Choose Him Or I'm The Virgin

Episode 111

While in front of the hotel room, I attached the hotel card to open the room hesitantly

But hye jin actually snatched the hotel room entry card from my hand and attached it to the door sensor to open

Hye Jin pulled my hand to go inside the room

And sure enough as I thought, hye jin pushed me against the wall and kissed my lips without giving me a chance to open my shoes

"Mmm.hye jin tu.mm" I said trying to talk to him.

I tried to pull hye jin's hand so he stopped touching my buckle and tried to take my pants off

I pulled his hand and turned it against the wall by folding both arms from behind

"Awww.." lamented hye jin.

"How can I touch you if you fold both hands?" Ask hye jin

"Can you not be this wild, hye jin?" My speech

"I know you like sung hajung, stop thinking like this idiot girl" said Hye jin

"Let your instincts play out, you want me, right?"

"You've been holding it this long, haven't you?"

"Do it, after all this stupid girl won't realize that you and I have spent an exciting night with you as long as you can keep your mouth shut"

"If you want it again, you can give me alcohol secretly without this stupid girl's knowledge"

"So I'll show up and be able to do it again with you" said the crazy hye jin

"Mwo?!*(what?!)" Exclamation

"Did you just tell me to cheat with your other personalities?" Much

"You and Hye Jin are the same person." I said.

"Don't equate me with that stupid girl!" Hye jin yelled and surprised me with her voice

"She was just a hypocritical girl who always kept her image in order to stay good in front of others"

"But you know, he is not much different from the cheap women out there who like to spend the night with men" said Hye Jin who made me stunned

"Kim hye jin I think you should go to a psychiatrist to be cured" said I who was caught off guard and loosened the wrangling of hye jin's arm

Almost out of my grasp, I kept hye jin's head down and held both arms with my hands

Hye Jin started struggling to ask me to take off her hand

"All right, I give up" said Hye Jin.

"I will not attack you" said Hye Jin again

But as I let go of my grip, hye jin started to turn around and swarmed my lips again

I again tried to hold hye jin by holding her shoulder but as I shook her shoulder, hye jin started to cover her mouth with her palm as if she was going to vomit

"Ho.mmm"

"Hye Jin immediately went to the bathroom" said I who saw something strange in my opinion

"Haah.sial is so weak that this stupid girl's body" grumbled hye jin

But he looked mischievously at me again and was ready to attack me again

"Hye Jin is enough." I said.

When hye jin's face was close to mine, hye jin suddenly lowered her head and vomited on my chest

HYE JIN ANDWEE!!!*(don't)" I yelled at hye jin as he vomited right on my chest and about my shirt

I just closed my eyes while hearing the sound of hye jin vomiting

"Haah.haah." said hye jin while pushing me and saw the mess he had made.

"Hiks.hikss huwaaaa!!!" Shouted hye jin crying suddenly

"Why does everything I want never work!!" Hye Jin cried and made me open my eyes again

I immediately saw the vomit of hye jin that soiled my shirt and took off the dirty shirt and threw it over the sink

"Hoo ekh..."

I quickly grabbed hye jin and took him to the bathroom and helped pat him slowly on his back as he vomited on the toilet

Occasionally hye jin cries because he is upset and still feels nauseous because of excessive alcohol consumption for his body

I helped hye jin to rub the rest of her vomit stuck to her chin and wipe her tears with the back of my hand

"Do you still feel nauseous?" Much

Hye Jin shook his head while crying

"Huwaa.I am like a ghost who cannot enjoy this perfect body" said hye jin who was still unconscious from the influence of alcohol when she saw me who was bare-chested because my shirt was dirty

"I told you to stop being weird"

"This is how you impose your will" I said

"Let's stand up and warm up your body" I said while carrying the finished hye jin who let out his entrails

I made a warm tea from an electric kettle for hye jin

"I'm cold, can I take my clothes off?" Ask hye jin who started to reason again

"If you're done drinking tea I'll warm you up" I said

"And we're going through a passionate night with you?" Hye Jin asked who still gives me a headache

"Of course we can do it but with a note you take a break to close your eyes" I said seduce

"What if I don't wake up tomorrow morning?" Ask hye jin

"No" I said briefly

"I'll wake you up in a way that makes you passionate" I said as long as hye jin was happy

Hye Jin smiled and sipped his tea

He was like a child according to what his parents said

Hye-Jin sprawled her body on the bed

I pulled the blanket of hye jin but he kept pulling me up to go up to the bed

In order for hye jin to calm down, I hugged hye jin from behind and put my left arm to support hye jin's head

"Close your eyes and say nothing" I ordered

There was no response from hye jin other than pulling my right arm to embrace his body and he occasionally kissed my finger

Hye Jin was in my arms, and each of them closed their eyes

At first I planned to sleep for a while until hye jin fell asleep, but I would not expect the influence of alcohol to make me sleep until the next morning

I was awakened by the sound of a woman screaming and the sound of someone falling out of bed

I slowly opened my eyes and saw the expression on hye jin's face surprised to see me

"W-what really happened?" Ask the girl who seems to have started to get her sense

"Why can I sleep in your arms and why don't you get dressed?"

