me right away if you can reach me"


"I'm going home this afternoon"


"Why is there still no news?"


"Where are you?"


"I'm going to go find you on campus"


More or less following the content of the message delivered hajung, the rest he continued to try to contact me


I was glued to the contents of a message from a woman I had just known by the name of naomi


She came to me and confessed that she was the ex-lover of Hajung and was pregnant


I forgot that today I had a promise to bring him and Hajung together to talk about their past problems


Naomi has been waiting for me at the cafe where my subscription is at 4pm and currently the time shows at 5pm


I immediately ran while calling Hajung to meet me immediately at the cafe where my subscription


"Hello hye jin, where have you been? Why is it so hard to contact you?" Hajung asked for a moment as he picked up a phone call from me


"Hajung-ssi, neo-oediga?*(where are you?)" I was spontaneous and ignored the question


"Me?"


"Of course, in front of your campus, I just arrived in Chicago after attending a meeting outside the city" Hajung said


"But you're hard to contact, did something happen to you, hye jin?" Ask hajung curiously


"My phone was damaged and died due to rain water" I said


"Because of the rain?" Ask hajung again


"Did you use your phone instead of an umbrella to get damaged?" Ask hajung jokingly


"I'll tell you what, now meet me at my cafe, ok"


"There's something important I need to talk to you about" I said seriously


"Speak about what?" Ask hajung again


"Mmm..Let me guess, did as long as I went out of town you miss me and finally realized that you loved me and decided to marry me soon?" Ask a very sad hajung


"You'll know if we meet there later" I told Hajung and then decided on his phone call


I ran a little so Naomi wouldn't wait for me much longer


Until I finally arrived in front of my cafe and I saw from the translucent glass door, naomi was sitting alone like she was waiting for someone else


The pregnant woman looked at me and her expression turned somewhat surprised when she saw me arrive with a gasp of breath


"Naomi!. haah.." call me


"I am sorry, I am late. My cellphone..."


"My phone is having problems so I forgot that today is the day we will meet again here" I explained to Naomi


"Have you been waiting for me here for a long time?" I asked naomi


"He's been waiting for you for an hour, miss" sambar chris, a barista who works at my cafe


I looked at him and my eyes were a sign not to interfere


"Sorry, I was just helping the woman to represent her talk" Chris continued when she found out that I didn't like her when she interfered


"Thank you chris for your concern for me, but I can represent myself to talk to miss hye jin" said Naomi, who is also familiar with chris


Do they chat and become new friends while naomi is waiting for my arrival


"So..."


"Where's your lover?" Ask naomi


'Kling-kling'


The sound of the doorbell of the cafe sounds indicates that someone entered this cafe


A man with a tall body had just entered the door of the cafe and was looking for someone


The man waved his hand when he had already found someone he wanted to meet


"Ahh..long life"


"just finished talking, your lover has come Miss kim" chris chirps who again interfered


I just scratched my forehead with my right index finger and raised my eyebrows while Hajung came up to me with a sinless face


"Hai hye jin" hajung said


"I'm sorry I came late because on the way to the cafe I bought this" said Hajung, taking out a bouquet of white lilies from behind his body and giving it to me


"i found a flower shop and saw white lilies being displayed there"


"Then I thought of you who were very similar to this white lily"


"Because of the goodness of your heart, you are able to make my heart as dark as the moonless sky, slowly illuminating the darkness of my heart with the light of your heart" said Hajung, who continued to say the silly words 


worse still, he considers the sentence he just said earlier is a romantic thing that can destroy the hearts of girls on this earth 


"ohh that's weird sentence" sambar chris quietly but I can still hear it


"ehem..thanks hajung over the lily but.." I said while glancing at naomi.


"i think we should start talking about the important things I want to tell you" I said as I sat opposite naomi and placed the lilies on the table


"oh yes what it is, I am also curious, hye jin" said\= hajung then looked towards naomi


"but are you sure you're gonna talk about it here?" ask hajung


"i mean there's a stranger sitting at our table" Hajung said


"strangers?" oceh naomi who does not believe in hajung


"hajung-ssi neo*(you.)" I said doubtfully.


