Choose Him Or I'm The Virgin

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KIM HYE JIN POV'S

"I know you've been trying to find me and dare to show your face in front of me after what you've done to me..."

"But I rejected all the offers you gave me" I told seo jin.

"If you think I'm going to accept your offer after you come to see me and explain this misunderstanding, you're wrong"

"I decide for myself how I live"

"Your responsibility is done to take care of me, there is no more bond or contract that connects me and you" I said

"Maybe you see my current state of life is sad, but you're wrong seo jin"

"I'm happy to return to Hangan Island, gather with my family and yahh.I think the odd jobs available on the island hangan also good for me"

"Cleaning squid, helping my parents' restaurant and laughing with them"

"As long as my parents are well and well, that's a nice thing for me"

"So stop haunting me and take care of your own life" I told seo jin.

Seo Jin stared at me for a long time

"Can I leave now?" I asked the seo jin who was sculpting

".....you can leave after you finish your meal, I can't spend this much food" said seo jin

"If you don't eat it, I'm forced to throw this food away." said seo jin again and without waiting for him to finish speaking, I immediately raised my fork.

The one thing I hate most is wasting food. Therefore, I immediately ate the steak that had been cut into pieces by the seo jin earlier

Whether seo jin deliberately said that to me because he already knew my character who hated to waste food or because he intended to do it to throw this food if I did not eat it?

For a moment I thought about it, but I immediately forgot about it when I stuffed the steak meat that was in front of me into my mouth to the brim

Seo Jin watched the way I ate in a hurry and there was nothing at all

I deliberately did it so that I could immediately go from the presence of seo jin to stop the pounding of my heart that was not careless

Every now and then I feel her steak stuffing in my throat

I quickly picked up the glass filled with wine and sipped it without feeling the bitter taste passing through my tongue

"Kim hye jin, eat slowly"

"No one will snatch your food" seo jin warned me

"Servant!" Call seo jin who sees my glass is empty

I raised my hand to stop the waiter who was about to pour more wine into my glass

"Nyam...can I just ask for water? Nyam.nyam" I said to the waiter while chewing with a full mouth.

Hearing the request, the waiter returned and poured some water into my glass

"Son, just put the teapot near here" I asked the waiter and the waiter complied.

Every now and then I chewed while rubbing my chest so as not to choke and the oil from the meat of the steak I ate, dripping past the corner of my lips

Seo Jin who saw that swiftly took the napkin and cleaned the meat oil that was at the corner of my lips

I reflexively saw that, as soon as my head retreated and brushed away his hand using my left wrist and a cynical look

Seo Jin let me eat this way

And coming to my last mouthful, after putting in the last piece of meat, I pushed the meat with water and rubbed my lips using a napkin

"I've finished my meal, can I go now?" Much

Seo Jin exhaled and replied heavily. I didn't notice seo jin had eaten how much bribe because I didn't care and wanted to quickly get out of here

"Yes hye jin, you can go now" said seo jin flatly

I cleaned my bag and got out of my chair

"Do you want me to take you?" Seo jin said

"I can walk on my own and stop looking for excuses so you can follow me" I said annoyed

"Alright.." said seo jin obey my will.

"Kim hye jin!" call seo jin when I start walking a few steps

I who heard the call of seo jin turned my body while staring lazily at seo jin

"What else?" Ask me indifferently

"If you don't want to accept my help, I think you should call Hajung"

"He's a trustworthy man and I don't think he'll feel burdened if you ask him for help" said seo jin

"Go to his side, hye jin" said seo jin again

"Thank you for the advice, but I will stand alone under my feet for the life I will live" I said and left seo jin

I left the sky hotel restaurant and went to the sauna on the night bus

During the bus ride, I turned on my phone and saw a missed call from cha young

I tried calling her back but I couldn't get on her phone because the cha young phone was out of range

I gave her a voice message to tell her my current state and my purpose tonight to spend the night in the sauna

'please leave your message after the sound of the following sign' said the operator

"Cha young-aa mian*(sorry) I turned off my phone because I work all day, what are you calling me? I am currently on the bus and will be heading to the sauna and plan to spend the night there" I said, after which I put my phone in my bag

I rested my head while exhaling after my meeting with seo jin today

I showed my bad state after my return to the island of hangan in front of seo jin

My little heart is currently debating and regretting my choice not to vote for the man's offer

It flashed in my mind whether my life would be like this continue if I did not accept the offer of seo jin

Seo jin's words about my gloomy life have a point too and..

His last words reminded me of Hajung

Should I call Hajung and lean on him?

But.I must not play with his sincere feelings towards me.

I can't return Hajung's feelings. He is a young CEO of a company today

He must be very busy, my presence will only increase the burden of his mind

I'm sure Hajung can easily forget me because he has a lot of girl acquaintances who are much better than me who do not have anything to highlight

After tired of thinking about my life, I did not feel I had reached the sauna destination I wanted

I chose to go to the sauna where I first spent the night in Seoul, because I think this sauna is closest to the bus stop

I took a shower and as usual went into the sauna with a room temperature of 40° and stayed a few minutes inside

After that, I got out of the sauna heating room and dried my still wet hair using a towel

I sat on a mat made of rattan while rubbing my hair several times using a towel.

Until a man with a mouth full of boiled eggs walked up to me and stopped right in front of me

"Eeh.hye jin-aa nyam nyam" said the man while eating.

"Wahh..It turns out you came here too apparently?"  Say again the man who is pretentious to me and sits beside me

"I didn't expect we would meet again here" said seo jin casually

I exhaled my breath and looked at him with a cynical look

"You want to?" Seo Jin asked while offering boiled eggs and another sikye drink he brought along

"Until when will you keep following me?" I asked sewot

"Can you keep your promise not to follow me?" Ask me again with a slightly high tone

"Hey-hey.you misunderstood miss" said seo jin.

"I'm not following you, I just want to spend the night in this sauna" said seo jin again with his leisure

"You think I'll believe your stupid words?" Much

"With your money, you can spend the night in a 5-star hotel very comfortably" I said

"I'm tired of sleeping in that big hotel room all by myself. I'd rather be here" said seo jin

"Look here looks crowded, quite a lot of people who spend the night here, I don't need to stare blankly at a large room without being accompanied by anyone"

"Moreover and unexpectedly, I was able to meet someone I knew. Hahaha..really an unexpected meeting yes" said seo jin cengengesan.

"Hows it? Should we play cards tonight or chat all night until dawn while drinking this sweet sikye and boiled eggs?" Seo jin asked

"Eat and drink alone or you can give the sikye and boiled eggs to others by winning the lottery held by this sauna" my insinuation to seo jin for his actions that once bought me sikye and boiled eggs but had the sauna employee give me with the motive of winning the lottery

"Alright if you don't want sikye and boiled eggs, you can choose any food available at the food counter, just calm down.I will treat you" said seo jin.

I did not comment on seo jin's words and chose to lay my body down and back it

"Dee?! Do you want to sleep hye jin?" Seo jin asked

"Aahh.You must be tired from working all day"

"Well, if you don't want to play cards or talk to me, I think sleep is the best option"

"If you fall asleep and have nightmares..."

"Just calm down, I'll be here and calm you down like at night" said seo jin and made me think.

That night?

So you're saying I've been sleeping and having nightmares in front of you?

Actually I wonder when he saw me sleeping and having nightmares?

But I dismissed my curiosity so I wouldn't talk to him

I closed my eyes and wanted to rest

I heard someone calling my name out loud

"Kim hye jin!"

"Kim hye jin where are you?!" The voice of a woman I knew

"Agassi*(young lady) stop yelling here" exclaimed a man who appeared to be one of the officials in the sauna

"I'm looking for someone!"

"Give me 5-10 minutes to look for it, after that I'll leave quietly from here" she said

"...KIM HYE'S..."

"aigooo agassi!!*(uh..nona) You're surprising customers here"

"If you keep making a fuss here, I will forcefully drag you out of here" said the official who works in the sauna

I who heard this commotion immediately got up and saw the woman who had made a fuss here

When I looked at the woman, she looked familiar to me, and sure enough the girl was none other than hong cha young

I stood up and called cha young

"Oh.. cha young-aa, why are you here?" Call me while waving your hands at him

The girl immediately pushed the clerk who worked in this sauna for blocking her sight to make sure I was, after believing that the person she was looking for was me, she walked up to me in a fast way

"Let's Kim hye jin" said cha young and pulled my ear

My reflexes roared in pain and tried to let go

"Aaa.aahh.cha young-aa let me go" I said.

"Yeah!!*(hey!!) Does your hobby like to make others worry?!" Che young exclaimed while pulling my ear like a mother punishing her naughty child

"How come after you get out of the hospital now you intend to be here" cha young said

"A-agassi*(young no-no) calm down" said seo jin intervening as cha young pulled my ears and I complained of pain

"Dugusseyo's?*(who are you?)" Cha young asked loudly to seo jin

"I-I.." said seo jin as he glanced at me.

