Choose Him Or I'm The Virgin

Choose Him Or I'm The Virgin
Episode 47's



Sung Hajung pov's


Today I have to attend a celebration of the establishment of an orphanage that I built


I make regular donations every month because the orphanage saved my life from a critical period when I was a child


You could say I had a dark childhood when I was about 9 years old.


I am a disgrace to the sung family


Because it was born from the womb of a mistress and had made a scene of the family


My mother left me or rather hid me in this orphanage because my life was threatened


Yap


Right, my father's brother, sung dong il, was hunting me to arrest me before my grandfather knew that my father had a child from an extramarital relationship


Sung dong il considers me the biggest problem to depose himself and his descendants from the position of president in the real estate company rose


My grandfather had only 2 sons, my father and sung dong il


My father and his legal wife had married first before sung dong il, but for 6 years the marriage has not been blessed with children


Until fate brought my father and mother together in the shopping center and made them familiar until the relationship ended with the birth of me


My grandfather dreamed of having a grandson as the successor to the real estate leader rose but fate said another, the child born by the wife sung dong il is a woman that is sung deok mi


My grandfather was disappointed that his legitimate granddaughter was born with a female gender, it was used by my father for me to be accepted and recognized as part of the sung family and say that he has a son and will continue the rose real estate company


Hearing that made sung dong il mobilize his men to find me and maybe will kill me if I was found first by sung dong il


Because of that, my mother entrusted me to this orphanage so that I stay safe from the targets of sung dong il men and my grandfather can see myself with his own eyes


Since then, my grandfather has welcomed me and my mother well and then became a member of the sung family, even though news of me being the disgrace of the sung family has spread among the conglomerates


Grandfather appointed me as heir after sung dong il retired from his position as president of real estate


However, sung dong il rejected it outright and showed his son is more competent even though the gender is female


All I know from childhood, sung deok mi has been treated harshly by his father, sung dong il


Deok mi always studied and was required to get the best grades at school to get recognition because her father who was not willing to serve as the president of real estate fell into my hands


Deok mi is not much different age with me we are only a few months different, and deok mi older than me


The first impression when I saw deok mi for the first time when I was accepted into the sung family was 'ice princess' she was very beautiful but there was not a smile on her beautiful face


When he was 12 years old, deok mi had mastered 2 foreign languages at that time, he was smarter than me


And my grandfather saw that deok mi was far more competent than me, and sung dong il convinced my grandfather that women were also able to lead a large company


Deok mi's father's efforts bore fruit, my grandfather agreed with deok mi's father's opinion and saw that deok mi was more competent than me


sung dong il calmed down a little when he knew the position of the next president of real estate rose would be held by deok mi


When Deok mi Junior High was always in the first position and I could never rival deok mi which was indeed a very smart girl


When I was in High School, I felt sorry for deok mi who studied late at night in class until nosebleeds


I saw him intending to help him at that time by giving him a tissue to wipe his nose and you know what deok mi did


He looked at me with a look of disdain as if I was the dirt on him


Maybe deok mi hated me so much because I was the source of her unhappiness in her childhood


Haaah..


The point is I was saved by this orphanage, so I always make donations to this place and some orphanages in chicago


I want to give happiness to children so that they are not traumatized and do not have a heavy burden and become the wrong person to choose the path of life as an adult


Maybe this is my guilt for deok mi, since my presence, deok mi bear heavy burdens and try desperately so that he always excels from me


He was afraid if his father scolded him if deok mi did not learn well and dropped down the ranks


When I arrived at the orphanage, the people who were there greeted me warmly


I was moved that they welcomed me so well as to welcome a family member who had not returned home for a long time


If I had a warm family like this, I would not drop each other just because of position and position status in the company


I saw the children laughing happily and looking very happy when the olaf dolls walked and entertained the children well


He looks so funny, I intend to give a gift to the person behind the olaf costume


After telling a story to the kids, I went looking for olaf and wanted to find out who's behind the snowman costume


I found olaf and patted him on the shoulder


"Hey.thank you for your hard work that has entertained the children in this place and made this celebration festive and warm" I said


I faintly heard the voice of a man in a familiar voice who called my name behind an olaf costume and called me by the name of 'mr. Sung'


"Richard?" My question is convincing


The snowman opened his head costume to greet me


And it's true what I thought, that voice belonged to Richard


"Woow.a surprise to me you're becoming an olaf" I said.


