Choose Him Or I'm The Virgin

Episode 73

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Sung Hajung Pov's

I can't guess what the girl sitting right next to me is thinking right now

After this morning I argued with him at the dinner table and ended up being here with him

I lost everything to him in a fight that left both my lips silent and unable to say anything more and chose to go with him to a psychiatrist

I had wrongly assumed of her and said something evil to this girl

I shouldn't have said such an unworthy thing this morning to my savior goddess

But I deliberately said such cruel things this morning so that he would back off and stop persuading me to go to a psychiatrist. I thought he would run away leaving me from the room crying when I finished saying such cruel things to him

Instead of stopping to persuade me, he was more fiery than I thought he was....

He patiently faced me who had my stubbornness and temperament nature

I watched hye jin as she left the hotel to arrive at the hospital, she was always smiling and had a flower-like aura blooming around her

How could he still be able to smile like this when someone uttered an evil sentence to him

Is he really an alien or is his heart really like a Buddha who is always good to fellow living beings

She was really a very strange girl, I couldn't guess what she was thinking until it made me even more curious about her

(Flash back)

"One month." said hye jin.

"I'm asking you for just one month of therapy with a psychiatrist, let's just say to pay your debt to me"

"After that, the decision is in your hands. If you feel better after the therapy, you can continue..."

"But if you feel you're worse than you were before you followed the therapy, you can step back and choose the path of your life. I promise not to bother you again and urge you to go to a psychiatrist again" hye Jin said with an optimistic look

At that time, I decided to agree with his idea so that he would stop talking about my weaknesses

"Alright.I will follow your will to return the favor, but instead you must promise me to help me find evidence of the crime of my deok father to the end" I said

"And so..."

"i want you to stay by my side as long as I'm doing therapy with a psychiatrist" I said

"If you don't accompany me to the psychiatrist, don't expect me to go to the hospital alone" I told Hye Jin

The girl smiled broadly when she heard that I wanted to do therapy to a psychiatrist

How could it be something happy for him.

"Alright.I agree to the terms you put me on. I will help you to the end, hajung" said hye jin with a sweet smile that left my heart a little touched and almost saw her as a woman

"We should go to doctor Albert and ask the greatest psychiatrist in town" said Hye Jin

He immediately got out of his seat without me asking him who albert's doctor was and how he knew Albert

******

Kim Hye Jin Pov's

With every effort I finally managed to persuade Hajung to go to a psychiatrist

Without wasting any more time, I immediately took Hajung to the hospital

Arriving at the hospital, I told Hajung to wait for me, so that I could see doctor albert in his practice room

I knocked on Albert's office to ask the best psychiatrist in Chicago

Doctor Albert was surprised by my sudden presence

"Ahh..nyonya sung!" Doctor albert

"I don't know if you're going to visit me today" albert told me with a smile

He allowed me to sit in his room

"Is there anything that urges the madam, so you go see me without contacting me first?" Ask doctor albert

"I'm sorry to you, doctor Albert because my presence surprised you, but as you know, I came here without telling you because I need you right now" I said seriously

"Well lady sung..what can I help you this time, is this related to the events that happened in buffalo?" Ask the doctor albert who guessed exactly

"Have you heard of it from doctor Daniel?" Much

"Right mistress, I learned of what happened in buffalo a few days ago from a friend of mine" said doker albert

"Ohh thank goodness.if you already know what kind of trouble I'm having right now, so..would you tell me the best psychiatrist in town?" Much

"Actually I've been preparing the best psychiatrist in town since the doctor Daniel called me, sooner or later you'll definitely go see me"

"I was just surprised that the madam would see me this soon"

"Maybe you feel uncomfortable because the psychiatrist I recommend is treating other patients, can you wait until my friend finishes treating the patient?" Ask doctor albert

"Well, I'll wait for him and as much as I can I'll make my cousin patient to wait" I told doctor Albert

