Choose Him Or I'm The Virgin

Episode 52

Kim hye jin pov

'Blam'

I slammed the car door when I got home

I left seo jin who was still in the car

The servants lowered their heads as me and seo jin returned home

I ignored all the greetings of the servants in the house and went straight into the room

Seo Jin's words made me feel guilty

He told me that the death of the foreign ahjussi* (uncle) was because of me

Which makes me feel sad because seo jin speech has a point in my opinion

I should have been self-aware, who I wanted to find out all this time and indeed I shouldn't be able to do anything

because I'm just a poor girl who doesn't have a strong family background

I should have realized long ago, before I was born, this world was already dirty

No matter how hard I try, I won't be able to prove the truth

Only people who have power and a lot of money can enjoy the life of this world

Had I not followed chul moo to the park, perhaps the alien ahjussi* (uncle) would have lived to this day

No matter how he lives his life

Doing good or doing bad is in the choice of his hand and he himself will bear it later when he faces the gods

I was annoyed by the words of seo jin who said I had to obey his words if I wanted my life to be safe

It's like telling me not to care about other people's lives as long as you live to this day

Like a doll that has no heart or a small bird that is destined to live in a cage for the rest of its life

There is no need to think about the misery of others as long as you are not miserable living your life

Eommas...

Being a good person does not always give happiness to others, it actually results in the person being killed indirectly.

I immediately went to the seo jin reading room and placed my head on the table using my right arm as a head pad

Unknowingly, the liquid coming from my left eye soaked my right eyelash followed by a tear that fell onto my right arm

The longer the blue dress that I wear the arm part becomes wet with teardrops

The fluid in my nose was piling up, filling the entire hole in my nose making it difficult to breathe until I made a sound

"Hiks...hiks.huh..."

I accidentally went to the seo jin reading room

I heard the sound of someone's footsteps, but I thought, it seemed like he respected my decision to use the time so that I could be alone

About 1 hour later I was alone in the reading room seo jin and after my guess was calmer I went back to the seo jin room and saw seo jin who was sitting on the sofa waiting for me out of his reading room

I think seo jin is currently not in his room but rather in the office to work

I was surprised when I saw seo jin with the appearance of my eyes that were slightly swollen from crying because I was upset

"Are you feeling better?" Ask

I passed seo jin and walked towards the bathroom and washed my face with the water flowing from the sink water faucet

"Why don't you go to the office today?" Much

When seo jin wanted to answer I interrupted him and said

"I forgot, your company won't run away from you if it doesn't go to work today, is that what you want to say?" Syndirate

Seo Jin sighed looking at me who had insinuated it

Seo Jin went to the wardrobe room and picked up the sunglasses

Then put it on me.

I was amazed by this kind of seo jin attitude

"Follow me" said seo jin and pulled my arm and left the room

I tried to stop seo jin by releasing his tightly gripped hand on my wrist because I was reluctant to go with him

"Isshh.last.I don't want to" I said against.

Arriving outside the room, I could not yell at seo jin for fear that the servants would wonder if I struggled to take off seo jin's grip

Inevitably, I followed seo jin calmly

Seo Jin opened the car door for me and closed it

Then he drove a car that was going to go somewhere

During the trip seo jin did not talk to me until I could not hold back my lips to ask him

"Hhh...we're going where else is seo jin?" Much

Seo Jin did not answer my question and looked like she ignored my question

I exhaled strongly and resignedly followed the goal of seo jin

Until when it's time seo jin put the car down and told me to get out of the car

"Come down." he said.

"Sirheunde* (do you want) why are we here?" Much

Seo Jin got out of the car first and opened the door

I shook my head and refused to obey seo jin's will

Seo Jin pulled my hand again so I could get out of the car

The sound of the children's screams and music became clearer as I got out of the car

I looked around me and could not believe that seo jin had brought me here

"Let's play" he said cheerfully

"Yes..heol!! You're already 3 seo jin heads old, aren't you shy about going to the amusement park haahh!!" My screams were not exhausted with the thoughts of seo jin

"Yes.ayo back home, I want to rest" I said lazily to seo jin.