"But...but there's something strange here, before I go on stage, am I not talking to you?"


"Can't you have 2 richards? Hahahaha" I said


"Ahhh...are you looking for the real figure behind the olaf costume before I take his place, mr.sung?" Ask richard


" you're right, I want to give him a gift because he acts cute and funny and adorable when he becomes olaf" I said


"So you mean.I'm less adorable to be a snowman mr.sung?" Ask richard to me while he grinned


"Actually.yes, hahaha.you have to learn from the person behind the olaf costume that was with me on stage" my words are in fact different styles of body language snowman olaf today


"Of course, Mr. Sung, he's adorable, because the person behind the olaf costume when you're on stage is a woman" Richard said


Ahhe....


It is fitting that he can pose cute and adorable because he is a woman, in contrast to men who would be awkward to do such a cute pose


"Oh yeah?.so...where is she?" Ask me to wonder


"Mm..wait, I'll look for him" said richard.


Richard looked around the hall to find the figure of the woman he was referring to but his expression said that he could not find the woman


"I forgot mr.sung, before I wore an olaf costume, he said to me that he was leaving soon because there was other business" said richard


I was a little disappointed by Richard's words for failing to give the girl the gift I promised her


Before long a friend of Richard's passed me and richard's, Richard's reflexes stopped his walking friend and asked where the girl was


"Hey.tasya, have you seen my friend, hye jin?" Richard said to his friend


Richard's friend Tasya smiled shyly at me as if he was amazed to see me standing next to him


"Ohh...your sweet friend?..just came out, he said he was not feeling well and wanted to go home for a rest" said Tasya


"She also borrowed my scarf to keep warm while on the road" said tasya while pasting her hair behind her ear while stealing a glance at me


"Not feeling well? Hye jin?" Richard said to convince


"Hmm.he looked pale when he came up to me and borrowed my scarf, just now Miss Kim went out of this hall" said tasya


"I think, miss kim is tired of taking too much work time while working part time" Natasya continued


"Wait a minute.Is it possible your friend is the same as me, coming from Korea as well" I asked.


"Yes.mr.sung, my friend named kim hye jin, he is my college friend and is from South Korea" said richard.


Whoa...


Shouldn't I be kind to my countrymen when I'm in a foreign country?


Moreover, he is not feeling well because of fatigue working part time, it is not easy to live wandering in new york city as a student


At least I escorted her to the dorm where she lived, presumably the girl had not gone far, I had to chase after her


"Ahh...mr.sung, where are you going? The lunch together will start soon" said Tasya


"Wait a minute, I'd like to see your friend richard" I told Tasya


I immediately went out of the hall and wished I could still meet the girl to help her


I saw a woman wearing a hoodie and walking quickly wanting to leave the orphanage


Uhh...


Richard's friend from Korea


What was his name?


Kim´s...


I forgot his name.


I'll call her Miss Kim


"Miss wait a minute!" My speech


"Are you miss kim? I hear you're not feeling well, do I want to take you?" I asked the girl


Strangely the girl did not immediately turn her body towards me, but just fell silent at the sculpting


I approached the girl and was about to touch her shoulder but I hadn't had time to do that yet, my phone rang loudly and I immediately picked it up


My gaze shifted my will and turned away from the girl


I turned my body around as I picked up my phone that was on my suit and lifted it up


At least I have to maintain good manners when picking up phone calls in front of strangers, who knows this phone call is important to me


Ahhe...


