
Sung hajung pov
I stood there for a moment after hearing all the words of the first woman I loved from the bottom of my heart
I never would have expected, kim hye jin had known from the beginning, that I was trying to make her hate myself by doing things that hurt her
But even then, he still does not hate me
What exactly have I done to him?!!
Why do I keep hurting the woman I love?
Why am I not allowed to unite with the girl of my choice?
What is really going on with this universe?
Did I make a mistake in my previous life so I kept disappointing the people I loved
A few moments passed and I just sat on my knees
Looking up at the night sky without stars
I reached into my pants pocket and chose to burn the tobacco and suck it in the lounge chair that led to the lake
Several times I inhaled and exhaled slowly letting the tobacco smoke I burned blend into the dark night sky
After finishing the two cigarettes I had, I rubbed my face with both hands and chose to go back into the room to warm myself up
As I walked back to my vip room, I saw my personal bodyguard being with hye jin whose behavior looked strange
All I remember, hye jin had left me in a state of crying, but somehow now he looks happy and jump with excitement
My bodyguard seemed overwhelmed to calm down hye jin who was acting like a hot worm
I looked at him at the door to notice every single one of his aggressive looks
Hye jin even dared to wrap her arms around the neck of my bodyguard very centilively
Until my personal bodyguard realized that I had returned to the night club vip room
"Gentlemen, please help me sir" he said
"Miss hye jin behaved strangely when he went back inside" said my bodyguard
"Ohh...hajung-ssi you have returned?" Tanya hye jin who already had a red face like boiled shrimp
He came up to me and hugged me in a flirtatious manner
"Where have you been? I've been waiting for you in here"
"If I don't come back here, it'll be very dangerous for me"
"I could've spent the night with a foreign man out there"
"And.haaah!!"
"It could be that I slept in one bed with another man" said hye jin with a chatty and smell of alcohol from his mouth
Is this how hye jin behaves if he is drunk?
I wish I had never seen him drink alcohol
Just touching it he was not interested, it turns out that if drunk, hye jin turns into a troublesome girl like this
"I'll take you home, hye jin"
"You prepare the car" I told my personal bodyguard.
"Ba-good sir..."
"Thechakamanyoo!!*(wait a minute!!)" Shouted hye jin
"I haven't done anything with you, why'd you take me home?" Hye jin asked
"I also want to do amazing things like you did that with that girl" said Hye jin
"I also want to feel you kissing me brutally like this..."
"Mmuuu.achh" said hye jin practicing and pursed his lips to my face.
I closed my eyes and thought for a moment what should I do to the girl who had lost her wits due to alcohol
"Ayoo kiss me.mmuu.." pinta hye jin who kept her lips thrust towards me.
My bodyguard just saw me confused
"What are you doing? Hurry over!" Excited to tell my personal bodyguard to get out of here and get the car ready
"Good sir" he said and immediately ran out of the room
"Kim hye jin stop doing things like this" I asked
"Waee??!*(why?!)" Ask
"Is it because I'm not the kim hye jin you know?"
"Didn't you love this side of hye jin?"
"Are you really not interested in me anymore and choose such an ugly girl to accompany your night?" Ask hye jin who started sulking
"I don't want to go home, I want to spend the night with you" hye jin said again as she sat on the floor and hugged my feet
Kim hye jin in a drunken state actually turned 180 degrees into a shitty girl
"Well hye jin if you don't want to go back to your house, you can spend the night at the nearest hotel for tonight"
"You can spend the night there" I said, giving up so he stopped acting so annoying
"REally??!" Exclaim hye jin while standing up and leaning her chin against my chest
"Are we going to sleep together like a normal couple in general?" Ask hye jin
"You know that this girl is very stupid and always fights with her silly feelings towards the man" said Hye Jin
"Just because he slept with a man for the first time, his feelings are very difficult to get rid of and it is difficult to switch to another man"
"I knew the guy was great at the game in bed that night but..."
"I should also give you a chance as well, to be fair and I can choose who is the greatest among the two of you" said the mischievous hye jin as she bit her lower lip
"Are you whining like this asking me to fuck you so you can know who the greatest man in bed is?" Ask me to clarify
"Of course hihihi." said hye jin standing while pulling my dasiku.
