Choose Him Or I'm The Virgin

Choose Him Or I'm The Virgin
Episode 68's



KIM HYE JIN POV'S


"Mian*(sorry) for interrupting your time with seo jin, and making it difficult for you to come to my apartment, I asked you to come here just to make sure of something" Hajung said and started staring at my neck


Hajung quickly picked up the scraf that was still wrapped around my neck.


I was shocked and covered my neck with both hands and raised the collar of the shirt so that Hajung could not see the wound I was intentionally covering


"Surge" said hajung flat


"What are you doing?" I'm panicking


"Get your hands off!" Hajung shouts


"Shireo!* (do not want!)" I said to return Hajung's screams


Hajung closed his eyes briefly and exhaled, trying to control his emotions at me


Hajung suddenly pulled out both of my hands that were covering my own neck with both hands


"Issh...stop hajung!" My orders are on Hajung but he doesn't care what I say


Hajung tried to pull my hand firmly so that both hands could get out of my own neck


I couldn't help it anymore, hajung managed to pull both hands away from my neck and stacked both hands on top of my head using his left hand to hold it


Hajung freely unbuttoned my shirt with 3 pieces so that he could see clearly the results of the actions he did last night


I did not see Hajung's expression at the moment, only the sound of his heavy breathing was clearly heard beside my right ear


Hajung slowly touched my neck gently as if he did not believe what he saw


A pale blue bruise was clearly visible on my neck, satisfied to see the wound on my neck, hajung took off his left hand which had held my wrist over my head


He slowly backed away from me.


Now I can see clearly Hajung's expression at this moment


Feelings of regret and guilt were painted on Hajung's face


Hajung was shocked by what he had done outside of his consciousness


Hajung seemed to want to cry and feel frustrated with the shortcomings that exist in him


Hajung sat down on the sofa while exhaling his breath hoping that the weight of his mind would come out and ease his frustration a little


Hajung clenched his right hand and held the fist with his left hand to support the forehead of the hajung who wanted to lean


While both legs are wide open and put both elbows right above the thigh hajung


Hajung hid his facial expression from before me with both arms


"Why didn't you run away from me that night, Hye Jin?" Ask hajung


"I think what my secretary said to you was very clear over the phone" he said


"If at that time you obey what my secretary says, you will not experience something like this" Hajung told me while looking down without looking at my face


"Mianhae hajung-ssi* (excuse me hajung), I just feel guilty if I have to leave you that night" I said slowly


"Neo paboya?!*(are you stupid?)" The screams of hajung surprised me


"Even a deer knows he's in danger!" Shouted hajung again while looking at me sharply


"Then what should I do? You seem to be in need of help, if I leave you at that time, you'll be hurt by stepping on a broken plate" I said


"Why do you still think of my salvation that doesn't even threaten my soul at all? I could've killed you without me noticing kim hye jin!!" Shouted hajung again who had now moved from his seat


"Anio*(no) I won't be that easy to get killed by you sung hajung, you can see the evidence now with me standing right in front of you, after all, no one can guarantee your safety if you were alone in such circumstances last night" I said intending not to bother about this anymore


"Haah...are you currently bragging Miss Kim?" Ask hajung


"Let's just say that night you were lucky and the angel of death was too busy to forget to pick you up Miss Kim, but you should know, luck will not come 2 times" Hajung told me


"Therefore you'd better go to psychia...."


"Shut your mouth kim hye jin!!" Shouted hajung who cut my words


I fell silent as Hajung shouted loudly at me


"You have no right to give me advice, you're a nobody here, you're just a stranger who's willing to pretend to be my cousin just to take advantage of yourself, Miss Kim" hajung said and made my chest a little tight when I heard it


What Hajung said is true, I'm just a stranger in this family


And my intention is to do something like this for my own sake, for the sake of getting my peaceful life


Should I not interfere too much in Hajung affairs?


After all, he was a man who had a bad temper


"Go away" said Hajung breaking the silence


"And never come here again to see me" said Hajung, who kicked me out


WHAT'S?!


just now he kicked me out?


It was as if he was calling me here, and then he easily kicked me out of here


You think I'm an insect you can call and you're gonna throw it away?


What does it mean to not come here again?


Obviously we have agreed to work together to find evidence of the crimes of sung dong il


And what's more...


How could I leave you in such a mess?


"What do you mean by what you say?" I asked hajung


"Are you deaf, miss kim? I told you not to see me again" said Hajung rudely


"Didn't we agree to look for evidence of the crimes of sung do..."