"One more thing, I hope you keep this from seo jin" I said and the expression of doctor albert was a little surprised

"As you know the relationship between my cousin and my husband is less familiar, I'm afraid seo jin will be angry with me if he finds out I brought my cousin here" I told doctor albert

"As you know, lately my relationship has been good with seo jin. I'm afraid we'll have a fight and fight again, so please let me talk to seo jin about this matter slowly" I said again

"Hahaha..well mistress, I understand very well about your family's condition, even though I have long worked for the park family, I am willing to not tell it to master seo jin for a while for his good" doctor albert said

"I am also very happy because the last few months Mr. seo jin looks happy when he is with you" said doctor Albert

'I thought it would be a new calamity when I checked him for the first time at the parkhyat hotel, but it wasn't' murmured doctor albert

"Huh?!.sorry, are you talking?" Ask me to wonder

"Hahaha..no mistress, I just muttered about my amazement at you for being able to persuade mister Hajung who is famous for having temperament and stubbornness to see a psychiatrist" said doctor albert.

"Whether because of your change in attitude, mister Hajung eventually relented and wanted to see a psychiatrist"

"At the same time I am very happy with the change in attitude of your mistress like this. You are like a butterfly that helps flowers bloom beautifully in the family park and sung"

"I hope that all the problems between the park and sung families can go well and Mr. seo jin can live peacefully and..."

"As well as I hope you can continue forever to be on the side of master seo jin no matter what, madam" said doctor albert and a little confused me

"Ahh..hahaha.it seems that I have talked too much to you mistress, forgive me for my sassiness"

"I will tell the nurse to take you to the psychiatrist's office that I recommend to Mr. Hajung" albert said

I immediately followed her and thanked the doctor Albert who had helped me

While in the hospital hallway, I thought for a moment about what doctor Albert said as if he already knew that I was not the real deok mi

But...

How did he know about my true identity? Did seo jin tell him?

Nah!

It is impossible for seo jin to tell doctor albert, too risky if more and more people know about the presence of deok fake noodles, but at first glance I heard him muttering about the incident at the parkhyatt hotel

Is it possible from the beginning that doctor albert already knew that I was a man who looked like a deok mi, but because it was not his authority and did not want to interfere in the family problems park, but because it was not his authority, he tried to cover it up and it was as if he knew nothing

Doker albert makes me curious

'Dukk's'

"Ouch!" I hit something

"You are always daydreaming, what you are thinking haah, to make you not see me in front of you" said Hajung suddenly standing in front of me

"Mian* (sorry) I didn't see you" I said gently to Hajung

"Are you daydreaming because you're sorry you didn't ask me for money?" Ask hajung

"Why should I regret it??, I have no regrets at all" I told Hajung

"Your request is too much trouble for me, if you ask for money, everything will be easier for me and for you" said hajung ketus

"Unfortunately I'm not interested in your money blee.." I stick my tongue out to mock hajung.

"You.." said Hajung interrupted for holding back his annoyance at me.

For a moment I forgot what I was thinking and turned to hajung, at least I managed to get him to go to a psychiatrist and it made my heart calm

I smiled broadly looking at Hajung's expression that was holding back being annoyed at me

****

(In the present time)

After waiting a few minutes later, Hajung and I entered the practice room of the psychiatrist who handles hajung

He introduced himself as a psychiatrist in an elite hospital in Chicago and thankfully he is from the same nation as me and hajung, he is a doctor oh yeon seo

He looks friendly and welcomes us warmly, as usual hajung looks sniffy with new people

Hajung refused to shake hands with himself

"Well, if you are not used to shaking hands when you get acquainted" said doctor oh yeon seo with a smile

"So..who among you two will be attending the therapy session?" Ask doctor oh yeon seo

I pointed at Hajung with my finger who was throwing away my face and was reluctant to look at the beautiful face of the doctor oh yeon seo

