Choose Him Or I'm The Virgin
Episode 69
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Sung Hajung pov's
After I landed in chicago and drove hye jin to starb*ck, I immediately rushed to the orphanage to see the situation there
Thankfully there were no fatalities there and officers from the police are still investigating the cause of the fire at the orphanage that I consider to be this second home
The head of the parlour told me not to worry about the children, because he had reported this incident to the social service and had received help from the church
They will temporarily evacuate in the hall until police officers finish investigating and then renovate the burned-out home building
I saw the second-hand room where I lived in this parlour burn down because of what happened last night
I was stunned when I saw the rubble of the burnt-out ruins of the parlor
I hope that the cause of this fire is just an ordinary accident and there is no intentional element of a person
After I finished seeing the state of the parlour, I immediately returned to my apartment to rest
I don't know...
I'm tired right now, but last night I went to bed early
Is it because I had a bad dream last night?
I took off my blazer and left it lying on the shoulder of the sofa, whereas I prefer to lie down on the sofa
Before long my phone rang and looked on the screen of the min secretary phone who called me
"Speak secretary min" I said directly without further ado to my secretary
"Sorry sir interrupted his time.I ask you to immediately give contact to the mobile phone of the woman who spent the night at the same hotel as you last night" said secretary min
I immediately got up from a sleeping position to a sitting position because I was surprised to hear the words from my secretary
A woman's cell phone contact? What is meant by sekerteris min is kim hye jin?
Why does the secretary ask for the girl's mobile number?
Did something happen last night that I didn't know about?
Is...
Again my emotions are unstable and turned into a temprament man who destroys the things around me unknowingly?
But...
There was nothing strange when I woke up this morning
There were no scattered or broken items on the floor this morning
All the things around me looked neat and I woke up on the bed with hye jin beside me
That girl's...
Did he cover something from me?
If I recall the incident this morning, it appears that hye jin looked terrified when I woke up
Couldn't it be that a normal person who sees me is being crushed because of my unstable emotions like a madman is able to survive to stay beside me? they will run away to save themselves
But...
Hye Jin is not a normal girl in general, she is also a crazy girl in my opinion, judging from her actions who dared to risk lying to police officers just to save me
And again the dream made me very uncomfortable when dealing with hye jin, because it looked very real to me
I have to make sure for myself what really happened last night.
I'll start by asking my secretary
"Did something happen last night, secretary min?" Much
"It seems like yes sir, was this morning when you woke up nothing strange?" Ask the secretary min back to me
"I think the girl who spent the night with you disappeared when you woke up, sir"
"Because when I told the news of the orphanage fire, suddenly the girl who had taken over your cell phone, sir"
"I thought you were going to call me this morning because you needed something, but until now you haven't called me, so I took the initiative to call you right now and make sure you're okay" say secretary min again
"Once in a while I want to ask the girl's cell phone contact to give her money to keep her mouth shut so that your secret is not widespread"
I immediately remembered the incident when I caught a glimpse of the bruise that was on hye jin's neck when I wanted to get close to the girl because I wanted to wake her from the ground
Oh no!
It turned out that it was not a dream, but rather reality and I had hurt the girl
How'this?!
But...
Why didn't he run away from me?
What's the reason he's staying by my side?
Is he stupid?!
Or was he forced to be by my side that night because I was the one who brought him and he was confused to leave me because he had no purpose?
"Master hajung?"...
"Mr sung hajung.." call the secretary min several times and make me realize that I am still making phone calls with the secretary min.
Without punching the secretary call min, I immediately hung up the phone call from her
Without thinking any more, I immediately made a phone call to hye jin and told him to come to my apartment immediately
I told him to come to my apartment immediately to see if what I did last night was just a nightmare or if it was a scary reality
If it wasn't a dream..
The expression of pain that I saw on hye jin's face back then was reality and it would make me even more distrust myself for having harmed others around me
Unknowingly I almost killed an innocent girl under my consciousness
Is my mental illness going back to the way it used to be?
Ahhh.shial.
I thought this mental illness was long gone, but it still haunts me
Indeed, I admit since the incident I was held in the empty warehouse, my worry and anxiety appeared again to make me afraid and difficult to control my emotions
I guess I just turned into a temprament, but I didn't think I almost killed someone and made him suffer because of me
No!!
I hope this is just a nightmare
This is not reality
I need to confirm it and see it directly with my own eyes
Until the time came, when hye jin came to my apartment and I saw directly a bruise that was clearly painted on the girl's neck
I retreated slowly away from the girl, I couldn't believe what I saw on her neck
Ahh.forgive me hye jin.
How can I face that girl right now...