As my eyes and seo jin met, I frowned at seo jin and shook my head several times hoping that he understood my code to pretend that I didn't know each other in the presence of cha young

"...Just a customer here" said seo jin as if he understood what I meant

"Then why did you interfere? Move over!" Cha young's orders

Seo Jin obeyed cha young's orders and pulled back my ears, telling me to get out of the sauna immediately

"I won't let you spend the night here again" said cha young

"You think you're a bad girl?!"

"You have friends here, but you're staying here as if you don't think I exist"

"Do you want me to be a bad friend?" Oceh cha young's

"Quick change your clothes and get out of here" cha young ordered me

"Ah..A-araseo*(i understand) cha young-a, please take your hands off my ears" I said

"Nne*(yes) he has been begging you, please let go" said seo jin who continues to follow us to be in the sauna lobby

"Ahjussi*(uncle) who exactly are you? Why do you keep following us?!" Cha young

"Kim hye jin do you know this man?" Ask cha young and let go of my door

For a moment I glanced at seo jin then at cha young again

"Anio*(no) I don't know him" I told a lie

"Well if you don't want to admit that you know me" said seo jin, exhaling

"Ajussi*(uncle) Why are you speaking in such a disappointed tone?"

"And hye jin, do you really not recognize him?" Cha young asked curiously

"Easy! Rather than you talking about it, what exactly makes you come here and scream in the sauna like a crazy girl?" I asked cha young to shift the subject

"How could I not go crazy once I know that today's patients who are the topic of conversation around the hospital where I work are my best friends" cha young said

"Mmm?? Why am I your gossip?" Ask me to wonder

"How could you not be the subject of my friends' gossip, when the person who helped you when you passed out on the street was an ex-boyfriend who dumped you" said young

"MWWO??!!*(WHAT?!)" shanky

"Why are they accusing me of that?!" Exclamation

"You know nurse eun seuk? She is the number one nurse in matters of materials" exclaimed cha young

"And today he was on guard at the IGD and said that your excessive anxiety disorder relapsed from seeing your ex-boyfriend that you can't forget"

"And you said to the doctor that the guard still has a complaint that is experiencing hallucinations seeing someone you want to avoid in your life, when in fact it is not a hallucination, but reality, you met your ex-boyfriend who has been haunting you all this time" cha young explained to me

"Does that make sense?!" Exclamation

"How could they possibly decide that the man who made me unable to tell the difference between hallucinations and reality was my ex-boyfriend?"

"Again, I think that all this time I have not experienced hallucinations, but there is someone who continues to follow me for one month" I said while glancing at seo jin who was down listening to cha young's story

"following you? One month?!" Cha young

"Well.is he a professional stalker or is he a fan of yours?!" Cha young

"Then how? Did you catch your stalker?" Ask cha young again

"Hemm. I can't report it" I said, shaking my waist and looking at seo jin

"Wae's?*(why?) Do you lack evidence that the police are reluctant to arrest the stalker?" Cha young asked innocently

"No! I have solid evidence, but unfortunately because of my current situation, I can't report it to the police" I told cha young

"Did they ask you for some hye jin money, to process your case?" Ask cha young

"No cha young, it's me who owes him money because he gave some bail to the police after I made a scene at the nightclub" my words to cha young and seo jin are still standing near us

"Doesn't that sound more like your patron god? If I were you, I would approach the stalker and make her a friend or even a lover" cha young said.

"Stalkers are still stalkers, they are not suitable to be a friend or even a lover, his existence alone has made me feel disturbed" I said as I glanced at seo jin

"You are right hye jin, be calm as long as I am with you, the stalker will not dare to approach you"

"If he dares to approach you in a radius of less than 1 meter, I will teach him a lesson" said cha young as he clenched his hand and punched the other palm

Seo Jin slowly retreated backwards after hearing cha young's remark.

Seeing such an attitude of seo jin, I slightly smiled and immediately went inside to change my clothes

After a while cha young waited for me, I immediately got out of the sauna and approached her

Cha young looked amazed at the clothes I was wearing

"Kim hye jin..Where did you get such beautiful clothes?" Cha young asked me about the clothes that seo jin gave me

"Mmm.it" said I hesitated.

"Oh yes, I wonder who the man who helped you and took you to the hospital" asked cha young

"I don't know I didn't recognize him, which obviously he was a stalker I told you about" I told a lie to cha young

"But..why does nurse eun seuk say the man who helped you is your ex-boyfriend?" Ask cha young

"Nurse Eun seuk told everyone that the look in your eyes when looking at the man who has helped you as if you have a deep wound that you can not look at it and choose to run away from it face to face with him" said cha young and told me about the rumors circulating

"Are you going to believe 100% of the gossip around you? Gossip is still gossip. Of course there are extra seasonings that must be sprinkled so that the story is more interesting" I said

"Hem.you're right too hye jin. I shouldn't believe 100% of the gossip spread by nurse eun seuk" cha young understood

"Oh yeah you haven't answered my question about where did you get this good outfit?" Speak cha young who started talking about it again

Soon seo jin also came out wearing coats and warm scarves

I glanced at seo jin and our eyes met each other

"Hey.answer my question!" Cha young

"Where did you get this good outfit?" Ask cha young again

"This dress was given by someone" I said honestly

"someone? Is he a man?" Ask cha young again who is curious

"Or don't you. The stalker gave you this outfit?" Cha young guessed

"Waah.daebak*(extraordinary) hye jin. I don't think he's a stalker but a big fan of you" said cha young amazed

"I'll tell you about it after being at your house" I said as I pulled on cha young's arm and avoided eye contact with seo jin

Not long after a sauna official called seo jin

"Master park seo jin!"

"This is your order to miss the master" said the sauna official after me and cha young stepped one foot away from the sauna

Cha young stopped stepping and turned his body

He let go of my hand and instead approached seo jin

"What's your name? Park seo jin?" Cha young asked seo jin suddenly after hearing the sauna clerk calling his name

"N-ne.*(i-iya)" said seo jin to cha young

Instantly cha young pushed park seo jin while yelling at him

"Yeah!!!*(hey!!!)" Shouted cha young on seo jin

I immediately approached cha young who was beginning to look emotional

"So you're the guy that the hospital where I work today is talking about?!" Speak cha young

"I-iya" said seo jin admitted

"Wait a minute." said cha young.

"It seems like I've heard your not-so-foreign name in my ears"

"Park seo jin.."

"Park seo jin.."

"Aaaahh.I remember who park seo jin is"

"Yes!!*(hey) kim hye jin! Is he the same person as the breng*ek guy who ruined your future when you were in Chicago?" Ask cha young

"Bu-not.." I said lying to cha young.

"Yes right it's me" said seo jin who suddenly cut off my words while talking to cha young

Aishh....

You idiot! Why did you confess in front of cha young huhh?!

End of your history park seo jin, you will be beaten by cha young because you have dared to bring your face back

"How dare you come here after what you've done to my best friend" said cha young, twisting his clothes on his arm

"I came here because I want to improve my relationship with hye jin and make amends for him" said seo jin explained to cha young

"Redeeming your mistakes?"

"How do you make amends to my best friend?"

"You've interrupted his studies to have his scholarship revoked and dropped out of college, you've also sent him to prison until he has a mental breakdown like this"

"And..you also have robbed my best friend of the virginity that was guarded all this time by the reason of wrongly sleeping someone?" Speak cha young to seo jin

"Hong cha young!!" I said to stop her from bringing up the past

"Are you stupid? How could you have fucked someone wrong and couldn't tell if she was your wife or not?"

"Are you really not able to distinguish the bodily response between a woman who is used to being touched by men and a girl's body response that has never been touched by a man at all?"

"I guess you can't tell that apart because your mind is filled with lust, right?" said cha young and seo jin just speechless to hear the ravings of cha young

"You are the breng*ek man who has been present in my friend's life, why should he have the misfortune of meeting you?"

"And now you dare come here and say you want to make amends to him?"

"If you want to make amends, you better go to hell" said ketus cha young

"There's no second or third chance for someone like you, you've wasted that opportunity many times and replaced it with new wounds"

"Do you need me to break into a coma and get into the ICU so you can't set foot here again hhuh?! Oh, you fucking bearer?" Cha young

Seo Jin only fell silent as cha young started clenching his hands

"You're right, my fault with hye jin is so much and it's not forgivable anymore"

"It is only fitting that when he met me again, he asked me to jump from the top of the skyscraper rather than having to hit me to battered" said seo jin began to mingle

"Have you not beaten him or beaten him just once in the whole day after what he has done to you, hye jin?" Ask cha young

"Cha young-aa you don't have to beat her up, I warned her not to see me again" I told cha young

"And you're also hye jin! Why do you still defend this man after what he did to you and consider him just a stalker?" Cha young blames me

"Bad behavior more than a stalker. The fool I didn't expect the man rumored today in my hospital to be her"

"After all do you think he's the kind of person who listens to you, hye jin?" Ask cha young

"Once upon a look also tau, he is the type of person who will continue to stick like gum if his wishes are not fulfilled" said cha young

"Therefore I will teach him a lesson so that he is aware" said cha young who is ready to raise his right hand and looks like he wants to slap seo jin

Seo jin looks resigned and there is no sign of avoiding the blow of cha young

I heard a loud voice in my ear

'Plac!!'

