Choose Him Or I'm The Virgin
Episode 81
Kim Hye Jin Pov's
"Aigoo...how could you be like this, my daughter? It could be that when you help others it makes you hurt" said deok mi's mother
"Was the girl so close to you that the police called you and asked you to represent her as the guardian of the foreign girl" asked deok mi's curious mother
"Eomma.*(mother.) she is a student who received a scholarship from our foundation campus, of course I as the chairman of the foundation of the campus must be responsible for the safety of students and students who study there. They have been considered as my own foster children" I explained to deok mi's mother
"Yee...araseo* (yes..I understand) but...how could you possibly have to stay there to accompany the girl? Does he have no friends?" Ask deok mi's mother again
"Of course he has friends, only his best friend is returning to his homeland in Korea, he is very close to me. He asked me to help his best friend who lives here if he needs anything and replace him as long as he comes home."
"How could I possibly ignore the request of the girl who is one nation with us, mother? Shouldn't we help each other as fellow Koreans living in a foreign land?" I said this to deok mi's mother
In any case, deok mi's mother has never met me as the real kim hye jin. So I don't think he's going to suspect why I know emma so well, not just between a student and the foundation's chairman, rather already consider them like friends or even deok mi foster children
"You know, son, now your mother's worries have changed. I used to worry about you for fear that you would become a human being who had no conscience anymore for ignoring others and looking down on those below you"
"I understand your cold and arrogant attitude because you grew up with a hard upbringing from your father who taught that this world only contains bad people other than your own family who have good qualities and protect you from all cunning the outside world"
"You grew up to be a strong and cynical girl because you felt you had an unlimited connection of wealth and power from your father. you can even treat servants like slaves who lived in the 17th century"
"Looking at your old attitude, it makes me worry that you could be as ruthless as someone from a mafia or yakuza group"
"After you're pregnant, I'm glad you have a gentle nature like a common woman, even though you have a miscarriage in the end.you're still consistent with your good manners"
"But strangely, after I saw your attitude change into a better person, I was worried that you would be hurt by the bad guys who could hurt you out there. Like now, you almost died because you dared to confront the serial killer and save the student from the death of isshh.." said deok mi's mother with a sad face mixed with annoyance.
"Eomma* (mother) You are a sensitive person with a change in attitude from your daughter. Maybe it's because I loved me from childhood. Even though Dad taught me how to live like a monster, but you're a good woman trying to teach your daughter to be a complete human being"
"You don't have to worry about me and think I wouldn't be able to live life out there if I were a good human being. Because I believe God will always protect and accompany me wherever my feet go even though I am surrounded by evil demons around me"
"If God had given me such a long life, God would have given me help in spite of the last seconds when his servant was desperate"
"Look, the proof is that I'm still alive today and can still meet you" I said with a smile to deok mi's mother
"God sent me reinforcements through seo jin and saved me from death. That's proof that God is with good people, mother. You don't have to worry about me"
"Omo..*(ohh jeez..) My daughter not only experienced a change in her attitude, she is now transformed into a religious person. I hope I'm not dreaming" said deok mi's mother, surprised by my words
"Eomma* (mother) if you believe that people can change, then why don't you believe that hajung, my cousin is a good person?" Ask me to wonder
"Aigoo...aigo.sung deok noodles! I know you're turning into a good person, but that doesn't mean you don't have a sense of who your enemy is!" Shouted deok mi's mother
"Nne.. eomma* (yes..mom) I know hajung is my enemy, but it's because me and hajung are competing for the position of chief director in the company. but beyond that, it is, he's a good man"
"Have you ever seen Hajung commit a crime with your own eyes, or have you ever done anything disrespectful and unpleasant to you or your father?" Ask me to wonder
Deok mi's mother fell silent while thinking slowly to remember the crime or the disrespectful and unpleasant hajung attitude that she had done to him
"The only crime he committed was to be born into this world from the womb of a woman who was like a viper" deok mi's mother said
"Eomma* (mother) Why did you say that to Hajung? I can hate hajung parents but I can't hate hajung that's not wrong with you"
"mother knows.I am a lucky child because I was born from your womb who is a good and honorable woman, but look hajung..."
