Choose Him Or I'm The Virgin

Episodes 108

Sung hajung pov

I had expected this to happen, hye jin would definitely look for me somehow

I was forced to ignore the girl I loved so she wouldn't live miserable with me

When bad things happened again and almost put hye jin's life in danger because of my mother's actions, I decided not to get in touch with hye jin

I know this will make hye jin confused, but I really can't if I have to say this to hye jin

I thought that after sending my uncle into prison, all the bad things would never happen again, but in fact, bad things happened again that came from my own family

Moreover, I kept remembering the words of seo jin which actually made me realize when I met at the hospital to meet hye jin

"if I were you, I'd let go of kim hye jin any way, because you couldn't protect her or make her happy and your family kept hurting her to the point of almost losing her life"

"Thank you to me because I happened to be there and could have saved his life when you weren't by his side, right now..."

" you can see the adoration of your heart now standing before you despite the heartbreaking circumstances of both of us"

"Don't make our hearts both disappointed because of your wrong choice that can't protect them due to your own busyness"

"Are you not ashamed of your rival whose love is superior to yours"

"I won't blame my beloved woman for choosing you over me, but I'll make a calculation with you if anything else happens to her"

"If hye jin loses his life because you suck at protecting him, I'll take your life with my own two hands"

"Be more careful, hajung, considering that you failed to save him from getting out of prison and then ended up crumbling with other inmates and almost made hye jin the target of murdering inmates who crazy in the cell"

Park seo jin has found out why hye jin went to the old apartment to meet a pregnant woman who accuses me of impregnating her

And even more crazy that the woman was the victim of violence from her own lover who was running away from prison and revenge me for reporting his actions to the police

It is true what seo jin said, I am indeed not very good at protecting my beloved girl and I do not deserve to be beside her

After I argued with my mother about her actions, I was even more afraid that my mother would do even crazier things than her actions that contacted some of my ex to threaten hye jin

My mother threatened to make hye jin's life more uncomfortable if I was still close to her

"Wae eomma?!!*(why mother?)" I asked after I got home

"Hajung-aa why are you yelling like that when you get back home?" Ask my mom

"Why did you do this to hye jin?"

"Do you hate him so much that you can do such a dirty thing?" Much

"What do you mean?" Ask my mom to quibble

"Hajung sung! Take care of your own mother" said my father, who had just arrived at the family room

"Stop pretending you don't know anything, mom"

"I've known everything"

"It was my own mother who contacted my ex to meet hye jin and threaten him?"

"Mother even had the heart to slander me having impregnated another woman!" My emotional words

My father seemed surprised when he heard what I said

He looked back at his wife with a look of disbelief

"What do you mean by hajung, yeobo?*(honey)" asked my father to his wife

My mother seemed to panic when she saw her husband's response and moved from her sitting position

"Ahh..begini yeobo*(honey)" said my mother to calm father

"You know the closer the hajung day gets to the girl, I'm worried so I decided to act on my own initiative" said my mother, who had confessed

"What if I'm close to hye jin, ma'am?!" Shouted

"Am I wrong if I love a girl I truly love sincerely?" Much

"Hajong-yya!! Mother has told you many times, the girl is not a good girl, she does not even deserve to enter the sung family" said my mother with heart

"Then is the mother was also worthy to enter the sung family when she became a cashier at a supermarket and snatch a man who was already married?" My reply when my mother said such a sentence

"Hajung sung!!! Watch what you say" my father shouted

"Did I say the wrong thing?" Ask me again

"Why are you bringing up your mother's past?" Ask my dad again

"Am I forbidden from discussing the past of a mother who was struggling to snatch a father from her former wife?"

While saying such a thing, I felt a hot sensation on my cheek.

My father unhesitatingly slapped my cheek hard while speaking rudely to my mother out of annoyance

"Ohhh.yeobo!!*(honey)" my mother said in surprise when my father slapped me on the cheek

"How dare you speak ill of your mother!" Shouted my father

"Have you forgotten who the woman who gave birth to you is?" Ask my dad again

"Nne*(yes) I don't forget who the woman who gave birth to me and her seed giver until I was stamped as an illegitimate child by people" I said the more courageous

"Hajung sung!" Shouted my father

"See yeobo*(honey) that woman is a bad influence on our son" my mother told the crowd

"I told you the woman began to incite our son to fight his own parents" said my mother who made me more emotional

"Mother! Take care of your words, hye jin does not deserve to be called such a lowly woman" I said

"Oh yeah? Tell me how many times have you slept with her, huh? If not pela*ur then what is he?" The words of my father that began to be instigated by my own mother's words

"For God's sake I never slept with hye jin"

"How many times do I have to say that she is not an ordinary girl I know" I said

"Ha!! Should I believe what you say?"

"I can't believe what you said hajung, even though you're my own son"

"That girl's already had a bad influence on you!"