Hajung attitude like a child who is meeting his enemy, he is reluctant to look at the doctor oh yeon seo and tends to choose to stare at the ceiling of the room

I nudged Hajung's arm to be nice. Hajung turned to look at me and spoke 'why' without a sound, he just moved his lips together as a gesture

"Ahh...are you forced by your boyfriend to meet me?" Ask doctor oh yeon seo and surprise me

"Who do you call a girlfriend?" Hajung said and it made him interested and hanged doctor oh yeon seo

"What do you mean he?" Hajung asked while pointing at me with his finger

"Cihh.how could I be interested in an alien woman like this" Hajung said again as he shifted the stool and sat opposite the doctor oh yeon seo.

Although a little upset at hajung calling me an alien woman, but at least she sat down and responded to her psychiatrist

"Sorry if I'm wrong and assume the woman next to you is your lover, but I think it's a bit exaggerated if you call her an alien woman, because she's too pretty to be called an alien" said doctor oh yeon seo deliberately fishing hajung

"Beauty said?! There are still many beautiful women out there that I can make a lover" said Hajung

"Can't you see it? His wide round eyes and pitch-black pupils resembled aliens?"

"Neoo..* (you.)" said I who clenched my hand at hajung.

"Ohh.look around if he's angry, his eyes almost jump out making him exactly like the alien in the movies, ouhh.I goosebumps see it" said hajung and made me close both eyes.

"Hahaha...Well if you consider him an alien, but I wonder how you can feel at home next to him if just seeing his face makes you uncomfortable because you think he is ugly?" Ask doctor oh yeon seo

Hajung fell silent when doker oh yeon seo asked him that

Hajung looked at me with a guilty look, his expression changing rapidly

"That's because I unknowingly made a mistake and hurt her, if I didn't see her, it made me feel very uncomfortable and made me cramped" Hajung said as he looked at me gently

A few minutes the room became quiet right after Hajung said that sentence to me

"Well hajung sir, would you be willing to tell me about the incident and recall it with a hypnotic method?" Ask doctor oh yeon seo

"I'll help you get rid of your tightness that you feel right now" he said again

"I'm willing, after all I promised her to follow the therapy with a psychiatrist" said Hajung and still looked at me blankly

"Okay..nyonya sung, can you leave us both and let mister hajung concentrate on following my therapy?" Ask doctor oh yeon seo

"I'll wait outside the room until the therapy is over" I told Hajung and left the room

I walked towards the door and hajung's gaze was still following me.

I'm a little worried about him, but I think this is the best path for mental hajung right now

*****

I don't know how long I've waited outside the room and feel anxious about the hypnotic methods performed by the doctor oh yeon seo can succeed in making hajung feel better or just the opposite

I hope everything is fine, until the door of the doctor's practice room oh yeon seo opens and sees hajung coming out of the room

I looked at Hajung with a feeling of worry, I can't guess the expression on Hajung's face at the moment

His face was too flat when he saw me

"Go inside, he wants to talk to you in one eye as my guardian" Hajung told me

"Neo gwaenchana? *(are you okay?)" I asked Hajung while holding both hands

"I'm ok" said Hajung as he took off my hand and patted my shoulder gently

I closed the door and entered the doctor's office oh yeon seo

The psychiatrist smiled gently as he looked at me, without further ado, I immediately sat down before him and asked him how he was

"Is he okay?" Ask me to wonder

"Nne* (yes) he's fine" said doctor oh yeon seo casually with a smile

"Heah.thank God" I said.

