Choose Him Or I'm The Virgin
Episode 72
SUNG HAJUNG POV'S
The fragrant aroma of coffee made me wake up from my deep sleep, I opened my eyes and looked around me but did not see hye jin being beside me. could it be that he had left earlier at dawn for fear that seo jin would look for him? but who brews coffee in the morning? the smell made me wake up and want to sip it in this cold morning.
I got out of my sleeping position and saw the breakfast dishes neatly arranged on the table and no one I saw. did hye jin prepare this and leave this room?
I exhaled because I had regretted making it difficult because of my selfishness, hye jin must definitely find an excuse for not returning to the seo jin house last night. maybe at this time kim hye jin is running after the morning bus so that seo jin does not get angry with him
I stood up and folded the blanket, as soon as the bathroom door opened and I saw the round-eyed girl with the towel wrapped around her head being surprised to see me who was awake from her sleep
"ohh.. have you woken up sung hajung?" ask the girl cheerfully
somehow I felt happy when I saw the smile painted on his face and greeted me warmly. I guess the girl had left me for fear of seo jin. but it turns out that he stayed here to fulfill my request
"was I supposed to wake you up after my business was done from the bathroom.are you planning to go to the office today?"heed
"i think so.." I said to hye jin
"Ohh, I thought you'd take a day off to rest" he said
" ahh yeah get ready.I've booked breakfast with hotel service but.." said the girl disconnected and approached me.
'i haven't paid the bill for the food yet, because after I saw the price from the menu list, the price was ridiculous' he whispered
"at that price, I can buy fresh meat and make it into galbi* (roasted meat with typical Korean seasoning) that is delicious" said hye jin boasted her who is smart cooking
"Mm...but I think the price of meat is currently rising maybe about 50 dollars per kilo or has risen to 60 dollars? Every year the price of groceries always goes up, if not clever frugality can only eat instant noodles during the winter" Oceh hye jin talks to himself who is now thinking about the price of food in the market
"if here there are food ingredients and kitchen equipment as complete as in your apartment, of course I will cook my favorite breakfast menu" he said again and now he spoke while looking at me
I was still surprised by him, he had been living with seo jin for almost two months, but his irony was still firmly attached to him. Maybe because he comes from a poor family? But strangely it makes hye jin has its own charm for me
I know many women from various circles and of course the economic degree of the families of the women I know better than the economy of the hye jin family, but still tuh.. they without hesitation asked me to buy something and demanded to be given extraordinary service like a royal princess
I think hye jin is the same girl in general as the woman I've known all along, and I've speculated he'll ask for a big sum of money as a cover-up when he finds out about the mental illness I've been suffering from and if I don't fulfill his wish, he will report to seo jin and open the US card that I kept all this time
"you told me last night that there was something you wanted to say, is that hye jin?" I asked to switch the subject and I happened to remember what hye jin said last night before I fell asleep
"ahh. about that.." said hye jin hesitantly said it.
"you should shower first after that we'll talk about it over breakfast" I said to Hajung
*****
Kim Hye Jin Pov's
(Flash back night events)
Hajung asked me to accompany him tonight and wake him up if he had any more nightmares, actually I felt a little compassion for him. The incident not only made a bruise on my neck, but I felt a bit sorry for him, but it also makes wounds in the mind and heart hajung
maybe I also had a trauma with hajung attitude that almost killed me at that time, but he did it out of his will and without him knowing.
if I left him at this moment there would be no one who would be beside him
The possibility of trauma being felt today is far greater than the trauma I experienced, no one wants to go crazy and certainly no sane person wants to kill anyone else
I think Hajung has that feeling, he does not want to suffer from mental illness and wants to live a normal life like an ordinary person. but his sense of prestige overcame him and made him forget that his mental health was much more important
Tomorrow morning I will try to talk to Hajung and persuade him that he is willing to do the treatment of his mental illness, tonight let hajung rest
Now, I have to talk to seo jin so that he does not suspect me by lying again
I know this is the wrong thing, until when should I lie to seo jin like this?
Why is my life full of lies?
Will God forgive me because I have lived a life of lying?
Ckckck.kim hye - jin.
You really are a criminal!
Deceive everyone and live the lives of others by being deok mi. Then now, you dare lie to deok mi's husband?
Haaah...
