Bound of Lies

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"I once tried to hold on for Celia, at least reducing my guilt towards her. But now I can no longer, maybe now is the best time to separate from Fabian" Renata said.

"All right, I'll give you news as soon as I can. I hope I can help you. Hang on for a little while," Longing to try to strengthen Renata.

"Thank you very much. Sorry to bother you," Renata said with a sad look.

"Jeez Re, rich as anyone. I will try my best to help" Miss said with a curvy smile.

***

That afternoon Fabian left the office early, rushed up to his room because Renata's whereabouts he could not find in the basement of his house.

Fabian opens his room but turns out to be deserted. Lazily began to open the suit and loosen the tie. Throwing his suit towards a chair in his room that turned out to drop Renata's handbag.

Fabian picked up Renata's suit and bag which pulled out some things in it due to a fall.

Fabian was surprised by one drug strip that looked empty in some parts.

Fabian took the drug strip and began to read the content and function of the drug he was holding.

Instantly his feelings were overwhelmed with disappointment and sadness of course. Knowing Renata took a pregnancy-preventing pill meant that Renata no longer wanted to have children with her. Fabian scooped his face full of frustration.

The decitan of the door was heard when Fabian was still struggling with his feelings.

Renata was standing in front of him. Fabian looked straight at Renata's eyes with a hurt feeling.

"You're serious Re? Using this ?" Fabian asked by showing the drug strip.

Renata was silent and answered nothing.

"For God's sake, what are you doing Renata? Can't we start from the beginning ?" Fabian asked in frustration.

"I don't think I need to explain anything" Renata replied expressionlessly.

Fabian looked at Renata for a while and sighed heavily then walked through Renata just like that leaving him frozen still.

Fabian went to leave his house to go somewhere .

Fabian returned home in the early hours. Renata had not fallen asleep but pretended to be asleep because he did not want to argue anymore.

Renata and Fabian's relationship has been strained in recent days. Even Fabian didn't ask for his rights anymore. Even so they were still sleeping on the same bed and Celia had already returned to sleep in her room.

***

That afternoon Renata received a brown envelope from someone she had missed a few days earlier. She is a divorce lawyer that Renata appointed to help her breakup with Fabian.

"All the files are done ma'am, just ask for the mother's husband's signature as approval" the lawyer said

"And of course later in the trial there are several stages. Hopefully the mother's husband is cooperative so it doesn't take long in the process" he continued.

"Thank you for your help, ma'am" Renata said, receiving the envelope. Although it was painful he felt but this was the best path he had to take at the moment.

***

Renata awaits Fabian's arrival anxiously. Celia had Renata drop off at her in-laws' house just like Fabian had done before when she wanted to fuck Renata out of jealousy for Jamie's doctor last time.

Renata needs time to talk to Fabian. Renata believes there must be a debate and Renata does not want Celia to see it all.

Before long Fabian had already come from his office. Still with his cold attitude.

"Where are the Celia ?" Fabian asked Renata.

" To my mother's house to stay," Renata answered briefly.

"We have to talk Bi" said Renata, almost inaudible when Fabian tried to leave

Fabian stopped his steps and turned his head.

"What's up ?" Ask full of questions.

Renata handed her a brown envelope in her hand and Fabian received it with clenched brows.

"Let's stop hurting Fabian, let's end this well" Renata said with tears beginning to pour.

Fabian opened the envelope and read the contents of the divorce filing from his wife.

Fabian's tears turned sour and his eyes began to glaze over.

"Do you really want this Renata? Is your love for me over ? Is it all because of Jamie?" Fabian asked in a row and was so frustrated.

"I should have asked Fabian. Have you ever loved me ? Is it only Leah you love? As I once read in her diary that you love me only as a cover to cover her existence" Renata said sobbing.

"You survived only because of our son Celia, right? I think Celia will understand what's going on between us. And this has nothing to do with Jamie, I have nothing to do with him unlike you think" Renata continued.

Fabian was silent for a moment.

"I told you because of Celia that you would be hard to leave me, because many times I said that I love you but still you don't believe," Fabian said with a heavy sigh.

"Do you really want to know what really happened between me and Leah ? Because it took me a long time and a few treatments to keep me sane through it all" Fabian said coldly.

"Tell me all Bi, please," said Renata still with tears streaming down.

"I am a sinner, Renata," Fabian said with a trembling voice holding back his cries.

"I'm trying to keep this a secret from you because I'm afraid you can't accept my situation and leave me" Fabian said with his eyes fixed on Renata.

"I raped that woman named Leah 8 years ago. I accidentally fucked her while drunk at a party, making her almost crazy and trying to take her own life many times" Fabian said with tears beginning to fall on her cheeks.

Renata gasped and covered his mouth with his hands.

Fabian moved closer to Renata. His chest was pounding, his jaw was hardened, his eyes were cold and so sharp were looking into Renata's eyes.

His face was only a few inches away until his breath could be felt Renata hit his face.

"Do you want to know your other husband's secret, Renata?" Fabian asked coldly.

Renata did not answer because he was still shocked by what Fabian had said.

"I fucked her because I thought she was you, Renata. I fucked her by constantly imagining your face," Fabian said, raising Renata's chin to lock her eyes.

Renata rounded his eyes in disbelief.

"Yes.. Renata Octalia.. I loved you long before you knew me.

I've loved you so much, long before I expressed my love for you on that rainy night" Fabian said unequivocally without lying in it.

To be continued....

For the next POV Fabian yaa..

Actually I already love clue loh when they first ate together the first time Fabian said Renata from the past already look beautiful try to read again chapter sweet little things 😁😁😁

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