"He was a disadvantaged child because he was born from an unapproved and disgusting relationship"
"Hajung also felt ashamed of living with the label of illegitimate children in the neighborhood of the conglomerates, but.despite that, he was a good man even though his mouth sometimes sucks" I told deok mi's mother
"Well, that kid ever felt embarrassed? Hahaha.if he feels ashamed, he should take his mother away and out of the family tree sung" said deok mi's mother while laughing insinuatingly
"Ee...isn't Hajung and his mother really forced into the family tree sung because of the mandate of the grandfather?"
"If mother and father cut them off from the family tree sung, are mothers not afraid of being visited by the spirit of the mother-in-law's father in the dream?"
"I. that's.." said deok mi's mother who was at a loss for words.
"I'm sure if grandfather was alive, he would feel sad because you excommunicate hajung like this. However hajung is still one of the descendants of the sung family"
"Again, mom gives Hajung a chance to be close to you without having to see he is the result of an illegal relationship. That way, I can see how the true nature of Hajung towards you" I told deok mi's mother
"Well, my own daughter said it, I'll try to be nice to the kid who came from that dirty relationship"
"Although my heart is disgusted at seeing the lowly couple in front of me, I will try to be kind to her child because my own daughter asked for it" deok mi's mother said
"Eomma* (mother) thank you for trying to fulfill my request" I told deok mi's mother with a smile
Soon seo jin came with his father-in-law
Whether this is just my feeling or it is true, seo jin looks moody after talking to his father-in-law
"Yeobo* (honey) let's go home" said dong il to his wife
"What say!! go home?! I just met my beloved daughter" said deok mi's mother
"There's still a lot of work to do, baby. After all, deok mi must rest well so that he can recover quickly"
"If he had a guest like this. Of course, his rest time will be reduced because he must accompany you to chat" said dong il
"It's okay dad. If mom still misses me, I can accompany her" I told deok mi's father
"Don't my dear, what your father said is true, I just want to see your condition for a moment. After that I'll let you rest"
"At the same time I don't have to worry anymore you will be lonely, because seo's son-in-law deliberately does not work and remains loyal to be beside you"
"If son-in-law seo is beside you, I don't need to worry anymore because you must be very safe to be near him" said deok mi's mother with a happy smile
"All right then. Your mom and I are going to get out of here. Quickly recover so you can move again" said deok mi's father while touching my shoulder
Seo Jin escorted my father and mother out of the house, after which she went back inside and saw me and sat right beside me
"Wae's?* (why?) Did deok mi's father say something to you, making you feel less excited like this?" I asked seo jin
"We will talk about it later tonight, after the maids and aunts min finish working" said seo jin
"For now, I will help you wash your hair so you feel comfortable" said seo jin
"Mwarago?* (what did you say?) *yyyaa.*(hey...) You can have aunt min or another maid wash my hair. Not necessarily you, are you my baby sister?" I asked seo jin
"This time only. Don't comment anything every time I want to do something for you. I'm just asking you to take it from me. Is that a troublesome thing for you? " ask seo jin
I was silent for a moment when seo jin said such a thing
"Araseo.aeaseo* (i understand) do whatever you want to do seo jin. I will take it well" I said to seo jin resigned so that the mood returned to good again
The problem is that if you treat me like this, it will be harder for me to ignore my love for you as a stupid jin
As per seo jin's wishes, he helped me wash my hair which seemed to have begun to smell an unpleasant smell in the nose
I'm trying to recall when was the last time I was shampooed? 2 days? 3 days? Or even..4 days ago?
Uhh....
I've forgotten about it because lately I'm too tired of dealing with hajung to help him find evidence of crime dong il
Seo Jin spread out my slightly curly and long hair slowly inside the bathroom sink
I sat on a chair with my back to the sink, for the size of a conglomerate, seo jin was a host who did not want to trouble his household assistants
Even when aunt min offered to help seo jin wash my hair, she flatly refused the favor
Well dear host, please do as you please to give me the best service you have given me
Seo Jin very carefully placed my head on the edge of the sink.
