Choose Him Or I'm The Virgin
Episode 90's
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Kim Hye Jin - pov
"kim hye jin!"
"get out and change your clothes with this!" the warden ordered me to change my clothes for the prisoner's uniform
62078
it will be my nickname starting today
as detective emanuel said, if I can't bring in a witness who proves my innocence, today I will move to a real holding cell until the time of the trial
seo Jin didn't come to see me and I didn't hear from him at all
detective emanuel didn't tell me where Park seo jin was
he just told me that I don't have to rely on park seo jin
he was a young executive who was not easy to call to witness just for a lowly con artist like myself
I have no solid evidence to call seo jin as a witness for me
because right now my status as a suspect and seo jin is a victim
it is impossible for the police to ask the victim to defend the suspect if it is not the victim himself who came to the police and presented himself as a witness
in other words, seo jin did not come to the police station to defend me and allowed myself to be detained until the trial arrived and the judge made the decision for my punishment
it doesn't really make sense to me
there's no way seo jin would throw me away like this
he is the man who keeps his promise
I believed him because I trusted him completely that he was able to protect me from everything
but actually...
right now I have to put on a prisoner's shirt and get closer to a bleak future
at once I remembered the words of detective emanuel who told me that when a person cannot keep his promise, then that person is forced to give up his promise and allow destiny to take over
is seo jin having trouble getting me out of here
what seo jin is doing right now
is it possible seo jin is held captive by dong il
akhc...
all sorts of guesses started dancing in my mind
until I doubted seo jin's promise
no hye jin!
you have to believe in seo jin
if he's okay, he'll definitely find a way out so I can get out of here
***
arriving at the female special detention cell, I passed through the field and saw some prisoners watching me
some of them were monitoring the new people who were about to join this lion cage
it looks creepy to me, how could I possibly adapt to the rest of the prisoner cells
those who are here are mostly criminals
and I'll stay in it
I wish I could blend in with them and God always protects me
I went into a holding cell of 3 women
one of the women looks creepy with a fairly large and tall body and there is a tattoo with a sword on his left outer arm
he looked at me carefully
until I got into a holding cell
as much as possible I try to avoid eye contact with them
I prefer to be quiet and not talk much
"hey..new boy!" call the woman with the sword tattoo
I was surprised when he called me with the call of a new kid which meant it was me
I looked at him and looked at him with fear
"what's your problem getting in here?" tannya
"did you kill someone? a thief? or...fraud?" he asked me again to guess my case
I swallowed my saliva to wet my throat that was starting to dry from nervousness
"i'm accused of fraud and attempted premeditated murder" I said slowly
the woman approached me as I answered her question
while the other 2 women were watching me while sleeping casually
there is a clear physical difference between me and the tattooed woman
he looked at me with a look that made me uncomfortable
it was as if trying to read my body language that looked a bit frightened as he approached me
"you don't look like a criminal" he said casually
I was surprised when he said that to me. I'm glad that someone still believes me that I'm not a criminal
"i'm actually innocent, someone tried to frame me so I could get in here." I said.
"you don't look like a criminal, it's worth it that you're fit to be a fraud" he said, cutting my sentence
"i'm finding out about the new kid who's about to join us, I think you're a creepy guy, you look like a plain girl who doesn't know anything"
"are you devising a plan to kill someone with your little brain?" the woman said as she pushed my forehead with her index finger several times, until my body was pushed back and cornered on the wall
"if you're innocent, there's no way you're in here stupid, hahaha." said the woman, laughing at me.
the other two women laughed with the tattooed woman to mock me
how stupid of me to be almost excited because there are people who still trust me here, but in fact, I'm just bullied in this holding cell
I just fell silent while looking down, trying to stay calm and not crying
if I cry, they'll be more happy to make fun of me
"hhemmm...are you trying to hold back your tears or trying to act crying? hahaha.." said one of the women with a thin posture high and slim.
"your acting is very bad, it's worth it that you got caught as a con man and ended up here" the red-haired woman who woke up from her relaxed sleeping position
the three of them greeted me in a way that mocked me. Will they beat me up after being satisfied to mock me?
