Bound of Lies

The Past of Lea

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It took me about 3 hours to get to the hospital I was going to. Johan is waiting in the waiting room of the ER.

With hasty steps and anxious feelings I immediately approached her.

"Om" I said in a trembling tone.

"Ah Bian, thank goodness you have come. Can we talk to you two?" Ask Johan who makes me even more anxious.

"Yes sure, Om. Where ?"

Om Johan immediately stood up and asked me to follow him.

This is where we both sit in the hospital's quiet hallway.

"Did you know that woman before ?" Ask Johan directly without saying stale to me.

"No, I never met you never knew. Just at Alex's party. That's also what I met when I was drunk, Om," said I bowed to hold the shame and regret together.

"Do you know Bi ? The woman, Lea tried to slash her wrist" Johan said.

My heart is squeezed so painfully and tight. Is it because of my depraved deeds that make the woman desperate.

"But it turns out that not once did he attempt suicide there were other incision scars,"

I was so surprised by what Johan said.

"Oath to God, I just got to know her, Om" I said in a trembling voice.

"So morning, Om immediately visited his residence to offer peace. First he agreed before long the woman began to panic and hysterically throw items nearby including trying to slash her wrist, then unconscious. That's why I brought her here. Lea lives a kara Bi, in a slum," said Johan at length.

"So when he realized he wanted to meet you," he continued.

"Want to meet me ? What does he want Om ? Does he want me to stay in charge? I explained to Om earlier that I was really drunk and don't even remember what I did. In my mind that night I slept with a woman I liked, Om," I said in frustration.

"You should meet Bi first, then we see what path we can take for the next step" said Om Johan

"Yes Om, but please accompany Bian ya Om," I said begging.

This Johan is my family's lawyer for a long time and my Papi's best friend. So I feel like my own father.

"Om, given Papi's health condition, please don't say anything yes" I said.

Papi has heart complications and high blood pressure that can recur at any time and this is also one of the reasons he wants to quit the company.

"Yes of course Bi, let's go back," he asked and I again followed Om Johan's steps.

Get us on the doorstep of the ER. My heart is pounding, my stomach feels heartburn because it holds back nervousness and also fear.

I spread my legs slowly and carefully, afraid that the woman would scream hysterically.

The woman curled up like a fetus in the womb so it looked fragile. It looks so pathetic. O Lord, I have sinned until he suffered so much.

"Le..Lea. i. It's me Fabian. A. I was with you that night," I said stammered and scared.

The woman was still in her position not moving in the slightest, causing me to panic. I called her name again.

"Le.. Lea. it's me," I said softly.

Before long he raised his head towards me.

"I'm sorry, please forgive me" I said, pleading.

Without thinking about her, Lea hugged me. I can see the bandage in his hand.

"You don't hate me ?" Many fear.

"Only you treat me well. That's why I gave myself to you. The other guy who wanted me to always be rude is very different from you. I don't want your money but please don't leave me" he said sobbing.

I was shocked by what he said. Trying to digest every single point of the word the woman said.

"What's your name?" She asked while looking at my face.

"Pha.. Fabian," I still stammered as I spoke to this woman.

"Fabian, I beg you not to leave me" he said with soft eyes begging.

"Calm down, I'm here. I'm sorry I came back to Jakarta this morning because I have to work,"

I have desecrated him, acted wickedly to him but why is his attitude this way.

Last night I was with her at the Hospital because she asked, and Johan went back to the hotel.

In the end I contacted Sakti and told her everything. Sakti did not respond, it seems like she still feels disappointed in me. I can only accept.

***

The next day Lea was discharged from the hospital because the wound on her hand was not too deep.

The doctor said that the wound on Lea's hand wasn't too fatal, the better thing to watch was her mental health and it made me feel more and more down in my guilt. "O Lord forgive me" my mind sagged.

I took Lea back to her house, it turned out that it was in the slum area that for me was not habitable.

Houses rented with semi-permanent buildings with doors as thin as a plywood and walls that are only limited to cement. Curtains and glass that already looks weathered. Old sofa with table

My heart was so full and tormented, Leah was already suffering and now I have added to her suffering. Aahhhhh I'm restoring my hair out of frustration.

Lea provides water in the glass that I was reluctant to touch.

Leah told me a lot about herself. His mother was a worker** who had died taps over doses of illegal drugs when Lea was 14 years old. His father, Leah, never knew him. Yang Lea knew her father was a foreign citizen. Lea has a beautiful face has indo blasteran.

Lea has been out of school since her mother died and works odd jobs. For the sake of survival anything he does includes being a waitress at a night club and being an adult dancer. With a beautiful face Lea easily got the job despite her low education.

Lea also told me several times that she wanted to be tainted with a rough and humiliating striped male but she could still save herself.  He often gets unpleasant treatment from men who look at him hungry.

Unlike that night when I was heavily drunk, Lea told me stories as if I was protecting her from the hungry gazes of the men who were boisterously cheering her on. I treated her so well that she gave herself to me.

I was so shocked, my guilt grew even greater. Ah how stupid I am. I cursed myself, I did that because I thought she was Renata, the woman who until recently filled my heart and head.

"I'm sorry Lea, please forgive me. I'm guilty of you" I said with regret.

"I want to forgive you Fabian, if you promise not to leave me" he replied with pleading eyes.

I was silent, unable to say a word. My thoughts were immediately on Renata. I should be pursuing her love right now, but look at how I'm stuck with a foreign woman because of my own stupidity.

Oh my God, what should I do..

TBC....

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Trying to answer reader questions that I can't answer one yes.

Why POV Fabian so much? here tells how Fabian can bond with 2 women. So it's revealed the truth between pov fabian, Lea's diary and what Sakti said. If you read it, Santuy actually has a red thread. So in the future some chapters are still pov Fabian. Hope you still read.

Fabian was forced to be the protagonist ? Humane people who have done wrong are not always guilty. Just trying to get the problem from another point of view.

This novel is a genre of sad Romance so sorry if making an esmosi so up the night just let not disturb fasting.

Please apologize profusely if this novel does not satisfy readers all 🙏🙏.

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