"Wow!! I didn't know you were this wild hye jin" I replied
Hye Jin laughed gigglingly as I said she was a wild girl
"But unfortunately..."
"I'm not interested in a drunk woman who's lost her mind like you are today"
"I want you to ask me to sleep with you when you are conscious and have good common sense" I said as I pulled the hand of hye jin clutching my chest
Instantly hye jin's face turned sullen and cried loudly
"Girlgigy!!!" Shouted hye jin crying
"Why are you like this?!" Shouted hye jin
"I can only come out when the consciousness of this stupid girl sinks and I take over" said Hye Jin
"And you know this opportunity is very rare because that stupid girl is very vigilant and withholds her will not to drink alcohol"
"You know if this stupid girl gives herself up to alcohol, it means that she is facing a difficult time of her life and choosing myself to come out in her place" he explained
"Hye jin-ssi do you have multiple personalities?" Much
"Pers**an with multiple personalities or whatever it is!" Shouts hye jin rough
"All I know is that the girl is a selfish and cowardly being who doesn't dare to face her own problems and chooses to forget her by drinking alcohol"
"Why do you guys just like that idiot girl compared to me who has more allure?"
"You and park seo jin are the same, I hate you guys" said Hye jin as she smacked my chest
"Have you ever appeared like this in front of seo jin? How many times have you appeared before him in this state?" Ask me to wonder
"Wae's?*(why?) Are you wondering what I'm doing with the other handsome guy?" Ask hye jin
"Just think for yourself what do they do if a woman and a man live together in a few months?" Hye Jin asked, which made me curious
"Are you.." I said cut off because I swallowed my saliva.
"Did you and park seo jin do the 'it' thing more than once?" Further
Hye jin stopped hitting my chest and fell silent while looking at my face with her flat face
"Of course I want to do it with the charming man more than once to feel the pleasure that is so tempestuous" said Hye Jin while whining
"But he never wanted to touch me" he continued.
"Damn this stupid girl no longer attractive in front of men?"
"Until the time he slept one bed he never had the desire to have body intercourse when he first did it in the hotel park hyatt" said hye jin who made me breathe a sigh of relief
I guess seo jin is a bren**dick guy in general, though, but it turns out that he is quite moral and has a strong faith not to fuck hye jin except on that night because of an accident and he mistakenly thinks that hye jin is sung deok mi as his wife
"Do I have to perform the operation of installing the payu**ra implant?" Grutu hye jin while holding both payu** his hands
"Or is this not getting smaller because of less food?"
"I have to see it for myself" hye jin grumbled as he opened each button of his shirt and ignored me
"Eitts..stop! Are you out of your mind?" I cried while holding hye jin's hand
"Do you want to check it out yourself in my place?" Hye jin asked casually as she led my hand to hold her payu**raannya tightly
"Yes!!*(hey!!) What the hell are you doing?! Are you out of your mind?" Excited to my surprise I've been holding payu**ra hye jin
"Ania*(no) You have often slept with many women, of course you already understand how the shape of a good woman's chest" said hye jin casually
"You're really very dangerous right now, hye jin" I said
"Ngg??.why is your face flushed? Are you really used to sleeping with a lot of women? Or is it just a rumor?"
"Why do you behave like an inexperienced man to deal with a woman?" Ask hye jin
"Have stopped talking and gone from here" I said as I held hye jin's wrist
"Wait a minute!" Hye jin yelled while pulling her arm out of my grasp
"To make sure before I leave here with you." said hye jin.
"Are you gonna fuck me or not?" Ask hye jin who is slacking
"I've told you, I won't touch a girl who's lost her mind like you unless you ask me to be conscious and uninfluenced by alcohol" I said firmly
"Alright, I won't come with you" hye jin replied casually
"I want to be here"
"I'm going to find a man who will sleep with me tonight before this stupid girl regains consciousness" said Hye Jin as he stepped foot and intended to leave me
"Wait a minute what does your statement mean?" I asked what I thought was wrong to hear
"What do you want to find?" Ask me again
"Finding a man who wants to sleep together and spend a passionate night with me" said Hye Jin
"Stop calling me crazy" exclaimed hye jin
"What's wrong with finding a partner to sleep with?"