"I've heard the chatter of my employees, if they are angry or sad, they will go to the amusement park because they can scream with all their content" said seo jin suddenly

"I know you feel claustrophobic at home, so I brought you here to vent all the resentment that's inside you"

"Shout as much as you can, I will not forbid you, today you have been hye jin all day without fear of being discovered by others, the amusement park is the best place to go" said seo jin while smiling at me

"Someone told me not all those amusement parks are the best places"

"There's a myth that says if a couple goes to the playground, they break up tomorrow" I said

"Jinjja* (really), which means it's a bad thing, then let's go back" said seo jin and grabbed my hand to get into the car

"Ania.ania* (no..no) because we're not a couple, so that's not a bad thing" I said

"Well, I'll ride all the rides, because this is my first time visiting the navy pier for 4 years I lived in chicago"

"Prepare seo jin, I am worried about your heart health if you ride the rides that stimulate adrenaline because you are old hahaha" said I mocked seo jin and left him

"Yes.I'm not that old as hye jin!" Shouted seo jin who was annoyed with my words

Me and seo jin ride some very exciting rides

I saw seo jin who was getting overwhelmed with the adrenaline-pumping game that was so strong that it did not feel like time had started to twilight and we decided to ride a large Ferris wheel and watch the sunset beautiful in chicago sky

The color of the orange rays reflected by the sun greatly spoils my eyes

I looked at him with amazement at the scene I saw at this time and did not realize seo jin was actually looking at my face with a smile

"Yes.why are you looking at me smiling like that? Suspicious" I said

"Waeyo* (why) this is my eye, it's natural my eyes look towards the scenery that looks beautiful" he said

"The beautiful view is beside you, see that the sunset is much more beautiful than anything" I said

"Let's see, my eyes chose to look at you instead of at that sunset" he said, which I thought was even crazier.

I think seo jin went crazy because he was tired of riding too many rides here, so he could not compare good scenery or not

I flicked my lips towards seo jin and looked back at the setting sun

After being satisfied to look at the sunset, finally me and seo jin came down from the Ferris wheel and my stomach rang indicating alaska worms in my stomach scavenging to ask for a bite of rice

Seo Jin smiled hearing that

"There seems to be a restaurant, we should eat and warm the body, the air at night gets colder" said seo jin

Aisshh.Basic belly shame, how can you howl long before the king of the slow lorises.

After a few minutes of walking, seo jin and I ate warm corn soup and spaghetti agglio seafood complete with red wine to warm the body temperature

Basically I don't like alcoholic beverages too much because my tolerance to alcohol is low and it's easier to get drunk just by drinking a few different glasses with mrs deok mi

Without ever telling seo jin, he secretly watched me and ordered warm milk instead to warm my body temperature

"Warm your body, the nighttime weather here is getting colder" said seo jin and I started touching the hot glass in front of me and grasping it with both hands.

A fog of smoke emerged from within my mouth

Along with the arrival of the night soon autumn will end and will be replaced with winter

Finish my dinner and seo jin are about to go back home and rest

I still rubbed my hands together so that my body temperature felt warm

Seo Jin put the suit she was wearing on my shoulder as I blew my palms

I looked towards seo jin

"Well* (not what) you just wear it again, later you can get the flu" I said

"No will! You only wear it, my body feels hot after drinking a few glasses" said seo jin

"Are you drunk? How will you drive a seo jin car?" Much

"Look, tonight I'm too tired to drive a car, I'll ask for the services of the driver who is applied to bring my car" he said

"Pfft..I know, you are overwhelmed because you play too many rides in this place hahahaha.." I said meledek.

"Stop laughing!" Say seo jin with a reddened face

"Bahahahaha.." my laughter could not bear to see the behavior of seo jin who looks like an old man because of fatigue playing rides.