"Kim hye jin!!" Shouted cha young

My left cheek felt extremely hot after receiving a slap from cha young

Yah...

The seconds as cha young swung his hand, I pushed seo jin and received a loud slap from my best friend

"K-kim hye jin, why did you suddenly appear before me?!" Seo Jin shouted from behind me

"Do you intend to accept being beaten by him hhuh?! Why don't you avoid him stupid?" I asked seo jin and turned around

"Surge kim hye jin" cha young's orders

"Anio*(no) flick cha young, please don't make a fuss here" I asked cha young

"Are you still defending that man after what he did to you?!" Cha young

"I told you, I've solved my problem with him, he'll be gone from me forever" I told cha young

"Why is he still here and meeting you?" Cha young

"Sauna is a public place, how could I ban someone from traveling to a public place?!" I yelled at cha young

"Jeez kim hye jin, did you eat wrong or hit your head?"

"Tomorrow!" Shouted

"Tomorrow he will leave here and return to Chicago" I told cha young

"You're going to let him just walk away without having to beat up that annoying face?" Ask cha young

"What's beating him up for? It'll just be a waste of your energy" I told cha young

"If you don't have the heart to beat him, let me take your place, kim hye jin"

"Let me beat up this breng*ek guy" chanted cha young and began to pull me away from seo jin

Cha young's efforts succeeded, he pulled my body away from seo jin and I almost fell

"From you" said cha young who had gone crazy and pulled the collar of seo jin

"A-agassi*(nona) I think we can talk first" said seo jin

"I don't need to talk to you, just save your strength to talk to the gods for hurting my best friend" said cha young and began clenching his hands

As I stood up and approached them, cha young's fist landed right on my nose and now made my vision blurry

I lost my stability and dropped my body backwards

"Kim hye jin!" Shouted seo jin and caught my body about to collapse downwards

"Yeah!! Kim hye jin" cried cha young when he realized his punch hit me in the face

I felt pain in my nose and felt something running down my nose

"P-phi*(d-blood)!" Cha young cried when he saw blood coming out of my nose

"Put your head up hye jin" said cha young and helped me raise my head

"We should take it to the hospital" said seo jin

"Aahh..no need! It's just a small wound. I can handle it, after all I hate going to the hospital" I told seo jin

Fortunately cha young is not bar-bar anymore like it was on seo jin

Haah.cha young still hasn't changed.

His thuggish attitude when he was still sitting in the high school bench was very attached to his body

He still thinks the path of violence is the way out for every problem

Her job is a nurse

I tried to get up, helped by seo jin and cha young.

For a moment I was able to stand up and started to release my seo jin hand from me

But just as I stepped on my feet, my eyes blurred again and immediately I fell back and was unconscious

******

The next morning I regained consciousness and was already at cha young's house

I saw cha young was asleep sitting on the carpet and head on the table with the heater on the table

I took the dried up tissue in my nostrils to wipe the blood that came out from the cha young blow last night

I approached the sleeping cha young

I think he slept here all night because his bed wasn't enough for two people

I believe sleeping in such a position is very uncomfortable

I slowly called cha young and touched her shoulder

"Cha young-aa" call me slowly

"Wake up and sleep there" I said slowly

"M...have you noticed hye jin?" Ask cha young who is still in a semi-conscious state

"You okay?" Ask cha young

"Mianhae.*(pardon me)" said cha young in tears.

"Do you intend to be a murderous nurse?" Much

"Stop being violent with someone"

"You have no right to beat that man, if I want, I will beat him with my own hands" I told cha young

"But you wouldn't have done that to him"

"You still have feelings for the man" said cha young.

"Naega??!*(me?!)" Exclamation

"I'm not.." I said to cha young.

"Kim hye jin.." call cha young to cut my words.

"Go back to the man and tell him to accept the offer he made to you last night" cha young said suddenly

"Your mental health is much more important than your prestige" cha young said

"The reason you can not undergo therapy because you do not have money hye jin, as well as myself who can not help you because I am a poor person"

"I'm sorry hye jin because I was born poor and can't help you huhuhu...."

"Ughh...cha young-aa how many bottles did you drink hhuh?! If you don't have money stop buying soju and get drunk like this" I told cha young

"Huwaa.kim hye jin! My only entertainment is this soju after I'm tired of working, you don't know how tired my mind is after what I've been up against"

"My father was a gambler, my mother sold herself to the leech to protect myself and now I can't help my best friend who almost went crazy because of her anxiety disorder" she said

"Yes yes.I understand your life is very difficult, now lie down to your bed and rest" I said as I dragged cha young's body to his bed

"Hye jin-aa goes to the man now and holds him accountable"

"Aren't you able to see the sincerity of his heart that willingly came all the way from a different continent just wanting to see your life?"

"Your life is so messed up, hye jin, he can see it only from the look on your face, you should have asked all the wealth of the man's property to fall into your hands, so you can live happily"

"Not him telling himself to jump from the top of a skyscraper" said cha young who continued to rumble

"Well, if I respond to the babble of a drunken man, it means I'm like a madman" I said.

"Rest me. I'll go back to Hangan Island, after you know call me" I told cha young and immediately left her semi-basemant house

I can't get any sunshine before I get out of cha young's house

I guess it's dawn outside, the sun is shining and it's starting to rise

I had to rush to the port so as not to be late on the ferry

Just a few steps I ran, the sound of a car horn sounded and a car drove up to me

"Kim hye jin, come in" said a man who lowered his windshield to talk to me

Of course that man was seo jin

It really is like gum that is difficult to remove from the shoe

"How many times should I tell you to stop following me" I told seo jin

"Aren't you afraid that cha young will come to you and will beat you up again hhuh?!" I'm on seo jin

"Is your nose okay?" Seo Jin's question suddenly shifted the subject

"It's none of your business" I said ketus and was about to leave seo jin

But seo Jin actually got out of his car and prevented me from leaving

"Kim hye jin wait" said seo jin while holding my hand

I quickly pulled my hand to release the hand of seo jin

"Sorry, I just want to take you to the port together" said seo jin

"I'm not going with you, I'm more comfortable going on the bus" I said

"Seo jin-ssi if you continue to be here, cha young will really beat you up, aren't you afraid of him?" My words to seo jin warned him again

"I solved the misunderstanding of cha young to me last night" said seo jin.

"You mean?" Much

"When you fell unconscious from the blow of cha young, I carried you to the rental house" said seo jin

"That's why I explained to cha young, I mean my purpose in coming back here and looking for you" said seo jin

"I think he knows all about your life that I didn't know as long as you came back here, hye jin" said seo jin

"Hye jin-aa I don't know what I have to do to you so you will accept my offer last night" said seo jin

"I should have found you sooner so you wouldn't suffer much from living this life"

"I should have realized earlier that you weren't on Hajung's side." said seo jin and I immediately raised my hand to tell him to stop babbling again.

"I don't want to hear anything from your mouth seo jin" I said

"After you hear my life here from cha young's mouth, I hope you don't have to pity me"

"I don't want to be pitied by you"

"I think what I said last night was clear, my parents were not too concerned about my poor life and living as usual without any problems"

"But you?..."

"Why do you feel so bothered by the life I've lived?" I asked seo jin

"Stop thinking about me and go back to Chicago, your life is not here seo jin or..."

"You can visit both your parents while you're in Seoul instead of meeting me" I told seo jin

"I hope this is the last time we meet here seo jin, if you keep seeing me, I'll think of you as a stranger I don't know" I said to seo jin and left him who was still sculpting

I walked towards the bus stop and waited for the green light for the pedestrians to light up

I heard my phone ring a few times and immediately picked up a phone call from my father while walking past the zebra cross

at first I thought my father only wanted to ask me where I was today, whether I went home or was still living in Seoul. but in fact my father wanted to tell me the bad news about my mother that I would never have thought this could happen

"Nne*(yes) dad, today I'm going home..."

"Hye jin-aa.your mother" said my father suddenly from the phone crying.

"Eommas?*(mother?) What's wrong with mom, dad?" Much

"Your mother suddenly fell unconscious while cooking in the kitchen" said my father and I lost my mind.

I was pensive when I heard my father tell me the bad news from my mother

Like being in another world, my spirit seemed to come out from inside my body until someone pulled my hand and fell on its body

"Heah.haah"

"Kim hye jin are you okay?" Asked a man who was breathing hard

My mind came back and started thinking clearly

I looked around me and saw my phone smashed to pieces by a car passing through the highway

The crowd looked towards me and seo jin

I was on the body of seo jin who was hugging me and his body was lying on the asphalt for saving me from a fast-moving truck

"Agassi neo gwaencahana?*(young lady are you okay?)" Ask an ahjumma*(aunt) to see how I am doing

"Yes!*(hey) is your boyfriend crazy?" A young man asked seo jin

"Whether he should be taken to the hospital, he looks like a dazed person" said another foreign man

I ignored the words of those who looked strangely at me, as soon as I woke up from the body of seo jin while remembering the news about my mother

I tried to wave my hand when I saw a taxi approaching, but no one stopped to take a ride

"Taxi..."