"just look, you have now dared to insult your own mother" said the father

"If you don't insult kim hye jin, I won't insult you either"

"I think we both have similarities but have differences in loving someone, dad" I said

"We both have in common to defend the woman he loves in any way"

"But the difference is, I love a good girl while you fall for a bad woman who's not even worth fighting for and is only after your treasure"

"W-what do you mean hajung?, y-yeobo.you know how I love you so much" said my mother clumsily as she rubbed my father's shoulder

"As well as I am, I will protect the girl I love in any way because hye jin is worth fighting for me to get into the sung family" I said and then walked away from my father and mother up the stairs because I thought there was nothing more to talk about

"What if you refuse to be equated with sung hajung?" Said my father suddenly to make me stop climbing the stairs

"Dad will make you take off the woman you love instead of having to defend herself to be next to you"

"If you insist on keeping the woman no matter what, I will also insist on making the girl unhappy and continue to suffer as she is with you until she is fed up and leaves you"

"Now the choice is in your hands sung hajung"

"You left that girl alone as if you dumped her or...."

"He will leave you alone because he has to continue to suffer when he is with you"

"You think that by threatening me like that, neither I nor Hye Jin would stay away from each other?" I asked as I grinned trying not to be affected by the threat

"No dad, I know how hye jin is to me, he can't leave me no matter what" I said arrogantly

"Oh yeah?" Said my father

"Do you have to take extreme measures?" Reply my father

"How can you possibly maintain each other's relationship if.."

"One of you is no longer in this world and has crossed over to another world?" My father continued to make me not dare to be arrogant again

Immediately I went back downstairs and approached my father furiously

I did not expect that the Sung family brothers have a shortsighted nature and an obsession to realize his wishes

My father is not much different from my uncle, after his biological brother who he considered creepy is now languishing in prison, now he is transformed like a creature that forgets the land

My father now feels no fear of anything anymore and can behave as he pleases

"See..is this the reply I got after sending my uncle into prison?" I looked in Dad's ears

"Don't you be naive hajung, aren't you also happy to get rid of your own cousin from the company's CEO candidate?" Ask my father back

"Huh...apparently I've made a mistake" I said grimly.

"After I killed the cunning hyenas, I turned out to turn a stupid donkey into a wolf who wanted to kill other creatures" I said

"Is insulting your parents your new hobby now, hajung?" Ask my dad

"You should have defended your own family more to preserve your image as the CEO of the biggest company in town and become a submissive son"

"Unless you're tired of being CEO, you can act at will but with the record you have to leave the sung family lineage and never come back"

"Are you willing to throw everything away just for a woman like that?" Ask my dad

"I can even give my life to a woman like Hye Jin" I said seriously

"HAHAHA!!" my father's laughter instantly burst into the room when he heard the words coming out of my mouth

"Oh my god.my son"

"You're so naive, where'd you learn that nonsensical phrase?" Ask my dad

"You're the only kid I can be proud of right now"

"If you're willing to give up your life for such a lowly woman.."

"Step over my body first, and you'll be able to protect it"

"I won't let you die silly just to protect her"

"You've sacrificed enough for that woman"

"Do you want to die a second time after getting everything you want?"

"Try to think again hajung"

"Dad's sure you can decide this"

"Leave the woman or..."

"One of you will leave this world forever"

"Love doesn't have to have hajung, you have to know that"

"If you feel that girl is so nice, is she worth hanging out next to you?"

"If the fairy tale beauty and the beast tells of a prince who is cursed to be ugly and then meets a beautiful princess and does not care what it looks like.."

"You are the opposite of the cursed prince"

"Your true self is a mad man who thirsts for a woman's body but is wrapped in your handsome face and you have a fortune"

"You're a real sung-hajung monster"

"There will only be suffering if the girl stays by your side, you must be self-conscious" said the father who made me choose to ignore hye jin

Relax hajung...

I'm sure sooner or later, that girl will stop looking for me like it happened 2 years ago

Hye Jin would be fine if I ignored her and she could lead a normal life in general

Yah...

I thought it would be like that

But in the end when I decided to drink liquor to forget for a moment my thoughts in a club vip at night, kim hye jin came to stand upright while looking at me

Somehow the girl was able to easily enter this vip room even though I had hired a body guard to not allow anyone into the room, with my permission

*******

Kim Hye - Jin

You think you can get away from me easily sung hajung?

I've known how you are all along

You're a man who's gonna choose to avoid something you love so you can prevent something bad from happening

I'm sure there's something you want to hide from me, which is why you ran away from me but couldn't let it go.

To forget it you tortured yourself by drinking as much alcohol at the club tonight

If you run away from me, I'll keep chasing you until you open your mouth

After I was evicted from the rose real estate office, I approached Eren and asked for the address of the night club that Hajung frequented

Tonight I plan to see him no matter what

Sure enough, when I was in the vip room referred to by Eren, a man stood firmly at the door of the room, tasked to supervise and block people who want to go inside

"Can I help you, miss?" Say the man after his black suit

"Is hajung inside?" Ask me to relax

"Please go somewhere else, miss"

"You can't be here much less to see him" said the guard

"Well, can I ask you to help me give her something important?" I asked the guard and luckily he was interested in something I wanted to get out of my bag

When the guard man's face was near my bag, I sprayed pepper liquid into his eyes and of course made the man fall because of his sore eyes

"I'm sorry I had to do this" I told the man who had screamed in pain from holding the pain in his eyes

"Don't go in, miss! You're banned." said the guard and I didn't care what he said and kept breaking inside.