"It turns out that it's true what my staff said about going to the playground, you're already looking better now hye jin, I'm relieved to see it" said seo jin who was looking at me with a smile and made my laughter slowly stop

"Gomawo* (thank you) for bringing me here" I said with a smile to seo jin

The two of us looked at each other and smiled, not long after the white grains from the sky fell on my head

I looked up at the sky to see that beautiful white round thing coming down and touching my body

Winter came earlier than expected.

I held down the snowflakes that fell with my hand and enjoyed the beautiful winter atmosphere in the playground with seo jin

*****

A gust of night wind entered the entire room in this house

It keeps me awake from my deep sleep

I tried to find warmth by curling my body until my knees touched my chest

But this time I felt something touch the tip of my toe and it felt so cold that I scrunched my forehead

I try to go back to sleep, ignore it and keep my eyes closed in this comfortable sleeping bag

The disturbance happened again, I felt the falling water droplets touch my forehead and made my eyes have to open to see what happened

After I opened my eyes, only the view of the bookshelves I saw stood neatly in front of me

I held my forehead which felt like it had been hit by a drop

but strangely, my forehead felt dry, and there was nothing strange when I looked up to see the ceiling of this reading room

'Shelf'

'Shelf'

I heard the sound of objects hitting the wall so hard that it caused noise in the middle of the night

Without any fear, I immediately walked out of the reading room and examined her

There was no one in the room, even the bed was still neatly arranged

I went out of my room and as usual, there was no one in a house this big at night, because the servants in this house only worked until 8 p.m

Lighting in this house is very minimalist, because it must save energy if not used at night

I walked towards the sound of objects hitting, then saw the door of the house open wide against the wall due to strong wind gusts coming from outside

I went to the door and closed it again

Shortly before closing the door, I saw the view outside the house that was snowing, making my body shiver with cold and want to close the door quickly

However, my eyes were fixed on a human figure standing from a distance, as if approaching was walking towards me

And strangely, when I blinked my eyes for a while, the human figure was now standing on the floor of the house in all black clothes

To my surprise I immediately wanted to close the door of the house, but my body seemed to be sculpting and unable to be moved

From the stature of his body, that human figure seemed to be of the male gender

Proved from his broad shoulders and height that surpassed mine

The man began to slowly move closer to me

I looked down at the floor and saw the man was not wearing footwear

There were some water droplets falling from his body as he stepped on his feet as if he had fallen from the depths of the water

'Agashi.'(miss).

'Why do you just shut up and look'

The man was like talking to me

But strangely the voice of the man was heard echoing in the house when he was in front of me

I closed my eyes as I started to feel scared and did not want to communicate with him

'Agassi.*(name) please me..jaeball*(please)'

This time I tried to dare to look at the male figure in front of me

The man started looking at me with a sad and desperate look

I know the face of that man

It is a poor ahjussi*(uncle) who was killed in the basement of lord dong il

I wanted to scream and run away from him, but again I was silent just looking at him

I began to fidget until I could hear the sound of my own breath gasping for breath

'Wae*(why) you didn't contact agassi*(nona)' police'

'*Why you just keep quiet watching me die'

'Naega*(me) feeling cold right now, help me! Please*!'

Ahjussi* (uncle) was reaching out his hand towards me and suddenly from his forehead came out a red liquid that increasingly flowed profusely to cover part of his face

My fear and guilt mixed until both my lips trembled and let out tears

"Minhae ahjussi hiks.." (sorry uncle).

I'm shriveled

"congmal mianhae.." (excuse me).

"I'm too afraid to do it.huu..hiks" 

Instantly the face of ahjussi* (uncle) turned into a figure I was very familiar with

Not only his face, but also his body, which did not change was only a red liquid that covered part of his face

"Eomma?"

'Jin-aa...'

"Eeomma.huhuhu eomma"

'Dore!!!'

The sound of a gun soaring into the air and making myself who was originally silent and trying to speak, can now scream and move to hug a figure similar to my mother

"Andwe!!!*(no!!)*

 

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"Hye jin-a!!"