"Taxi!!" Shouted

"Get in my car we have to hurry" said seo jin who was still near me

"Can you not interfere in my affairs?!" I'm on seo jin

"How could I not interfere in your matters if this concerns the most valuable person in your life?!" Shouts seo jin back

I stared silently at seo jin curiously

"I know what happened to your mother, hye jin" said seo jin lirih

"Driver Ohh told me in a phone call that you almost got hit by a speeding truck"

"How could you stop in the middle of a zebra cross when the green light for pedestrians is running out?"

"If I'm a little late running to save you by dragging you to the side of the road, it's possible that you're now..."

"You.." said seo jin disconnected and could not finish the next sentence.

"...Just admit hye jin if your mind is currently in a mess, I don't know what will happen again if I don't keep an eye on you at close range"

"Get in my car we'll go home together to Hangan Island and see your mother's condition in the hospital, okay?"

"I'm sure the ambulance is currently on its way to your house, because the ohh driver has contacted the ambulance" said seo jin and I can not argue anymore

His words were truly apt to describe my current state

Without commenting any more, I immediately ran to the seo jin car and opened the car door

Seo Jin chased after me and got into the car and rushed to drive her car at a fairly fast speed

Many times I took my breath and exhaled it to still be able to regulate my emotions so as not to get an anxiety disorder attack

Fortunately I was able to handle my current emotions until I arrived at the port

I immediately rushed out of the seo jin car and got into the ferry

Currently seen some ferry passengers who began to crowded and intend to vacation on the island of Hangan

I kept shivering my fingernails to relieve the feeling of anxiety while waiting for the departure time of the ship to arrive

Time shows at 08.45. 15 minutes past the scheduled departure. I could not wait any longer, with overflowing emotions, I immediately approached ahjussi*(uncle) who was riding this ferry

"Ahjussi*(uncle) why don't you immediately ship your ship hhuh?!" Exclamation

"Didn't you see? There are still passengers who want to come to this ship, I do not want to leave the passengers" said the middle-aged man

"But you're 15 minutes past your supposed departure time. You can't ignore the time of the passengers on this ship. They have other interests too, right?"

"At the same time your ship can exceed the load capacity if you continue to include large numbers of passengers" I protested

"Yes!! Agassi*(hey miss!) This is my ship if you protest please find another ferry!"

"This was also the last ship to head to Hangan Island this morning"

"If you object to the rules I'm making, you can wait for the scheduled departure this afternoon or..."

"I can ship this ship immediately if you pay 10 times the usual fare to replace the fare I get from other passengers who can't board this ship" said the man who started negotiating made no sense

I stared intently at the uncle when he finished saying his sentence

I really wanted to make his big nose bleed with both fingers

Though disgusting, but at least I'm content to see him suffer

"Stop looking at me like that young lady, where is your polite attitude towards older people hhuh?!" The uncle's scream was right on my face until the foul scent coming out of his mouth was smelled by my nose and almost made me want to vomit

"Alright, so what is the total of the overall cost so that you immediately ship this ship" said seo jin suddenly and began to take out his wallet.

I saw the disgusting expression of the money-hungry uncle as he looked at the large banknotes in the seo jin purse

"M.m.because you're both with your lover then the cost becomes 20 times and it's about..."

"Yes!!*(hey!) Do you want to rob us?" I went to the uncle who owned the ferry and cut his words

"And you.." I said sewot glanced at seo jin.

"Do you want to show off your wealth in front of this disgusting person?!"

"Are you stupid? He wants to blackmail you, not to transact" I said again

"What did you say? disgusting?!" Said the uncle

"Yes!*(hey!) You're very disrespectful to me, young lady. Were you not taught manners by your parents?!" Shouted the uncle while pointing at me with his finger

I wanted to break his dirty finger to stop touching my clothes

"Why should I be polite to a rotten old man who is hungry for money and willing to sacrifice the interests of others?"

"If you want to be respected, behave according to the rules and do not behave like this" I said rent again

"You really are." said the uncle and pushed my body that was about to fall.

"Hey!! Take care of your attitude, if you dare to touch it again, I will not hesitate to beat you up" said seo jin while pulling the collar of his money-crazed uncle

"You are an insane couple, I will call the guards to expel you"

"Guard!!" Shouted the uncle and appeared some men who looked like thugs approached me and seo jin

"Their driver from here, they have threatened me and made a scene here, if left unchecked the other passengers will become uncomfortable and leave my ship"  said the obnoxious uncle to the men who looked like bouncers

The moment one of the men wearing a red dragon shirt started to approach me, seo jin immediately appeared before me

"If you dare to touch it, I will break your hand" threatened seo jin

"Damor..."

"Haha..."

"Get out of here quietly if you want to look manly in front of your girlfriend" said the man in the dragon shirt

Seo Jin walked in front of me and I started following her, the creepy men accompanied us on our walk

Seo Jin was already at the dock and when I wanted to step foot from the border of the ship and dock, the man pushed my body from behind to make my feet stumble and almost made my face hit the wood

Seo Jin swiftly caught me and made me reflect to her

Ironically, they laughed when they saw me stumble and almost fall

Seo Jin began to get emotional when she saw me getting rough treatment and almost approached the man to make a calculation

"Snap! It's enough seo jin" I said trying to calm seo jin and still hugging him

I could hear the sound of seo jin breathing hunting down and slowly starting to disappear as his emotions had begun to subside

I took off my arms from seo jin's body and looked at his face

"What next?" My gertutuku and go walking leaving seo jin

"Is there no marine police patrol here?" Seo Jin asked me

"How could the main road to the island be controlled by bandits like them?" Ask again

"Hangan Island is not like the famous jeju island, it is just a small island that rarely people know of its existence"

"Lately there has been a vloger who discusses the beauty of Hangan Island and becomes crowded like this for tourist destinations on weekends" said I answer questions seo jin

"I wouldn't have expected the uncle to take advantage of the present situation and ignore the interests of others" I said again, twitching my head with my fingers

"Hye jin-aa!" Seo jin's voice

"Can the speed boat be used?" Seo Jin asked suddenly while pointing towards the speed boat that was parked in line

"Do you intend to go to the island of Hangan using that speed boat?" Ask me to wonder

"Forget over! I'm sure the price really doesn't make sense" I said

"Then what do you want to go home with, hye jin? Swim in?" Seo jin

"Kim hye jin do you still consider me a stranger?" Seo jin asked

"You are a stranger to me" I said

"Can you get rid of that stubbornness of your head?" seo jin

"Are you going to act like this to me even if the situation is precarious?"

"You need the help of hye jin, then that's me beside you now.."

"I don't need your help, seo jin" I said cut

"Wae's?*(why?) Why don't you want to get help from me, Hye Jin? Tell me what the reason is..."

"BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO LEAN ON YOU ANYMORE!" I shouted at seo jin

"I don't want to depend on you anymore seo jin. Every time I put my hope in you, you'd let me down"

"And damn whenever I go through something bad like this, you just show up in front of me and stick to me"

"Often I tell myself that I shouldn't ask for help from you because it will make me spoiled and will continue to depend on you"

"From the beginning, you were nothing to me seo jin, and the last time we met in chicago, there was only a wound that kept looming over me"

"The more we continue together, there is only misfortune that continues to wait in the future"

"Therefore.Can we regard each other as strangers only?" My love to seo jin

"You can ignore me like a stranger you don't know when I'm in this kind of predicament"

Seo Jin was silent looking at me, no response came out of her mouth after I told her my heart

"For so long I have always had doubts about taking any action, I always think about the long-term effects and ignore your feelings so that in the end it makes you disappointed"

"What I think is good, not necessarily for you is good, hye jin"

"When you're the opposite of me, you're always spontaneous without thinking about the long-term effects"

" but the way you think unwittingly makes things better"

"I learned a lot from you, Hye Jin. Therefore, I decided to come here and help you live a better life as a result of my carelessness"

"I've expected this, even I've thought about it many times. My return to your life will not be welcomed by you, but I'm still reckless to do it. follow your attitude that is not afraid to take risks"

"Because I want to change my exaggerated attitude in taking careful decisions"

"In other words, I will try my best to help you until your heart is broken again even if you refuse my help hundreds of times" said seo jin

The sea breeze made my hair fall apart and made me thank her because I could hide my two teary eyes

"What did cha young say..."

"You're like a piece of gum stuck to a shoe, it's really hard to take off" I said, turning my face away

"Please wait here hye jin, I'll find a boat so we can return to hangan island together" said seo jin and left me looking for the owner of the speed boat

A few minutes passed, I stared at the ferry that I did not get on earlier now more and more number of passengers

The money-crazed uncle of the ferry owner really doesn't care about the safety of his passengers

I hope nothing bad happens to the passengers in there

"Kim hye jin!" Shouted seo jin calling my name

"I've got a boat, we can hurry to the island of hangan" said seo jin after he approached me

"Are you bidding the price with the owner still within normal limits?" Much

"I think it is still worth what we get later" said seo jin

********

30 Minutes passed to get to Hangan island using speed boat

Seo Jin thanked the owner of the speed boat and gave a sum of 50,000 ₩ as much as 10 pieces and still want to give tips to the owner of this speed boat ship because it has been meritorious to ride speed boat to the destination

"Yes!!*(hey) park seo jin! Do you think that 50,000 ₩ shard is a leaf to you?!" I cried while holding the hand of seo jin omens telling him to stop giving money

"I'm paying off the transaction that half of it was at the dock" said seo jin plain

"Euhhh?!! You gave them this much money before?!" I cried with glaring eyes that almost came out

"Ahjussis!*(uncle) are you blackmailing her?" Much

"Ania*(no) your lover already knows and agreed to the rental of this speed boat for 1 million won paid for with cash" said the uncle of the owner of the speed boat

"What did you say?! Sa...one million won?!" Exclamation

"Mmm..one million won, because your lover hired him suddenly did not make an appointment first"

"Ahjussi*(uncle) he is not my lover, but.despite rent it impromptu, you should not put such a price" I protested to the uncle of the owner of the speed boat.