It was a call from my mother


"Nne eomma (yes ma'am)" I said


"Hajung, are you still in the orphanage?" Ask my mom


"Nne eomma, maybe after lunch with the orphanage kids, I'll go home" I said


"Well, I wish you could have lunch with my mom at home" said my mom and hung up


After that, I turned my attention back to the girl, but strangely after I turned my body, the girl...


it disappeared from before me


The girl just left like she was out of my sight


I moved my footsteps to look further and hoped to find the same woman who came from my country


Soon someone called me from behind


"Sung mirr!!"


I turned my body towards the voice of the woman who called out to me


"Sorry Mr. Sung, the lunch together will begin, the children and the caretakers are ready and waiting for your presence" said the blonde woman


"Well, let's get there" I said and finally forgot the girl who suddenly disappeared from my sight


****


Kim hye - jin pov


Haaah...


Haha.haahh.


I ran as hard as I could to get away from the orphanage


After feeling that I had enough away from the orphanage I stopped my footsteps and tried to breathe in the air well


I put both my hands on my knees and the position of the body slightly bent


"Haah..hahh..my heart is haaa..my heart, where is he?" My words were raved like a crazy girl and fumbled my own chest


I felt my heart beating in my chest beating very fast


"Haah, my heart is almost separate from my body" I said myself.


"How could Hajung be in the orphanage and be familiar with richard, does that make sense? Haah hah..."


"The world is so vast why 2 people must know very well haah..and moreover it turns out richard apprentices in the company of mistress deok mi, is not what I heard richard apprenticed in a bank?"


Haha...shit!!


I know, as long as I was deok mi I never visited the company of mrs deok mi and according to seo jin, if I go to the office of mrs deok mi, if I go to the office of mrs deok mi, then my welcoming ritual is very splashy like an artist who walks on the red carpet


I just don't want to keep the employees busy for welcoming me, and all I know is, if madam deok mi goes to her own office, the atmosphere in the real estate company will be like a haunted house, tense and tense because it will be tense with hajung


I'll go to real estate if a shareholder meeting is held, besides, I'm not allowed to go to a real estate company


Haaah...


I hope hajung doesn't realize that I look like deok mi, imagine if hajung sees my face...


Aish....


Just imagining it makes my hair stand up, I don't know what other reason I used to run from there


Ok calm hye jin


Now that the situation is safe, I need to get away from here and find a bus


But....


Why are these streets so deserted


No public transport passes at all


I opened the maps to find a route to get to seo jin's house


And it took me 1 hour to get to the city center and to get to the bus stop, I had to walk about 300 meters


Ahhe....


So damn it, now I feel hungry because it's lunchtime


***


I have reached the city center and plan to stop by a restaurant for lunch


But...


I saw a black sedan that looked familiar to me parked in an Italian restaurant


I approached the car slowly and correctly, behind the sedan there was a tiger sticker that drugged me and hit emma


The day before the launch of the buffalo


Today I felt some unexpected surprises,


It was as if God was giving me directions and showing them to me one by one, starting with the appearance of sung hajung in the orphanage and now I see a man who had been eager for me to make calculations with him because it had harmed me and emma


Chul moo was chatting with a middle-aged man and I could not see the face of his interlocutor from the restaurant window as it was covered by his back


I don't know what they're talking about which is obvious I see chull mo's facial expression is very serious when talking to his interlocutor


I thought of various ways to find out who the interlocutor was and wanted to know what the content of the conversation they were saying, this time I was determined not to release chul moo from my reach


Yet...


Until I found a stupid idea to go into the restaurant and buy lunch and sit near them to hear what they were talking about and record chull moo from my phone to hand over to seo jin as proof that I saw chull moo and told detective choi to arrest him and hand him over to the police


It was so easy to think that I could do my plan


I was thinking of covering my hair with a hoodie and a red scarf belonging to Natasha and going inside hoping not to be noticed by chul moo


With a little hesitation I entered the Italian restaurant and tried to convince myself that I would not be caught by chul moo because currently the restaurant visitors are crowded


I started to enter the restaurant and a waiter drove me to the table opposite the table occupied by the chull moo, I separated the 4 tables from the place where the chull moo sat


Without a second thought I chose the original food menu and I chose linguine alle vongole, a paste mixed with shellfish, I could tell from the pictures that there were dimenu if asked how it tasted, he said, I don't know because I've never tasted it and it's the first time I've entered an Italian restaurant that looks fancy in my opinion.


