Choose Him Or I'm The Virgin

Episode 93

I turned my face away as seo jin looked at me for a long time. I don't know I just don't want to stare at those two people here despite their intention to get me out of this prison

I just think because of them, my whole life is at stake and I have to suffer like this

If a grenade is in my hand, I want to throw it at them and see it smashed to pieces

Since the few weeks I've been living my life in prison, I feel like I've changed like everyone else

I feel like I lost my identity as kim hye jin

I don't even know who I really am now

Only anger and resentment control me at this moment.

Crying??

I think my tears have dried up when I managed to avenge me on that pel*cur woman

After deok mi and seo jin gave his testimony, jamie's lawyer asked hajung to confirm that he along with me got a canned letter that led him to find important documents containing the act of deviant dong il during running the company

And I just found out, the person who sent the mysterious canned letter was sung deok mi, he pretended to pose as a former employee of rose real estate company so that me and Hajung did not suspect anyone

Ever since the appearance of the mysterious canned letter that led me to find evidence of the crime dong il in a subway locker, sung deok mi has realized from his coma and asked his personal desaigner to send a mysterious canned letter along with a map of the location where the evidence was hidden through homeless people in the area around the city park

Sung deok mi has kept evidence of his father's crimes all along and just waited for the time like a time bomb and detonated it at the right time to prove it all. but outside of his plan he was removed by his own father after meeting me

The secret basement in his room along with two magic keys and a painting in his closet are clues to remind him that he must expose his father's crimes during the election of the main director  rose real estate was implemented

Sung deok mi did not tell dong il crime evidence so far to park seo jin for not believing seo jin will be loyal to him and seo jin looks more loyal to his own father-in-law than to himself as wife

but after the death of my coma, she realized that her husband was very loyal and could be given full trust and told the crime of her biological father

that's what deok mi told the judge

After jamie's lawyer gave all the evidence of the crime during this time, the judge finally gave the decision that I was found not guilty at all related to this case

Although the judge considered that the evidence obtained from jamie's lawyer was partly illegal for wiretapping, the judge finally reasoned him because he saw a very neat attitude in committing his crime

Not only dong il given the punishment, but, the thugs who cooperate and are unfair to the landlord will be rounded up and given the appropriate punishment and tried based on the law in force in this country

After the trial was closed by the judge, lawyer Jamie approached me with a sumringah

"I can finally finish this boring, shitty job of mine with a win in my hand" Jamie's lawyer quipped to me who once said her job was a bitch

"Now you can really live a free life Miss Kim, no more prisons and chains wrapped around your feet even if you get out of here" said Jamie's lawyer

"I didn't know that you were all this time." I said disconnected.

"You don't have to worry miss, my goal to see you from the beginning was to upset me and make my image a lousy lawyer who only put money in your eyes" lawyer Jamie said

"I'm just siding with a completely innocent person and trying to win the trial so that helpless people like you can get justice and be able to survive this harsh world" said lawyer jamie while looking at me

I was filled with the words of lawyer Jamie and made my heart glow a little which was originally shrouded in anger and resentment

"Ahh...is your heart now touched by my words, miss kim?" Ask jamie's lawyer

"You were my first client who was very predictable" lawyer Jamie said

"You can't hide your feelings in front of me Miss Kim"

"I know this is very painful for you. I'm not asking you to forgive those who have made you suffer and have to live a hellish life in prison"

"But I will give you one last piece of advice as your lawyer..."

"Do what you want to do without thinking about the feelings of others Miss Kim"

"Once in your life is selfish. If you're always being nice to everyone, I'm afraid you're going to be a time bomb that's going to turn your whole attitude out of control"

"If you need mental healing, you'd better go to someone who's a professional in dealing with your mental health issues, because I know prison life is hard for someone like you, Miss Kim" jamie's lawyer told me

I just fell silent when Jamie's lawyer told me that. He could have guessed that my psychic condition was vacillating after living a few weeks in prison

"I think that's all I can say"

"Hurge up and pack your things, it looks like a lot of people want to see you" lawyer Jamie said, looking back

I saw some people who started calling my name when I saw the people behind Jamie's lawyer's back

Several reporters wanted to interrogate me and ask my opinion regarding this trial

I don't want to meet a group of people. I just wanted to calm myself down after what happened over the past few weeks

I approached the warden and asked him to come back so I could pack my things

I did not pay attention to hajung, seo jin, and deok mi who were still in the courtroom

After I walked out of the courtroom through the side door, the reporters looked disappointed that I didn't say a word to them

For a moment I glanced, the reporters shrouded deok mi and seo jin to be questioned about this trial

******

After the trial was over, that day I was also allowed out of a place that I should not have been

"Miss kim" called the female warden whose face did not look familiar to me

He was always near me when things went wrong, but I didn't know what his name was

"I took this thing that should have been yours since you came here" said the officer who gave me Hajung's watch that was lent to me

I slowly took the watch and grasped it tightly. The watch that the PSK woman had stolen eventually returned to me

"I think it's important to you, you always say and shout at the woman as a thief"

"I know what you did to her wasn't a good thing..."