"At the same time this stupid girl had failed to maintain something that made her look special and proud because of the accident that night"
"Instead of doing it with a loved one for the first time, he did it with a stranger he didn't know and did it by force"
"Isn't that ironic?" Hye jin asked as she folded her hands together on her chest
"So far he's still a hypocrite and doesn't want to do it with just any man"
"I was forced to resist my cravings to see how far this foolish girl was able to take care of herself"
"But it turns out that he failed to keep it because of the incident that night"
"If everything has happened, there is of course no reason to defend it"
"I have to sleep with a man at night today, I will not waste such a rare opportunity a second time" said a serious-looking hye jin
"Wait a minute" I said
"Otherwise?!" Hye jin
"You know you just thought about doing a 'one night stand' with just any guy"
"That means there is no feeling of love when you have an in**m relationship with a man" I said trying to stop the crazy hye jin
"Shy..love?!" Hye jin
"Did you just say something silly?"
"Now I'm asking you, are you doing it with all kinds of women because there's love?" Ask hye jin
"Of course not, you do it because of your lust, not because of love" said Hye jin
"It's just that you can't do such a thing" I told hye jin
"Cihh...can you do it while I can't?" Ask hye jin
"Waah.you're a selfish man sung hajung"
"You don't want to fuck me tonight but you've done it with all sorts of women and kissed unfamiliar women in front of stupid girls to make them choose to lose their mind with a drink alcohol" said Hye jin at length
"I don't care what you say"
"I'll keep looking for another man who wants to sleep with me tonight" said Hye Jin and broke through my body
I immediately pulled his arm to flick hye jin out of this room myself
But hye jin actually kicked my collarbone to make me fall and he could be free to leave this room without anyone blocking him again
"Well, hye jin, I'll sleep with you!" I yelled at him who was forced to say what he wanted so that he would stop stepping and go back into the room
My efforts succeeded, hye jin heard my screams and entered back into the room with a grim expression
"REally?!" Hye jin
"N-ne*(yes) I said quietly as I rubbed my painful collarbone while sitting on the sofa
"You lied to me" said Hye Jin looking at me cynically
Aishh.
He knows I'm lying
"I will not believe what you say" said Hye Jin and turned to leave me
"I mean it!" I shouted again so he would stop stepping his legs to leave me
Hye Jin turned back and looked at me
"Prove if you're not lying" hye jin said forcefully
I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly and then gestured for hye jin to approach me who was sitting on the sofa
When hye jin saw my hand waving slowly to get to me immediately, he quickly walked towards me and climbed up on my thigh and sat on it with his legs spread out
Hye jin roughly devoured both of my lips with her lips without any cues
Hye jin's hands started to grab my hair and she started taking off the tie I was wearing from my shirt collar
Hye jin did not give me a chance to breathe and hot breath coming out of my mouth and hye jin's mouth because alcohol was now starting to affect my face
My face turned red and began to get carried away by the exciting atmosphere made by the drunk version of hye jin
Hye jin's lips began to slowly descend downwards and began to kiss my neck
He easily made me almost lose my mind and obey his will
I stopped when Hye Jin's hand started touching my pants and was about to unbutton and zipper it
"Wait a while hye jin haah.haah" said I realized to immediately stop hye jin who was already very wild.
"Wae's?*(why?)"whispered hye jin softly in my ear that it was getting harder and harder to control myself
"Why did you tell me to stop?"