I exhaled strongly to calm myself down and my mind started flying everywhere
But.only one that I know when seo jin came to my house and begged me to pretend to be my deok, wherever I went while still living on earth, seo Jin will find me and will continue to beg
Similarly, dong il, he will do various ways to make me pretend to be his daughter for the health of his beloved wife who is unable to accept reality
Huh.really what chul moo said, I am nothing but a deer that is being stalked by a tiger, no matter how hard I dodge, they will easily catch me again and again
But at least seo jin promised me to restore my peaceful life as a final-level student who was trying hard to complete the final pending assignment
I hope this is all over soon. If this lie goes on for a long time, I'm afraid that someday, it will be a time bomb that will destroy me
I took a breath before calling seo jin and talking to him that I can't go home tonight
"Ne.. hye jin wae?* (yes..hye jin what is it?)" Seo jin asked
"Seo jin-ssi, mian.*(sorry) tonight I'm not going home and will sleep on the dorm accompanying emma" I told a lie
Seo Jin was silent for a while and did not answer yes or no
Is seo jin thinking of allowing me or not to spend the night in dorm with emma?
"Seo jin-ssi?" Call me by phone
"Did emma suffer so much from a broken heart?" Seo Jin asked and now made myself speechless
I closed my eyes and took a breath before answering seo jin's question
"Nne* (yes) he's suffering and I can't leave him tonight" I said
At least I'll be honest if there's someone who's suffering from the nightmares that keep haunting him and I can't leave him alone tonight even if that person isn't emma, my best friend
"Haah, it's fine if it makes emma feel much better" said seo jin sighing.
"I'll hang up, rest hye jin" said seo jin and hung up
(Time is now)
That's how I was able to get permission from seo jin not to go home last night
I saw Hajung coming out of the bathroom in his towel.
Hajung looks to be drying his hair with a towel
Most of Hajung's chest is open when he is raising his hand to dry his hair using a towel
I turned my face away from the view and stood up to the window to see the outside view
I feel uncomfortable when a man is only scantily dressed and shows off part of his body
All this time though seo jin wears a towel after bathing, but at least he never showed his chest and always wears long pajama pants when out of the bathroom
Seo Jin knew what made me uncomfortable, but now I was with Hajung and wanted to talk to her to persuade her to go to a psychiatrist
But how can I persuade him if my eyes alone are uncomfortable to stare at Hajung because of his current clothes
"Aren't you sitting down and eating with me hye jin?" Ask Hajung while chewing food
I turned my body and saw Hajung sitting at the dinner table with his towel shirt that showed part of Hajung's body
I saw the long legs of hajung with a slightly elongated fine fur exposed up to his thighs, coupled with his chest that opened up almost to show the muscles of the hajung abdomen
He cuefully put on his minimal towel shirt while devouring a large sausage without him cutting it first, and now in his mouth is full of food to make his cheeks bulge
"Aren't you going to wear your clothes first, hajung?" I asked in the end who could not stand the scenery I saw today
Hajung stopped chewing when I asked
"Are you uncomfortable because I have breakfast wearing only a towel, hye jin?" Hajung said, asking me back
"Actually yes, but if it makes you comfortable, just do it" I said with a wry smile and turned my body to the window again.
A few moments later, Hajung moved from his sitting position and he went into the bathroom to change clothes
Hajung came to me after he finished changing clothes
"Mian*(sorry) makes you uncomfortable hye jin, I think you are used to seeing the scenery like that because you have lived with seo jin" said Hajung
"Although I live together and room with seo jin, but he never wears such a vulgar towel" I said with a smile on Hajung
"How* (it's okay) you don't know what makes me comfortable or not, with you changing your clothes it means you appreciate me hajung" I said to Hajung with a smile
Hajung looked at me without returning my words
"I think we should have breakfast together before your coffee gets colder" I said to Hajung and we had breakfast together
In the middle of breakfast I occasionally looked at Hajung to see his current mood
I think Hajung's emotions and mood are good at the moment, maybe I can discuss it
"Hajung-ssi how are you? Do you feel much better than you did last night?" I asked hajung
"Nne* (yes) I'm fine, it's all thanks to you hye jin" said Hajung
"Anio* (no) it's not because of me but because of the drugs you took last night" I said
"You can be calmer and sleep better thanks to the medicine I gave you"
"Since the night in buffalo, I've always brought the sedative that doctor Daniel gave me"
"Hajung-ssi neo.* (you..) do you not intend to go to a psychiatrist?" Much
"While at the buffalo, doctor Daniel told me that there was a good psychiatrist in Chicago.if you want, he'll introduce you to me through doctor albert" he said
Hajung stopped eating and looked at me
"Mian* (sorry) offended you. I only expressed my opinion after what happened yesterday, I'm just worried that it will happen again to you and make you uncomfortable" I said
"Hye jin-ssi, do you think I'm a lunatic?" Hajung asked as he put his cutlery on the plate and looked at me
"Ani* (no) you're not crazy, how can a mad person work well and try to uncover the evil dong il?"