"Forget it!" Hajung said cutting my words again


"That deal is no longer between us, miss kim"


"Mwo?!* (what?!)"


"If you're reluctant to leave here for fear of getting your identity discovered because of me, you don't have to worry, I won't divulge"


"Take it in return because you saved me in the barn that day"


"You can go back to seo jin and live according to what seo jin planned to turn your life back" said Hajung again


I should have been happy and laughed happily when Hajung would have kept his mouth shut about my identity as hye jin until the election of real estate director rose arrived


But...


Why do I feel hajung is looking at me and like a lover who asks to break up because it can no longer be maintained?


Or do you feel guilty about me? And have a high concern this could happen again if I stay by his side while collecting evidence of the crime dong il?


"Hajung-ssi, did you throw me out for fear that this would happen again?" Much


"Are you afraid that if we continue with our plan to gather evidence, you will hurt me again unconsciously like last night?" I asked hajung


Hajung was silent when I asked him that and he suddenly picked up the glass on the table and threw it against the wall right behind me


"Aarghhh." I cried as I covered my ears with both hands and closed my eyes in surprise and a little fear


I slowly opened my eyes and looked at the now cold-faced hajung


"I don't even know what I'd do to you if you stayed by my side"


"Before it's too late and you regret it afterwards and then it turns into a nightmare for you, get out of here" Hajung said


"There's nothing more we need to talk about Miss Kim, you can get out of here before I drag you out" Hajung said


I lowered my hands with teary eyes holding back my tears to come out


I turned my body around and intended to go to the door to get out of the hajung apartment


"Hye jin-ssi" called hajung suddenly and made my footsteps stop


I turned my body and looked at Hajung


"Tie your shirt first and grab your scraft before you get out of here" Hajung said as he pointed at me with his index finger and threw his face the other way


I who heard it from Hajung, immediately realized and quickly turned my back to the hajung to button my shirt


Aishh....


Why did he just say it after he finished talking to me?


He should have warned me after he finished seeing my wound


After buttoning my shirt, I looked for my scraft on the floor and after finding it, I immediately picked it up and left the apartment


Before leaving, I looked at Hajung and he was still looking at me to make sure I was out of his sight


Half-heartedly I went out of the apartment


I closed the door of the hajung apartment and was still standing at the door


I exhaled while holding my neck which was a little sore when pressed with my index finger


I walked very slowly while thinking about the possibility that happened to Hajung


Could he give up?


And let the dignity of himself and his family trampled by dong il


Hajung just looks rude and annoying, but I know he's actually a good person


He treated me like that for my own good and didn't want any other purpose


The possibility of hajung threatening me to divulge my identity was just a bluff


The real point is, he asked for my help to look for evidence that dong il's actions were a crime


Because all this time he was tired of working alone to find evidence of it


But after getting a friend to help him find evidence


He actually hurt her unconsciously because of the mental illness she is suffering from at this time


What is the right choice if I leave Hajung at a time like this?


He looks perfect because he has the wealth he has, but I see hajung is exactly the opposite.


He looks pathetic


Ahh.no-no.


That's none of my business!


Stop taking care of other people's business hye jin, your business is not finished yet been pretentious and be a hero and help others


He still has a secretary who will remind him


But.hajung has a secretary who is indifferent because of his own hajung attitude


But..


It was not Hajung's will, however, hajung needed an expert to resolve his mental illness


I stopped my footsteps and stomped my right foot on the floor when I remembered I had not yet turned over the dollar bill I had taken from my pocketbook last night


I turned towards the hajung place and stood in front of the door


I confidently knocked on Hajung's door and rang his apartment bell a few times


'Tok tok tok'


'Ting nung ting nung ting nung'


There is no word from Hajung


Or signs that he's opening the door


But I didn't give up, I kept pressing the bell and knocked on the door a few times


Until some neighbors next to the hajung apartment room opened the door and saw me who was making a rowdy hallway floor


"Ohh, it's so noisy" said one of the hajung neighbors who started gossiping about me


"What's he doing? Are they lovers who are fighting?"


I ignored the words of the residents beside the hajung apartment room


"Hajung-ssi open the door I want to talk!" Shouted


"Didn't the occupants of room 1550 often bring home different women?" Said one of the middle-aged women to her husband


"Haah.basal young people, their association is too free" said the husband of the middle-aged woman.