Though I thought there would be a way out to solve this unhealthy sung family business problem
But it was I alone who crushed that hope and made it a girl's nightmare
the girl had already borne the heavy burden of having seen someone die before her, it's still a good thing if the girl doesn't live in a mental hospital because of trauma but I'm just adding to her suffering by attacking her and threatening her life
If I continue to cooperate with her, I don't know any more bad things that will happen to that girl
Well...
I think giving up is a good thing for the girl
I'll take the girl off and let her life be governed by my cousin's husband, Park seo jin
I can only hope that Park seo jin can protect the girl and grant her wish to live quietly without having to pretend to be someone else
However
I didn't expect, the girl had a firm and mentally steel stance
I have underestimated the mental and physicality of the girl who is similar to my cousin, sung deok mi
His face was very similar to my cousin's, but his personality was very different from his
The girl has a warm personality in her and...
obstinately
Although this girl is stubborn yet she can make my heart put a little confidence that I can lean on her
Until my heart began to not know myself and hope that the girl was the sunshine I was looking for all this time and will give light to my dark life
And right now, that girl is sitting next to me stealing glances at me while I'm driving
I guess he still hasn't given up hope I'll tell him about my boring life
****
Kim hye jin pov
"Eephem..."
"Hajung-ssi do you know iron man?" Ask me to lure hajung to talk in the car and discuss the hero marvels character
Hajung was silent while driving because he intended to drive me to the bus stop near the house of seo jin
Haaa...
I don't think he's bothering me. I think he likes movies about heroes because the other day he once insinuated me and compared my kindness to the goodness of super heroes
But at least I tried
than not at all
"Isn't he a great man? A genius and wealthy machine-maker has everything he's got"
"Unfortunately a great man like him has an excessive anxiety disorder, and it makes him almost fail to save the earth from evil creatures" I said.
"And unfortunately he was too arrogant and reluctant to bring himself to share his story with others, because he thought he did not want to make those closest to him feel worried about him"
"Perhaps if he wants to share stories about anxiety disorders that he experienced and eliminate the arrogant nature on him, maybe he did not fall in the war and could live together with his wife and child" I said something that was not clear to Hajung
"Let's see and take a lesson from the doctor bruce banner although he initially refused the presence of the hulk and hated it very much, but in the end he was able to make peace and willing to accept the hulk to be part of him"
"It's all because he shares in agent nath and doesn't bear his own suffering"
" but of course the most important thing is the banner doctor himself who can accept the big and angry green creature to take over part of his life and live peacefully with his alter ego"
"I think you can be like a banner doctor if you want to share your story with others." I told Hajung and hoped he wouldn't be angry with me.
But...
Hajung still did not bother me and preferred to focus on driving
I exhaled and did not know what else to provoke him
I'm thankful I wasn't sprayed and reviled by him after I said such nonsense
"So..."
"Are you willing to be a nath agent for me, miss hye jin?" Hajung spoke suddenly and made me widen my eyes
Oh.ommo* (my god)
Is hajung starting to believe me
Did after eating my cooking and making himself full, the door of his heart opened slightly?
Ohh...kyeopta* (sweet).
He was like the son of anj*ng I picked up on the street, he turned into a submissive after I did him good
"Nne* (yes) if you're ready to hajung-ssi"
I said to hajung
Hajung took a deep breath as he wanted to tell me
"All I remember is that my emotions started to get unstable when I graduated high school"
"When my grandfather told me that I should be able to compete with deok mi"
"Because after all I was the only boy who inherited the blood lineage of the sung family and shouldn't deok mi who was a woman leading the company"
"however I try, in the end my deok always excels me and it makes my grandfather disappointed"
"And the silly feeling of disappointment made my grandfather's health decline until he died" Hajung said without looking at my facial expression
"Unconsciously it made me become pessimistic and desperate and then I changed my emotions and it became harder and harder to control my anger"
"To go berserk slamming and breaking things is natural to calm my anger" hajung story
"Didn't your parents take you straight to a psychiatrist when you did something like that?" Ask me to wonder
"Anio* (no) because they think I can heal by myself when my state is calm and can return to my activities"
"But I think it's become a habit. berating maki and being rude has become my personality so that I become calm" said Hajung and made me swallow
What's so good about being rude? It makes you more hated by others and makes others who do not recognize you become misunderstood for example your personal secretary
"I also don't need a friend or a friend who is beside me, because in this world there is no one else I can trust other than my parents and my parents...." hajung was cut off
"And so are you" continued Hajung in a soft voice but I could hear him
"The yes of the many women you spend with you can't make friends or friends, I think you're also very popular with women." I said.
"I don't think it's necessary to be friends or friends if you just spend time and have fun in bed with women, Miss Kim" Hajung said
"Mwo?!* (what?!) busun suriya* (what is your mascudine?" I was surprised
"Wae* (why) were you surprised?" Hajung asked casually as he looked at my face for a moment to see my expression
"Ohh come on, Miss Kim, you're all grown up too. Must know the needs of men" said Hajung
"Neo michi.*(you're gil..)" I interrupted and almost swore at him.