"I can even feel you're tightening down here" whispered hye jin as she moved her pelvis and touched my sensitive area
Instantly I shifted hye jin's body beside me to snap all this hot atmosphere before I got out of control
I stood up and tidied up my shirt which turned out to have missed some buttons because of hye jin
Hye Jin still put on a teasing face while biting her lower lip
"Hajung-ssi let's continue" pinta hye jin
"Are you nervous about doing it with me?" Hye jin continued
"Ah.mm.what if we continue in the hotel alone" said I distract hye jin
"I-I just remembered that I didn't bring a small device to prevent you from getting pregnant" I stammered
"You can get it out" said hye jin
"M-mwos?!*(what?!)" My excitement that makes my face reddened by imagining indecent things with hye jin
"A-ani*(no)" I said
"I have to keep using that little thing" I reasoned
"Haah..so we stopped for a while because you didn't bring the little tools?" Hye Jin asked repeating with a disappointed expression
"We can do it in the hotel, I'm sure they must have prepared it in the hahaha room." I said so that hye jin could get out of here.
"Hem..
"I can make you excited again like this" said hye jin casually and he moved from his sitting position and hugged my arm spoiled
Thank goodness I managed to overcome the hot and exciting atmosphere earlier, I almost got out of control.
I would not have expected hye jin to be so wild if he was drunk, I wonder how seo jin overcame his lust when hye jin was crazy like this
"Let's hurry away from here so we can do it" pinta hye jin spoiled
Me and Hye Jin walked out of the club and the woman who felt strange to me but was the face of the girl I loved, clutching my arms tightly and occasionally leaning her head against my upper arm
He looked at the man who passed us while saying something crazy
"I'm going to sleep with this guy" said hye jin, to my surprise
He said those words to the man whose eyes were unintentionally staring at him
"I'm sorry I'm going to sleep with this guy" he said again and I had to endure the strange gazes of the person who heard hye jin's words
"I also want to sleep with you but I will sleep together with this man" said again hye jin ngawur and had made other men who seemed interested in hye jin stop
"Can you be hired?" Ask the foreign man who passed us and heard hye jin say
"I'm.."
"Sorry he's drunk, just ignore his words" I said cutting off hye jin
Fortunately the stranger understood and left us and continued to walk out of the club
Finally I was able to breathe a sigh of relief as I got out of the club safely
I saw my personal bodyguard approaching me and opened the back car door for me and hye jin
"Thank you so much" said hye jin to my personal bodyguard, touching under his chin with hye jin's hand
Gosh
This girl is completely insane
I will get rid of all the alcohol as far as possible from the presence of hye jin and will warn him aloud when he is conscious
Along the way to the hotel, Hye Jin continued to mutter singing her favorite song
Sometimes he calls my name and tells me to kiss him
"Hemm...are you not ashamed to be seen by my bodyguard?" I asked to distract hye jin
"Wae's?*(why?)" Ask hye jin
"She also knew that I would sleep with you tonight" said Hye Jin
"You want how many rounds for tonight hajung, baby?" Hye jin asked as she stroked my hair slowly
"Uhuuk-uhuk hemm..hemm" I deliberately coughed so that hye jin stopped talking about it.
"Hemms?? Are you short of breath and coughing loudly like that? Do you need breath help? I can do it" said Hye Jin who began to pull my face closer to his face
"Hye Jin calm down or I will refuse to do it with you" I said as I covered her mouth with the palm of my hand
Hye Jin followed my words and she silently said no more words when I threatened her until I arrived at the hotel
He kept his mouth shut when I booked the room for tonight
When the hotel receptionist gave me the key to hye jin's room, she opened her mouth
"You're not asking if they're providing a little magical item that's preventing me from getting pregnant?" Chirp hye jin that makes me feel wrong
I was also surprised, usually I would not be nervous like this when I was with other women
I will easily answer
"Of course, the service at this hotel is amazing, even they have prepared some contraceptives in the drawer"
But this time I couldn't say that sentence so easily
And the one who answered the question hye jin was this five-star hotel man's receptionist
"Don't worry madam, we've already prepared it in your bathroom"
"If less, you can contact the receptionist by room phone" said the hotel male receptionist kindly
Hye Jin smiled with satisfaction upon hearing the man's receptionist's words and walked with my hand towards the hotel room
I don't know what to do with hye jin to stop her current madness
What is clear is that I do not want to do this relationship when he is not aware of what he is doing right now
I hope a miracle happens to stop hye jin