"Aigooo.agassi*(uh..nona) This ship already has another schedule to rent, but...since your lover kept forcing me to rent it out and escort you to this island with a payment 2 times the normal price, I was willing to do so even though I had to rewind the cruise schedule today"

"I told you he's not my girlfriend, ahjussi*(uncle). Stop calling him my lover" I protested

"Why do you want to rent this speed boat and pay it 2 times if you are not a lover, you can take the scheduled ferry"

"I think you are a couple of young people from the city who are very excited because they want to immediately make out together on this island considering the scenery on this island is being crowded discussed by people" said the uncle of the owner of the speed boat very impolite

"Hjussy!!*(uncle) stop thinking such perverts! Aishh..shit!" I said and immediately left seo jin and uncle the owner of this speed boat

Seo Jin is still making deals with that uncle, but I don't know which hospital my mother is in. Given on this island there are 2 hospitals that are quite complete enough facilities standing here

"Park seo jin! Quickly tell me which hospital my mother is in" I shouted at the smiling seo jin himself as he spoke to the speed boat owner's uncle

I impatiently waited, approached seo jin again and pulled his coats collar dragging him for a quick walk

"K-kim hye jin wait a minute" said seo jin telling me to stop pulling his coats collar

"can you move fast? I don't know how my mom is doing right now because my phone was blown to pieces when I was almost hit by a truck in Seoul this morning" I protested

"ah..pardon me hye jin has long made you wait, it's just that I feel funny because of the uncle's words" said seo jin who made me confused

"funny? what makes you feel funny? what is his remark that says that we are lovers who will vacation on this island and willingly rent a speed boat at a fantastic price because they want to make out soon? that funny to you?"insinuations

"it doesn't get there hye jin, it's too much. it's just that I find it funny at the sight of every stranger we meet and say that we're lovers but in fact you think I'm just an insect that's very disturbing to your life" seo jin told me

I was silent for a moment trying to understand what seo jin said whether he was insinuating me or indeed speaking honestly to me

"is this a side effect of seasickness seo jin? can't your head think clearly and still have time to joke like this?"insinuate again

"nothing is funny to me. It's true what you said earlier, you're like an insect plaguing my life.it feels like I'd love to smash it to pieces using my hands" I said with a cynical look

I could see the throat of seo jin who was gulping saliva after hearing my words

"if you can think clearly, you should immediately use your head and tell me where the hospital where my mother is" I told seo jin

"well.mm wait a minute. ohh driver sent me a message that your mother was taken to Gachon hospital.according to the ohh driver about 15 blocks from the dock...."said seo jin and I immediately ran away from seo jin heading to the hospital called seo jin earlier

"yeah!*(hey) kim hye jin wait for me!!"shouted seo jin who just realized that I had left him

I ran as fast as I could to get to the hospital and find out about my mother's condition when I got to the hospital, I immediately headed to the IGD and asked the nurse station patient on behalf of lee tae hae who was the name of my mother

after the nurse showed me my mother's bed in the care, I immediately opened the curtain that covered the patient's bed and saw my mother lying with her eyes closed and my father was sitting by the bed

"kim hye jin"call my father when I get to the hospital

"dad, how's mom doing?"ask me dad

 my father did not answer my question, he seemed to be taking a breath and exhaling again made me feel uncomfortable

"dad didn't know what to do when he found your mother lying in the kitchen in a panic. Good thing it was a friend of the man you met in Chicago and stayed at our house, suddenly appeared in front of my father. Then call an ambulance immediately"

"if it wasn't for that guy's friend, maybe we could have lost your mother, son" said my father with a face that was about to cry, while I just stood still with a flat face

"kim hye jin..."

"pardon me, I'm looking for someone" said a man right on the bed next to my mother lying down

I already know who that person's voice was even though I didn't see it because it was covered by a curtain

I immediately opened the curtain and saw the source of the voice that called out to me earlier

seo jin found myself when I opened the curtain. I accidentally raised my face to seo jin hoping that he ended the noise that was looking for me. I don't want seo jin to open one by one the curtains that are here just to find me and make other patients uncomfortable.seo jin approached me when he already knew where I was

my father looked at seo jin as he arrived at my mother's bed. seo jin greeted my father and of course my father welcomed seo jin warmly

" how's aunt, uncle?" ask seo jin to my father

" is aunt okay?" ask seo jin again

when my father wanted to answer the question seo jin, suddenly my mother opened both eyes and made our attention distracted

" mom! are you all right?" ask and go straight to him

my mother just looked at my face with a sad expression.His hand tried to reach my face.I grasped my mother's hand and helped her to grab my face. 

" my daughter." call mom

"nne eomma*(yes mother) I'm here" I said

"i'll call the doctor on guard and tell him that aunt has regained consciousness" said seo jin and went outside

"is that the guy who's been staying at our house hye jin, baby?" ask my mom

I just nodded to answer my mother's question

"is he here to take you back to Chicago?" ask my mom

"haah...eomma*(mother) can we not talk about her? I'm more worried about your current situation" I said

"it's a pity what our daughter said.You better worry about your current situation and rest" said my father

"ehem...how is the mistress of your current state? are there any complaints that you feel again after being given intravenous fluid therapy?" ask the doctor who suddenly came to see my mother's state of consciousness

"i feel better doctor, only I still feel weak" said my mother

"of course you feel weak madam tae hae. because you have lost a lot of body fluids and high stomach acid"

"if not treated immediately, it is likely that your life will not be helped again"

"For now, try to reduce your stress and try to eat and drink regularly" says the doctor

"You should be treated and rest in this hospital for approximately 3 days, after you have improved, you can go home, madam" the doctor told the information to my family

"Is there anything to ask again?" Ask the doctor

"If not, please the family representative to immediately go to the administration to complete the inpatient process. Excuse me first" said the doctor and left us

"Mom, dad, I'm going to the administration" I said

"I will accompany you" said seo jin reflex as I rushed to the administration

"Wait for the young man" said my mother to seo jin

"Can I talk to you for a minute?" Ask my mom

Me and seo jin looked at each other for a long time until finally seo jin was willing to talk with my mother accompanied by my father

"Yes.I can, bi" said seo jin.

"Alright ma'am, then I'll go to the administration" I said leaving them

In my heart I wonder what mom would talk about to seo jin

But I tried to ignore my thoughts and immediately went to the administration

No need to wait a long time to complete the inpatient administration process of my mother, I only need to submit my mother's health insurance card to the administration and the room for the hospital patients was completed

When I wanted to go back to my mother, I met the ohh driver in the hospital hallway while carrying a yellow tote bag that was familiar to me

Ohh driver was very surprised when he met me, he ran up to me and fell down

"Miss hye jin!" Ohh driver

"I could finally meet you face-to-face like this" the driver said

"I miss you so much" said the driver ohh again

"Oh yes?! Haven't you seen me for the past month?" Sindirku while grinning

"So you already know it from the master of seo jin" said the driver ohh with an awkward expression

"Why don't you just greet me, driver ohh? And come like a stalker with your master" I said

"I'm sorry, miss hye jin. I just followed Mr. Park and wanted to see the state of your life since returning from chicago" the driver said

"Then..what do you think about my life? Is it very sad?" Sindirku while grinning

"That's.." said the driver ohh doubtfully.

"Miss Kim.I beg you to go back to chicago and finish what you haven't done"

"You can't run like this" said the driver, grasping both hands and swinging

"What else haven't I finished chauffeur ohh?" 

"My condition worsened after I got out of prison. I think you know what I've been through after you've seen my life in person for a month" I told the driver

"I'm sure miss, Mr. Park will help you get out of your life. Please believe me, Mr. seo jin, miss" asked the driver ohh

"Have you forgotten who made my life fall like this?" Much

"I think it's enough for me to be involved in the life of your master, driver ohh. There's nothing else I can trust from seo jin"

"I don't want to depend on anyone anymore" I said, trying to shake the driver's hand

"I just want to be here with my parents and live with them"

"Today they are the source of my happiness. I can work while looking at them and eat with them on this little island"

"Well, even though my economic level isn't very good, but I can handle it" I told the sad-looking ohh driver.