I think he not only has a psychiatric disorder but he also belongs to the category of bren**ek men and playboys
Why do I feel so sorry for him after knowing he did that to some women
I exhaled my breath to ease my anger that wanted to berate the man breng**ek who was beside me
Somehow I really hate playboy men***ek who only use women as objects for biological gratification
I still hate it even though they do it on the basis of mutual liking
But..
most women are easily fascinated with handsome and rich men like hajung until they are willing to do anything for the realization of a beautiful future with a man of his heart, but without realizing it, they are becoming 'tissues' that will no longer be used at any time and will be thrown away easily if it is not needed
"What's the matter, miss kim? You look upset at me" asked Hajung
"Ani* (no) just focus on the streets" I said while holding back emotions
"Are you upset that I'm a playboy?" Ask hajung
"AAANNI!* (TTTC!) why should I be upset with you if you are a breng**k man" I said glaring at Hajung
"Mwo?!*(what?!) Did you just call me Miss Kim?" Ask Hajung who started raising his voice
"I mean playboy" I said.
"Well, even though playboy and breng**k make no difference" I said slowly but I'm sure hajung heard it even though my voice was slow.
"I can hear you kim hye jin" said Hajung
"It's good if you can hear it" I said as I mocked to hajung
"Neo..*(you..)" said Hajung disconnected.
After that, hajung remained silent for a while
"alright..I'll stop seeing other women if you forbid me, miss kim" Hajung said suddenly
"Ahhh..wae*(why) you should stop because of me, hajung-ssi"
"Do it. If it makes you happy, I'm not your mother who forbids her children from having fun with many women" I told Hajung.
"Aahhh.hajung-ssi stopped at the bus stop in front of there" I said suddenly when I saw the bus stop.
"Are you going to stop by someplace Miss Kim?" Ask hajung
"Nne* (yes) I forgot if I still have an appointment to meet my friend" said I who was forced to lie because I was not comfortable with one car with hajung
"Tell me where, I'll take you to your destination" Hajung said
"Ahh..gwaencahana* (it's okay) you just drove me out of your apartment I'm grateful" I told hajung
Hajung stopped right in front of the bus stop
"Hye jin-ssi." call hajung right after I open the seat belt of the car.
"Mianhae* (sorry) because I hurt you last night" Hajung told me
I looked at Hajung and was silent for a while
"I've forgotten that too and don't want to remember it anymore" I said breaking the silence in the car
Hajung was still staring at my neck which was covered in scarves
"Aisshh...gwaenchana* (it's okay) after a few days this wound will disappear, you don't have to worry and still be a shitty hajung" I told hajung and immediately opened the car door, hajung still locked the door
"Wae?!* (why?) Is there anything else you want to talk about?" Much
"Come tomorrow to my deok office and take a photo album that you said is the same as the date of the dong il transaction I gave you last night" Hajung said
"I think I should start with that photo album you're talking about, I hope that photo album has more clues, about deok mi's father's dark transactions" Hajung said
"Araseo* (i understand) I'll find an excuse to seo jin so I can come to deok mi's office" I said and hajung opened his car door
I remembered something as I was about to stand up from the hajung car
"Ahh.. chakaman* (wait), is richard still an intern at your place?" Much
"Why are you asking me that?" Ask hajung
"Yes.*(hey) don't tell me you forgot that richard's apprentice who's at your current place is my college friend" I said
"That kid, relax and act like you don't know him if he meets right in front of you" Hajung said casually.
"There's no way I can ignore him, other than he's my college friend, Richard is a special person to me" I told Hajung
"S-special??" Ask hajung wonder
"You mean like a lover?" Ask hajung
"Now not yet, but I will soon be a lover of his heart hehehe.." I said gladly.
"Aigoo.so you clap one hand at him?" Ask hajung
"Ani* (no) richard also has the same feelings for me, just that there is no right time to tell me" I said confidently
"Cihhh.Stop fantasizing, if he really likes you, without waiting any longer he will declare love to you if it is true that he is a man and has no other heart but you"
"Yes!!* (hey!!) You'll never understand because you've never experienced anything called hard to make money"
"For me and Richard too, dating is a luxury! Richard and I are in the same condition, if you have time to date, why not use it to make money and learn. You should know that isshhh.." I said.
"Well.so you want to tell me even if you're poor but you're a busy person?" Hajung ledek
What the...
Haah...was he just mocking me?
Hoo..thank goodness he's back to being a shitty hajung! I got out of the car and slammed the door hard
"Yyaa!!* (hey!!) Kim hye - jin!!" Shouted Hajung who was upset because I slammed the door of his car
That's all I can do to get back at the hajung that's starting to suck
I ignored Hajung and immediately walked away leaving him to get on the bus
Hajung opened the windshield of his car and showed his face to me
In the bus I was mocked by sticking out my tongue and a silly face through the glass of the bus
"Mweee.." I said and waved at Hajung.