"Are the crazy people now transformed into intelligent people and can live everyday life?" My speech
"Hajung-ssi not everyone who goes to a psychiatrist is crazy, you're not crazy, you're still sane, it does not rule out the possibility that you will become a real madman" I said
"What's the reason you don't want to go there? Are you ashamed? Would you think you'd be okay forever if you didn't go there? Or..."
"Do you feel inappropriate if the candidate of a major director of a large company goes to a psychiatrist? For fear of lowering the value of your prestige in the eyes of your shareholders and employees?" Guess what
Hajung looked at me
"These jajungs are about your mental health, you can forget everything about the bad judgment of others against you that actually makes you suffer more" I said
'Belk!!!'
Hajung hit the table with a hard sign that he refused with my persuasion
"Hye jin-ssi, I think you have crossed your line as a stranger" said Hajung.
"Who do you think you are?!!" Shouted hajung at me and surprised me with his suddenly changed attitude
Did I mispronounce and offend her?
But he shouldn't be talking rudely and hitting the table
"I know last night I asked you not to leave me because then I was relieved to see you doing well when that nightmare that almost killed you came up"
"But that doesn't mean you're free to talk and tell me to do anything to myself"
"At last night nothing happened between us, I just closed my eyes and didn't touch you"
"But why do you seem to have me and confidently tell me to follow your orders" Hajung said
"Anio* (no).If indeed last night something happened between us and I touched your body, I would also not be easy to obey your orders Miss Kim" hajung said, making my head boil, hearing vulgar speech from his mouth
Touching my body he said???
Wah....
I tried to hold my patience and clenched my hand so as not to be provoked by emotions because of hajung speech that began to come out of the topic
I know hajung is a breng**k guy but this morning he really became a super breng**k guy
How could he dare to think of such a thing to me? You think all the women you spend the night with will do that 'to you?
If it wasn't for you having nightmares and asking me to accompany you last night, I would also be reluctant to spend the night here with you
"Hurry and finish your breakfast, Miss Kim, I will take you to the nearest bus stop from the seo jin house and stop your nonsense in the morning" Hajung told me
Patient
Patient
Patience hye jin
You will not be provoked by the words of the person who has a disturbance in regulating the emotions in front of you
Should have let him be a crazy man, after all he was crazy because he could not distinguish dreams and reality
"Pay your debt" I said, looking down
"Mwo?* (what?)" Ask hajung
"Pay your debt to return the favor because I saved you who were about to die in an empty warehouse that day" I recounted the incident when I saved Hajung
"Why are you suddenly discussing your kindness?...." Ask hajung
"Cihh, I will pay my debt to repay you for saving me that day" Hajung said.
"I'll give you some money that you can't even imagine Miss Kim"
"I knew this would happen, one day you would charge me to repay your debt because you saved my life"
"I was almost fooled by you Miss Kim, I thought you were a different girl than most women, but in fact you're not much different from them"
"Ahhh.I will also give you some money to cover your mouth with the guarantee that you cannot divulge the secrets of my mental illness to others"
"If you refuse, I will sue you for defamation and reveal your identity that you are a fake deok mi"
"Of course I'm gonna keep you in jail with the connections I have. Don't expect you'll be in jail for only a year or two...."
