Between Love and Traditional Java

Misunderstand

Danial Pov's,

I really didn't stop thinking, only last night was better. Dyana can already be friendly with other guys. I feel fucked up, I'm jealous. It was my fault for breaking up with him, too. But we are not better too.

"aargghh.." I rubbed my face rough. I became erratic.

"Calm down and, relax, it's just a portrait" I rubbed my chest.

"What can be explained from the portrait?" I guessed.

"It's definitely not what you think it is" I spoke to myself. Trying to think positive.

"I'd better ask Dyana," I hurried to check my phone.

"What are you again?" I gave him a message. I just realized that from morning he hadn't told me. Before long the two blue ticks were already visible.

"I want to go back to Blitar," Dyana replied to me quickly.

"Has she recovered from her pain?" I thought about it for a moment again.

"Kok didn't say, I could anterin" I offered to drive him. I'm concerned.

"Whoa, I was escorted to the warehouse."

"You're doing that?" I felt Dyana's attitude was careless, or was it because I saw the photo so it affected my judgment towards her. Or is jealousy very disturbing because I love him very much.

Usually me and Dyana are like this too. Chat naturally, rarely call affection or other calls are generally people dating, as generally my friends usually do. I'm a whining but romantic Dyana said. Dyana who looks cute but secretly cares behind me.

Dyana and I have our own story. I also rarely interfere in his privacy, as long as he tells me that is enough. So does he, because we both think that we also have their own busyness. He has friends and other activities. I'm same. As well as our relationship, we are good at taking our time. We're open to each other.

Especially in a different city, I can only trust him. Distance and time are still divided for now, so we both have to understand each other.

But my feelings right now are like demanding an explanation as soon as possible. My feelings are selfish because I'm tainted with jealousy. A lot of negative prejudices in my mind, just because I see a photo, which I think is a little friendly as well. It's not clear what it really means.

I waited for a reply, but there was no notification from my phone. I looked at my screen and it wasn't on. I checked my message to her, was it not sent, I thought. And all I found was two blue ticks. Marking my message was read but he was reluctant to reply.

I was almost frustrated. I look forward to his reply, asking for clarification from him. I hope it's not what I imagined.

I waited a long time not to be answered, I decided to go out. It feels tired of itself hoping to get the message soon, with a million negative thoughts swirling around. Just make me prejudiced.

My car stopped at a coffee shop. I walked to the corner, just there was an empty bench. The barista brought me a cup of espresso. Coffee with special flavorful high-pressure brewing. The steam was out in the air, calming my feelings a little.

"Eh.. why are you alone here?" Andi kicked down the table to break my daydream.

"Fog up," I answered and brewed my coffee.

"Loe could be heartbroken too, bro" Andi pulled up a chair and sat down in front of me. I just glared at my eyes.

"Loe asks Dyana, ask for an explanation so you don't mind." Andi suggested.

"Where to ask if my chat is not in reply," I snorted annoyedly throwing my cellphone at the table.

"Yes, he went to Blitar" Andi stood up and walked away.

"Where are you going?" I half yelled at Andi.

"Dating," Andi chuckled.

"Rese, I'm so heartbroken that she's bruised again," I'm upset to hold her back.

***

Dyana Pov's,

Today Rina was assigned with me, because we've been quite connected with some chatter. So the coordinator thinks I'm the only one who's training him. Tell and introduce any items here and show how to provide good service to customers.

"First you just look at the goods in stock, later if you have memorized the location I teach how to communicate well to customers." I told Rina to check the hijab window, she was assigned to handle the mukena and hijab. Because the month of Ramadan, this place is the most crowded, so it requires additional personnel.

"Well, is there a satin pashmina?" a woman approached me who was putting on a display.

"What color do you want?" I smiled at him.

"Maroon mbak," Then I took some pashmina with different brands and materials. After finding what he wanted, he passed to another place to find another outfit that suited him.

Today the shop is crowded. Rina is also good at managing her emotions when dealing with customers who drain her energy and demand is too difficult. Though only a day but Rina has been able to adapt well, in the midst of crowded customers while fasting as well.

After closing the shop, I sat on the swing. It feels so tired. I rest my head enjoying the breeze and the ripple of the vehicle on the road. Although almost eleven o'clock in the evening but the vehicles crowded the streets, in the city square held a grand ceremony.

Tokoku is located very strategically on the path to the city, making it never quiet the sound of motorcycles and noisy cars passing by. The park in front of the recently inaugurated shop is also always filled with young couples who chat with each other, with friends and girlfriends respectively. Many outside, yet silent in my heart.

I just looked out into the park, into the streets, swinging my legs slowly, until I remembered Danial who I had neglected all day. It was just her chat this morning that encouraged me. After that I was preoccupied with activities that made me no time to just think about Danial.

When the break came, I immediately refuted my plate and filled my stomach. Then I should sleep as much as I can, because the closing hours of the store should retreat even longer in the month of Ramadan. So there is no time to just chat Danial with limited hours of rest. I'm already tired.

I love being alone, giving myself time to calm down. Thinking of something I never really wanted to think about again. Like a dark past that could have suddenly approached. Fulfilling my brain which eventually just gave birth to heartbreak.

To call Danial tonight I really don't have the mood. I don't know why I feel so lazy to use my phone. I want to be alone without interruption. My heart was troubled that I did not know the cause. Suddenly feel like that. Suddenly it's not calm. Suddenly, there will be a lot of things.

I closed my eyes to hear the melodious music through my earbuds. I want peace.

"Yung, come in first, it's too bad," Lutvi surprised me.

"Ohh," I blinked my eyes.

"You got a yung problem?" Lutvi occupied an empty spot beside me.

"No yung, want to be alone, want to calm down," I said as it was.

"Really?" Lutvi.

"Yes, just lazy to do it," then I got out of my seat.

"If there's any story ya yung," Lutvi reminded me. Then we both enter the dormitory.