I was trying to steal a glance at chull moo when a waiter finished taking down my order and left my desk


I tried to see the interlocutor chul moo, but had not succeeded because it was blocked by some restaurant guests who were eating his food


I tried to cover my face with a scarf at least only my eyes and nostrils were visible


Before long a waiter came and gave me my order


I was so absorbed by the fragrant cooking I ordered that I forgot my purpose


How much I love delicious food, arguably the gift that I am grateful for when I meet seo jin is that I can enjoy a variety of delicious foods in this part of the earth


All this time I only ate junk food that I brought from my work-part time and ready-to-eat food during my stay here


Let's just say I'm improving my nutrition and spoiling my tongue to taste various delicious foods


I devoured this linguine with 4 big mouthfuls, I wonder why good food always has a portion that is a little haah.


After I finished devouring my food, I was surprised to see chull moo move from his seat and immediately leave the restaurant


Ohh no!!


I haven't seen the faces of the interlocutors yet but they'll leave this restaurant soon


I need to see his face and try to remember it


I got out of my seat and forgot my food bill


Until a waiter came up to me to finish the payment


I reached into my wallet which was in the bag and looked for the credit card given by seo jin


This is the first time I have ever paid using a credit card


I'm trying as fast as I can to squeeze the pin number so I can chase the chull moo


A cashier gave me my credit card with a friendly smile and gave me a receipt and a candy bar


I immediately ran to chase chull mo and saw a driver was inviting his master into his private car


Chull moo bowed his body in honor of the middle-aged man


The driver looked familiar, where I saw him, I frowned to remember where I met the driver


I was surprised when I remembered the driver I saw


Cha...charlie?!


No way!!


If it's charlie then he's together....


Sung dong - il


I saw the face of sung dong il just before entering his car


After that, Charlie ran to get in the car and drove his car


Chul moo followed the direction of the car that charlie was driving with his eyes


I immediately hid behind the wall so as not to be caught by chull moo


I saw the car driving, I carefully observed the car and it was true that it was a car owned by his father deok mi


I immediately controlled my surprise and tried to convince myself that what I saw was not delusion


I peeked behind the wall near the entrance of the Italian restaurant and saw a chull moo enter a black sedan with a tiger sticker behind the car


Chull Moo turned his car around and left the Italian restaurant


Surprised by what I saw, I didn't realize someone was telling me to move from the position where I was standing because it blocked the entrance of the restaurant


A woman patted me on the shoulder and made me realize what I was doing


"Are you okay?" Asked the young lady who patted me on the shoulder


I looked at the young lady and shook her hand and immediately left the entrance of the restaurant


I'm sure they thought I was a crazy woman for not responding to their words to leave immediately so as not to block the entrance of the restaurant


I walked blankly towards the bus stop and took the bus towards the house of seo jin, although the distance of the bus stop and the house of seo jin was very far, I kept riding it


Arriving at the destination, I got off the bus and sat down at the bus stop, silent with a blank look trying to think why deok mi's father was talking to chul moo, several times I shook my head rejecting the negative thoughts I was thinking


And thought there was no way that deok mi's father was behind my anesthesia and emma's beating


Is telling me to be his daughter and pretend to be nice to me part of the plan of sung dong il?


Does sung dong il pretend to be sad when his daughter is lying in a coma is a mask to attract my sympathies and obey his will according to the plan so that the real estate company remains in his hands?