He started to water my hair when he was sure that all my hair was in the sink
"Aww.." I reflexed when seo jin massaged the top of my head
"Is it really sick?" Seo jin asked
"Just a pain.I think the serial killer was very strong when pulling my hair just to look at him. His face was very ugly when he glared at me and threatened me"
"If my fingernails were long, and could replay time, I would without a doubt flash both of her very ugly eyes!!" My words were excited while mimicking how I was striking those two ugly killer eyes using my fingers
"Are you still going to choose to meet the serial killer if you can turn back the clock?" Seo Jin asked in a flat voice
Stupidly I just realized that my bullshit wasn't right for now
"A-anio* (t-no)" I said with a sad look and lowered my fingers
"You are a woman, after all your face is another precious crown for you"
"Looking at your face being so disfigured like this makes me lose my mind and want to kill the man with both hands"
"But looking at your response of wanting to turn back time and preferring to gouge both eyes instead of having to dodge it, it seems like you don't care if that guy hurts your face like this as long as you can still breathe"
"Kim hye jin, aren't you afraid that the criminal's wounds will be on your face forever?" Seo jin asked
"Don't you mind if he does something bad to your face and causes you to become permanently deformed?"
"Seo jin-ssi why are you talking creepy like that?" I ask seriously
"I don't understand the way you think hye jin, you can still make jokes and throw your bullshit when you've experienced something like this"
"Aren't you pondering and thinking how you can't go through something like this again? after something bad happened to you?" Seo jin asked
"Do I have to be someone who is quiet and lingering in sadness when I see my battered face in the mirror so that you can judge me that I am contemplating?" I went back to seo jin
"I know I shouldn't have thrown my bullshit at you. Not that I don't regret meeting that psycho"
"I'm so scared to see him again, I'm trying to be myself, throwing that shit just to overcome my fear, seo jin"
"If I could really turn the clock around again and know the villain was coming, I'll ask you to hire bodyguards or call the police to stand by in front of emma's room and arrest the crazy man without getting myself and emma hurt" I said
"I don't want to be quiet and drawn into this post-incident sadness. If I do it it will just keep me mentally down and make my healing process slow because my feelings are very burdensome for this incident"
"I hope that emma is like me, does not drag on in sadness and be yourself and then promise to make this incident a life lesson to continue to be careful of others" said Seo Jin
Seo Jin looked at me. Does she feel admiration for me because I am a strong woman who is able to face the problems in my life? Or does he still look strangely at my nature?
"Mianhae* (excuse me) I don't know that your bullshit you use only for shielding to make your mental strength stronger, hye jin"
"There are still many things that I do not understand about you" said seo jin
"Eii..gwaenchana..*(no problem) isn't that what family is for? Trying to understand each other and trying to accept the nature of the other members for what they are?"
"It has become a natural thing if there is a dispute in a family, there is nothing instant, even for couples you need time to understand each other" I said
"i hope I can better understand you, hye jin, so that I can be your family you can count on" said seo jin
Stop saying things like that seo jin, you make my heart want to depend on you
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Seo Jin dried my hair carefully using a hair dryer and we both sat on the edge of the bed
The charming man was gently rubbing my head with his hands so that my long unravelled hair could quickly dry well
Although the sound of this hair dryer is a little rumbling in my ears, but the touch of seo jin's hand made me stumble several times
I who could not resist the drowsiness tilted my head to the left and swiftly seo jin propped my head up with his big hand
"Seo jin-ssi mian* (sorry) I think the way you took care of me today felt so comfortable that it made me sleepy" I said as I closed my eyes
I raised my head and turned towards seo jin who I was originally sitting back to seo jin
"Seo jin-ssi.gomawo*(thank you) you have taken good care of me. I like it so much" I said with a smile with both eyes flickering as it restrained the drowsiness
I lay my body on the bed tilting my body and hugging my knees with both hands like a fetus in a mother's womb
Seo Jin did not return my words, she just looked at me blankly. Before long, seo jin spread his body in a tilted position and saw me who wanted to close my eyes tightly
After that, I don't remember anything anymore because I fell asleep, until I woke up in a state of lights that had been lit in seo jin's room
I don't know how long I slept and I seemed to miss my lunch hour, but considering I had a fairly large breakfast today, it made my stomach not protest too much to collect food
I got up and looked around the room, but I didn't see seo jin being here
Like a child who likes to be near his mother, I called the name seo jin several times and looked for him when I opened my eyes