"However, I can understand you, a prison environment is not a good thing for someone like you"

"It does not rule out the possibility of a good person and never face to face with criminal or violent cases can keep his soul sane"

"Everyone has his dark side, there are times when being in a situation that presses him, a usually good person can commit crimes beyond reason though"

"Then..what about the condition of the woman's finger? Can't it be saved?" I asked the situation of the PSK woman who fought with me to injure her middle finger and almost broke up due to my brutal bite

The officer was silent as I asked the state of the woman's finger

"Losing one finger does not mean not being able to do daily activities for good, right?" Said the warden

I closed my eyes and exhaled, only to realize that I had made a crime to the detriment of others

"Ahh.actually it's not your fault entirely. Doctors said that the woman had high blood sugar levels, making it difficult for the body to regenerate new body tissue cells"

"If the blood level is normal, it is likely that his finger can be saved" the warden said

"Ahh...I think you've been waiting for someone, is he your lover?" Ask the officer to divert the conversation

I looked back and saw a little hajung running up to me

"I think I should give you some privacy so you can talk to him freely"

"Well, I hope he brings you a change of clothes, considering that right now your appearance is very unnatural and can cause panic out there if other people see it" said the warden and made me pay attention to my clothes

Ahhe...

I forgot, when I was dragged to the police station the first time, I was still wearing a peach suit and a white shirt that still had the bloodstains of the hajung that was shot

When Hajung came to me, hajung hugged me tightly

"Young-ssi..."

"Give me time to hug you like this in a moment hye jin" Hajung told me

I let Hajung hug me as much, he even stroked my hair gently

A few minutes passed and hajung still hugged me

"Hajung-ssi, I think you can do this until sunset" I said.

"What if we talked about it and celebrated my release from prison with a barbequan in your apartment?" My proposal to hajung

"You're right, I can spend time with you for a long time starting today" Hajung said, taking off his arms

After taking off his embrace, Hajung only realized my clothes were looking abnormal

"Hye jin-ssi! Don't you have any other clothes besides this?" Ask hajung

"Mian*(sorry) I didn't know I should have brought you new clothes" Hajung said

"Kwaencahana.*(it's okay) anyway we go directly to your apartment through a secret route" I told hajung

"You're right.ayo we hurry from here, I also don't want to linger in this area" Hajung told me.

"Ah yaa..ini" I said to Hajung while handing over the watch.

Hajung looked confused as I handed him his watch

"This is your watch that you lent me on the day of your shooting" I said

"Maybe you forgot the stuff you gave me because you were too rich" I told Hajung

"I won't take anything that isn't mine"

"Hye jin-ssi, you may have.." said Hajung interrupted.

"Ani*(no) this time I want you to take good care of your stuff"

"Although you don't seem to mind the existence of this watch because you can afford it up to hundreds of times..."

"But know hajung, please, some people who live in this world are willing to do anything and even die just to get and maintain this watch in order to stay beside it because this watch is a valuable object in a different sense"

"Maybe some other people think this watch is valuable because it can be resold and get a lot of money, but for me..."

"This watch is something that connects me to life outside of prison for my psyche"

"Instantially this watch is able to keep me sane and hope I can get out of jail as soon as possible"

"You know, humans are so dependent on hope that if there is no hope in life, it will turn out to be desperate and very risky for mental health"

"Therefore, I personally ask you to keep this watch, because behind all this, there is a story that makes me do evil to someone"

"Hye jin-shi..."

"I know that woman deserves the punishment for taking the watch from me when you were on the verge of death"

"But that woman doesn't deserve to snatch the only thing you lent me. I have to keep this watch so I can turn it back on you instantly." I said disconnected.