"Where's your shirt?!" Hye Jin cried as he came to his senses

Haaah...

If he knew that last night you were the real culprit of the assault on my body, would you believe it?

At least I know the other side that is not good of hye jin

Alcohol is the biggest enemy

I stretched my body as hye jin finished speaking with an expression of surprise and curiosity

"Hoahhmmm." I said.

"Sung hajung what really happened?!" Hye jin yells

"Of course we sleep together" I said casually

"YYYY?!!*(what?!)" Hu hye jin and almost his eyeballs jumped out in surprise

KIM HYE JIN POV'S

"Do you mean sleep together is...."

"just close your eyes and don't do anything else, right?" Ask to make sure

Hajung looked at me lazily and was silent for a while

"You're free to imagine anything that happened last night" Hajung said and got out of bed and tidied up his trousers and walked to the fridge to drink bottled mineral water

I got out of my seat and tried to recall what happened last night

When I had a fight with Hajung, I was upset to choose to re-enter the club and ask the bartender to give the club the very expensive wine by selling the name of hajung who would pay the bill

After that, I accidentally climbed up that sizable bottle of wine all by myself

Although it was very bitter, I tried to swallow it

I forced myself to drink all the wine myself after that....

After that....

Ahh shit

I don't remember anything anymore

Is it my drunk body that has taken over all my consciousness?

Then what have I done with Hajung until I end up in his arms?

And moreover, he was bare-chested and only wore his pants

Have we already?!....

I hit my head a few times trying hard to recall

"Cih..you can do that all day" said Hajung while holding his phone and want to check the incoming message

I approached Hajung and tried to confirm it again

"I know you" I said

"I believe nothing happened between the two of us last night"

"You're not sebrengs**k that" I'm sure

Hajung stopped staring at his phone and turned to look at me

Hajung slowly approached me and reflexively I stepped back to the wall

When Hajung tried to touch my cheek with his hand, I reflexively shifted my head and closed the eyes of the omens resisting the touch of hajung

"Hemm...did you now feel disgusted when I touched you?" Ask hajung

"W-did you meet my bad side when I was drunk last night?" I'm just nervous

"Wae's?*(why?)" Ask hajung

"Are you reluctant to show your other side to me?" Ask hajung

"A-anio*(no) it's just...."

"Just you shouldn't have seen my side.."

"Aren't you the one who wanted to show me your bad side?" Cut hajung

"If you don't want to show your bad side that you want to be damned, then why did you choose to drink alcohol until you got drunk?" Ask hajung again

"That's because you started first!" Exclamation

"How could I not be under pressure when you kissed the foreign woman while glancing at me!"

"Are you crazy?!" Exclamation

"Why would you do that in front of me?!" I started talking about it again

"Because I was in a phase that was confused between love and curiosity" said Hajung

"Mwo?!*(what?!)" My speech

"Do you remember what I said in the hospital that I wanted your soul and body?" Ask hajung to me

I was glued to Hajung's words

"I've got your soul, you're starting to open your heart to me, which means I've got your heart"

"And last night I had your body, we spent a passionate night" Hajung said

"Yesterday night nothing happened hajung" I said sure

"Sadly.if you're in the current state, I believe it won't touch you but..."

"Are you sure I can resist all my cravings when I meet you drunk?" Ask Hajung who made me doubt that nothing happened last night

"You seduced me last night, asked me to hug you and fuck you like a pela**r"

"Whenever you're drunk or not, I've got your permission to touch your body"

"In other words I've got what I got from you"

"I'm no longer curious about you kim hye jin" said Hajung who made me pensive

"In other words, there's no more reason for me to be by your side"

"I know you have high expectations of me"

"You want a bond for our relationship"

"But after I thought back, I didn't seem interested in having a binding bond between us"

"I don't want to marry you or live with you until I age together"

"I want to live as free as I am today"

"Finding the woman I like, having fun with her after I'm bored..."

"I'm going to leave him" Hajung said at length

"I know this doesn't sound real to you but..."

"This is the reality hye jin, I don't want to be in a relationship with you anymore"

"Your guess is wrong, I'm not under anyone's pressure"

"Did you forget I had everything I had"

"Wealth, office and power"

"I left you because I'm tired of you, that's all"

I just stood quietly listening to Hajung's words

"I know you're devastated to hear what I said this morning"

"I hope you can hate me so you can forget me and erase the memories of our time together"

"But unfortunately you can't hate me, so I think it's going to be very hard to forget me"

"It's okay hye jin, if you need a psychiatrist, just tell me"

"I'll pay it for you"

"Oh yes one more thing..."