I thought working part time while in college was a hellish life that I lived everyday, it turned out I was wrong, the real hell life was in here
"as a new kid you have to obey all our orders if you want your life to be safe in here" the tattooed woman said
like a rat, I can only keep silent when three cats are happy to play with my life before my life is over
I always convinced myself to stay inside here and wait for park seo jin to throw me out of this hell
I always count the days even though time goes very slowly inside here. I guess doing some work in the holding cell will forget me not to fixate on time, but in fact, I always pay attention to the clock wherever I am and wait for good news
1 Day I wait
I waited 2 days
I waited 3 days
but I did not hear any news that made me happy. I actually had to be a lackey for 3 women who live together in my cell
violence in prison is common as long as the guards do not see it. fortunately, the 3 women who lived together in my cell held her words to not bother me as long as I obeyed all the commands given by them
I think I'm starting to adapt to being able to live inside here. finished working as a cook in the prison kitchen today, they asked me to massage their bodies in turn, he said, even though I felt tired, I could at least forget about my sadness and sleep quickly inside the prison
until one day one of the women who lived together in my cell was doing a transaction to smuggle a cigarette from another cell, but I did not understand how to distract the warden, in the end it got caught and made them furious at me
until their anger was unleashed on me the next day while doing bathroom cleaning work and the unsuspecting guards on patrol, they executed me by holding both my arms and the large tattooed woman hit me in the stomach with her fist
it was like being hit by a big ball that accidentally kicked and hit my stomach
but the difference is I felt this pain a few times
I tried to wake myself up when I received the blow from him. Not only did he slap me in the face a few times as if I was a fist bag that deserved to be beaten
"are you stupid! how can you not distract them?"
"because of you I can't smoke that cigarette today, you know I haven't smoked in almost a week and because you've made a mistake, those guards are going to tighten up the rules"
"arghh..shit!!"shouted the woman loudly
instantly a warden was on patrol and they flicked their act and forced me to stand as if nothing had happened to me. They forced me not to complain to the warden if I wanted to live long in here
for a moment in my mind, if I was sentenced to life in prison, I would rather die at their hands than have to live the hellish days that would somehow end
one week later, a warden called the prisoner number on my shirt telling me to meet someone.
I hope that person is seo jin, I promise if I meet him today.I won't be mad at him for having disappeared and left me here for one week
but I will beg him to get me out of here and obey all his words
but the truth is, not according to my expectations, the person who wanted to meet me was a lawyer who was sent for my trial later
"good afternoon, miss, let me introduce you to Jamie, the lawyer who will defend you in court" the man said
I shook his hand and sat opposite him and the table blocked us.
"before I meet you, I've studied your case and I think you can get away with this sentence before the judge decides your sentence, miss" lawyer Jamie said
"are you really gonna help me get out of here?" ask me with a flat expression
"it's my obligation to make my client satisfied and as much as possible to keep you from serving a terrible sentence" he said
"i don't have the money to pay you, are you a lawyer provided from a government office?" ask me curious
"no miss. I was sent by someone to help you" he said
"has Park seo jin sent you?"much
the lawyer only fell silent when I asked him.
"you'll find out after you meet him today" lawyer Jamie said
"someone who sent me is already waiting for you out there, just that he asked me to meet you first so you wouldn't be surprised, miss" lawyer Jamie said
I was curious about the person the lawyer was referring to. After he said that sentence to me, the lawyer came out to exchange positions with the person in question so that I could speak with four eyes
I was shocked when someone who made me suffer by putting me in jail met me without any guilt
sung dong il entered the room and smiled happily.he sat opposite me and watched my face which had been battered by the actions of the prisoners in my cell
"i think you've had a hard time since I made you stay here" he said casually
"what have you done to seo jin? are you keeping him somewhere until he can't go to see me?"ask me on dong il with a sharp look
"hahaha.." dong il laughed loudly as I spoke to him
"how could I hurt seo jin when he still needs me?" dong il told me
"then why didn't he come here to meet me and set me free?" ask me dong il
"because he obeyed my orders and of course he prefers his family over strangers like you"
"didn't you notice kim hye jin? ever since you were discovered to have a secret relationship with Hajung, seo jin has decided to throw you out"
"of course he threw you away, why defend a person who has betrayed you" said dong il
"seo Jin has given up on protecting you and decided to take over" said dong il
"li lie! there's no way seo jin would do that!" yell at
"i think you can make sure I'm lying or not with you in here"
"i don't believe you dong il, I believe seo jin, you must have done something to him" I said with a sharp look at him
"i already know you will definitely behave like this and do not believe my words" said dong il
" i'll show you how my daughter-in-law is doing right now" said dong il while handing her phone to me
I saw a cctv recording showing the seo jin routine working in his office through a mobile phone dong il connected to the cctv camera where seo jin is currently
as if nothing was happening, seo jin works at his office desk.Sometimes he seems to be calling someone and not long his secretary comes and helps complete the work of office routines
I made sure the date and time on that cctv tape and everything matches the current time
Even seo jin had stuffed his mouth with sandwich bread, he chewed it and pushed it with coffee, he seemed to enjoy the routine work of his office did not seem panicked or sad expression or depressed because he could not get me out of here
I fell silent not saying a word because I saw the attitude of seo jin who seemed to not care about my current situation
What the detective said is true and I shouldn't 100% trust young executives like seo jin
Did seo jin betray me? And he actually handed this business over to his father-in-law
Could seo jin be as rotten as dong il? And the attitude he's been showing me all this time is pretending?