"Quite hye jin. You don't have to explain it to me anymore" Hajung said, hugging me again

"I know you had your bad days in there, but it's over"

"You don't have to suffer anymore because you have to protect the people around you"

"Whatever happens and what you do in there, it's your past. You don't have to bring it up anymore"

"From today you can open a new chapter in your life, hye jin. I will always be next to you" Hajung said as he let go of his embrace

"One thing I ask you, you don't have to hesitate to ask for help from me, whatever it is." Hajung said cut off because he took off his jacket and put it on my shoulder to keep me warm

"If you need experts to calm you down because of all these nightmares, don't hesitate to tell me, okay?" Say hajung to me while gently stroking my two shoulders

"Araseo*(i understand)" I said with a smile at Hajung

"You look beautiful when you smile, hye jin" said Hajung

"Aigoo...stop teasing me hajung" I said with a big smile.

"Kaja* (let's go) we get in the car" hajung told me

Me and Hajung walked a few steps to the car, when Hajung opened the car door for me, another car horn sounded a sign that someone was calling me and Hajung also

Me and Hajung compactly turned towards the sound of the car horn sounding

Suddenly my smile disappeared when I saw seo jin get out of the car

"Hye jin-aa can you take your time for a minute?" Seo jin asked

"I want to talk to you" continued seo jin

I fell silent as seo jin spoke to me. So does Hajung, he looks confused and waiting for an answer from me

"I don't think there's anything else to talk about, I refuse, I don't want to talk to you" I said to seo jin and wanted to get in the car

"Who about me?" Said a woman who got out of the seo jin car and managed to delay me into the hajung car

"I think there are still many things you want to talk to me about" deok mi said to me as she opened her sunglasses

"If you still suspect myself for fear that I will do something bad to you, you can invite my cousin to accompany you"

"At least you still have complete trust in my cousin right? He won't let anyone touch you or hurt you. If that happens he can make a calculation for me, isn't that so sung hajung?"

"You know, our cooperation has not ended sung hajung" deok mi said to hajung whom I do not understand

"Cooperation? What's that supposed?" I asked hajung

"That's.." hajung told me.

"Are you curious? Come with me, I will explain everything to you, my twin girl" deok mi smiled at me

"Where can we talk?" Much

"Not far from here, there is a fancy restaurant where I subscribe, we can talk casually while inviting you to eat good food that is worthy like a human being remembers while in prison, you only get sad food like farm animal food" deok mi said

"Show me the way" I said flatly

"Ohh..wait sweetie first, I don't want the waiters to run because they see your appearance" said deok mi while opening the back door of his car

"Before going there, you have to change your clothes with this" said deok mi as she approached me with a paper bag containing her clothes

I received a paper bag from my deok and looked at the contents

"Just relax, your clothes I adjust to your personality, I won't make you pretend to be me again" deok mi casually said

"You can change your clothes first in your hajung car before you leave"

"Just calm down, I will keep Hajung from peeking at you from the outside" deok mi casually said with a smile

Without another word, I immediately got into the hajung car and changed my clothes

A few minutes passed and I had already changed the clothes that deok mi gave me

Deok mi gave me a dress with a white knit Turtleneck model and navy jeans

I admit, I haven't worn comfortable clothes like this in a long time. I felt like I was hye jin as usual while I was living in dorm

No need to hide my identity anymore.

There is no need to worry or fear others know who I really am

After I finished changing my clothes, I, hajung, seo jin and deok mi went to the restaurant deok mi chose to be able to talk

Arriving at the restaurant, deok mi told the waiter to prepare the best food dishes that are here

While waiting for the food to arrive, seo jin always looked at me as if he wanted to say something

"Tell me what you want to talk about" I said straight to the point

"Wait sweetie, I don't want to rush to talk about it. We better eat first before talking" said deok mi relaxed as if nothing happened all this time

"When did you kiss?" I went to deok mi

"It wasn't long before you and Hajung got a canned letter from me" deok mi said

"Are you the one who planned all of this from the beginning so that me and Hajung move to find evidence of your father's crimes without seo jin's knowledge?" Much

"Kim hye jin, after I regained consciousness, I began to think that my accident was made intentionally by someone"

"Do you think in such an entertainment venue a container truck is allowed to pass through the area at that hour?"

"In the area there is no factory that allows a container truck to pass through the area, if it is forced to pass, if it is forced to pass, the truck was draped through the elite entertainment district during the day when it was closed"

"I asked my personal designer for help to retrace the accident and find evidence that the driver was paid by my father to hit the car I was driving"

"For now, I have secured the driver and I will send him to testify on the day of my father's trial" deok mi said

"Was seo jin disappearing at the time of the hajung shooting part of your plan as well?"

"And the absence of seo jin to give his testimony within 48 hours while I was still in the police station was also part of your plan?" I asked deok mi

"Haah.that's all I did so I could arrest my own father, hye jin. if seo jin arrives at the police station and testifies to you early, he said, I can't possibly catch my father" deok mi said without feeling guilty in my eyes