" if necessary I will make you rot in prison and regret what you did for refusing my offer" Hajung said at length speaking maliciously to me
I breathed a deep breath after Hajung had finished speaking
"Are you done talking to threaten me, Mr. Hajung?" Much
"I never mentioned the word 'money' to pay your debt to me"
"And I will never accept a penny from you as cover money" I said
"Without you telling me to, I will also not divulge your secrets to seo jin and other conglomerates. Although my hobby is gossiping, but I know the situation and conditions and with whom I should gossip someone"
"Yes.*( hey.) Miss Kim stop pretending to be nice and naive. You always talk like you don't need my money"
"Of course I know how your family's economy is. If it wasn't for the scholarship, you couldn't have done anything and continued your studies here" Hajung said with a sniff
"Let's just say you're lucky to have a face similar to my cousin's and into the new york conglomerate family"
"You make a 3-fold profit. You can get money from me as a guarantee of silence and repayment for saving me that day... you also received money from seo jin for pretending to be his wife"
"Of course, with enough money in your hands, you can be a person in your village, Miss Kim"
"Tell me how much money should I give you in return for saving my life and also the guarantee to shut your mouth about the secret of my mental illness?"
"Cihh... hahaha.." I laughed because I've experienced something like this twice, it's like de javu.
The first one was when I met seo jin and he still misunderstood me. It was easy for seo jin to tell me to name the amount of money I wanted as long as I was willing to become his mistress after the grim night incident happened at the parkhyatt hotel
And the second happened at this time, hajung also the same asked me to mention the nominal amount of money as a service to return the favor and cover up money so as not to divulge the secret
"Yes.*( hey.) can the rich only brag about money to the poor?" I asked after laughing for a moment
"Can't you judge which person is sincere in helping you or which sycophant pretends to be good?"
"You know what I hate most about myself?"
"I hate myself because I can't see anyone else suffering in front of me. I stupidly keep trying to find a way out about other people's problems even though that person has spoken evil to me"
"I don't need any money from you, hajung, I'm just asking you to go to a psychiatrist and treat your mental illness as a form of paying for my services for saving you" I said
"Neo michiseo* (you're crazy) miss kim, what kind of request is that?" Ask hajung
"Nne*.(yes.) I am crazy, I am also very upset at my nature like this"
"I hope you never forget the words I once said to you"
"You.are the most breng***k man I've ever met in my life, I wish I didn't have to meet you for a while"
"But when I learned your secret, my stupid heart told me to help you and to stay by your side even though I hated you so much"
"Let's go back to the initial agreement that remains the same, namely collecting evidence of the crime dong il until the end and handing it to seo jin"
"But besides, I'm charging a debt to repay my bud in a way you have to go to the best psychiatrist in Chicago" I said
"Neo michinom.* (you are crazy.)" said Hajung.
"Wae's?* (why?) Are you disappointed that it's not the money I want from you?" I asked Hajung who was starting to look awkward to me
"Stop bragging about the money you have, I'm sick of hearing that. You and seo jin are the same. There's nothing else you can be proud of besides money" I said
"Miss kim, are you an alien?" Ask hajung weird
"Why aren't you interested in the most seductive thing mankind has on this earth?" Ask again
"As much as you want to call me a stupid girl, a crazy woman, or even an alien, I don't care, I just want you to go to a psychiatrist with me" I stared at Hajung
seriate....
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hello everything!!!
see you again with hyung
duh.kangen very same you guys already over a year and a week did not upload the story
btw happy new year yes to all 🥳🥳🎉
hopefully the year 2021 coronavirus vaccine is already the spread of the common in our beloved country
I miss hyung wanting to go to the beach and to the mountains
abisnya for a year to see the sunter mulu lake, yes, is bosen long every day see it
want to change the atmosphere of the ama blue-blue clay ijo-ijo kayak ama mountain sea view
but yes how do you know for yourself the free coronce roam like a 17-year-old boy who just got a ninja bike, ninja, saban day speeding and keep mejeng on the road see people who do not wear masks so they can be stuck
⁇ ️ : eee..mon maap ni hyung sticky? is it a virus or a demon that makes people possessed?
😺 : ehh.lah yes.baru aware.sama lah virus ama satan his behavior is equally minimal morals
it's gonna be nyerocos bae hyung, so it's the intronya
hyung wants to know
how are you guys doing?
hyung hope all are in good health, happy and with amin treasure
what do you think of Episode 72?
hajung mah habit likes misunderstanding mulu ama neng hye jin, where the talk tajem mengelerin his mouth bu tedjo, sebel deh hyung.
bae-bae lu hajung got karmic so demen ama hye jin just know your taste!!
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