Bound of Lies

Stay On Establishment

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"I don't care what you do behind my back, Renata. Do whatever makes you happy. Because now I'm gonna survive. I will fight for our home. I'll give you a lot of love, you just have to shut up and accept. It doesn't matter if you just think I'm a friend no longer a husband. But I'll survive and keep you a wife." Fabian said firmly.

Renata reviewed all of Fabian's words. Thinking what he should say.

"What do you think I've done?" Renata asked Fabian.

Fabian could not answer, wanted Fabian to ask what day Renata spent with other men ? A man named Jamie who always looked at his wife full of cravings, but his tongue felt funny.

"If you think I'm playing crazy behind you, then you're Fabian's wrong" Renata said with a heavy sigh.

"I'm sorry, don't take it personally with what I'm going to say" Renata said, looking deeply into Fabian's eyes.

"Because you've done such a despicable thing behind my back, doesn't mean I'm doing the same thing with you Fabian ! I won't do anything to ruin my pride just to get back at you. I could have left you now, but I still have a heart for seeing you helpless like this, I don't know if later," he continued.

Like a big stone, Fabian's chest was so crowded listening to his wife's answer.

"Why was it made so difficult Fabian? I told you, let's make peace. Aren't you tired of this ?"

Renata now sat on the edge of their bed with an empty look.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry baby with all my stupid thoughts. I'm jealous, baby" said Fabian.

"But one thing is certain. I will really survive and defend our marriage" Fabian said without a doubt.

"Then do what you want Fabian to do, but I promise you nothing. Don't be disappointed if one day I decide to leave" Renata said.

"I won't let you go Renata, let me solve my problems and make you love me again,"

"I'm tired of Fabian, not wanting to argue anymore. I want to take a shower and rest" said Renata, tired of all the talk that seemed endless. Fabian is still as stubborn as ever. Renata left her husband just like that.

Fabian thought about all his wife said. It's true that Renata is a fine woman who can't do anything despicable like her.

There were small steps entering his room. Appearing behind her son Celia's door in sleeping pajamas and a pink pony doll.

"Hallo Daddy" said Celia as she poured into his father's arms.

"Look daddy, I got a new doll. Aunt Miss who bought it," Celia showed off her new doll to Fabian.

"Tante miss his friend mommy ?" Ask Fabian.

"Yup Daddy, just went home from school to meet Aunt Rindu and her son named Dinda, we ate a burger, bought ice cream, played in the play ground, then bought a doll. Celia so happy dad," Celia explained with eyes sparkling full of happiness.

Guilt enveloped Fabian's heart for thinking badly of Renata. Because he used to do despicable things, Fabian was afraid that Renata would do the same to him.

***

"I'm sorry, baby, it was my fault" Fabian said as they lay in bed.

" Hmm ? I've forgotten everything, I've said many times let's make peace. Don't get too involved in it, and I don't like you begging like this. Do not show as if you are weak when you are not the victim here" Renata said, closing his eyes.

Silent...

"What ideas should I do let you take me a little" Fabian asked in frustration.

"Sleep, I just want to sleep" Renata replied. Because sleep is the fastest way to forget for a moment all the problems of his life even though when he woke up he had to face it again.

***

Time has passed, it has been 4 months since Fabian underwent his first therapy. Now the situation is starting to improve, it has been able to walk even though sometimes limped and Fabian has started to return to the company even though with a workload that is not too large and more flexible time.

His relationship with Renata is still as it used to be, Fabian is still trying to get his wife's heart back. While Renata still in his stance only considers Fabian as a friend, no longer attention, no longer pay attention and try to suppress all his feelings. Especially now that Fabian treated Renata sweeter than ever.

What about Jamie ? Renata also considered him a friend, still exchanging news if necessary, sometimes meeting lunch together of course with a sengatahuan Fabian, but nothing further. Not that she did not want to but Renata did not want to hurt her son Celia. Of course Celia would be hurt if Renata loves another man while she is still attached to her Fabian daddy Celia. And what's the difference between Renata and Fabian if Renata has an illicit relationship.

That afternoon Fabian arrived home after finishing his work at the office.

Approaching Renata who is busy making cakes with Celia in the kitchen.

"Good afternoon dear" Fabian said, kissing his wife's cheek. Renata did not refuse because there was Celia in front of him and it seems Fabian always stole the opportunity.

"Sore," Renata answered briefly.

"Hello princess, what's this about ?" Fabian asked as he gave a kiss all over his son's face to make Celia kegelian.

" Make your favorite pastry cake daddy," said Celia.

"Wooooooow thank you, can Daddy help you ?" Ask Fabian.

"No, but daddy can help make drinks only," said Celia.

"Okay, daddy made chocolate milk for princess, and matcha latte for mommy" Fabian said as she opened the kitchen drawer and chose an instant drink to make.

"No matcha latte daddy, mommy doesn't like it. The doctor said it felt like a bad memory. So not good," said Celia innocently.

Fabian fell silent, closed back the open drawer and left the kitchen without a word.

Renata understands and knows what Fabian feels but prefers silence.

***

"Tomorrow I have a 2-day official trip" Fabian told Renata as they sat down and enjoyed a cake together.

Renata's mind drifted away remembering the last time Fabian made a service trip ending up lying in the hospital with a woman named Lea. It turned out that the wound still felt sore even though it had passed.

"I went with Sakti and Hendrik.  Please don't think badly, dear" he continued after no response from his wife.

"I'm confused what to say. May all your work be smooth" Renata said with a forced smile.

"I'll always tell you, or you can call me at any time" Fabian said.

Renata just smiled blandly not answering anything Fabian said.

TBC....

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