Between Love and Traditional Java

Move Division

All CPMIs were told to gather in the hall. The TV news that I heard yesterday turned out to be an impact for us. We are all threatened with failure to fly. A sad face was seen in everyone sitting side by side.

Many reasons they want to immediately go to the land of people. To meet the economic needs of his family who are desperate and there are also those who have other reasons like me who want to calm down.

"Kin, how's it? Should we wait any longer?" I complained to Kinasih who was also disappointed.

"May there be a way out" Kinasih hoped anxiously.

"Actually fitting interview yesterday there is the employer who wants to take me, but I have not assented. Now even threatened to fail to fly," I also complain.

"Try asking Bu Tutik first, how good," Kinasih took my hand to the front office.

"All flights are still stopped, whether until when there is no certainty" said Bu Tutik.

"Is there any other way ma'am, because I want to leave immediately," I replied asking for certainty.

"How about we just move divisions," said Napi. One of the staff who dropped me off for medical check-up yesterday.

"I mean brother?" I don't understand Kinasih yet.

"Move the destination country" Then Brother Napi explained the details.

After a few days, I thought about it. I was planning to move divisions to hasten my departure. So is Kinasih. We plan to go to Singapore.

"What job do you want?" Kinasih asked me.

"What's important is to leave," I don't understand myself either.

"I saranin yes, mending you take a job to take care of children, later if you marry you have learned, yes even though the maternal instinct will be born by itself." Kinasih tone of voice is very soft.

It is clear that she misses the presence of babies in her household. But destiny says something else. The content is problematic, again his mother-in-law told him to divorce. I am sad to hear it. Isn't there a way out? Adoption of children can, do not have to divorce. Yes, but I don't know what they think. Maybe split his best path? Ah, I remember, I broke up with Danial just like this to make me cringe. No wonder the story of Kinasih more poignant ending.

"Yes, too, besides I also like children, they are funny and entertaining, although sometimes they can make the sweet potato hot," I laughed crisply to drive away the silence.

"Tuh, if our little boy is nervous, if you take care of the oma, you are arranged," Kinasih smiled.

"Of course, if I think about it again, I don't want to take care of oma, because I want my first parents to be my parents. How much the salary is, I don't want to." I voiced my opinion.

"You are wise, you will someday find a better substitute, who treats you sincerely, and his family will accept you with affection" Kinasih stroked my back.

Even though we're the same age, but he seems more mature than me. Maybe because he's been married and had more experience than me. He gladly advised me this still unstable.

"Don't worry anymore, guys are a lot out there, move on!" said Kinasih while nudging my arm. We laughed together until some of the friends sitting around me turned their heads and were confused. Then we walked back to the dormitory, ignoring the astonished gazes looking at us.

***

"Later make your passport yes, leave at 7 am" said Kak Napi warned. I just nodded.

After getting ready I got in the car with some other colleagues. I sat by the window, looking for calm. Some other documents have been completed. Just one step away I would completely abandon everything, including disappointment.

The winding road makes me de javu. The towering green trees reminded me of Danial. We used to pass the road like this when visiting Bukit Awan, a new tourist spot that presents the view from a height with a steeping warm coffee out. It felt like I was back in that moment.

Flash Back on,

"Hand," Danial pulled one of my hands

"Ih, what the hell, don't want to" I sulked.

"I'm a gas" Danial added to his speed a little.

"Aww, you see," I reflexively put my hands together on her waist.

Danial occasionally stroked my hand while pushing his motor. Penetrate bends and climbs with shrewdness. This atmosphere is so romantic in my opinion. I rarely dated my ex before, since being with Danial always found new things. He likes to take me on trips to places I haven't been before.

After fatigue roared with the motorbike engine, we arrived at Bukit Awan. Lots of people at night. Because this place is so beautiful to relax. A great place to spend the night with a return to nature. We sat in the gazebo with the lights out. Look at the view below, which is quiet.

The starry sky seems to support tonight more memorable. There are musical performances from local singers while strumming guitars. Some of the ordered dishes are already arranged on the table.

"You're the one who pulled all this?" i'm stunned. Didn't expect Danial to set up a romantic candlelight dinner on the hill.

"You likey?" Danial took out a lighter and lit the candles one by one.

I don't know what feelings are worth representing this. My heart just feels happy as if all this never wants to end.

"Thank you, I don't know what to say" I was confused about how I felt.

"You want to hear one story" Danial held my hand. I was enthusiastic, nodding gently hinting her to tell a story quickly.

"Remember this candle is peaceful," Danial pointed to one candle in front of me.

"But these days it seems hard for me to keep burning" Danial blew it. The first candle.

"I am a faith, but it seems that these days I am rarely needed, and often forgotten." Danial lifted the second candle and blew it. The second candle.

"I'm love, but I'm often forgotten and misunderstood, so I can't stand it anymore" Danial blew out the third candle.

"Why did you turn the three off, they should have lit up to the end," I asked in astonishment.

"Calm down, there's still one candle left," Danial smiled implying something.

"I am hope, as long as I am still burning I can light another candle." Danial gave me the last candle that was still burning. He told me to use the candle to light the three candles. I just follow him.

"You know, no matter how bad your situation and condition is, as long as there is hope, love, peace and faith will still be able to light up in our lives, then never turn off the fire of your hope, for if your hope dies, it's all gone." Danial held my hand, speaking sincerely from his heart. I was amazed to hear the philosophy he shared. I didn't think she could be so soft and sensitive like this.

"You must remain passionate, whatever you face now, believe that someday there will be happiness that is only for you, not shared with anyone," Danial strengthened me, because he knew I was very fragile, especially facing my family's problems.

"I'm touched" that's all I can say.

"Yes, let's go eat cold." take Danial

At the table, there are a variety of my favorite menus. Starting from the appetizer there are fruit salads and cocktails. Main course in the form of red ripe crab, crispy shrimp, because I like seafood and a plate of spaghetty. For his dessert Danial ordered sundae ice cream and apple pie.

Danial feeds the fruit into my mouth. I really enjoyed tonight. While chatting lightly discuss pleasant things. Then eat the main dish.

"Here I peel," Danial grabbed the crab from my hand. He helped me scavenge his flesh and bribe me. Sometimes he wipes my mouth with tissue. Really got me on the verge of kebaperan.

When finished with the main course. The taste of chocolate ice cream spoils my tongue. Plus topping choco cips is really smoother.

"Aaa.." I fed Danial ice cream. But with his kejailan, he even menoel my nose with fingers full of ice cream.

"Ihh, really, really, really," I felt like I was pouting. Danial took the phone out of his pocket and took a picture of me.

"Hihh, you are" Until I finally took a selfie. Capturing a moment that will be remembered one day.

Flash back off,

"Well, right Dan, all those are just memories left behind in a foreign language." Unknowingly my tears melted by themselves. The car still drove down the dense capital until finally it was parked in the immigration office. I wiped my tears.

I got out of the car and noticed Kak Napi's explanation of the passport making procedure. I waited for my turn because my number was still a long time. After hours of sitting, it was finally my turn and everything went well. Just waiting for his passport to be finished in print and sent to the agency.