When I opened the door of the vip room, I saw Hajung was drinking straight from the bottle

It was like he was not drinking alcohol, but like drinking water and passing through his throat just like that

Haaah...

I feel sorry for his liver and pancreas working so hard to keep alcohol in his body

For a moment he stopped drinking and looked at me

Whether he was drunk or not, but he ignored me and drank his alcohol straight from the bottle

I went over to Hajung and grabbed the bottle in his hand

"Stop! You've had too much to drink" I told Hajung

Hajung sighed as I pulled the bottle on his drink while pulling his collar squeezed by his brown tie

"Are there no guards outside?" Hajung asked lazily and chose to ignore me

"Pardon me sir, my eyes." said the man guarding the entrance to the vip room.

"Mianhae ajussi*(excuse me uncle) your eyes will improve after you wash your face in running water and will disappear the effect for approximately 2 hours" I said while turning

"What have you done to my body guard Kim hye jin?" Ask hajung

"Have you molested him?" Ask hajung again

"I just squirt pepper liquid into his eyes, it won't make him go blind" I said

"Haah.kim hye jin, you will go to jail if I report your actions against my body guard"

"Have you forgotten what it's like to be in prison?"

"Are you not afraid of that?"

"Is it possible that your trauma to the bars has gone away and now you want to feel it again?" Ask Hajung who sounds like it pisses me off and hates him

Fortunately I was no longer dependent on tranquilizers, so I could think sanely

"Hajung-ssi has something I want to ask you" I said

Hajung confirmed his sitting position and took another bottle on the table

He opened the lid of a new bottle of alcohol, then held it up again

I who saw it immediately took a breath and grabbed the bottle held hajung

"Can you stop drinking and not torture yourself?!" I asked a little scream

"Hajung-ssi tell me what makes you like this, is there a problem that bothers you?"

"If so, talk to me. We will finish it together" I said and immediately sat down next to Hajung

Hajung fell silent while looking at me

"You know what's troubling me?" Ask Hajung who finally opened his mouth

"You're kim hye jin" he said

"You were the one who harassed me by coming in and stopping me from drinking" Hajung said

I stared at Hajung unblinkingly, trying to examine his words

"Is this still related to the naomi case?" Much

"Are you being threatened by someone else and telling you to stay away from me?" I try to guess

I could see Hajung's fleeting expression looking surprised after hearing my guess

"is your mother still unable to accept me?"

"didn't I tell you to share your time with your mother so she doesn't feel monopolized by me"

"if you want, we can both come together to visit your house and have dinner together as often as possible" I explained

"i'm sure sooner or later your parents will accept me" I said, again so confident

but Hajung's response only ruffled his hair as I rambled

"Ohhh.ayolah hajung, we can solve it with whatever the problem" I said casually

"Or are they not from a stronghold that wants to overthrow your office?"

"You don't have to fear hajung, you're not who you used to be, you and your family have the power to get rid of anyone who threatened you or harassed you"

"We can...."

'BUGS!!'

My speech was interrupted when hajung suddenly pushed me until my body fell on the sofa and he was currently on top of my body

If I could be honest, my head hurt a little when Hajung threw my body onto the dark brown leather sofa that was a little hard like a board

"Are you not at all afraid of anything kim hye jin?" Ask hajung

"I've been through the scariest thing in my life" I said casually

"Moreover what should I be afraid of?" Much

"Haah." hajung sighed right over my face and I could smell the stinging smell of alcohol.

I closed my eyes to defend and did not rebel in a position like this

"Kim hye jin, I know you're a crazy woman..."

"But I'm not interested in you anymore" Hajung said

"I approached you just to be able to sleep with you, but since I'm no longer interested in you, I decided to leave you" said Hajung, who I'm sure knew was a lie

"Hajung-ssi did you forget what I said the other day?" Much

"The one thing you can't do is tell lies" I said

"I know you're just bragging and talking like that so I can get away from you" I said

"You didn't approach me not because you wanted to sleep with me, you always asked my permission and held yourself back from touching me"

"I will never forget what you said" I said

"Now tell me, who made you this way?" Much

Hajung lowered his head, I thought he would hold back his tears but he laughed

"Kim hye jin how could you still believe that?" Ask hajung

"Humans can change, so can feelings" Hajung said

"If you don't believe me, I can force you to sleep with me here" Hajung said

"Are you really not afraid of me, kim hye jin?"

"I give you a chance to run away from here before I go any further" hajung threatened

"I'm not going anywhere until you talk to me about what's really going on" I said

"Sad..."

"Well, that means I can do anything to you"

"I will show you who I really am" Hajung said

Hajung started treating me harshly

He began to hold both hands with one hand

I could taste the bitter taste of alcohol through Hajung's mouth, he*******my lips harshly and he started touching my other body

I tried not to fight against Hajung because I believed him, he could not have believed me