"Ohh...or maybe he was charging for his services last night in bed to the occupants of room number 1550?" That middle-aged woman's words were very clearly heard in my ear


"Ee...is it a pel**ur?!" Exclaimed the middle-aged man


"Hajong-ssi!!!" I screamed loudly intentionally to cover the voices of those who were happy to talk about me


"Ohh.. Should we call security? If this continues, he can ruin my time off" said a man who had just walked out of his bedroom door


"Heah..shit! I paid a lot to rent this apartment! But look! To rest alone can not be because of the noise" said the man with a thick mustache


"Sung ha's...."


Finally Hajung opened the door of his room and pulled my hand inside


"Yes!* (hey!) Are you a crazy woman?!" Hajung


"Are you going to burn down this apartment building if I don't get out of my room?" Ask hajung


"Mmm..it could be possible" I said casually and replaced my shoes with sandals in the house.


I took out my wallet and took out a few pieces of money and put them on the table


"My mwoya?* (this what?)" Ask hajung


"That's your money. I took your money last night out of your wallet because I didn't have any money at all" I told Hajung


"As soon as I have the intention to leave you if you're still crazy" I said


"I didn't bring any money when I went to buffalo and according to what you said, I was a poor girl who had nothing"


"But I thought if I didn't return this money to you, it would be like a thief" I said and looked at the trash and small scrapes to clean up the glass


Was Hajung cleaning up the broken glass he threw earlier?


"Calculate.I took 500 dollars from your wallet" I told hajung.


"Are you kidding kim hye jin?! You made this one-story storm just because of 5 pieces of 100-dollar bills?" Hajung said with a wry smile


"You take 50 pieces of 100 dollar bills I will not fuss about trivial things like this hye jin" said Hajung who underestimated it as if 100 dollar bills were nothing in the eyes of hajung


"Now go and make no more noise" said Hajung, and as I passed by him, I heard the sound of rumbling from the stomach of hajung very loudly because of hunger


"Gdppfft....Does someone who underestimates a 100-dollar bill have to starve in front of a poor girl like me?" My ledek on hajung


Hajung's face turned red and threw away his face to avoid me


"Don't tell me you haven't eaten since last night until now" I said and saw Hajung's face


"That's none of your business, hye jin" said Hajung still with a thin tone


I casually went to the kitchen and opened the refrigerator to see what I could cook


I smiled happily when I saw a lot of food in the refrigerator hajung. in contrast to the refrigerator when I stayed at the buffalo city hotel which contained only a few bottles of wine and fruit only


I started putting food on the kitchen table


"Yya*(hey) what are you doing?" Ask hajung


"Mianhae hajung-ssi *(forgive me hajung) I'm starving, you called me here while I was having lunch with seo jin and also deok mi's parents"


"A large barbeque meat barbeque was in front of me. I just picked up my cutlery and wanted to taste that very tempting meat, he said, but you interfered by calling me and telling me to come to your apartment" I said


"At least you're responsible for calling me hajung, I'm not an insect that you can call and you're kicked out" I said


"At the same time I didn't ask you to treat me to an expensive restaurant, I just asked for groceries from your kitchen and turned them into food"


"You're hungry too, right? If you don't care about other people, at least you care about the living things that grow in your stomach, they collect food from last night until now" I said blabbering while cutting white tofu into small dice


At first glance I saw Hajung who was messing with his own hair


After I finished rambling, hajung approached me and pulled me away from the white tofu I was cutting into pieces with the condition of the kitchen knife I still hold


Hajung landed my body in the refrigerator while holding my shoulder with both hands


I was amazed by Hajung, why he really likes to land my body on a hard surface and talk with a close face like this


"Are you not at all afraid of me hye jin?" Hajung asked sounds depressed


"From you asking me if I'm afraid or not of you, it would be nice for you to ask me how I could have paralyzed you last night" I told Hajung


Hajung frowned as I said that sentence to him


"I've told you many times, don't take me for granted just because I'm a woman" I said arrogantly


"I can knock you out with just one hit, do you want to try again to prove it?" I said to challenge hajung


"Do you think this is a joke to you Miss Kim?" Hajung asked while looking at my neck which I had wrapped with a scraft


"Ani* (no) ever since I saw it with my own eyes, I never again thought your words were just playful sung hajung" I said


"I've warned you many times about kim hye jin, and I've given you the chance to get out of the lion's den, but you've wasted it"


"If anything happens to you, I hope you won't regret it later" Hajung warned me


"Araseo*(i understand) you don't have to worry about my safety sung hajung, when you turn into another hajung like last night, I won't hesitate to beat you all out"


"If you wake up and see your handsome face turn battered, don't blame me or sue me, because I did it to defend myself from other threats" I smiled at Hajung


Hajung removed my shoulder and was surprised to see my right hand still holding the kitchen knife


"W-are you holding that just in case you protect yourself?" Ask hajung


"Anio*(no) you're in a normal state right now, it's your own fault that pulled me in without giving me the opportunity to put down this kitchen knife" I casually told Hajung


I smiled at Hajung who was scared of me just because I was holding a kitchen knife


hajung left me without a word in other words she allowed me to use her kitchen


I saw Hajung who was cleaning the glass she threw at me


Haaah...