It all makes me dizzy


I can't accuse sung dong il of doing what I think without proof


I covered my face with both palms of my hand a sign to stop my brain from thinking no-no


I was surprised by the sound of my phone ringing and I saw seo jin calling me


I picked up the phone call without making a sound, until seo jin called my name from the phone call


"Hye jin?..hye jin?" Said seo jin to make sure that I had picked up his phone call


I exhaled until I heard a loud call


"Nne (yes)" I said lazily


"Where are you? It's getting dark, I hope you don't forget yourself because you went on a date with the prince of the fake white horse" said seo jin


I just realized that I was sitting quietly on this bus stop until the sun wanted to set and fade the rays


"I'm on a bus stop near your residential complex" I said


"You mean lincoln park?" Seo jin asked


"Nne (yes)" I said again


"Well, I'll ask the ohh driver to pick you up" said seo jin and hung up


For about 15 minutes, the ohh driver came and approached me


"Miss, please come in, mister seo jin is waiting for you" he said who saw me pensive


I didn't say ohh driver, I got in the car and didn't say anything


Every now and then the ohh driver rolled his eyes at the inner rearview to see the state of me sitting watching the outside view of the car


Until I reached the magnificent seo jin house and aunt min welcomed me kindly


As usual, I did not return their friendly smiles and passed them nonchalantly


I went into the room and saw seo jin was relaxing reading a book on the bed


I think all day seo jin just relax on the bed, at least he knows how to laze on weekends


"How was your date? Is it going well?" Seo jin asked


I did not answer his question and looked at him with a flat expression


"Ahh..from your expression does not seem to go smoothly" he said.


"Why? Do you see the bad side of that guy and feel illfeel?"


"There is no need to feel sad hye jin, perfect men are difficult to find in this hemisphere, you are lucky because you can meet perfect men like me" said seo jin very narcissistic and managed to make myself react with his words


It's very realistic of this man.


I exhaled while rolling my eyeballs a sign I was amused at the words of seo jin


I immediately went to the bathroom and ignored seo jin so as not to talk to me much


***


After showering and having dinner with seo jin, I immediately went to the room and laid my body on the sofa


Seo Jin noticed my strange behavior because during dinner I was silent staring at the food expressionlessly and made herself wonder what happened to me


"Yes.kim hye jin! What's wrong with you haah?" Seo jin asked


"Are you going to go on like this to me and not tell me?" Seo jin asked


"Seo jin-ssi, do you believe in God's guidance?" Much


"What do you mean?" Seo jin asked


"I know you rarely worship God, but I'm sure at least you have faith and believe that God exists" I said


"Do you want to show off that you are a man who is diligent in worship" said seo jin


"What if all this time your judgment on someone is wrong but God gives you proof that he is actually a good person?" My speech


"And what if all this time you judge that the person is good but God gives you a hint that he is actually a bad person" I continued


"Hye jin-aa I don't understand what you're saying" said seo jin


"Can you speak without a convoluted sentence and go straight to the heart of this conversation" said seo jin who began to wonder what I meant


"What did he do to you? Does the man you've been craving all this time have a lover that breaks your heart and talks you out like this?" Seo jin asked


I got up from the sofa and stood opposite seo jin


"Aniaa..(no) It's not about richard" I said.


"I think you misjudged hajung" I said and made the seo jinn frown


"Today I met Hajung in the orphanage, he mingled with the children in the very well, he looked very kind and loving to the children, he said, I don't think Hajung is as evil and cunning as you told me" I said at length and made seo jin step closer to me


"Did Hajung really live in an orphanage before he got together with his family now?" Much


"Where do you know hajung lived in an orphanage?" Asked seo jin who had now changed his originally confused facial expression to be a bit creepy to me


"From the people who were present at the celebration party at the orphanage..."


"How far do you know hajung, hye jin?" Seo Jin asked who was starting to make me nervous


"I was in the orphanage and saw Hajung doing good sincerely, it was evident that he donated every month in the orphanage"


"Hye jin-aa does Hajung know that you're pretending to be deok mi?" Seo Jin asked which made me even more afraid


"Ha..almost.I mean not" I said nervously.