"do you really not remember naomi?" much


hajung scrunched his forehead a sign he was trying to think


"too many names of people I remember" said Hajung casually


"try trying to remember again, don't you remember that there's a naomi in your ex-boyfriend's name sequence?" ask me again on hajung


"mmm..."


"sorry hye jin I can't remember it, after all it's the past" said Hajung


"what does this have to do with pregnant women? do you think I impregnated him?" hajung cengengesan


I exhaled for a moment as seo jin finished saying that sentence


"oh my god! has he just confessed?" sambar chris


"W-what do you mean? admit what?"asked Hajung, who immediately looked panicked when he heard chris chatter


I looked at hajung


"hye jin what does your gaze mean? don't tell me you're accusing me." said hajung cut off.


"therefore I ask you if you remember the name of the former.ania-ania*(no-no)" I said cutting hajung sentences.


"i mean do you remember all the faces of the women you've slept with?" I said straight to the point


"of course.." reply hajung while thinking.


"no" hajung continued slowly


for a moment the atmosphere of the cafe suddenly quiet


"kim hye jin I know, I have a bad past. I am a scoundrel on this earth but..."


" like I said after I met you, I never played with another woman again"


" i could have sworn in the name of God, ever since you left Chicago and returned to your hometown, I've never spent my nights with another woman in bed"


"so it will not be possible" said Hajung while staring at naomi


" after all I always wear a safety device when I do it with other women, it is to prevent something like this from happening" Hajung said while pointing at naomi's distended stomach 


"so you're saying you're refusing that I don't have your child in my stomach?" naomi asked with a look of annoyance but strange in my opinion


whether he wants to cry but can not until he vented by talking annoyed


" of course I refused, because I'm sure it's not my son" said Hajung ketus


"actually what is your intention to come here and confess to me that you are pregnant with my child?" ask hajung aggressively


"are you aiming to make my relationship with hye jin end?"


"who told you to do this?"


"hajung-sii" called me to warn Hajung not to corner naomi


"say.actually how much did you get paid by your messenger? if you dare say who told you to do this, I will pay you 2 times" Hajung said


"BRAK!"


I was surprised when Naomi hit the table with her hand so hard that it surprised me


" you really are a breng** man on the face of this earth" said Naomi with a furious look


"you know, you're too good to get a woman like this"


"if you really love her, at least you'll solve your past problems with the woman you've been sleeping with"


"if you can't solve your past, you should let go of this woman so she can live happily and not worry about her future when you're with her" Naomi said and left the cafe


I was fixated on hearing naomi's words that, like implied elements, as well as Hajung, he was also fixated on naomi's speech


some time I realized that Naomi left the cafe and found the right taxi stop in front of my cafe


"naomi wait!!" I shouted to Naomi to stop her from leaving me and Hajung because she felt she had not finished talking to him


but I failed to stop Naomi who had entered the taxi first and left in front of me


why is the way of women is very fast like not pregnant women in general.


I went back inside with a lazy walk and looked at Hajung still quietly fixated staring at an empty chair


I glanced at chris who was rubbing coffee cups using his napkin, chris said the sentence but did not make a sound and I could tell it from the movement of his mouth


chris says "all be chaos, end your relationship with that man"


I exhaled and threw my face away from chris and turned to hajung


I sat in front of Hajung and knocked on the table several times using my fingers to focus on watching me again


"it wasn't me who summoned kim hye.."