He was trying to manipulate me so I could stay by his side
Too many thoughts that make me speculate so that I can no longer think clearly
I could not distinguish seo jin's attitude towards me all this time. Is he sincere or is he just pretending to be nice to me
"are you satisfied that you've seen my daughter-in-law doing well?" ask dong il
"even though you can't accept the reality, I'm the only one who can get you out of here Kim hye jin" he said
"you should realize that you can never fight a man like me if you want your life to be okay"
"you should feel grateful when I pick you up and make you my biological daughter, so you don't have to forage like a rat roaming the streets"
"but you betrayed me like this and cooperated with hajung" said Dong il to me who was still staring at seo jin from the glass screen of dong il's phone
now that seeing seo jin from the cctv recording that looks relaxed and can do activities as usual, my trust in seo jin gradually began to disappear
"if you regret what you did to me, you should apologize and beg me to get you out of here"
"i'll grant it and give you one more chance to pretend to be my daughter"
I turned to look at dong il when he said that sentence to me
"but with one condition" said dong il.
"you must live forever to be sung deok mi and must not wear the name kim hye jin, in other words you must throw away all your life related to kim hye jin" said dong il
"suriya hamlet?*(what do you mean?)" much
"kim hye jin, had to die by suicide in a Chicago prison because of his deperesi and felt desperate for fear of the layered punishment that prevailed here"
"your body will be delivered to your family who are in Korea, so that no one will doubt your identity as my daughter, sung deok mi" said dong il with crazy requirements
"Are you going to trade your daughter's life for a stranger like me?" I asked to confirm what dong il said
Dong il just smiled and closed his eyes a sign of confirming my question
"Are you really a father? How could you possibly throw away your own biological daughter just to satisfy your obsession? your biological daughter is lying in a coma in the hospital...."
"and not knowing until when my biological daughter will wake up, it's better that I release her from this world and replace her with you who can still breathe and speak despite your miserable state now" cut off the dong il while I speak
"are you really a human being?" wonder at dong il
"I can't wait too long against something uncertain, kim hye jin"
"Again I am not naive like you. know the news of your arrest has made a scene and was heard outside the USA" said dong il
"in other words, your parents must have known this news and of course you can know what your parents are feeling right now"
"sad?? embarrassed?? or..excommunicated by the whole village because you are a fraud and a murderer?" dong il meledekku
"it would be better if you killed yourself in prison for regretting your wrong actions, compared to you who are still alive but your parents are always the scorn of the citizens there"
"For the good of my heart, I will give my condolences to the families of the suspects, your parents. That way you don't have to worry about your poor parents anymore, because they're happy to have a lot of money from me"
"I don't think your parents would've ever thought you'd get that kind of money in their lives if you hadn't died Kim hye jin"
"Just consider it a gift from me for exchanging his daughter to be handed to me" said dong il casually
"Do you think life is such a charade to you that you can command someone to obey all your nonsense?" Tanyaku.