"Hye jin-a!!"

There was the sound of someone calling my name and shaking my body so I could wake up from the nightmare I was having

"Haaahh.haaahh...."

I felt so claustrophobic after the nightmare I had

Seo Jin sat next to me with an anxious-looking face

"Dangsin-eun?* (are you okay)?" Seo Jin asked me

I looked at seo jin with a frightened face

The nightmare felt so real, and I remembered my mother's face covered in red liquid asking for help to give me goosebumps

"Seo.seo jin-ssi.." call me soft and shed tears because I can't hold my tears anymore.

"Gwaenchana* (it's okay)" said seo jin while gently patting my shoulder

"Hiks.hiks seo jin-ssi huwaaa!!" My tears broke and unconsciously hugged seo jin tightly

I sobbed in seo jin's arms and broke the silence of the night because of my crying

Park Seo Jin - pov

Today I took hye jin out to improve her good mood

At first he refused, but it seems that the girl actually enjoyed the rides in this playground the most

It seems like hye jin never enjoyed the time to relax during his 4 years of stay in chicago, his time was spent just on studying and working part time

Well, at least today he can forget the incident he experienced last night and not grieve anymore with my outrageous speech in the car.

After returning from the playground, the girl immediately went to my reading room and slept

Ever since I bought her a sleeping bag, the girl has been reluctant to sleep in one bed with me

Well...

As long as it made her comfortable, I did not mind obeying her will, even though I felt that this bed was too spacious just for myself

This time shows at 2 am I woke up to hear someone's screams

Suddenly I woke up from my sleep and immediately approached hye jin, because it was only me and hye jin who lived in this house at night

I saw the girl was restless while sleeping, cold sweat started to pour on her forehead

I tried to wake hye jin by calling her name, but hye jin never woke up from her sleep

I tried to wake him up again by patting him on the shoulder and shaking his body to wake him up

Thankfully the girl began to wake up from her sleep and was free from the nightmares she had

I helped hye jin from a lying position to a sitting position and tried to calm her down

Seen the face of hye jin who was frightened and was holding back his cry in front of me

"Seo jin-ssi" said the girl calling my name softly

"A-ahjussi* (uncle) the stranger appeared in my dream and.and" said hye jin trying to explain his nightmare.

"Hye jin-a, no need to tell, everything will be fine" I said to appease hye jin

Hye Jin started frowning and raised both of his lips above the sign that he was about to cry

And sure enough, the girl hugged me tightly and cried loudly until her voice echoed in the reading room

After hye jin cried for a few minutes and her sobs started to sound slow, I tried to talk softly with hye jin

"hye jin-aa sleep in the room, so you can sleep well, it's too cold, there's no heating in the reading room, it's not enough to warm your body with just a sleeping bag" I said

"Nne.*(yes) naneun museowo* (i'm afraid)" he said

I helped hye Jin stand up and left the reading room

Arriving at the room, I helped hye jin to sit on the bed

"Jamkkanman-yo* (wait a minute) I will make a warm drink for you" I told hye jin

The moment I turned my body, hye jin pulled my pajama arm a sign to stop

"I'm coming with you to go to the kitchen" he said

I turned towards hye jin and tilted my head not to return hye jin's words

"Museowo..naneun museowo* (fear....I'm afraid)" he said again.

"Well, you can come with me hye jin" I said.

Hye jin followed me to the kitchen to make a drink while holding the tip of my pajamas from behind like a frightened child after being told a spooky story

Hye Jin looked to the left and right as if he felt that there was someone other than me in this house

I turned on all the lights in this house except the 2nd floor besides my room so that hye jin would not feel afraid

Hye Jin sat down on the dining table chair while clasping his two cold hands

While I was making hot chocolate for her, luckily I didn't drink too much wine at dinner last night, so I was able to wake up from my sleep when I heard hye jin's scream in the reading room

I put the warm cup to hye jin, the girl grasped the warm cup so that her hands would not freeze from the cold

Hye Jin started drinking the hot chocolate I made and he started to look a little calm

"Yes..why do you like sleeping in the reading room so much?" Much

"It doesn't matter if you sleep there in spring or summer"

"it's winter! do you want to freeze to death in the reading room in the sleeping bag?"