"aro.*(i know)" I said cutting off Hajung's speech


hajung was surprised to hear my words


"do you really believe me?" ask hajung


"you said that you didn't impregnate the woman, so I trust you" I said casually


" kim hye jin, I thought you would go berserk and not believe my words" Hajung said


"i never doubted your words hajung" I said


"if you tell me you're not the culprit, I believe it 100%" I said and this time it made hajung look at me with teary eyes


"stop that look of yours" I said casually


"you shouldn't have to talk rudely like that, so I can figure out what Naomi means to accuse you of that" 


"i know the woman" said Hajung suddenly


"jinjaro?*(really?!*)" I cried


"gu's illness?*(where?)" ask me again


"at my subscription vip club" Hajung said


"if I remember again, I think she is a woman who is involved in a dispute with a man who is his lover" said Hajung


"that night I felt frustrated that I couldn't find you, you disappeared like smoke without notifying me" Hajung said


"i decided to go to the club and drink alcohol for a moment so I could forget you even though I knew it was not good for me to forget you" Hajung told the story


"when I got out of the nightclub and waited for the butler bruce to pick me up, in a narrow alley right next to the night clu, I heard the voice of a woman who was screaming and begging someone to 'stop'"


"plus the voice of a man who was berating and cursing the woman violently"


"without hesitation I checked the alley and saw a man beating a woman to pieces"


"even though it was dark inside the alley, I could see the woman who felt grateful that I had come to help her"


"of course I was furious at the cowardly man's attitude who dared to beat up such a helpless woman"


" i beat the man with my own hands until he was battered, but at the moment the cowardly man was unconscious by me, the woman begged me to stop beating her because she could have died in my hands if I kept beating her brutally"


"i called the police so I could arrest that cowardly man on charges of mistreatment of a woman"


"initially the woman tried to stop me from calling the police"


"after I try to understand it again I say in my heart.."


"ahh..apparently he loves the breng**k man who has beaten him"


"that woman was so stupid, decided to be on the crazy guy's side just to get a fake happiness"


"with a stroke I said to him..."


"if you want to die, just plunge into the niagara Falls, at least your death is more honorable than you're handing your soul and body over to this useless trashy man"


"after the police arrived, the woman continued to whine and plead not to arrest the man, even though the woman's face was battered and ugly from crying, she said, I can still remember that stupid woman's face very well" Hajung said


"you're weird, why do you remember a naomi you only met for a few minutes but didn't recognize the woman you slept with?" ask me for wonder


"kim hye jin, they only need to satisfy my lust, and I do not need to remember their faces in my memory, because after I am satisfied, I will sleep until tomorrow" hajung said leisurely without conscious


I fell silent as Hajung said those words and stared intently at him


after Hajung regained consciousness with his words, he immediately covered his mouth with his right hand


"ahh.mian hye jin, I was wrong to talk to you" said Hajung


"yes!!, neo neomu naepun seki*(hey! you really are a bajin**n man)" I said


"I know my past is very dark, but..."


"Can't I have a second chance to improve my image as a playboy male?" Ask hajung


"Call aji.*(of course) you have a second chance to improve your image" I said.


"You knew before you took over as CEO like you do now?"


"You're just a spoiled snot kid who relies on your family's wealth for fun"


"But you can filter out the bad rumors and make the other people who sneer at you shut up like idiots"


"I'm sure this time we can definitely improve your other bad image in my way" I said optimistically


"Do you have a plan hye jin?" Ask hajung


"Opseo*(not yet)" I said


"Then how can you talk about fixing my image in your own way?" Ask hajung


"You know, it takes a lot of information and accuracy to make a plan" I said


"Therefore, you must start by paying attention to your environment such as your workplace, your entertainment place to your home residence"


"Where am I..."


"Let me approach Naomi in my own way, it would be better if I acted like someone who cares for my fellow women" I said


"If I'm lucky, maybe naomi will tell me who told her to accuse you of impregnating her" I said with a smile


"Kim hye jin.." call hajung.


"Neo*(you) are making me fall in love with you more and more" hajung said


"Do you want dinner at my place?" I asked to divert hajung


"Of course I want to, I haven't seen you in 3 days"


"May I stay at your house?" Ask hajung


"Of course I can" I said casually


"What if I ask you to sleep in one bed with me?" Ask hajung again


"Of course it can be hehe..."


