Bound of Lies

Go Not Back

POV Author

Sunlight greeted through the gaps of the curtain. The morning sign has come to greet the earth. A woman stared at the sky of the hotel room with a blank look.

Vacuous...

That was what Renata felt at this moment.  In his heart he wants to feel like he just fell asleep so he does not have to face reality. At least in his sleep he would not feel any pain.

Renata stretched his body to relieve a little tired, although tired which he actually felt deep in the heart. Tired of the new reality he had in the last few days.

Lazily Renata stepped her feet into the toilet. Perform the ritual of cleaning themselves. This morning he had to go to the hospital again where Fabian was being treated.

With a navy dress shirt, flat mocca shoes and thin makeup make Renata look beautiful. Spend a little breakfast for the day. Renata knew today he would go through with a heavy.

A video call with her daughter Celia becomes a solace. Her daughter's happy smile gives Renata strength. Renata still had Celia in his life and that was enough for him. As for how his relationship with Fabian was he would think later.

***

With a glass of warm tea in his hand, Renata stepped foot into the hospital hallway.

Seen Hendrik and who was making a phone call while walking pacing back and forth look restless.

"What's up Hendrik?"

"Is something going on?" Renata approached Hendrik who looked confused.

"Ah madam, thank goodness you've come."

"I tried to contact Mr. Sakti but not connect." For a while Hendrik was silent as he weighed what he would tell Renata.

"Hendrik what's up ?"

"Did something happen to my husband?"

Renata started to look panicked.

"No, no mistress is not Mr. Fabian."

"mmm... Miss Lea her condition is getting worse."

"It's currently being treated by Jamie's doctor and Carlos's doctor."

"Keep why did you contact Sakti?"

"Just want to ask what to do when the worst happens."

"According to the secretary of the Sakti master, he was checking out the project that was in the interior of the island."

"Maybe that's why the Sakti lord is hard to contact."

Renata nodded her head in understanding without making any comment. I don't know for that woman Renata is reluctant to get involved.

The wound was still wide open and painful.

Silent...

Jamie's doctor came out of the room where Lea was being treated. With a tired and regretful face.

"I'm sorry we've tried our best, but God wants something else."

Without me noticing the cup containing the warm tea fell out of my grasp and hit the floor.

My body just feels weak. Luckily, Jamie's doctor stopped me from falling.

"Call Renata." His whisper was at the top of my head with my hands clenched tightly.

"Can I see it?" Renata asked with trembling lips.

"Are you sure ?" Ask Jamie's doctor while loosening his arms.

Renata nodded her head slowly

"Well then, let me accompany you."

"Sorry, but I want to see it for myself".

"I'm fine."

For a moment Jamie's doctor fell silent, fondling what he should do.

Jamie knows even though Renata says that he's okay but in his heart he's broken to pieces.

"All right then".

"I'll wait outside, you can call me right away if you want company".

"Yes fine." Answer Renata

"Let's follow me."

Now Renata stared at the door of the room where the woman, the woman named Lea, was lying stiff.

"Are you sure ?" Jamie's doctor asked to convince her.

"Yes." Yeah." Renata answered with his hands starting to open the door.

That woman, Lea was stiffened with her eyes closed. It still looks beautiful even though it is lifeless.

Renata walked closer.

"Lea, it's Renata."

"I'm sorry we had to meet and then part ways like this."

Renata took a deep breath

"We never know each other, but we're connected."

"We're connected because we love the same man Fabian."

Her chest was so tight when she mentioned Fabian's name.

"I'm sure we feel the same heartache." Renata sobbed, her tears already flowing down her cheeks.

"I don't know what really happened between us."

" But I pray that you have peace by His side." Renata said sincerely

Renata sighed, feeling a little relieved by what he had said.

Then get out of that room.

Without Renata realizing, Jamie's doctor hears everything Renata has to say.

***

" Then what should we do, madam ?".

"Master Sakti still can't be contacted." Ask Hendrik.

"Please deal with Hendrik, earthiness in accordance with the beliefs that Lea professes."

"I will be responsible for this matter" Renata said firmly.

Although Renata is reluctant to engage anything with the woman but her human sense is what drives Renata to do that.

Jamie was so fascinated by Renata's freshness.

Jamie had only known Renata for a few days but he was already fascinated by the rigor and strength that Renata had.

***

That same day Leah was buried properly. Renata even escorted her to her final resting place. With Jamie's doctor in company.

Not much to deliver given that Leah has no relatives. Only a few people were present. Maybe some of Lea's neighbors.

Ah then Renata remembers Lea's house. In her heart, Renata is eager to return to the house. There's still something he wants to "dig" in that house.

"Hendrik, I have a need for a moment."

"You don't mind going back to the hospital first ?".

"Sure mistress"

"But you'd better be escorted by Mr. Wito".

"alright".

"Do I want to be with you?" Ask Jamie's doctor.

"I'm sorry Jamie, but right now I want to be alone." Renata smiled subtly rejecting.

"Yes sure".

"Just call me when ever you need me."

"Surely," replied Renata.

****

Renata left to be escorted by Wito's driver. Along the way Renata threw his gaze out the window. Seeing all that passed by with a blank look.

Renata was in front of the house a few days ago.

"Sir Wito, have you ever come here?".

"No mistress, never," replied Mr. Wito.

"Oh ok".

"Wait in the car, sir, I won't be long." Renata got out of the car and walked slowly towards the house.

Renata turned the key and opened the door. For the second time Renata came to this place.

"You can do it." Renata encouraged himself.

The room on the 2nd floor is now the destination. With her heart pounding violently Renata re-entered the room.

Room full of Fabian aura.

Renata looked around, started to open the closet and it turned out that there were a lot of men's clothes of the same size owned by Fabian but only Renata saw.

Maybe Fabian deliberately bought clothes for his purposes here. For a man as rich as Fabian is not a difficult thing to do.

Renata walked back around the room. When you accidentally see a desk drawer next to an open bed.

Renata opened the drawer and there was a book. Diary book exactly.

Renata opens the book that looks outdated but can still be read.

The first page Renata read.

Today the person I love the most Fabian married the woman he just met. It hurts my heart, it's what it says in the book.

Then Renata opened the other page and started crying...

TBC...

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