Bound of Lies

KS: Not Me

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"I don't think it matters anymore" he replied and gently removed Sakti's hand on his arm.

"I just want to talk when it comes to our divorce process," he said again and now completely leave Sakti who returned speechless.

With the guilt that accumulates in him makes Sakti feel unable to speak in front of his wife.

One more thing that made Sakti's tongue so faint was Kirana's eyes that hinted at many wounds when their gazes met.

Sakti walked back to follow Kirana, but his wife was walking so fast that Sakti could not find her where he had eaten.

"Where to?" Ask Sakti to her mom.

"Kirana returned to the hotel because Celia was impatient to see the souvenirs she bought."

"Oh." replied Sakti in a disappointed tone.

"It seems like talking to Kirana is not an easy thing" Sakti's inner self.

By late afternoon, the whole event was finished. Sakti and her two children return to the hotel together, as well as her parents.

The hotel that is occupied by Sakti is indeed different from Kirana. It's not too far away either. Sakti decides tonight too he should try to meet Kirana.

"Mama nginep in room no how much ?" Tanya Sakti on Dareel.

"450 or 540 ? I forgot." Say Dareel while playing games on Sakti's phone. Now they are in the hotel room that Sakti occupies.

"What's Brother inget in room no how many Mama's staying ?" Ask Sakti for her bigger son.

"450," Davin replied with his flat face.

"Thank you" said Sakti, but Davin ignored him.

"So your cell phone broke to death ? It's hard for Papa to call you."

"Yes, but Mama promised to change the new one later if Mama is not busy." Dareel answered by not distracting him from the game.

"What if Papa bought it ? You can choose whichever one you want. But later maen hpnya with permission mama yes," persuaded Sakti trying to take the hearts of his two children.

"What's Pa really ?" Ask Dareel enthusiastically.

"Of course, you can choose anything. Brother too." Sakti tried to persuade.

Davin smiled, he looked happy.

That night Sakti accompanied his two children to choose the phone they wanted, Sakti granted whatever his two children asked for. They also had three dinners at the favorite restaurant of their two children.

Sakti kept checking the luxury watch that was twisting her wrist. He doesn't want to be too late to see Kirana.

"Why have an appointment ?" Davin asked looking at Sakti who kept checking her watch.

"Ah no dear, afraid it's too late. When we finish eating we go back to the hotel, Oma you guys must have been waiting," replied Sakti. He was very careful in speaking and acting to Davin who kept his distance from him.

"Why don't we sleep together ?" Ask Dareel.

"Oma wants to sleep with you tonight. But if you want to sleep with Papa, of course Papa will be very happy,"

"Sleep with Oma first" replied Davin. Sakti tried to be patient with his two children, he felt he was the one who was guilty so that his son behaved like that.

***

The time shows at 10:15 pm when Sakti arrives at the hotel Kirana is staying at. He first escorted his two children to their Oma room.

With a thumping heart Sakti rode the elevator which took him to the 4th floor. Now he stood in front of the door of the room bearing the number 450. Behind that door is his wife Kirana.

Sakti breathed in her many times before she pressed the bell button next to the door.

Meanwhile Kirana who was in the middle room put Celia to sleep. Her room was so messy that Celia opened up all the toys she bought as well as tried out some of her new clothes. Even the little girl fell asleep wearing a Disney princess dress.

Kirana kissed Celia's head crest with affection, although Celia was only her niece but Kirana was so fond of the little girl as her own child.

The sound of the bell at the door made Kirana have to get up and walk towards the door. He peeked out of the door and saw Sakti standing there. Kirana saw the clock had shown at 10 over 20 minutes. It felt too late to accept Sakti this late, the shadow of how Sakti used to force his will also slightly scared Kirana. He decided not to open the door even though he kept pressing the bell even occasionally the man knocked on the door.

Kirana walked away from that door and started to tidy up the scattered items. Then he cleaned himself up for a while. The sound of bells and knocking at the door was no longer heard. Kirana thought, Sakti must have left.

***

Kirana just woke up. His eyes opened perfectly, he looked towards the clock that showed at 01 am.

I don't know why he thought about Sakti. Kirana got off her bed, her bare feet touching the floor of the hotel room were cold making her body shiver a little.

Kirana walked towards the door and peeked back from the door hole of her hotel room.

Surprised when he saw the man who knocked on the door had not yet left. The man sits on the floor

hugging both knees with his head down.

"Basstubborn," Kirana muttered as she opened the door to her room.

Sakti immediately raised her head and saw Kirana standing there.

"Come in" Kirana and Sakti said, rising up from their seats.

Without much talking Sakti entered Kirana's room. He looked around, it was true what his son said. Kirana bought a lot of things for her niece Celia.

"It's a drink" Kirana offered a cup of warm sweet tea and Sakti accepted it. He drank it all at once until it ran out.

"What do you really want anyway?" Ask Kirana who is now sitting in front of Sakti.

"I want to talk to you Ki. I'm also very upset," said Sakti.

But Kirana looked sick of hearing it, she smiled wryly when she heard her husband's words.

"Ki... Ii'm sorry... Please forgive me..." Say Sakti with a vibrating tone.

"It's not all your fault" replied Kirana.

"I'm also very guilty of not being honest with you" Kirana continued regretfully.

"Ki..."

"I'm sorry I never dared to tell you about my meeting with him." Kirana's speech cuts off Sakti's talk.

"I loved you so much at the time..." Kirana expressed her feelings.

Sakti gasped at hearing that. His face stiffened and he straightened his body to listen more closely.

"I love you so much that my world is only about you and our children. I was in the happiest time. But instantly shattered by the arrival of the man, I was terrified beyond measure. I was so afraid you'd get mad and leave me like our first night. I who was in love with you at that time was very afraid of losing you. Maybe you never know, in many nights I wake up just looking at your face and saying sorry words when you fall asleep, that's all I dare to do" kirana said as she wiped her tears.

"This stupid me doesn't mean to lie to you, it's just that I'm too afraid of losing you" she continued, smiling and crying at the same time.

Sakti stood up and walked over to his wife. He knelt before Kirana.

Sakti put her hand on Kirana's lap and started talking.

"I'm sorry, honey... Ii'm sorry... Please please... I'm a fool unaware of your feelings, I'm too jealous to hurt you, I never express my feelings... I love you Ki... Very in love with you," said Sakti among his sobs.

Kirana stiffened when she heard Sakti's love statement. Why is it all open when it's too late.

"Thank you if you have the same feeling, at least I am happy because our children were born because of the love of both parents" Kirana said sincerely.

"I beg you to come back to me Ki, I don't want to be separated from you. I've been seeing a psychiatrist to control my anger, I've been seeing marriage counseling so I can be a better husband and father. I want to change," said Sakti, looking at full please.

Kirana scooped Sakti's face with both hands, their eyes locked staring at each other.

"I'm happy you want to change, because then you will be a better father to our children. You will become a better person. The woman who will be your companion will definitely be very happy." Kirana said with a smile that was hard to decipher

"What do you mean, Ki?" Ask Sakti with a chaotic feeling.

"The woman who will be your companion someday will definitely be very happy. But unfortunately that woman is not me" Kirana replied without releasing her hand from Sakti's face.

To be continued...

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