I went downstairs and saw seo jin preparing food and put it on a tray
Seo Jin seemed to want to bring the food upstairs and give it to me
Seo Jin who noticed my presence, immediately greeted me and told me to have dinner soon
"Thank God you woke up just in time, I just wanted to bring this food and wake you up" said seo jin
"How long have I been asleep?" Much
"Well, I don't count them, which is obvious once I dry your hair, though, you say you feel sleepy and fall asleep to miss your lunch and the employees in this house have been gone long enough because they have finished work" said seo jin
"really?! I think the sun is just starting to set, I don't know the fact that I slept that long, I think it's the effect of the medicine that I was taking to make me feel sleepy all the time" I said
"Eat, after that you have to take a warm bath and take your medicine and treat the wounds on your face" said seo jin like a parent who is very attentive to his son
I immediately went downstairs and started sitting opposite seo jin at the dinner table
I sipped the broccoli soup warm and tasted a little bland, maybe if I added a little flavoring, this broccoli soup would taste good on my tongue
After sipping this bland broccoli soup, I had the idea to mix this soup with a bowl of rice and pieces of black pepper-spiced chicken, at least this broccoli soup has the taste of the black pepper chicken seasoning
Seo Jin was a little surprised to see my very unelegant eating style. But he let me eat as I wanted without having to comment on my attitude at the dinner table
After mixing everything into one, I immediately tasted the soup sauce and it tasted like human food in general that had a good taste
Without a doubt, I slashed the rice and the chicken and broccoli with a spoonful and put it in my mouth
But a thousand and one dear, I forgot the wound that was on the corner of my lips. As I opened my mouth wide, I felt a pain in the corner of my lips until I released the spoon full of rice and chicken pieces into the bowl
"Aakk!.." I shouted reflexively
"You okay?" Seo Jin panicked
"Yes.*(hey..) eat slowly, and no one will take the food away from you" said seo jin, ranting at me.
"You are, always acting recklessly. Eat by scooping the food out little by little. Do you think you're on a mukbang show so you should eat in a bar-bar-like way?" Seo jin asked
"Araseo hehe..*(i understand)" I said and scooped the food slowly and ate gracefully.
After finishing eating and bathing, seo jin gave me some medicine to drink
Do not forget I take vitamins given by my mother deok mi, because in the packaging of vitamins there is red ginseng is very good for my body
Although the vitamin is for fertility and vitality, I still take the vitamins every day, besides that it also tastes very good, to make me addicted
"Did you take that vitamin 2 packs at a time?" Seo Jin asked who saw me drinking it
"of course. After all, it is written here that it can be consumed 2-3 times in one drink and this is not a medicine but a vitamin and is very good for my body. Take it easy, this vitamin will not make me over dose" I said sure to seo jin
"Haahh, come and sit here, I have to apply this ointment to your face" said seo jin who was ready with the ointment medicine for my face and sat on the bed
I immediately approached seo jin and sat nearby, as soon as I remembered the words of seo jin who promised to talk to me when the servants had left this house
"Ahh...seo jin-ssi, what did your father-in-law say this morning? You said you would tell me after the employees finished work and left this house" I told seo jin
Seo Jin was silent for a moment and undoed her intention of opening the medicinal ointment for my face.
It seems like this is something serious, to the point of making me wonder what seo jin discussed with his father-in-law this morning
*****
PARK SEO JIN POV'S
The girl felt drowsy as I dried her beautifully unraveled hair in my eyes using a hair dryer
As she lay down like a fetus, I lay on my side near the girl and propped my head up with my left hand so that I could freely look at her face
In any case, I want to be next to this girl for good, she needs someone to protect her from her reckless and pretentious attitude but in fact she is weak
I wanted to understand this girl more deeply, her unique personality made me momentarily forget that she was not my wife but my legitimate wife who had undergone a personality change
However, if I wanted to understand it even more deeply, I was afraid that I would get caught up in the charm that was in this girl and break my promise to deok mi's father
If I keep forcing my selfishness to stay by her side, this girl will live to suffer because of me
I can't ignore my deok father's words like the wind blowing past me
I have to remember deok mi's father's words if I don't want anything bad to happen to this girl
In any case, I have to accept the deok mi into my arms even though this marriage is just a tool for the mutual benefit of the company
I hope that hye jin can live his peaceful life after the day the election of the director of real estate rose is completed
And at this time hye jin was sitting in front of me to ask what my father-in-law was talking about this morning
Should I speak honestly with him? Or lie to him and say everything is okay?