That guy is really weird


Why should he be rude and talk like that


Did he really want to expel everyone nearby so that no one else would be hurt by his mental disorder?


Does Hajung really suffer from multiple personalities?


If true...


Wahh...daebak* (extraordinary) is my first experience meeting someone with D.I.D (Dissociative identity disorder)


But...


I don't know for sure if Hajung really suffers from the disease or not. To be clear, I had to take her to a psychiatrist


Maybe I can persuade her slowly


After finishing tidying up the broken glass, I deliberately asked Hajung to take the cutlery and put it on the dining table


"Hajung-ssi, please put the cutlery on the dining table, the soup knows the spiciness is almost so" I said with a smile on Hajung


Without protest, Hajung complied with my request and placed the tableware on the table


Is it because he is hungry that he complies with my request?


Hajung is like a human being if he behaves like this


****


All the food dishes have been finished I cooked, there is an omelet, spicy tofu soup and simple kimbap that I mix with the existing vegetable ingredients


Seen a hajung jakun who was moving like a person who was swallowing his saliva because tempted to see food in front of him


"Hajung-ssi try you to eat and tell me how it feels" I told Hajung


"You're sure you're not mistaken for this cooking spice?" Ask hajung


"You'll know if you taste it" I said


Hajung tried the spicy tofu soup and tried to taste it with his taste buds


'Swrupp....'


"Ottokeh* (how?)" Much


"You're lucky because I'm so hungry, so I don't care about the taste of this food, the reason I eat so that my stomach doesn't embarrass me anymore in the presence of a girl like you Miss Kim" said Hajung


"Eisshhh.you want to say the word 'good' just have to go around in circles to say it" I said and immediately took the spicy tofu soup and put it in my bowl.


"Well.since when did I say that this cuisine is delicious? You are too confident kim hye jin-ssi" said Hajung evasively


"Araseo araseo* (i understand.ngerti) now eat and fill your stomach so that your emotions are stable" I said to Hajung who deliberately insinuated


Hajung cleared his throat and began to take the rice and eat it voraciously


I looked at Hajung who was eating well


Thank goodness it fits my cooking.


Can I start to persuade Hajung to go to a psychiatrist at a time like this?


I guess he got very emotional because of his empty stomach.


Let alone hajung, I who do not have a problem of abnormalities in the soul will become sensitive if my stomach feels hungry


"Hajung-ssi.." call me.


"Neo..*(you...) since when did you realize something was wrong with you?" I asked while looking at Hajung and looking at his expression


Hajung stopped eating and started looking at me


I felt uncomfortable when Hajung looked at me like that


"Well I understand, continue eating you, I won't ask you again if you don't want to tell me" I said


Hajung stopped looking at me and continued eating again


Fuuh....


It is difficult to ask Hajung if it is not from himself who wants the story


"You know, sometimes if you can't tell your problems to your own family, a stranger can be the right choice if you want to express your feelings of unease in order to be a little relieved"


"Unless you have a friend or a lover to share the story with" I told Hajung to go fishing


Hajung looked at me again while chewing his food


"A-anio*(no) I'm not talking to you, me..."


"I'm just talking to myself..."


"If you don't like it, just ignore my words" I said with a smile on Hajung


Ouh...


Hajung's look was scary


I've been spending a lot of time with her lately, but I'm still not used to her sharp eyes


It doesn't seem right now to lure him to talk to me about his mental illness


Haaah...


Can I persuade him to go to a psychiatrist?


"Ehem..uhuk-uhuk" I coughed as I thought of a way for Hajung to want to talk to me while eating.


Unexpectedly, Hajung stood up and got me a glass of water and gave it to me


I looked at Hajung in wonder


Casually, Hajung continued eating again without commenting


He finished a bowl full of rice and drank a full glass of water and then rubbed his lips with a tissue, a sign that he finished eating


"Eat the right, not while talking." said Hajung while looking at me with a flat face.


Hajung took his cutlery and put it in the sink and washed it


"Quick finish your meal, I'll take you home" Hajung said while washing dishes


"Aahh..yye*( ok)" I said and started finishing my meal


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