"I'm very grateful to you, madam Sung, if you hadn't brought her here, maybe her mental illness would have been more severe and she would have had dissociative identity disorder or D.I.D, maybe the language of her general multiple personalities" doctor oh yeon seo

"really?! I think Hajung has experienced that" I said

"Luckily not yet, he only suffers from anxiety and PTSD disorders or post-traumatic stress disorder" he said

"I'm sorry about the fateful incident that almost cost you your life that night, madam sung" said doctor oh yeon seo

"Did Hajung tell you everything?" Ask me to wonder

"Of course, since I did the hypnotic method on him, everything he didn't want to tell me came out easily because the one speaking was his subconscious"

"But because of the incident that night, mister Hajung became guilty of you and it was as if the bad events were continuously repeated to make it feel crowded" said doctor Yeon seo

"It's only natural that he experiences drastic changes in his emotions, and because of his untreated anxiety disorder, he tends to be an angry and very temperate person"

"throwing things is something that makes him relieved, until master Hajung lost control and only emotions control him"

"If it's like that there should be someone watching him, otherwise, something bad is going to happen to him or maybe he could hurt himself and the people around him like you did at the time"

"I salute you, ma'am, for you have dared to stay by his side when his anxiety disorder recurred, even though it sounded reckless and something very fatal almost happened to you" said doctor oh yeon seo at length

"Why in the morning did he forget what happened that night, as if nothing had happened?" Ask me for wonder

"Mmm.possibly her subconscious is reluctant to remember bad things and chooses to forget them. Thank goodness the subconscious of the hajung master does not bring up another personality to take over his time and in the end the dual personality does not happen to him"

"If another personality appears, it will be very difficult to treat his mental illness and this becomes very serious and bad for hajung"

"But the effect he kept remembering the dark incident continuously and it became a nightmare for him when he slept" said doctor Yeon seo

"Could hajung forget that so that he does not have nightmares again?" Much

"But I've prescribed him medication and make sure he takes it so that he is calmer" said doctor Yeon seo

"The best medicine at this time is, he must be able to make peace with himself in the past so that he can recover from his illness and must accept all the shortcomings that exist"

"But not so fast as to make it back to normal, make sure he continues my therapy and take the drugs I give"

"I ask you, madam, to stay by her side during the therapy because I think mister Hajung has an interest in you" said doctor Yeon seo, ending our conversation

I said goodbye and left my sitting position, after leaving the room, I saw hajung who was sitting waiting for me to come out

"Have finished? Come home soon, I'll take you home" he said casually as without burden

I exhaled when I heard the explanation from doctor Yeon seo how serious the mental illness hajung, but he just relaxed like this

While in the car I just fell silent and exhaled to make hajung reprimand me for being disturbed by my attitude

"Hey.I'm the patient, why are you so sad?" Ask hajung

"I'm grateful, because I can take you to a psychiatrist at the right time" I said

"M-wos?* (what?)" Hajung

"Hajung-ssi.remain zeal do not give up to undergo therapy and take medicine until you are healed"

"I will continue to be by your side, until you are completely healed and stable, get excited!" I said to hajung

"H-hey kim hye jin, you are a stranger remember that!"

"And I'm following your will because I return the favor to you, you must remember that!" Hajung

Right too

I only asked him for a month to follow the therapy, after which I had no right to interfere in his affairs

Can he recover from his mental illness in a month?

"Aisshhh." I said, banging the back of my head against the bench of Hajung's car.

"Yes.*(hey) kim hye jin, do you also want to come to therapy with me? Looks like you need it" hajung said to me

"Nne* (yes) I need therapy..."

"But spicy food therapy" I said

"Yyyaa..*(heei...) stop at the roadside grocery store where I usually eat ttopoki* (rice cake)" I told hajung.

"Are you no other place to eat than there?" Ask hajung

"Opseo* (there are) places where there are the best foods to relieve stress, you can go after driving me" I told Hajung

"You think you're the only one hungry, huh?! I'm hungry too, find somewhere else.not in a shabby place like that!" Shouts of hajung reign me

"How could such a shantytown and old shop be someone's favorite dining place? Ahh... true also you are an alien not a human, it's natural that the place is suitable to be your favorite dining place" said hajung meledekku

"Yes.*(hey.) If you're hungry, just eat there at your favorite fancy restaurant after driving me!"