"You can think of me as a god or a god who is incarnating into a human being, because I have everything I need in this world and there is nothing I cannot achieve as long as I live" Dong il replied to my insinuation
"Of course I can rule others as I please including a rat like you because I have power and wealth" continued dong il
"i refuse, I do not want to be trapped by your game anymore dong il" I said firmly
"what's the difference between my life here and the life out there? both are prisons for me" I said again
"i don't want to live in a prison that you made for me dong il, I don't want to be your puppet for the rest of my life" said oada dong il
"hahaha.you are really stupid kim hye jin" said dong il.
"i've been kind to you and would forgive a traitor like you"
"Do you not understand what your current position is like Kim hye jin?" Ask dong il
"From the very beginning when you helped seo jin to pretend to be his wife, you've been a rat who's gotten into the trap I've been setting, ' he said, in other words your life and death are in my hands until this moment" said dong il seriously
"if you refuse my offer, I'll make sure the scenario I made for you will actually happen to your life. you'll suffer many times more living in here until you decide to end your life here by committing suicide using both hands"
"You won't be able to stay here for years considering I've seen how you are now. You've only been here a few days, but you've been an easy target for the outburst of anger by the other prison dwellers"
"of course, I won't forget to make your parents suffer and endure the shame of a lifetime to the regret that your mother gave birth to you and took care of someone like you"
"You don't forget that I'm the incarnation of a god who can play with your life like a drama, kim hye jin" said dong il slowly but was able to make my mental strength weaker become lost instantly
'brak!'
"you're really bajing*n biad*b sung dong il!!" I shouted while hitting the table hard because my emotions had started to take over
Enough already!
I can't pretend to be sitting quietly in front of him. Angry, upset, sad, confused, turbulent inside me at this moment.
He is a devil who can shake my faith. While in front of him I felt very desperate and wanted to get out of this hell by ending my own life
"ssstt, you'll attract the warden's attention and of course you'll be punished because I'll tell him that you tried to attack me while I mediated with the suspect"
"you must remember kim hye jin in your current position, I am a conglomerate that is respected by many, while you are..."
"only a criminal, of course the guards will believe more in my words than you do" said dong il meredekku with a grin
"is it not enough for you to make me die?" much
"if you want to kill me, do it.but don't involve my parents and torture their lives" I said to dong il.
"hahaha.kim hye jin, I won't kill you if you obey all my orders"
"if you want to offend someone because of your condition, blame it on the god you worship for giving you a bad fate, born with the same face as my daughter"
"your face is precious kim hye jin, don't let others touch your face, if they let your face be deformed, you won't use it anymore, there's no agreement whatsoever, no agreement whatsoever, of course you will be blessed to rot here forever" said dong il and went to let me who was still standing glued to look at him
not long after, lawyer Jamie walked in and sat down before me
"well, Miss Kim, I think you've heard someone's request to send me here"
"if you agree please contact me, I'll gladly help you out of here" lawyer Jamie said and placed his business card on the table
Not long after the warden came and said that the time to meet the guests was up
I was just stunned and could not walk because I was still in shock with the words dong il
The warden grabbed my arm and dragged myself so I could walk away leaving the lawyer alone without his business card
The lawyer tried to call my name a few times to remind me to take his card, but I did not write his call because my mind was blank
I can't cry anymore and daydream more after my meeting with dong il, I think my tears have run out because I've let out too much and bad events come to me
A few days passed and I felt like a zombie. My body is real but I feel my soul is gone. I lost the spirit to live. Nothing excites me to move on and fight for myself to be free from inside
Several times while in the kitchen and in charge of making food for the prisoners, my eyes were always fixed towards the knife and flashed to use it on me
Maybe it would be better if I left this world right now. After all, the god didn't help me either, he made my life suffer because I had to have a face similar to the wrong person
'Plak!'
"I called you a hundred times, are you deaf!!" Shouted the tattooed woman to me after hitting the back of my head
I looked at his face with a lazy look
"Hey..What do you mean by your gaze? Do you want to die?" Ask the woman again
"Can you do it?" Ask me slowly
"Brengsw! are you challenging me?" Asked the tattooed woman and I turned my face away from her
I didn't realize that I had been indifferent to the woman who had mischievousness until it made her grow more furious and began to lose her mind and intend to kill me for real
"Let me show you that I'm not messing around with my words jal*ng!" The tattooed woman exclaimed and began to grab my hair firmly and throw my body to the floor
After several times he slapped me, until I was in a prone position, the woman stepped on my temple with her big feet
"If you talk to me, you should be more careful fool!"