"But don't blame me if your face is battered" I said, clenching my hands


"Well, I can sleep alone in my bed" said Hajung giving up.


******


The next day I and Hajung agreed to each find out who was the mastermind who told naomi to lie and confessed that Hajung had impregnated her


I started by visiting naomi's house in order to approach her while Hajung started looking from the people closest to her


Today I plan to find naomi's house which is on jacqueline du pre street before the start of afternoon class, I hope she is at home to do household cleaning activities


I asked some people around the street that is famous for its slums and the high crime rate around the city of Chicago


Until I finally found a bright spot that said that the person I was looking for was the partner of an iron-armed man


At first I thought the man with the iron hand was some kind of hero who was instrumental in fighting crime but...


I think it's a nickname for the antagonist, because the iron-handed man likes to fight and is famous for his fists are hard like iron


Do I have to back off


My premonition says that I will run into danger if I continue the search for naomi


But...


When some people said that the iron-armed man was in prison, I was a little relieved


At least naomi is safe and hajung's efforts succeed to protect naomi from her toxic partner when hajung is involved in the nightclub


When I saw the apartment number, I ventured to push the bell


"Yes wait" said a woman as I rang the bell of this shabby apartment unit


Naomi opened the door with a smile but when she saw me visiting her house, her smile disappeared from her face


Naomi was surly with me, she was about to close the door again but I quickly held her back


"Oh wait wait wait wait wait." I said as I stuck up the door with my feet.


"Would you like to come here?" Naomi asked half a sewot


"I don't think we finished talking yesterday" I said


"Are you going to berate me like that bajin**n guy?" Ask naomi


"Of course not, me." I said.


"I'm sorry for Hajung's actions, I represent him as his lover" I said forcedly


"You know it's so hard to handle the temperament nature that Hajung has"


"Did Hajung beat you up too?" Ask naomi


Instantly my brain caught a word that could possibly approach naomi


"Yes" I said softly as I lowered my head


"More because of yesterday's events, we had a big fight shortly after you left and I..."


"I was dragged out of the cafe by Hajung" I told a lie


At first glance I saw the expression of Naomi who felt sorry for me


'Snif.snif'


I held my nose as if some liquid was clogging my nose


"Come in and calm yourself down inside" said Naomi, who let me into her apartment


He invited me to sit down and he made a drink in the kitchen


I don't know what he did


My eyes looked around the abode of naomi and wow...


It's more seedy than my dorm


I think because this is an old building and irregular maintenance makes moss cage on the ceiling


Fuh.this is very unfit for the baby and comfort of the mother if she still lives here.


"Here drink warm yourself up" said naomi, who arrived with a cup of warm green tea


I sipped it slowly and wow...


It really tastes good


"Naomi.." call me.


"This green tea is so delicious" I said


"Thank you for praising me" said Naomi


"You know I've been to a Japanese cultural festival in Chicago lately"


"Every year I always visit the cultural festival to buy green tea sent directly from Japan"


"At least by drinking this green tea, I can feel close to my hometown" said Naomi with teary eyes


"Do you want to go back there naomi?" Much


"But I can't do it"


"You can guess what the reason is after you've seen my situation"


"Therefore, I ventured to meet Hajung, the man who had insulted me"


"Because I don't think I'll be able to support my baby if born later" said Naomi who can still lie


I know I'm sick of hearing her lies but I have to be able to hold her back.


"But what I get is humiliation" said Naomi


"I'm sorry Naomi couldn't stop Hajung from hurting you" I said


"If hajung is not responsible for your child, then let me be responsible for supporting this child" I said


"Hmm? Living this kid?" Ask naomi


I nodded to make sure Naomi trusted me more


"You don't have to do such a troublesome thing, how could you be willing to support someone else's child..."