'Cih..again I did not invite you to eat with me' I murmured.

"Mwo!* (what?!) I can hear you kim hye jin" said Hajung

"Thank God if you can hear it, I don't have to repeat my words anymore" I said

"Ania*(no) I can't take off an alien like you who's starving, if I take it off there will be human casualties eaten by you" said Hajung who was teasing me

"Aishh...Michiseo neo!* (isshhh..crazy people!) Stop mocking me!" I shouted at Hajung who was easily upset because I was hungry

After a few minutes, I and Hajung finally arrived at my favorite grocery store that provides Korean food on the second floor

I greet ahjumma* (aunt) the owner of the grocery store who is familiar with me

"Aigoo.you came back here with that handsome guy yesterday. Are you guys dating?" Ask the grocery owner's aunt

"Cih...dating what, it was he who knelt me here" I said.

"What do you mean kneel you? You even hitchhiked in my car, did you forget Miss Kim?" Ask hajung

"Yes, I did ride in your car, but I didn't invite you to come in here with me" I said

"Yes.*(hey) do you think this store is yours that can set someone in and out?"

"Did that aunt forbid me to come in here?" Hajung asked as he pointed at the shop owner's aunt

"Ania* (no) handsome young man, you can freely go in and out of my shop" said the shop owner ahjumma

Hajung stuck out his tongue a sign that he was hurting me

"If I'm really an alien, you're the first person I make a snack on" I said cynically to Hajung

"Neo.*(you.).."

"Ahjumma* (aunt) I want a ttopoki (rice cake) super spicy one!" I cut off the hajung that will speak

I sat down and poured water into the glass on the table

Hajung was sitting right in front of me

This man, when he had been mocking this place, but in fact he was sitting in front of me now

This man was very contrary to what he said

For a few minutes, my favorite food was on the table

Without further ado hajung directly devoured the rice cake that was in front of me

"Ohok.ohok" Hajung coughed several times after devouring some rice cakes and immediately poured water into the glass

Hajung immediately gulped down the filled water earlier and immediately drained it. Several times Hajung patted his chest while coughing softly a few times

"Yes..*(hey) did you deliberately order a super spicy one because you wanted to kill me? Ordinary people can die from eating spicy food like this" Hajung said looking at me

"Aigoo.good-looking boy, why are you eating hye jin's food. I purposely made it spicy like that because it was her favorite food" the shop owner's aunt said

"Haha.let's bi, it's a punishment for people who play with other people's food, feel it!" My words are bland hajung

"You really aren't a human Miss Kim, aliens are a fitting name for you" Hajung said

"This is your meal that I made earlier, be patient a little handsome young man" said the shop owner's aunt as she offered a serving of rice cake in a friendly manner.

"Yes.*(hey) if you also want a topoki you can say it directly do not need to talk just the opposite in the car" I said while eating rice cakes

"You know at the time of the second world war, many citizens could not choose any food at the time of the food crisis. They will eat anything as long as it can be used as food rather than starving"

"I'm going through a food crisis and can't choose food, so I'm going to eat the food that's in front of me right now rather than starve" hajung said at length and made me more dizzy to hear it

"Whatever you want hajung" I said flatly

"Ehem.you are also always contrary to what you want, you do not reflect on yourself, Miss Kim" said Hajung

"What's? Me? Contrary?" My speech

"I'm no different from you, what I say is my will and my will"

"If the person is good, I will say good, if the person is bad, I will tell you the truth that the person is breng**k" I told Hajung while looking at him cynically

"Look, now that you're not being honest with yourself, I can guess" said Hajung.