"Oh yes..What do you bring? Looks like the tote bag belongs to my father" I said trying to shift the subject

"Aahhh.ini.I just went back to your house and picked up some change of clothes for your mother, miss. I'm sure your mother will definitely be treated here considering I saw your mother's immediate condition when unconscious" the driver said, handing the yellow tote bag to me

"Thank God you're around here, driver ohh. I'm so grateful to you. If it wasn't for you, I might not be able to touch my mother's hand anymore" I told the driver ohh as I received the tote bag that the driver was carrying

"I should have done my duty to monitor your parents, miss. As long as Mr. Park watches over you while you're in Seoul looking for work"

"I think you should say thank you to Mr. Park, if not for the instructions from the park master, maybe I can't take your mom to the hospital and follow Mr. Park to Seoul watching you" the driver said

I was silent for a few seconds when the driver ohh insinuated me like that

"Well, I'll try it if I'm in a good mood. To be honest until now I really want to hit your master's face that sucks because it reminds me of bad events when I was in chicago" I said to the driver oh but his reaction just made the driver ohh dumbfounded

"Hahaha...."

"Oh yes do you want to see my mother's situation? He was conscious" I said melting the atmosphere

"Ah...Thank goodness your mother is awake, miss kim"

" Mmm. I think I'd like to stop by for coffee at the hospital cafeteria" said the awkward driver

"Do you want to take something?" Ask the driver ohh

"Aahh..no driver ohh, thank you." I said condolently.

"Well then see you at your mother's place, miss" said the driver, waving his hand and leaving me standing with a smile

After meeting with the driver ohh and receiving a bag containing my mother's clothes, I continued walking down the hospital hallway to arrive at my mother's bed

My meeting with the driver ohh forgot my curiosity and the incident that my mother and father are currently talking to seo jin to unconscious when I arrived at the IGD and was close to the bed mother, I accidentally heard my mother's crying voice that I had not heard for a long time

I think the last time my mother cried was like this when she saw the terrible condition of cha young when me and cha young were kids

My mother cried for my kindness so loving cha young as my own siblings. My mother couldn't bear to see me crying and begging her to help cha young. Until finally my mother collapsed and decided to consider cha young like her own biological daughter

And now I hear my mother's crying voice sobbing in front of my father and seo jin from behind the curtain

"....how could my daughter's life be this sad?"

"What's my daughter's fault with you that you're so willing to treat her like that, young man?" Ask the mother who seems to be addressed to seo jin

"forgive me, I only did my best to hye jin" said seo jin in self-defense

"Best you say?? If you're trying to treat my daughter well, you shouldn't have made another fatal mistake after a bad incident at the hotel that mistook her for your wife and put her in jail" my mother said

I who heard that could only take my breath deeply and close my eyes

What exactly have you told my parents, seo jin? Do you want to make my mother die in front of you for hearing the real events at the beginning of our bad meeting?

"You're lucky, young man, if it wasn't for the reason that my daughter and your wife look alike, I'd gladly kill you with my own two hands for touching my daughter so casually" my father said

"I know this incident was also an intervention of the gods, my daughter and your wife were met at the wrong time. Therefore I will try to forgive you" said my father again

"It's all my fault! If I hadn't let our daughter take a scholarship and go to college there, maybe none of this would have happened. And our son's future won't be as sad as this huhuhu.." said my mother.

"No dear, this is not your fault. Our daughter's anxiety disorder isn't your fault either"

"We're just waiting for her to tell us, but our daughter is trying to cover it up because she doesn't want us to feel sad. That was his decision" my father said

"We shouldn't wait for him to tell stories, but we have to force him to tell us his parents, so that he doesn't get worse like this" my mother replied

"It's also your fault, you're the one who always got in my way when I wanted to force our daughter to tell her about the bad things that happened in people's lands" my mother said, blaming her

"I just don't think that it's supposed to be a retelling of a bad event, baby. It is natural that bad events even dark events do not need to be remembered anymore because it will hurt" said father defending himself

"But I did not expect that the more bad memories were stored, the more aggravated the situation of our daughter" said the father again

"Hye Jin just thought you guys were okay all along because you didn't discuss or ask her how she felt during her stay in Chicago. I think if Hye Jin finds out you're blaming each other, he'll feel really sad"

"Because of you, it was his parents who made him alive until now" said seo jin

"So let me persuade hye jin once again. If I fail one more time to persuade him to take treatment, I ask you to help me talk to him"

"Maybe your persuasion will affect the decision of hye jin" said seo jin again

"Well young man, we will help you to persuade my daughter if you have trouble persuading her to do therapy for her mental health" my father told seo jin

"By the way, honey, haven't we talked for too long, I'm afraid that what we're talking about will make our daughter feel sad" she said

"We have to look good in front of him" my mother said

My eyes glazed over when I found out my parents were just pretending to look okay in front of me

As soon as I heard my mother's words worrying about my current whereabouts, I immediately stepped on my feet and left here as soon as possible

I didn't want to interrupt the three of them and pretend like I didn't know what they were talking about

I decided to get out of the hospital in search of a fresh breeze and calm down my extremely turbulent feelings of wanting to spill it all

I just felt that if I were to vent all my feelings, I would turn into an uncontrollable crazy woman

The sound of the birds and the murmur of the sound of the waves began to slowly dim down my feelings

"Kim hye jin!" Call someone suddenly while I am calming down

"Why don't you come in after finishing administration?" Ask the man

"I want to get some fresh air" I said briefly and turned my back on him

"Why don't you come in and talk when you know that I'm talking about your problem to your parents" asked seo jin

"Are you afraid they'll get sadder?" Asked seo jin again who started to lure me

"Why did you tell them everything?" Much

"Because I think you should not have to cover it again on them" said seo jin

"If you can't tell them, then I'll tell your parents what happened to you during your stay in Chicago from the beginning of our meeting until this very second" said seo jin seriously

"Waaah..pretty you, sir" I said, shaking my waist.

"Who do you think you are until you have the right to tell my parents everything?" Ask me again

"Because they are your parents, the ones who took care of you since you were born into this world. And they deserve to know what you're going through and what your current condition is, hye jin"

"As well as you, hye jin, you deserve to know about what happened to me that night"

"The night before the election of the director of real estate rose is tomorrow"

"Maybe you're wondering why I went missing so suddenly and didn't see you until you went to jail and met you again when the day of your trial came" said seo jin

"You threw me away seo jin that day." I said cut.

"I never threw you away!.." said seo jin

"Yes! You dumped me!.." I said, which began to pitched a little high

"Truly no, hye jin!" talk about seo jin

"You threw me away!" Say it again

"YOU KICKED ME OUT AND TOLD ME TO PACK MY THINGS THAT DAY!!" I yelled at seo jin to make him speechless

"You threw me away like trash and told me to leave your house like an anj*ng who no longer obeyed his master" I said

"You clearly told my true identity to your house employees and humiliated me like a clown"

"I still vividly remember how the strange gazes of your servants looked at me when you said that I was a fake mistress living in your house"

"You can even let me go in thin clothes stuck to my body and I don't know where to go"

"While you??..."

"Enjoy your breakfast and a warm cup of coffee on the first day of snowfall at that time" I said, bringing up the past

"I didn't really throw you out at that time, hye jin" said seo jin

"I'm just mad at you because you've been secretly in touch with Hajung and trying to find evidence of the crimes my father-in-law has been committing all this time, which clearly puts your life at risk" said seo jin

"When me and dong il have agreed to make you escape from the entanglement that makes you shackled by my family's problems"

"If you're not related to Hajung, your life may be fine and my father-in-law will keep his promise to let you go when the real estate director election is over"

"And you can come back into your life as you were..."

"Is that your plan?" I'm cutting

"Yes.that's my plan.it sets you free from my father-in-law's entanglement..."

"Is that really your plan, park seo jin?" Redo

"How many times do I have to say it.."

"Do you think your plan is a fair way out for all parties?." I asked

"I just need to save you, I don't need to find a way out for all sides..."

"Your plan is really****mother fuck*cker!!" I yelled again in a harsh sentence while pointing my finger towards seo jin

Again seo jin was silent when we were fighting and I always ended it with a shout or a harsh sentence

Because I think seo jin deserves that sentence

"Do you think that with your plan, I will live happily and live my life in peace?" I asked seo jin

"Hell no!" My words answered my own words

"You should know who your real enemy is, park seo jin"

"The enemy that you should eradicate to its roots so that no more bad events harm others" I told seo jin

"Are you aware that you've gone too far with sung hajung?"

"It should be from the beginning you do not need to be hostile to him and treat your wife's cousin like trash at a time when dong il still succeeds with all his success"

"It is precisely your father-in-law who needs to be treated like garbage because his actions exceed rotten garbage in the landfill" I told seo jin

"You know, if it wasn't for hajung, maybe I wouldn't be in this world anymore and you would...."