"This is a dollar bill for you, I can't take you back home"

"So order a cab and you can spend the rest of it shopping"

"Please say this is money to comfort your wounded heart"

"If less, you can call me on your phone but with a note..."

"You are willing to sleep with me again and I get the reward that is your body" Hajung said as he slowly patted my shoulder and walked out of the hotel room

Hajung only wears a blazer to cover his exposed top

I don't know where the shirt is

I realized that Hajung was about to leave me, I ran small towards the door of the room and pulled Hajung's arm

Hajung turned his head towards me as I clasped his hand

"Before you leave, there's one thing I want to ask for clarity from you" I said

"Prove to me that the speech that was not wearing was honest, not a fabricating lie from you" I challenged Hajung

"Haah.hye jin you really are" said Hajung sighing.

"Are you no longer disgusted by me or are you still under the influence of alcohol?" Ask hajung

I was silent and did not touch Hajung's words and just looked at him

"I'm..."

"Not having any feelings for you and tired of being next to you" Hajung said, looking into my eyes and looking reassuring

"Are you satisfied?" Ask hajung to me

I who heard it tried to smile at Hajung and thanked him for his time spent with me

"Nne*(yes) I'm satisfied with your statement saying that while looking into my eyes"

"At least I can make sure you're lying or not"

"Have you reached your conclusion now?" Ask hajung

"Regardless you love me or not, at least I feel that all your treatment of me during this time is sincere"

"I don't care what your intentions are towards me, but you're someone who is there when I need someone else to tell my story and is always by my side"

"You taught me some hajung stuff"

"Thank you for being patient with my stubborn attitude and taking care of me all this time"

"I'm sorry for always troubling you, I hope you find happiness until the end of your life" I told Hajung

"Can you take your hand off my arm? I'm sick of hearing your rant this morning" said Hajung, who continued to speak harshly to me

I took off Hajung's arm and let him get out of the room and disappeared for taking the elevator

Strangely I did not feel sad or want to cry like last night and even more strangely I could not hate hajung who had spoken rudely to me since yesterday

It was as if Hajung had deliberately said that and did not mean it from the bottom of his heart

I still think Hajung will come back to my apartment as usual and have dinner together

Do I still deny that Hajung doesn't love me anymore?

I went back into the hotel room and went to the sink to wash my face

I found a white hajung shirt in a dirty state on the sink

I just realized that Hajung shirt disappeared because I think I threw up on his clothes last night because I drank too much alcohol

That's why Hajung is bare-chested and fast asleep beside me

I'm more convinced on Hajung that last night nothing happened because I didn't find any trash from contraceptives that I used to use when making out with women

There was a rethink that there was something he was trying to hide from me but he didn't want me involved in it

Haaah...

I'm curious but I can't force hajung to talk to me, he was very determined to tell me nothing happened and surely I will only get a maki diatribe from hajung that he did not seriously say from the bottom of his heart

I can only wait for Hajung to contact me again

After that I could satisfy my curiosity by interrogating him

*****

A few weeks passed but I did not come to find Hajung calling me

There were actually phone calls from sung deok mi who continued to terrorize me

Every time I block a phone number from my deok, it always pops up the latest number I don't know

I can guess, this phone call must be from sung deok mi

I knew he wanted to ask me for help, but I didn't press him and chose to turn off the phone call and block my deok number

Until the day I graduated.

Several campus officials attended the 88th graduation ceremony

Of course park seo jin as the chairman of the campus foundation who just attended the graduation event this time

After seo jin gave several speeches on the podium, the chairman of the rector called the students who got cumlaude

Being a cumlaude student is my wish, but I don't think I can make it happen even though my ipk value is high because I took time off from college and moreover I am an ex-convict

".....Bonnie wright" said the rector called the student cumlaude

'Plok plok block'

The sound of applause rumbled throughout the hall of judicium

"Actually this year our university has students with a near-perfect value of 3.9 and only owned by 2 people"

"One of the literature majors and the other one comes from economics"

"But for some reason one student could not get the title of magna cumlaude predicate like brownie wright"

"Therefore, the university policy still provides cumlaude degree to this student but dropped one level because the student took a leave of absence and had experienced problems that dragged him until there was a misunderstanding made by investigators chicago police..."

"Ehem..well I guess, I've talked too much to make mrs. Smith was angry because of the duration" said the chairman of the rector trying to melt the atmosphere so as to make the people in the hall laugh

"Please go to the front of the podium to Kim. hye. jin" said the rector.