Bound of Lies

New Sheet

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"Well Sarah, please explain my activities today anything,"

The Goddess explained my schedule today in detail but my thoughts have drifted again on her whom I have always longed for.  Renate...

Do you still think of me, Re ?

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Fabian POV's

This afternoon I had an appointment with my friends Alex and Stefan. There are three projects we will be working on. Actually in order to help Stefan. Whatever we will do to help the original friend is still in the right corridor. Since the incident that happened to me first now the three of us try to live straight.

"Weeiiiss duren has come" Alex said as I approached them.

I really hate that word. I prefer to call my husband or daddy.  I want to sew Alex's mouth.

"In your mind ******. Gw doain became your new widower, nyaho," I replied as I slapped his shoulder gently.

"Amit-amit Bi, you just want me," said Alex by tapping the table in front of him.

Alex who used to be so player with a collection of countless ex is now an acute wash on his wife who was betrothed by his mother.

"Bucin base," I'm on Alex.

"Need to be glass Bi ?" Answer Alex in a landslide.

"Ah shit ! " Saying. Yes, I am not far from Alex so deeply in love with a woman who now has the title of an ex.

Remember the first time I officially parted with Renata, I was completely devastated. I am not ashamed to cry in front of them.

"Eat him sometimes I'm afraid of mo mating," said Stefan.

"Liat lo on his merry suffer,"

Only Stefan was unmarried among us when he was 32 years old. It's not that it doesn't sell but Stefan is undergoing a complicated love affair with his boss' 20-year-old son.

"But to be honest I'm rather than single, I prefer family life. I would love to go home where there is a woman I love again waiting for me to come back. And there are children who can always relieve all my fatigue," I said imagining the day I returned home greeted by Renata and Celia. The pain in my heart was back.

"Hopefully you still have a soul mate ma Renata, Bi. It's sad to see you like this" said Alex.

"Do you want to try to open a new sheet Bi ? Maybe there's another woman you're destined for" Stefan said.

"New sheet ? Another woman? I don't even want to fall in love anymore" I replied in my heart.

"Belom of thought" I answered briefly.

"But you're still a girl's interest, right ?" Alex asked, keeping his chair away from me.

"Ah damn lo ****** ! It's that you don't know how tormented I have the desire to see an ex-bini every pick up my child," I replied annoyed.

And they just laughed at my suffering.

Then we talked about the work plans of the three of us.

"New sheet ?the new love ? Does Renata think so?" I asked in my heart.

Just thinking like that makes me jealous. "Renata, who will be my successor by your side ?"

"Oh my God, if loving will be this painful I beg you not to let me fall in love again" I asked in my heart.

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POV Author

Time goes on and on not feeling Celia's 6th birthday has almost arrived.

Oma Celia was so excited to prepare a party. This time it will be held festively to invite all Celia's classmates, siblings, even neighbors are invited when they usually live indifferently.

Of course before holding this event, Mami Fabian asked permission first to Renata as the mother of Celia. Renata does not refuse, she feels happy Celia is so surrounded by people who love her.

That weekend as usual Fabian picked up Celia at Renata's residence.

The awkwardness still appeared in both of them. However, the rest of the love is not completely gone.

"Look Bi, Celia is still in her room. Wait a minute" Renata said as he opened the door for Fabian.

Like the first person to meet, Fabian's palms squeezed each other out of nervousness.

Renata hid behind his flat face when his chest was pounding faster every time Fabian came.

It has been 3 months since their separation. But that feeling hasn't gone away.

"Daddy," cried Celia when she saw Fabian.

"Hi darling. Are you ready ?" Fabian asked his son.

"Huum, wait a minute I grab my pony doll first," Celia replied and then disappeared into her room looking for the doll in question.

Heavy rain fell as Fabian and Celia were about to leave Renata's house. Although Fabian brought a car but this heavy rain seems to interfere with the trip.

"There is still heavy rain, you should wait to subside" said Renata.

Fabian did not want to but it was difficult for him to suppress feelings to look ordinary even though his heart was so longing for his ex-wife.

"Dining here tonight, Bi, I cooked a lot earlier." Take Renata.

Fabian nodded his head in agreement.

Renata also prepared dinner. His hands trembled without asking.

"Why nervous like this" he asked in his heart.

For the first time they sat three at the dinner table like they used to. Celia showed a more cheerful face than usual. Of course, he felt happy when his parents were together.

" How do you do Re ?" Fabian's question broke the silence.

"Baa... Okay, so far fine," replied Renata trying to neutralize the heartbeat.

"Ah thank you. Are people nice?" Fabian asked again.

"Well, Bi. All good. Makes me adaptable even if it hasn't worked for a long time,"

Fabian smiled in response.

"Oh yes about Celia's birthday. Is there anything you want Re ?"

" I'm with your mom, it's okay, Bi. I'm glad Celia's still getting so much affection even though we're no longer together,"

" Of course Re, Celia will always get that."

"What kind of gift do you want ?" Fabian asked Celia who was engrossed in her food.

Celia raised her head towards Fabian. With her innocent face answering "I want a sister, Daddy. Didn't daddy promise to give me a sister ?"

Fabian coughed at Celia's words.

It seems Celia does not understand if her parents separated certainly can not give Celia what she wants.

"Mmm baby, can you ask for something else? Daddy can't give you that."

"When can daddy give me a sister ?"

"Maybe later when it's time. Daddy doesn't know when. But Daddy promised to give you a sister" Fabian told Celia.

"Alright, I want a toy just daddy. Mommy knows, so Daddy asked mommy to buy it,"

While in the chair where Renata sat in silence. Fetching Fabian said that of course Fabian would give Celia a sister. Fabian will open a new chapter of his life. He will find another love in his life. Of course it was easy for Fabian because Renata believes there are many women out there who are longing for her ex-husband. Why does his heart feel unwilling.

So even he might one day open a new page of his life. With a new love. Can he do that ?

"How about the new sheet that we're about to start Bi? Surely it will not be written to each other our names there, "the mind of Renata in his heart with such an uncertain feeling.

Tbc

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