"Only the unlucky bearer who leads me to death" I said

Seo Jin looked chaotic in front of me, inevitably she had to accept my words just now was the real reality

"You're right hye jin, I'm just an unlucky bearer to you" said seo jin softly

"I was a coward who dared not face my father-in-law"

"I'm just a bren*sek, a coward, a selfish man who doesn't think about other people's interests"

"One more thing, I'm a fool who was easily fooled by my father-in-law"

"But.know, hye jin. I really have no intention of driving you out of my house" said seo jin, who began to cry

"If I really throw you away, on that day, I won't track you down and pick you up and drag you forcibly from the hajung apartment"

"On that day, after I confirmed that your fever had begun to drop, I, I intend to go to Hajung's office to warn him not to stick to you and beg my father-in-law to forgive you and give you a last chance"

"But as I was about to leave to carry out all my activities, an unknown number contacted me several times"

"And after I picked up that phone call, I would never have expected that I had received a call from someone lying in a coma and asked me to meet him that very second"

"....i went straight to deok mi to the hawaiian hospital that night, hye jin" said seo jin telling me something I did not know

"He was familiar from his coma and deliberately covered it from anyone except the personal desaigner deok mi who had been loyal to him since long ago"

"You could say it was the only deok mi confidant at the time"

"Deok mi does not trust her family or even her own husband and is afraid her life is threatened if one of us knows deok mi siuman"

"I didn't believe in deok mi at first when she told me that her father was trying to kill her and said it was just excessive prejudice"

"I also can't say that deok mi's father was a completely good person, either, he sometimes does evil things outside of normal people in general if the situation is urgent or forced to prioritize something very important in his life"

"I knew all along my father-in-law was doing business not entirely the right way, but I just thought, he was doing it on purpose to people who deserved it"

"Like a landlord who sells his land at an exorbitant price, or to a landlord who reneges on the initial agreement and then asks for additional costs to hinder the process of building property on the land"

"I would not have thought that all this time the wrong actions he did was the same to people. Until the landlords who should have earned their rights in the process of selling land, now do not get it"

"And the fact that my father-in-law loved his company more than his own daughter when deok mi gave me a fact that surprised me and in the end I realized, that my father-in-law has crossed an excessive line to become a criminal and a dangerous figure if allowed to roam freely in this world"

"I didn't know that my father-in-law's crimes were of the same level as those of the mafia who justify everything" said seo jin

"After my father-in-law found out that his daughter had a twin in this world, he had a sinister plan to throw away his own daughter because it was no longer useful to the company and planned to make you his daughter's successor and take advantage of your innocence" seo ji said long story

This time I did not tell her to stop telling me the events that I had not heard of seo jin version myself because I chose to flee to Korea

"Dong il planned to get rid of his own daughter by killing her and then made it look as if it was just a traffic accident"

"Dong il had predicted that it was likely that deok mi and the man with him would drink alcohol at the club that night and was considered a driver's negligence if they had to lose their lives driving under the influence alcohols"

"And of course the punishment for truck drivers will be reduced and will not be too long in prison because the cause of the accident does not only involve the truck driver but from the victim factor as well"

"Deok mi told me everything the night before the election of the director of real estate rose at the hawaiian hospital"

"That night I did not go home and forget you who were waiting for me at home alone" said seo jin

Actually I'm not waiting for you at home alone, seo jin. I went to the hajung apartment and spent the night there because your big house is like a haunted house to me

"I listened to deok mi's story all night and the reason she lived like that all this time"

"And I just found out, deok mi never had my feelings at all and she wanted to marry me because of her father's insistence"

"Deok mi already has a man she loves but their relationship is not sanctioned by their parents despite trying to get blessing. But still deok mi's parents disapprove of her relationship with the man and are against him instead"

"Until I came to a conglomerate family meeting held once a year. It was there that I met sung dong il and met deok mi"

"I...."

"....falling in love with deok mi at first sight and dong il realize it"

"Up until a few weeks later, Dong il invited me and my family to attend a dinner banquet at my deok house"

"Then we planned our wedding"

"I think that deok mi also has the same feelings towards me, likes me at first sight, but in fact he already has the man he loves"

"My last days before I got married to deok mi, I made a promise to myself, to stop my bad attitude is to play with other women and to give up my free time to be loyal to only one person, deok mi"

"But no matter how long it took when I married deok mi, she started cheating on me and mingling with her former lover"

"I'm stupid to not go berserk and yell at him, I just thought, is this my karma because I've played a lot of women?"

"I kept thinking like that without knowing the real fact that deok mi already had another idol before meeting me"

"Deok mi willingly dumps his life and fulfills his father's wishes but one day deok mi finds evidence that his father is only using him and plans to make him a scapegoat if it is discovered that the company has run a fraudulent business practice"

"Deok mi who knows it, slowly begins not to appear in the office and tends to enjoy his life in his own way"

"He continued to disappear and away from his family, several times he was followed by sung dong il's men and managed to catch him"

"Fruit dong il also did not hesitate to hurt the lover deok mi, but his lover still persevered and loved deok mi sincerely"

"He was just being nice to his girlfriend, besides, he was being very selfish and annoying and living on his own accord"

"Until he does not realize that his attitude is always arbitrary, it harms others"

"Then he met you and wished you were the savior of his life like hell"

"Deok mi was raised and educated to be someone who is dictatorial and superior."

" He doesn't know how to respect others and he thinks only money can solve all problems"

"Therefore when deok mi met you, he thought you could be paid a large sum of money and all the problems in his life could also be solved"

"Deok mi do not know that you are not a person who loves money very much and prioritizing money is everything"

"You are a different person hye jin and that is the charm that is in you" said seo jin

I just keep silent not to pierce the words of seo jin, I'm just a listener

"Deok mi asked me not to show up during the election of the director of real estate rose in order to see what cruelty dong il will do" continued seo jin after taking a breath

"Of course I rejected it, because I couldn't leave you alone when the director's election took place"

"I have to go with you and hurry to get back to Chicago"

"When I was about to leave my deok treatment room, he called me again and asked me to give him some drinking water that was on the other side of his bed"

"There was nothing suspicious about my deok, until he sprayed something on me right in front of my face and I immediately inhaled the liquid from the spray"

"A moment before I fell unconscious, deok mi told me that she apologized for acting so far to want to tell me that dong il was able to go further than I thought"

"Deok mi said, I was too worried about you until I forgot and did not realize who my opponent really was" said seo jin

"The next day, I woke up free from the influence of drugs sprayed by my deok"

"I got mad at him and then deok mi showed me from television a news of a shooting that happened in the real estate company rose hall"

"And the culprit was an immigrant student who was studying in Chicago"

"Looking at that, of course, surprised me, not playing"

"Laxly deok mi told me that her father was able to take action so far when you tried to expose the dirty work of the business dong il all this time to the media"

"Deok Mi tells me that she has a plan to be able to free you, but it can't be as fast as I imagined"

"I'll have to wait for the day of your trial, in other words I'll have to let you spend the days inside the prison"

"Hearing that certainly makes me more worried about your situation, but..."

"Deok mi tells me, if I take action outside the plan, it will provoke dong il to always be vigilant until the opportunity to free you will be difficult to do"

"If I take a wrong step, you could end up in jail for good"

"if dong-il finds out his real daughter is awake, of course he will throw you away and leave you in jail for good"

"Therefore, deok mi asked me to hide the news that he had been awakened from anyone, he asked me to tell his father that my deok hope for life is very thin"

"Deok mi once told me, if dong il is the type of person who is careful and tends to blame others by way of trapping him"

"Therefore deok mi will also use the same way, which is to let dong il make a plan to trap someone but it will make himself fall into his own trap"

"Deok mi can predict what actions his father would take if his biological daughter could not be used again for the benefit of his company"

"He will look for you and use yourself to the maximum possible in order to protect his company and make you another scapegoat and shield if one day the dirty work of the company done dong il is discovered by the holders shares"

"Deok mi contacted her trusted lawyer and deliberately approached dong il to use his services in order to put the wiretap and look for new evidence that he had forced you to become his biological daughter by threatening you"

"According to the plan deok mi, dong il finally trapped by his own trap and get the weapon eat master"

"I was also lucky because dong il apparently still believe in my words that the condition of deok mi can not be saved"

"Until he moves in your direction and Jamie's lawyer gets evidence of the crime and you're finally out of jail after a trial"

"I'm sorry to you for making you wait too long for me to save you and..."

" have made your hometown suffered losses due to fires committed dong il, although I know compensation alone will not be enough, I am sure the memory of the residents about the fire, the fire, it would cause trauma to him"

"So will you, even if you're out of prison, but the dark memories of the time you lived there will continue to be imprinted as long as you live"

"That's why I came here to explain to you everything that happened while you were in prison" said seo jin

"I'm not looking for an excuse not to save you as soon as possible, kim hye jin"

"Only should I be forced to do so for my deok plan to save you to go well"

"I hope that after listening to this you can change your decision, hye jin" said seo jin who seems to have begun to finish the story

"I don't want you to waste your life in this way, hiding and getting dissolved in your bad past"

"If you continue to live like this, there will be no difference living in a prison made by dong il and a prison made by yourself"

"You're young hye jin, your life is long. You deserve to live happily..."

"Working in a decent place, getting achievements, having a good partner for you and marrying him and having a happy little family" he said

"I'm sorry if I had to patronize you, but as the one who's lived one roof with you.."

"I just want you to live happily" said seo jin

"Kim hye jin, will you come back to Chicago with me?" Seo Jin asked me while extending her hand towards me

I looked at seo jin and saw his hand that was waiting for my hand to receive a helping hand from him

Instead of receiving a helping hand from seo jin, I just clenched my right hand and hit his annoying face right on his nose

'POWDER!'

