Bound of Lies

Can I Feel Missed ?

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Because of my guilt, I finally moved Lea to an apartment in downtown Bandung. I asked him to quit his job.

Because now I'm gonna guarantee his life. I give debit cards as well as credit cards of course using limits. I even provided a housekeeper for him.

All I did was to atone for my guilt for him. I'm really sorry I did it all. This is the path of peace we agreed on together.

I'll do everything I can to make Lea's life better, even offering her courses and other informal education to add to Lea's skills, until she can stand on her own feet. Then I'll let go.

"Bian, can I call Bian ?" Sissy asked.

"Yes, whatever you want" I replied.

"Are you leaving tonight ? Can I get your card?"

"Yes I have to go back to Jakarta Lea, I have a lot of work to do. You here there is bi Inah who accompanies. For everyday needs can use the card I give. But use it wisely. Start thinking about the course you want to take later I find a good place," I explained at length.

"When are you back ?" Ask with a sad look.

"A. I'll see you when there's free time," I replied. I was honestly surprised by the question. I have taken away her honor but she still wants to meet me ?

Is it not wrong? I asked in my heart.

"Is your job time-consuming ?" Ask again.

" Yes, sometimes it takes time. I have a new project I have to work on. So please understand if I can't always see you,"

"Do you have a lover ?" Further

I was surprised by her increasingly demanding question.

"A.I have someone I really like" I replied firmly.

At once Lea's face turned sour as if looking disappointed.

"I want to rest, you can go." Ketus.

"Did I say Lea wrong ?"

"You think so yourself," he replied in an angry tone. Then entered his room and left me.

"Bi, please take care of Miss Lea. If there's anything call me," I told bi Inah who will accompany Lea. Then I left the apartment to go back to Jakarta.

***

I arrived in Jakarta in the early hours of the morning. So tired of the physical, the heart and the mind. As soon as I entered the apartment I threw my coat and shoes in any direction. Take a drink at my mini bar and sit in the dark. My mind drifted somewhere." What am I supposed to do now?" I asked in my heart.

Ddrrrtt ddrrrtt ddrrrtt my phone vibrated somehow. I saw 7 missed calls. There's a number I don't recognize and there's a Sakti number there. I saw the clock on the nightstand showing at 09:09 " oh*** I'm late," I mean. Sakti really doesn't like it when I do what I want. I hurriedly entered the bathroom to prepare.

At 10 o'clock I was already in the building where I worked. When entering the office lobby, I opened my eyes to look at the office building across the street. Wishing the person I liked, Renata was there. I watched for a long time but nothing. "Ah stupid is working hours now, of course she is working" I murmured. "Happy work, baby, I miss you" I said as I left where I was standing.

I started struggling with the stack of jobs that were available on my desk. There was a knock on the door of my room, then my brother Sakti poked his head behind the door.

"Gue came in, Bi" he said.

I just nodded my head as a sign of permission.

"Om Johan has spoken to me, he said he can be peaceful but you now take care of him," said Sakti while sitting himself in the front seat of my desk.

"Temen lo, Alex found me yesterday. Apologize because your party got hit by this. Yes, it is your destiny like this. What else should I do ?"

I just kept listening to Sakti not answer no response.

"What makes me disappointed, why are you so bored Bi? You just got a very important cooperation, and if this scandal comes out your name, you will soon be announced as the deputy director," continued Sakti.

"Yes, sister, so I love whatever the woman needs in order to be at peace. Fortunately he wanted to. I have plans to train him and try to help him find a decent job. After that I released him there is also no burden," I said.

"And I hope she's not pregnant" said Sakti.

Instantly I felt so limp without bones. " Don't God, don't let it" I said in my heart.

Then Sakti left my room after saying that scary thing.

Ddrrrtt ddrrrtt ddrrrtt my phone is vibrating again from an unknown number. Because I didn't stop shaking, I finally picked up the call.

Fabian: Hello, sorry who is this with ?

Leah: Me, it's me. Why are you avoiding me Fabian ? What wrong?

Fabian: sorry who is this ?

Lea : Lea. I'm Lea. Did you forget?

I scooped my face in frustration.

Fabian: of course I didn't forget but your number hasn't been saved. That's why I don't know. What's up, Lea ?

Leah: it's okay just to hear your voice.

I was surprised at what to respond to.

Fabian: A. I'm doing a lot of work. If there's nothing important, I'll end it. Later when it's not so busy I call.

I'm interrupting ya ? Am I so intrusive?

Lea shouted then closed the call.

I pulled my hair in frustration. This problem really makes me dizzy.

I'm back with work. But my head was throbbing violently, I saw the clock was showing 12 hours less. I set foot in search of fresh air without realizing my footsteps led me to the coffee shop where I met Renata.

I looked for a seat closest to the glass so I could freely look out.

A cup of coffee has been served on the table, a creamless coffee with only a little sugar tastes bitter and a little sweet. It fits my current situation in such a bitter time but feels a little sweet when the woman I long for arrives. Her face, her smile was still as beautiful as the first one met. A simple yet charming look. For a while I enjoyed this perfect creation of God.

Just looking at it from a distance can make my heart beat faster. "Renata, what have you done to my heart ?" Overshipped.

***

At seven o'clock I arrived at the apartment. There were some messages from my friend Stefan asking for news, and Alex apologized many times.

I guess I can't blame anyone. It's my own fault, it's my destiny. I'm trying to accept all this.

Late at night, I closed my eyes to rest. Hopefully, with sleep, I can forget about my problems for a while.

I heard a message notification and I took my phone. I didn't open it, but it was seen on the pop up screen.

Lea: may I miss you Fabian ?

Without me opening the message, I put the flat object back on the nightstand.

"Yes God... Please don't do this, I don't want to hurt her, "my inner self in my heart.

Tbc...

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My (Un) Perfect Wife

Blurbs

Mario Bastian has it all.

Money, position and perfect face.

Mario is a cassanova with top models who are certainly beautiful plenary as a collection of his lover.

What happens when Mario is betrothed to an ordinary girl for having to make amends for his parents.

Rossy Andrian is an ordinary orphan girl with a simple dream of being the wife of someone she loves.

"I think we have to finish it now" Mario said with a cold eye.

"Whatchu mean? isn't it I'm not your taste ?" Rossy asked as she held tightly onto the kimono cloth that covered her.

"I'm your husband and I just want to feel how to sleep with an ugly woman like you" Mario replied with a condescending look.

A fictitious story... No baper baper club yes genks 🙏😂