"So it got caught or not?" Ask seo jin like a cop who's interrogating a suspect


"No seo jin! I wasn't caught by hajung"


"Then, why did you meet Hajung?" Asked seo jin who was getting closer to his face with mine


"So like this, then, richard took me into his social community activities and went to an orphanage there I helped prepare for the orphanage's birthday celebration after which hajung came and it turned out that he was a kind donor for making donations every month to the orphanage for disadvantaged children"


"Then I wore an olaf man costume so as not to be caught by hajung, and I saw hajung was a good person and you misjudged him" I said


Seo Jin grimaced the belittling omen hajung heard my sentence that hajung is a good person


"And I tried to get out of that orphanage and almost got caught by it" I said


"Thank God still protect you so you don't get caught from the hyena" seo jin told me to make my forehead wrinkle


"And you know what happened after that?" My speech


"Haaaah.I still can't believe what I saw" I said.


Seo Jin waited for my next sentence


"I met Chul Moo at an Italian restaurant and talked to him..."


"With deok mi's father" I said


Seo Jin looked at me very sharply no. More precisely like someone who was holding back anger.


" do you have no idea what deok mi's father is? How can deok mi's father, sung dong il meet with chul moo who has obviously committed criminal acts against me and emma"


"So this is what you mean by misjudging good people is actually bad?" Seo Jin asked and got closer to me


I reflexively put my footsteps back and step back


"Y.yeah, I mean can you find out more about what activities sung dong il does by telling detective choi?"say


"What if the one who told me to druggle and hit emma was her father deok mi and what might be a 'big boss' what is meant by the mysterious man I heard at the park during the launch of the dibuffalo show is your father-in-law?"


"Are you accusing my father-in-law of working with chull moo?" Asked seo jin who was starting to grow angry


"Seo.seo jin-ssi I do not accuse your father-in-law, just need to observe the movements of your father-in-law do not you put suspicion on his father deok mi.aaaa" I said while walking backwards until I did not realize that I hit the foot of the bed and made me fall on it because seo jin was getting closer to me


I was about to get out of bed but seo jin was on top of my body and pressed my wrist hard


I'm starting to get scared of seo jin


"Kim hye jin, watch what you say about my father-in-law, you don't know for sure the nature of my father-in-law, you just met him and how could you be so judgmental and suspicious as if my father-in-law was a criminal?" Said seo jin cynically


"I won't be silent if someone ridicules my father-in-law even if you're a hye jin" said seo jin with a sharp look in his eyes


"Seo jin-ssi, I just said what I saw and I saw mister dong il talking to chull moo, why are you doing this to me? Let go of me seo jin" I said


Instead of taking off his grip, seo jin actually put my wrists together and positioned them on my head holding it with his left hand


While seo jin's right hand gripped both cheeks firmly until I had difficulty moving both of my lips


"From now on what you see and hear about my father-in-law is immediately wiped from your memory, if you still want to have a long life"


"If you speak like that again without any solid evidence, I doubt I can't protect you and maybe your life will be threatened hye jin, take it!" Said seo jin furiously to me making me shed tears of fear


seo jin was still staring at my face furiously I closed my eyes so as not to see the creepy eyes of seo jin, before long seo jin threw my face to the side violently and took off his wrangling and moved from above my body


While I was still in the same position not moving one bit, seo jin took his knit jacket and took his car keys and went out of the room


I heard faintly the sound of a car driving away from this house, I did not know where the direction of seo jin went


I adjusted my breathing and tried not to cry out loud as there was still aunt min and some servants who had not yet left this house


After a few minutes I woke up from a sleeping position and sat down while holding my wrist which still hurts due to the strong seo jin grip


I saw my wrist that was injured due to the pressure from seo jin's nails


Tonight I decided to hide sleeping in the bathtub for fear that seo jin would return to this room and would do bad things to me


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