Seo Jin was staggered by being hit by my raw bogem

Seo Jin tried to get back on her feet after getting a blow from me

"That was a punishment for you for being such a coward" I said

"Alright hye jin, I will take a blow.." said seo jin cut off.

'HUKK!!'

I again hit seo jin and hit his right cheek

Unlike earlier, seo jin seemed to be ready to take a blow from me, he remained standing in balance

"That's a punishment for you because you always let me down" I said again

"Good kim hye jin. Do whatever you want" said seo jin

"I will try to hold back." said seo jin cut off again.

'POWDER!!'

Now I hit seo jin on his left cheek

"Haah, that's your punishment for deliberately letting me stay in jail and almost driving me crazy" I told seo jin.

"Kim hye jin, I think you already know why I didn't let you out of jail immediately" protested seo jin

"I don't care what your reasons are, which obviously you broke your promise that said you wouldn't keep me in jail" I said

"Hemm..can you also consider it a blow that was a punishment for you for breaking my promise" I said again.

Seo Jin looked at me in wonder while grimacing in pain

"Why? Do you want to protest?" I asked seo jin

"Annia*(no). I will not protest against you anymore" said seo jin resigned

"Hem...alright" I said with a knotty smile.

'POWDER!!'

I hit seo jin's nose again for the second time

"That was a blow to you because you failed to protect me from danger" I said

"Kim hye jin, forgive me if I interrupt in the midst of punishment"

"Can you hit on another area of my body? Not just in my face, but in the...."

"Milk...."

"Uhuk..uhuk.." seo jin coughed when I hit his stomach.

Either because I hit in the right area or my punch is too hard for him because it is not ready, seo jin cannot stand in balance and fall on the beach sand pile

Seo Jin still looks grimacing in pain but he does not shout roaring because I think he is ashamed of me

"Wake up seo jin park! There are still many mistakes that I have to tell you" I told seo jin

"Ukhh..please kim hye jin, give me a little time.." said seo jin cut off.

Impatiently, I immediately pulled the collar of coats seo jin and hit his left cheek again and hit the corner of his lips until it bled

For a moment I looked at the face of seo jin who was starting to mess up. It was then that my little heart slowly began to have sadness and I began to shed tears for the first time in a year of conscious awareness

As if I was possessed by another soul, I did not feel pain when hitting seo jin, but quite the opposite. Seo Jin had started to get overwhelmed to take a hit several times from me until she started having trouble standing in balance

"Miss kim!!" Shouts of someone calling me from a distance

I had a little trouble hitting seo jin's face as he started to find it hard to stand up

I decided to hit seo jin's stomach using my right leg's knee hard and gripped the coats seo jin's collar using both hands

"It's your punishment for being so presumptuous to tell my parents about all my dark life in Chicago" I said

Instantly someone embraced both hands and tried to keep me away from seo jin

I saw seo jin who began to fall again in the sand but it just made me lose control

I feel like I'm still not done beating seo jin with my own hands

"Let go!!" I yelled at the man who tried to stop me beating seo jin

"Miss kim stop!" Shouted the ohh driver who tried to stop me

"Take off me driver ohh! I still haven't finished beating him" I shouted as I muttered

I think the driver ohh tried to prevent me by exerting his strength

I who began to craze continued to rebel and kick the air towards seo jin, hoping I could take off my arm that was embraced by the arm of the ohh driver who had locked me

Like a child who is tantrums when not getting the desired toy

I kept shouting while crying trying to make a revolt so that the driver ohh let me go

"Ohh min suk let me go!!" Shouted

"No miss kim! Flick all this"

"I beg Miss Kim to stop" asked the driver ohh

"It's okay ohh driver just let go of hye jin, let him release his emotions that have been stifled all this time" said seo jin who was already in a staggered state

"But sir.." said the driver ohh and gave me a chance to escape from the driver ohh

As soon as the opportunity came I immediately ran towards seo jin and kicked his shin hard to make himself fall

I immediately occupied the body of seo jin and clenched my hand and began to beat him blindly

"Have you ever been beaten to death by a bunch of strangers when you felt innocent, park seo jin?" Much

"If never, I'll give you the sensation of being ganged to a pulp" I cried in tears

Instantly I recalled the incident when I was being gang-raped by the occupants of one cell with me

All the thoughts were clear in my mind, the giggling sound of their laughter, the sound of their insults against me, now the pain I had gotten from them, I vented into seo jin

It is because of seo jin that I have suffered in my life

I continued to beat seo jin until the back of my finger started bleeding because I kept beating seo jin's face

The face of seo jin is now battered because of my actions

Slowly I heard the voice of seo jin apologizing to me

"Mianhae*(pardon me) kim hye jin" said seo jin

When I heard the quiet voice of seo jin, I started to flick my punch

Still in a clenched hand, seo jin tried to reach for the scar that could not disappear from my forehead with his right hand

The wounds I get when I'm in prison, fighting with another prisoner to keep me alive and breathing in this world

The sea breeze continued to blow until it easily made my hair flutter backwards

"Congmal mianhae*(i'm really sorry) kim hye jin" said seo jin again in tears

My tears have fallen several times over the battered face of seo jin

While the ohh driver kept begging me to stop my actions that continued to beat his master

Still in a state of sobbing crying, I slowly began to lower my fist, trying to forgive what seo jin did to me

At first glance, my memory flashed as seo jin tried to save me from a serial killer man who almost lost my life

I should have owed him my life, but seo jin's mistake made me want to kill him with both hands

Eventually the grip of my hand began to weaken and lower my fist

I hit seo jin's chest while crying as I pleased. The driver ohh patted me slowly on my back trying to calm me down

Today I will remember and start making peace with myself, no matter if I have to cry. Not that my body is weak and unable to fight all the problems I face

Crying will not make me soft, just by crying will make me able to forgive the mistakes of others and forgive the mistakes of myself

I apologized to my body for what I did all this time and thanked him for continuing to be a strong kim hye jin and making him continue to breathe well in this world

A few minutes passed, giving me time to calm myself down before I went inside and confronted my parents

Seo Jin and the ohh driver stayed by my side without commenting

Once I was sure I was capable of facing both of my parents, I immediately moved from my sitting position and ignored my clothes that were dirty from the sand of the beach

I walked into the hospital to see my parents, the judge wanted to tell me how I felt all along and the decisions I made

Seo Jin was assisted by the driver ohh stood up and walked with me.

Some people looked at us with strange looks but some of them ignored us

Arriving at my mother's bed, I took a deep breath before opening the curtains and talking to them

I saw my father massage both of my mother's legs in a lying position

Both of my parents looked at me and were surprised to see seo jin battered by my actions

"God!! What the hell happened to you?" Excite my father

"Father mother.there's something I have to talk to you about" I said in one breath.

"It's about the problem I'm facing right now" I said trying to hold back tears

Mother listened to me seriously, evidently when she changed the position that originally fell asleep into a sitting position

I got closer to the two of them by sitting on the bed close to my mother's feet

"Eomma, appa*(mother's father).naega*(me).had mental health problems since I got back from chicago"

"I'm..."

"I've had an acute fear since I got out of prison"

"Life in there really made my life change 180⁰ and changed my attitude" I said, starting to cry

"I've been taking tranquilizers all this time so I can sleep well and avoid the nightmares that kept looming over me during my stay in prison"

"And forgive me, mother, father for almost putting you in danger from the fires that broke out on this island a year ago"

"It's all my fault, because someone threatened me and I didn't want to obey him, I.hiks" I said disconnected.

my mother immediately hugged me as I began to be unable to tell all the bad things I had been through so far that my tears broke again

"Eomma.*(mother.) huwaa"

"Mianhae*(excuse me) has lied to you that I'm fine, but I'm in a lot of pain...."

My mother continued to rub my head gently and heard sobs from my mother. So did my father who started crying to see his crying daughter roaring

"Mom knows honey, you're in a lot of pain. Forgive your mother and father who from the beginning of your return to this island did not ask about your situation" said the mother

"The first thing your mom and dad should ask you is 'how are you doing, son? Are you all right?' But I never asked you that question and pretended to think you were okay despite something that stuck with your behavior" my mother explained

"Your life is hard even though you're young"

"We always demand that you be mature when you still need us"

"I'm sorry, dear, for giving you such a heavy burden to bear" my mother said

"Ania eomma, ania*(no mom..no) just because you guys I'm still alive today" I told my mother

"If there were no of you, I would not know whether I was still alive in this world or not...."

"I thought mom and dad would be fine if I didn't complain about my problems to you guys, but I was wrong mom"

"I made him almost lose you because you kept thinking about me who never talked about my problems" I said

"Every mother has the instincts of her family members, including you son who is my only daughter"

"I love you so much more than I have in this world, I'm even willing to risk my life for you, son" said the mother

"Therefore, I hope you live happily and I want to see you smiling sincerely from the bottom of your heart"

"Whatever your decision, I will continue to support you and protect you. Because you're still my little daughter, baby" said the mother, who broke my tears

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