"Suriya hamlet?* (what do you mean?)" Much

"Sad...Kim hye jin-ssi you like me that's why you act like this to me" Hajung said

"You're pretending to hate me but you actually like me a lot"

"you're being rude and talking like this just to draw my attention to you, right?" ask hajung

"good effort, Miss Kim, the more you hate me, it means that your love for me is so great that it can't be described by words" Hajung said

"Myoragu?!!!* (what did you say?!)" I heard Hajung's crazy statement

"After I thought about it when you told me this morning that I was a man you really hated, it meant that I was a man you really liked" Hajung said

"You can't hide how you feel right now when we're in the hospital"

"I see you're so worried about me and I can see your sincerity that you like me who's willing to wait for me without leaving a single step out of the yeon seo doctor's practice room while I'm undergoing hypnotic therapy"

"I thought you were an alien, but after I thought this mystery was solved"

As soon as I remembered the words of doctor yeon seo who said anxiety disorders not only affect angry emotions, but can also overall include excessive self-confidence such as narcissism

"You're willing to do something like this because you like it so much.."

"Stop thinking sung hajung! And let's just say I'm an alien" I said cutting off hajung's misinterpreted remarks by my treatment of him

"You can call me an alien as you please and never think about what I mean and what my purpose is to help you"

"I'm done eating, you can finish your meal slowly" I said as I moved from my sitting position

"Aah..don't eat the rest of my food huh? You'll go crazy if you eat it" I reminded

"And one more thing, Don't forget to take your medicine ok!. It's for your good as well as my good, too,

" in 3 days we will meet to continue your therapy, I will meet you in the usual place" I said as I reached for my dime to pay my rice cake to the shop owner's aunt

"Yes neo odiga?* (hey..where do you want to go?) Ask hajung while standing up

"Don't follow me!!" My orders go to Hajung and the man sits back down

"I still have business with my best friend, I'm going to take the bus, dahh!" My words that immediately fled left Hajung

Ouh...

My hair immediately stood up when he said that I liked him out of the mouth of the man I hated so much

I calmed myself down on the bus and planned to go to the dorm to visit emma without having to tell her via phone

The time shows at 2pm and I'm sure emma will be back in the dorm for part time work at 4pm

I still have time to talk to emma, I better have to talk about this to her and ask her to cooperate with the alibi I made to lie to seo jin for a while

Arriving at the bus stop, I walked about 300 meters to get to the dorm

I walk while thinking about Hajung's words that still make me creep while looking down at my footsteps one by one

I didn't look ahead and didn't see my surroundings

I don't know if there's someone I'm avoiding right now waiting for me outside the dorm

Until someone finally called my name and made me raise my head and see the man right in front of me

I was shocked half to death when I saw seo jin in front of me just a few meters away

I silently stared as seo jin ran over to me

Argghh....

Pimply

Pimply

Pimply

"Why are you outside? I thought you were in a dorm" said seo jin

"I've called you a few times, but you didn't pick up"

"Because I was worried and you didn't come home last night, I decided to pick you up in front of the dorm" said seo jin and I only spoke a thousand languages

"But.why are you alone? Where is emma?" Seo jin asked

Ahhe...

Die me!

What should I answer!

My phone was silent, so I did not know seo jin called me

Several times

"Ohhh..kim hye jin!!!" Call a woman from behind

Ahh

That sound?!

Emma

Why did he call my name so cheerfully

The gawat!!

I haven't told Emma about my alibi

"Oh...master park?! You're here too?" Ask emma wonder

"Emma?! Where are you from? You look fine now. have you recovered from your sad feelings of heartbreak and tried to move on?" Seo Jin asked who was curious about emma

"I? Of course, coming home from campus because he had taken the morning class at 10 this" said emma

"Your actions are right emma, you must find activities and adjust your schedule so that you can avoid the pain of your ex-boyfriend cheating" said seo jin giving advice to emma

"Ohh...who is hurt? Me??" Emma asked and looked at me in surprise

"Ahh..isn't hye jin staying with you last night to comfort yourself so as not to get drawn into grief?" Seo Jin asks emma

Waakkk

My history is over

My lies will be revealed soon

Ohh.kim hye jin.

You are an amateur liar

seriate....

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uwo uwo~~~

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