"Other guy??" Ask me to wonder


"This baby is a hajung child, of course he is not someone else"


"I will raise him like my own son" I said


"Why don't you leave him, huh?!" Naomi


"You are young and beautiful, you can choose a man who is more powerful than having to choose a man who has impregnated another woman" said naomi, who ostensibly told me to end my relationship with Hajung


"I can't part with Hajung naomi, even though she has a bad temperament, I still love her condition like anything"


"Because of me..."


"I'm..."


'PRANG!!'


I was shocked when I heard the sound of plates breaking in the kitchen


Is that a cat that came in from the window


"Haah".troubles" muttered a man.


But..why do I also hear the voice of men? The thieves?


"Wait a minute and don't go anywhere" said naomi who looked pale when she heard the shocking voice earlier


Naomi rushed to the kitchen and at a glance I heard the voice of naomi who was like a surprised person


"Why are you here? Shouldn't you be here at night?" Naomi's whisper is vaguely talking to someone


"Stupid woman! You want me to freeze to death out there, huh?!" Shouts of a man


"Bodo with the police, I want to warm my body while lying on the sofa" he said as he walked


I can tell because I hear the sound of footsteps someone is heading here


"Wait a minute you can't go there!" Naomi yelled


"How dare you forbid me?! Release him! Did you smuggle another man?"


"I'll break his neck if I find someone other than you"


'DEGS!'


At once I felt that I was in danger


I intend to decide to leave here without saying goodbye to naomi


But I was late


"Siutt.wow" said the man, whistling.


"Are you now a bisexual naomi?" He asked the man when he saw me


"After you dare to smuggle men and impregnate you, do you intend to indulge your desires with a woman as well?"


"Stop your stupid words! I've never cheated on you and this is your son!" Shouted naomi defending drier


'BRAK!!'


the man hit the wall so hard that I closed my eyes


"Since when have you dared to yell at me hhah?!" Shout back at the man


"Did you teach him to fight me?" Asked the man and managed to see my terrified expression


"Cihh.I don't think so"


"Your face is like a hamster begging not to be killed" said the man who managed to scare me


"You know naomi, don't let anyone else come here but you..."


"It's breaking it"


"Do you want me to be arrested again by the police as an inmate who escaped from prison hhah??!" Shouted the man while slapping naomi until she fell


I was surprised to see Naomi fall while holding her stomach, when I was about to help her naomi actually hinted me to run away from here


I ran to the front door and ran away from here


When I managed to open the door, simultaneously the man's hand managed to grab my hair and force me back inside


"You think you can just run away, lady jal*ng, huh?" Said the man and managed to lock the door from inside


Missing my chance to run away from here


The man pushed me until my forehead hit the end of the table


I felt pain in my forehead and when I touched it using my finger, there was a lot of fresh blood


"You know the term pela**r will be friends with fellow pela**r?"


"In addition to the same attitude, his fate will also not be much different from his best friend"


"In other words if you're friends with a pela**r like naomi, your fate is as bad as her"


"Haha...."


"I am sorry today is both your unlucky day and the day of your death" the man said


"I won't let anyone other than naomi know of my current whereabouts"


"As you've heard, I'm a fugitive, the inmate who managed to escape from that damn prison**n"


"Because of someone, my life is miserable in prison"


"I won't stop looking for that shitty rich man*n"


"I'll take my revenge on him, torture him slowly before killing him"


"But before that, I'll take care of you first so that no eyewitnesses see me here" the man said as he pulled a penknife out of his pants pocket


"Snap Cooper, you can't touch that girl, she has nothing to do with this, she's definitely not going to tell anyone if you're here" said Naomi who had woken up from her sitting position and then meghadang the man


'Plak'


"Beyond you jal**g!!" The man shouted furiously until Naomi fell and naomi's back hit the big closet behind her


I immediately approached Naomi to see her condition


It was like he was enduring pain


And slowly I saw clear water flowing out from the lower part of naomi's body


Is this amniotic water?