"Again, can you sleep well in a sleeping bag huh"

"Are you camping in the mountains, sleeping in a sleeping bag?" My words started to nag

"I don't know the reason why you don't sleep next to me, I've been bothering you all this time"

"Yes..kim hye jin, we just sleep close our eyes without doing anything strange on the bed, why is your reaction excessive huh?" I nagged at length

"I just don't feel comfortable sleeping next to you" said Hye Jin

"Wae's?* (why)" ask me again

"Because I'm always surprised when I open my eyes in the morning, the first thing I see is your face" he said

"Aigoo..kim hye jin, is my face so bad when sleeping, that you don't want to see me in the morning?" Much

"Ania* (no) is not like that. but..."

"But...."

"Ah...Dwaesseo* (ahh.hhhhah) need not be discussed" said the girl and turned her face away from me.

"Yaaa* (eeh).I know you don't seem good to me because of your messy sleeping style, besides..."

"Haaah.In addition you can easily salivate while sleeping and hit the pajamas..."

'Shelf'

"Yeah!!!* (hey!)" Shouted hye jin while hitting the dining table and making me surprised

"Arasseo..arasseo* (i understand..I understand)"

"Well, maybe at first I'm uncomfortable because I'm not used to your messy sleeping style, but.after experiencing it 3 to 4 times, I'm getting used to it" I told hye jin.

"If you're not comfortable seeing my face in the morning, from now on you should get used to it ok! because it's for your own good"

"I also do not want to sleep on the sofa or in a sleeping bag because it mm. looks very uncomfortable at all" said I.

"So we better get to sleep together again..."

"I mean sleeping in the same bed and just closing each other's eyes, not doing anything else"

"Park seo jin.you have a large house, of course you also have many rooms, why don't you let me sleep in another room" said Hye jin

"No no no.." I said as I pointed my index finger at hye jin

"We talked about this the first time you came to my house, the reason you didn't let me sleep in another room"

"I don't want to hear the gossip of the servants here, especially aunt Min whose curiosity is very high"

"You may be found out that you are not the real deok mi, because you are too soft to aunt min" I said

"softly? Park seo jin, I have tried to be evil in front of aunt min, there is no way I have to talk rudely to aunt min every day" said hye jin

"It has to be every day." I said.

"Deok mi is always looking for trouble with aunt min, oppressing her mercilessly despite aunt min's innocence"

"I heard from aunt min, you once told a new maid to go into the room and told her to compress her cheek which was bruised because of aunt min's slap, really?" Much

"Nne.*(yes) it's true" said hye jin with a plain face

"Ckckck.deok mi never behave as a human when dealing with servants" I said.

"Cih...is deok mi a witch who comes from a fairyland?" Ask

"It's not wrong if I spread the rumor that deok mi is pregnant and said her hormones change until her nature gets better" I said

"Stop! I have ended your lies in front of her mother deok mi" said Hye jin

"Ahhh...about your miscarriage? But... At breakfast, my mother-in-law advises us to do something exciting like dawn earlier, love to immediately have the fruit of love in your womb"

"Do we have to do it again tomorrow morning, hye jin?" I asked to tease hye jin while smiling flirtatiously at her

"Michinom* (crazy people)" said hye jin and left me

"Yeah!!* (hey) kim hye jin, aren't you afraid to go alone to the room?" I asked but Hye Jin did not answer my question

Haaah....

Thank goodness the girl wasn't as scared as she was

Kim hye jin held out until rose's real estate director election ended

Thereafter...

You can live your life as it was

I'm sorry I have made you suffer for having to get into the dark circles of the conglomerate's family life

seriate....

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