Hajung was surprised to see me mocking him and became upset again because of me
I was satisfied that I managed to make Hajung upset and feel like I won against that annoying guy
***
The sky had started to twilight and I decided to walk to get to the house of seo jin
Well...
Although the distance between the bus stop and the house was quite far, I decided to enjoy the sunset view before winter actually came and hide the sunlight to enter this city
Until the sun completely set and the sky turned dark, so did I who had finally reached the house of seo jin
From the outside, the seo jin house looks lonely and I have not seen any more servants passing by in this house
I only saw the lights on which meant that there were residents in the house
I guess seo jin has arrived home first and is in the room
I immediately went to the 2nd floor and entered the seo jin room
I saw seo jin sitting on the bed reading a book with his reading glasses
"You've reached hye jin" said seo jin
"Mmm.." I said to seo jin
"I thought aunt min, but it was you, hye jin"
"I think aunt Min is no longer in this house" I said
"Mmm..wait, this is weird. Why don't I hear the car? Did the driver oh also leave after driving you here?" Seo jin asked
"There are no ohh drivers here seo jin, only the two of us in this house" I said
"I walked from the bus stop to your house" I told seo jin
"Mwo?!* (what?!)" Seo Jin cried until he closed the book he was reading
"Why didn't you call me to pick you up, hye jin?" Seo jin asked
"The distance between the bus stop and the house is very good...."
"Gwaencahana* (it's okay) I myself who really want to walk because I want to enjoy the view of the sunset" said I cut seo jin while talking
"Well, by the way there's something I want to tell you, seo jin-ssi" I said
"Speak" said seo jin
"From tomorrow I'll go to deok mi's office" I said
"Mwarago?!* (what did you say?)" Deo jin asked
"Why suddenly..."
"In the near future the director election, how can I just stay in a house this big until the director's election meeting arrives?"
"How could the shareholders believe me and vote for me if I'd never been seen in the office"
"Does that make sense? A potential director but very rarely visit his own office" said I who try to find an excuse
"Hye jin-aa.did your head hit?" Seo jin asked
"Why do you suddenly want to go to deok mi's office?" Seo jin asked
'Deg's'
Ahhe...
Did I fail to ask seo jin permission to go to the office?
"Actually I'm deliberately trying to keep you from going to the office. I'm asking you to go to my deok's office if there's anything emergency"
"For example, like yesterday, you went to the rose real estate office just for the percentage and the big meeting"
"I will not involve you to jump directly with the daily tasks of the real estate office because there is already a sin secretary who handles it" said seo jin
"So you're saying that deok mi aslipun was never directly involved with his work?" I asked seo jin
"I think.iya" said seo jin hesitated.
"Does deok mi become a real estate director just as a status and icon without having to work like a director?" Much
"Nne..*(yes)" said seo jin.
"Wahh, what a great life deok mi, he lived his life just to enjoy the results of the wealth that flows from the profits of the company" I said
"I've told you, your job is just to be cold and tight to everyone" said seo jin
"Why did you marry such a horrible woman seo jin-ssi, I didn't think of you" I said as I took off my coats jacket
"Wr*(heei!) Why are you even talking about that" protested seo jin
"Then what about hajung? Is he also the same as deok mi only spend money and poya-foya from the results of company profits?" Ask me to wonder
"Why talk about hajung?" Seo jin asked
"Yes.I'm just curious, how do conglomerates live their daily lives? Is it mostly like deok mi?" Much
"Not everything is like that, hajung is different from deok mi, he is directly involved in the work of the company just like deok mi's father"
"But the strange thing about hajung is that it does not seek to make a profit for the company, but rather tends to harm the company"
"It's very strange with his attitude, other people are busy trying to maintain the success of his company but he is trying to destroy the company, is gossip if he is a crazy person is real?" Hajung astonished
That's because you don't know how your father-in-law runs his company business
If you knew the truth, would you still call hajung a lunatic?
"Hahaha.well, I get it, so if I go to the office, I don't have to do much" I said
"Mwo*(what) hey.No one told you to come to the office, you'll only trouble other employees if you go there" protested seo jin
"Then what should I do if I don't go to the office?" My speech
"Hhhmmm..hei kim hye jin, why is your attitude so strange lately?
"What is it about you that suddenly wants to go to the office? Are you hiding something from me?" Seo Jin asked and started to get out of bed and approached me
Omuna* (yes god)
How'this?
Seo Jin suspected me
Would I be caught if I tried to hide something from him?
Please do not let seo jin know if hajung has known my disguise
seriate.............