"Naomi, are you ok?!" I asked with worry


"Miss Kim, you don't have to care about me, immediately find a way to get out of here" Naomi said grimacingly


"Are you crazy? I'm not leaving you with that crazy guy" I said


Not long after the sound of my phone rang from inside my bag in front of the entrance


As the crazy man and I looked at each other, I quickly ran towards the entrance to pick up my phone


But when I first headed towards my bag, suddenly a sharp object slashed at my ankle until I fell down


The man was superior to reaching for the cellphone in my bag


He stared at his glass screen as if he were thinking


Until my phone stopped ringing


'Tring'


'Tring'


I heard a message notification coming into my phone and I don't know who it was from


"Hajung sung?" Said the man


"What does it mean to be a CEO of a rose real estate owner?" Ask the crazy guy again


I tried to get up while pressing on the wound on my ankle


A cold sweat started coming out from enduring my pain and fear in the man


"Hey bit*h! What's your relationship with this guy, huh?"


"Why does he call you honey?"


"Are you guys dating?" Ask the man


"You know, this guy is the guy I've been looking for all this time"


"The man I want to separate the bones that are attached to his body"


"But I think I have a very interesting new idea than having to separate the bones from the body"


"I want him to feel like me, crazy"


"Because of him, I have to be in prison for his false charges"


"And because of her, my life was miserable like this, I had to hide from people so that I wouldn't be arrested again by the police"


"Therefore, I'll make that man's psychic the same as I feel"


"Of course by sending a picture of yourself that is no longer alive so that this man feels as if the world is collapsing and doomsday"


"Sorry, you're wrong, he's not my girlfriend"


"If I die, it has nothing to do with that man, I'm sure he can still enjoy the beauty of the world and still be able to make a crazy man like you languish in prison" I said with a sniff


Instantly the man came straight to me and grabbed my hair


"REally??!" Exclaim that crazy man


"Then should I take your life now that way I'll see how the man reacts" said the man, who began to strangle my neck


"NO COOPER STOP!!" scream naomi


"FOR GOD! DON'T YOU TOUCH MISS KIM!"


"IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS!!" Naomi yelled as she tried to get the man's hand off my neck


"Bre**you're quiet!" Reply to the man and take off my hand


Seeing that state, I immediately kicked the man's body to get away from my body


I saw Naomi who was looking at me while holding her stomach


"RUN KIM HYE JIN, RUN!!" shouted naomi who told me to ignore her and tend to tell me to save myself


When I was in front of the door, I immediately opened the key that was still attached to the keyhole


But because this is an old apartment, it is very difficult and feels hard to unlock the door that is in front of me


And this made me run out of time to make that guy called cooper pull my hair again for the umpteenth time


This time he tortured me by dragging my body on the floor and pulling it to the floor


He pulled my collar and started banging my head against the wall


Naomi just cried while calling my name


"No miss kim!"


until a loud noise came from the door and the man immediately stopped banging my head


"Kim hye jin are you okay?" ask a familiar-sounding man in my ear


I opened my eyes slowly and looked at the man who saved my life, and it turned out that he was the same person, the man who kept being next to me when I was going through something bad


is he the handler of my angel of death?


whenever I approached death, he always appeared in my last desperate moments


park Seo Jin came with two police officers and immediately ambushed the man after he forcibly broke down the door of this old apartment


seo jin held me tightly and it made me feel comfortable, and even more crazy I smiled because I was relieved to see Park seo jin's face


am I going crazy? instead of me crying, I actually smiled with a smile to make seo jin confused


"thank God you came" I said just before I fainted


******


I woke up and saw that my surroundings looked empty, there was no one else in the room but me


I was shocked when I saw the infusion in my hand start to be uprooted because of my sudden movement as I got out of bed


holding back a little pain, I pulled out the infusion attached to my arm.I pressed tightly against the area of my hand pierced by the infusion so that no more blood flowed


after I was sure no more blood was coming out of my hand, I immediately got out of bed to look for the whereabouts of naomi and the things that happened during my fainting