"Wake up! You're the one who asked me to kill you, I won't let you die so easily rancid woman!" Shouted the tattooed woman and pulled my hand
But I could not stand up and could only lie down. Now that my body was on its back, the woman began to stomp on my chest hard
It was as if he was stepping on a rock
He stepped on my chest with his strength until I felt tightness and difficulty breathing
"Look! Even I can kill you without having to use both my hands"
"I can kill you this way. To me you're just an ant that I can kill just by stepping on it" said the woman, looking overjoyed as I began to run out of oxygen
The other two inmates who saw my near-dying state, immediately got up from their sleeping positions and tried to flick the large-bodied tattooed woman with all their might
"Hey.easy girl.easy...!"
"You can kill her! Stop it!" Excite women with thin and tall posture
"Leave me alone! I'll kill that *****!!" Shouted the tattooed woman
Haa...
Why did you stop him?
Just let that big, stupid woman kill me
That way I can lose my life without having to use it with my own two hands
I could face God in relief without having to bear the grave sin of suicide
After that I want to ask him, what was my fault in the past life until he could give the fate of a miserable life like this
I faintly heard the two women yelling for the warden to check my body condition
Slowly I began to lose consciousness and I did not remember anything else
***
I opened my eyes and saw a white light blocking my vision
I thought I was in heaven but it wasn't, it was just a bright white light
I rolled my eyes to see the conditions around me
I realized this wasn't my holding cell
I tried to get up from my bedside position to a sitting position, but I felt pain in my chest and my reflexes held it with my right hand and grimaced in pain
"Aakh..."
A woman helped me to get out of bed
"Where do you want to go? You should lie down and insist" said softly the woman
Seen from his uniform I think he is a nurse on duty.
I realized it looked like I was in a detention hospital
"Please wait a minute, the doctor has to check your condition, I'll call him" the nurse said
Shortly after she left the room, the nurse returned with two people walking in tandem with her
A prison guard and a doctor and a nurse approached me to see my condition
"How do you feel right now, miss?" Ask the doctor who looks middle-aged
"I feel pain" I said slowly
"Is the condition still not to be able to return to the holding cell?" Ask the female guard
"Husss..Keep your words, this lady is my patient, how could you possibly want to bring her in this state?" Ask the doctor
"He's been unconscious for 3 days so conscious you told him to go back to the holding cell"
"Do you have no conscience?" The doctor went to the warden
"I'm just asking why are you getting angry at me?" The woman's warden was sulking
"Excuse me.sorry to cut off your conversation, have I fainted for 3 days?" Ask me for wonder
"Miss, you have been unconscious for 3 days due to several factors. In addition to your body full of wounds, you are also malnourished" said the man's doctor kindly towards me
"Stop being friendly with her, doctor. He is not a general hospital patient who deserves hospitality and comfort, he is a criminal" said the warden
I only lowered my face after the warden accused me of being a criminal
I'm just sad that the fact is that no one believes that I didn't commit the crime I ever committed
"Stop talking like that, I never discriminate the patient, even though he is a criminal, I will treat him well because he needs my help" said the middle-aged doctor
The warden simply fell silent and threw away his face as the doctor advised him
"It is also your fault for not keeping the prisoners well" the doctor grumbled
"What?!!" The warden of the woman
"Are you blaming me in front of a criminal?"
"This is a rebuke from me for you so that you are more vigilant again to prevent and supervise the inmates so as not to commit violence in the cell" said the doctor
"Haah.talk is easy, after all this is not my fault, they are the ones who are the hobby of doing physical violence. It had already become commonplace among the prisoners inside the cell"
"Even the guards are overwhelmed if they have to separate the prisoners who like to fight"
"If they don't want violence in the cell, wouldn't it be best to live a good life out there and not commit any crime if they didn't want to go to jail?"