I took a deep breath and spoke to the girl in front of me as she opened the wound ointment for her face
"Hye jin-aa, do you believe me that I will protect you and keep my promise to return your normal life?" I asked hye jin while applying the wound ointment on the girl's temple
"I just need you to be by my side, so I can make sure you're okay so you can live your life the way you were"
"After that, you can live freely as you wish hye jin, without having to pretend to be someone else" I said
"I'm sorry. For this time, I'm asking you to be a full-fledged sung deok mi and pretend to be her even in front of your college friends and in front of your own best friend emma"
"I know my request makes you uncomfortable, but this is the only way you can get back to your life" I said with a heavy heart while bowing my face and reluctantly looking at hye jin's face.
It's something embarrassing for me. How could I possibly have a big mouth on him saying that I could protect him but asking hye jin to live like a bird in a cage
"Was staying away from emma and my college friends was a request from your father-in-law this morning that made you look desperate like this because it made me even more unable to move freely into being myself?" Ask hye jin to me
"Mianhae*(forgive me) hye jin" I said as I lowered my face
"Are you very afraid of your father-in-law seo jin?" Ask hye jin again
"I just don't want anything bad to happen again like it happened one day before the launch event in buffalo" said Kekeplosan
"So you want to admit that the anesthesia that Chul Moo did against me one day before the launch was an order from your father-in-law?" Hye jin asked me
"I-that's.." I stammered.
"I really appreciate your bravery for telling me honestly that it was the work of your father-in-law, seo jin"
"You obeyed your father-in-law's orders merely to protect me even if it went against your wishes"
"Seo jin-ssi, I know you feel a responsibility to protect me, but I hope your responsibility does not burden your life and make you suffer" said the girl who looks like my wife seriously
"Seeing your expression like this, it indirectly made me feel the tightness, seo jin"
"Do you know the lesson I learned from yesterday's events that nearly took my life?" Ask the girl
"In the last few seconds I almost lost my life because I was out of breath, the one thing I regretted was that I realized that so many of my unfulfilled desires were about my feelings"
"How stupid am I, for not daring to be honest with my own feelings. However, after I escaped yesterday's incident, I guess I should use this opportunity to fulfill my wish and talk to you about how I feel about you"
"Someone who can make me lean when I feel tight when I'm having something bad"
"Not only did deok mi change my life but your presence, it also changed my life...with your presence I feel like my life has turned into something not so bad for me and you're the only one who can make me smile when I live my life as a deok mi"
"Seo jin-ssi..neo.* (you..) is someone I think of at the last moment I almost lost my life"
"The moment before I closed my eyes and the crazy man asked me what was the last sentence I wanted to say before I died, this was all that came to my mind"
"and right now, I want to say it in front of you seo jin, that I..."
"That I like you..."
" Naega choayo* (i like you), seo jin-ssi"
"Saranghae,*(i love you) seo jin-ssi." said hye jin and made me instantly lose my focus on applying the wound ointment on the corner of his lips.
I can't believe hye Jin expressed his feelings for me
And at this time, I did not feel any sense of pleasure or disappointment when I heard that sentence from the mouth of hye jin
It was as if half of my life had drifted somewhere leaving my body fixed on looking at hye jin
We looked at each other at a fairly close distance and did not say anything after hye jin told me his statement
but I felt that girl getting closer and closer to me and looking at my lips
And it wasn't long before the girl started touching my lips with hers
As if hypnotized by the current atmosphere, I let hye jin do as he pleased
I closed my eyes and felt hye jin kissing me softly
For the first time, hye jin kissed me of his own accord and kissed my lips several times
seriate......
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Annyonghaseyo yeorobun
gaese.
maapin yes..
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