"You should live the good life of prisoner 62078 and not be a fraud and plan a biad*b plot to kill someone"
"Let's just say this is your punishment because you have done evil to the rich good-natured conglomerate" the warden said as he folded his arms around his chest
I took a deep breath and could only bow my head when I knew that most of the people were fooled by the good attitude of dong il
"Hemm.but after looking closely, she didn't look like someone who could do evil" said the nurse, suddenly defending me after watching me carefully without my knowledge
"Ohhh, my goodness nessie sister, you do not be easily fooled by her, precisely with her face that looks innocent like that, she used it by deceiving many people" said the warden again in front of me
"Why are you bringing up the problem of the criminal case, stop talking unpleasant in front of my patients" the doctor insisted
"Well, I'll get out of here, let's just say you're lucky prisoner number 62078, with you here, with you, you can breathe a little relieved and avoid your cellmates who like to fight" said the warden and left
I was in a detention hospital on a drip, the doctor approached me and told me to lie down and rest because I was diagnosed with malnutrition
Since my meeting with dong il, **** my eating began to decrease, I could not chew my food properly and did not pay attention to my health condition
True what the warden said, at least I can sleep comfortably here without any interference from the other cell dwellers
Until I did not feel the time to walk quickly while I was in the detention hospital.I was declared cured and could return to my detention cell
A warden told me that there was someone who these few days kept looking for me during my treatment in rs custody
I guess he was the lawyer who sent dong il
I'm sure he's here to make sure I approve his employer's offer or not
But the warden said it wasn't my lawyer but a handsome young man
The warden told me that every day the young man asked me for news and hoped to see me
Who is the young man the warden means? Is he a driver ohh?
I decided to meet the man out of curiosity.
After agreeing to meet him, how surprised I was when I saw the figure sitting waiting for me to come out to meet him
Although separated by thick glass, but I can still see from afar that the man is hajung
I immediately ran and sat in front of the glass and stared at Hajung
Hajung and I immediately took the phone so we could communicate clearly without screaming because it was blocked by thick glass
"Hajung-ssi neo - gwaenchana?*(are you okay?)" I asked while crying when I first saw Hajung
"Should I have asked you that? What exactly happened to you in there?" Hajung said while holding back his tears from dripping
"How could they treat you so badly that you'd be like this?" Ask hajung again
"naega gwaencahana*(i'm fine) You don't have to worry about me" I said to calm hajung
"Kojima*(lie) how could you still say you're okay when you're this awful situation, you." hajung said.
"Hajung-si! Gomawo*(thank you) because you were able to survive and go through your critical period of hyx..hiks" I said and cut off hajung's words while crying
"I'm..."
"I don't know what to do if you leave me out of this world"
"I will never forgive myself forever"
"I'm fine now when I see you in front of me" I said
Hajung closed his eyes and clenched his right hand on the glass
He lowered his head as his tears fell because he saw how I was
I knew for Hajung to see me in this state, like seeing hell before his eyes
Hajung exhaled and it looked like he was holding back the pain
"Hajung-ssi are you okay? You look pale, you'd better rest in..."
"How could I possibly rest if you suffer like this, hye jin!" Shouts of hajung that dissolve in emotion
"I swear I will avenge all the vile deeds of dong il and make calculations on seo jinn who are not able to protect you!" hajung shouted and looked grimacing in pain as he shouted
"Hajung-ssi.please stop yelling and regulate your emotions, your surgical wounds have not healed perfectly..."
"A gunshot wound like this isn't much kim hye jin, compared to having to see yourself in this state"
"Stop worrying about other people, you should worry about yourself hye jin" Hajung said, trying to contain his anger
"How could you lose your weight so drastically in just a few days of living here"
"I beg hye jin to hold on, I will find a way to get you out of here immediately" Hajung pleaded
"Hajung-ssi, I don't want to put you in any more danger, please stop fighting dong il"
"I'm fine if it ends here, after all dong il will not be able to do anything if there is no deok mi on his side"
"Sooner or later everyone will know that the reality of deok mi is in a coma and that of course will make dong il urged by shareholders to appoint a new principal director as successor"
"Thus they will elect you as the chief director of the ice estate.."
"Fuck the position of chief director, I don't need that position and company"
"How can you still think about my position compared to your own?"
"If I can take down dong il by having to give up the company, I'll do it"
"I'll do anything as long as you can get out of here, hye jin" Hajung said as he looked at me
